The enchanting concubine of medicine: entangled with the black-bellied prince

Chapter 244 Don't Comfort Me
"You really didn't lie to me?"

"Absolutely not."

Qin Lian's firm eyes made Shenyan gradually calm down.

The room was quiet again. Qin Lian asked everyone to sleep. She still kept vigil, but this time she was accompanied by Nangong Mo.

He said he didn't want to sleep because he was afraid that he would forget something when he fell asleep.

The two stayed up all night, talking about irrelevant things. Nangong Mo said that he was afraid of being lonely, and hoped that Qin Lian could say something.

Qin Lian thought for a long time and thought it would be better to tell him a story.

She first told the story of the genius doctor Zhao Yishuang, and Nangong Mo listened with great interest, so he pestered her to tell her something else.

Then Qin Lian remembered a ghost story he had written before, which was related to her life experience, and told him about it.

……

I have been ignored since I was sensible.

When I was very young, my mom took me to swim in the river, but she just forgot about me, and I ended up floating on the water.

Later, they ignored my existence even more, even the teachers, so I often sat alone in the last row. Slept in the classroom all night.

Therefore, when I was a child, I often rested in the classroom.

The same is true for my classmates. I remember that once a person at my front desk was ill. I heard from his family members that he was entangled in some dirty things, so he was very ill. However, they invited Taoist priests to perform exercises. It is extremely annoying to hear the word Taoist.

In order to integrate into the group faster, I decided to buy something to see him, but unfortunately, most people thought I was transparent, even the aunt at the small shop in front of my house.

That day I stood at the entrance of the canteen for a long time, maybe because I was too lonely, I forgot how to communicate with people, but when it was almost sunset, I finally made a sound, but she closed the door mercilessly, without even looking at it. Take a look at me, so, I decided to teach her a lesson.

When she closed the door, I stood aside and tried my best to resist the door. She was so tired that she groaned and cursed, "Damn it!"

I am very happy, but it is getting dark, I think I have to hurry to see my classmates, if it is late, I will not be able to go home again.

Along the way, I suddenly remembered that I hadn't bought anything yet, and I couldn't help but feel a little lost.But fortunately, an old woman threw something on the side of the road. It was a brand new doll. I thought she didn't want it, so I took it away.

When I was about to come to his house, I saw a man in a yellow coat sitting at the door. He looked terrible, and the most terrifying thing was that his hands were covered in blood, and he was walking towards me with his teeth bared.As soon as I was scared, I dropped the doll and ran away. I remember that I ran so fast that the scenery on the side of the road was blurred, and my feet became lighter and lighter, as if I was flying.

For me, this incident is unforgettable forever. I don't know when I got home, I don't know how I got home, and then I fell asleep, and I never went to school after waking up. In the room, I didn't go anywhere. Gradually, I became less and less able to adapt to the light outside the window.

But, I am getting more and more lonely.

Sometimes I would eavesdrop on my parents’ conversations. Most of the time I saw them frowning. I don’t know if it’s because of me. In fact, this is just my imagination. They have long been used to ignoring my existence, so how can they feel sad for me? Woolen cloth.

Later, I also got used to their ignorance, so I simply made trouble at home.However, when I made trouble, they would hide in the room and cry. I don't know why, but I also felt a little sad, so I went to school to study again.

Until I grew up and started to work in the company, they also ignored my existence, and the experience of many years has become a habit, and I am no longer a child, no longer making trouble.

One day, a colleague of ours had a baby. Although I hated the hospital, I went there anyway, just like I used to go to see my classmates.It’s just that the scary man in yellow is no longer there, and there are many more terminally ill patients, but it’s strange that they are all walking around in the hall, and I didn’t have time to greet them, so I was squeezed out of the door.

But the strange thing is, I saw that old woman again, the one who dropped things, she was still the same as before, but this time the difference was that she walked towards me, and when I saw her face clearly, I was really taken aback. I have never seen a person with eyes under the nose. She looked at me grimly and smiled, but I didn't feel scared.

"You finally figured it out?"

Her mouth moved, her voice was very kind, I shook my head subconsciously, she seemed to be angry, grabbed my hand and rushed to the hospital, and when we entered the hall again, the dense crowd just now dispersed.

She walked very fast without being out of breath, she was so strong that I couldn't break free, she didn't look like an old woman at all.

The sky soon became dark, and the moonlight shone on her body, but it seemed to be smeared with ink. In the end, it didn't take long for her whole body to be completely black.I want to be afraid, but I don't have the heart at all. Maybe, she cast a curse on me, or maybe, she is the first person to talk to me, the first person to see me.However, no matter how she looked, she looked like a witch.

