The Concubine's Survival Manual

Chapter 119

Li Xia immediately understood, lowered his head and left the Dongli Room without making a sound.Seventh Lady sat at the table in a daze, Zhi Yi looked at the small and elegant room.

Her hands gradually began to tremble a little.

I thought of my previous life again.

Two years after graduation, she saved a small sum of money and bought a small house in a remote corner of the city.On the day of handing over the house, she went to attend the class reunion, she was silent as always at the meeting, but she was really happy in her heart, and she drank a few more sips of wine.

On the way home that night, or because of this sip of wine, she didn't see the big truck whizzing around in the early hours of the morning.

Death came almost immediately. At the moment of tossing and turning before dying, how regretful and regretful was she in her heart?She wanted to do it again, to give her another chance, even if she was put in a desperate situation, as long as there was life, she would like to live.

How happy was she to travel into the body of that four-year-old girl?Careful and calm, she gradually integrated into the local life, depended on Jiu Yiniang for life, and depended on her to live. At that time, these were enough for her.

She still remembered that night when she had a high fever, Jiu Yiniang wanted to go to the city to ask the doctor to visit her, but Kui's mother, who was in charge of them, kept a stern face and refused to invite the doctor, and Jiu Yiniang was not allowed to go out.

That is another confidant of the eldest wife, who is more favored than Mama Wang, but he was dispatched to the northwest to take care of his mother and daughter, so he was full of hostility, so he naturally treated them badly.

She was drowsy on the kang, watching Jiu