Finally, we came to the operating room, where a woman was yelling and screaming, it was my colleague's cry.

"Have you figured it out?"

"I figured it out, I don't understand." I answered her honestly, but her complexion became darker and darker, and finally the black color occupied her entire face, and I could no longer see her nose, eyes, or eyes clearly. unclear.

Originally, I thought I was going to faint like last time and continue unconscious.But when I closed my eyes, the picture of my childhood was clearly presented in my mind.

I was floating on the water, and my mother picked me up, but hugged me and burst into tears.However, I don't have that memory.I always thought that she ignored me because she was angry at me for being disobedient, but this ignorance lasted for decades until I worked.

It's just that I died in her arms a long time ago.

So, the aunt in the commissary is a hell of a thing.

So, instead of ignoring me, they couldn't see me at all.

So, that yellow coat is actually a Taoist priest, and it's not him, but me that's scary.

"Before you begged me, I thought you were still young, so I agreed to let you stay for a few more years. Who would have thought that your parents asked someone to help you set up a team. I have been looking for you for more than ten years. Now you should fulfill your promise."

"Actually, you should have come to take me away, so that I won't be alone for so long."

I smiled and took her hand. Although the smile was sour, I am afraid ordinary people cannot understand how helpless it is.

"She is in pain, come with me, you can help her."

I nodded and followed her into the delivery room. It seemed that my so-called life was about to end. I vaguely heard my parents crying bitterly, but I could only tell in my heart: No, everything has just begun.

……

It is her heart's desire to make the ending of the story happy, but the reality is cruel, her parents don't love her as much as in the story.

The prototype of Meng Po is her grandmother.

She was very strict when she was a child, that's why she was portrayed as scary, and she was the benefactor who led him on the right track.

But under the protection of the old man, she reaped the loneliness of growing up. No one wants to play with her, because in others' mouths, she is a child abandoned by her parents, so she has no right to be cared for by others.

Inferiority and loneliness accompanied her growth, so she became more and more unable to tolerate the slightest flaws in life.

For example, her love with Nangong Mo, she didn't understand how much hatred it was that made her leave him so cruelly.

And every time she persuaded herself to turn around, she would think of his betrayal to her.

So fruitless, so hatred, so never look back.

When it was almost dawn, Nangong Mo suddenly asked her, "Are you Cheng Ying?"

Qin Lian shook her head: "I'm not, I'm the queen of Beiyan." After experiencing a night of life and death, she resolutely decided to give up the hatred in her heart. The world is so big, but only Nangong Mo can make her worry about it. Being apart from each other is not as good as running in together.

Maybe one day, time can smooth out the edges and corners of each other, and they will last forever, so why not do it.

Nangong Mo was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head, and said, "Then what should I do? Should I continue to look for Cheng Ying?"

Qin Lian thought for a long time, and finally decided to tell him the truth: "You are the emperor of Beiyan, there is no need to look for anyone, I am by your side."

Nangong Mo was slightly taken aback, but soon regained his composure, and smiled foolishly, "You are joking with me."

Qin Lian said: "I don't need to lie to you, but what we have to do now is to go to Taohuayuan to find Qin Chen and let him relieve you."

Now, even if there is a medicine to bring people back to life, it will not help Nangong Mo, so what they have to do is to go to the Peach Blossom Spring.

Although she was not sure to let Qin Chen give up.

To get rid of the Gu, you need to cast the Gu person, even if she is Zhao Yishuang's reincarnation, she can't cure him.

He who sometimes loses his memory, how can he manage the government and govern the world? He is a good emperor, but his life is bumpy.

Sometimes she really wanted to persuade him to give up.

Facing Qin Lian's explanation, Nangong Mo was even more puzzled, "What Taohuayuan, what Qin Chen? What Gu solution?"

Qin Lian took his hand, looked straight at him with bright eyes, and said seriously: "Don't think too much now, listen to me, no matter what the result is this time, I will face it with you."

Nangong Mo looked at him, a touch of emotion flashed in Ru Youtan's eyes, but soon he smiled again: "Although I don't know what you are talking about, but don't tell lies just to comfort me, how could I I'm the emperor of Beiyan. I'm just a commoner. Also, don't call me an emperor. Even if you call me an official, I feel afraid. The greater the official position, the greater the responsibility. I don't think I'm a responsible person. Otherwise, how could I let Cheng Ying go away alone..."

(End of this chapter)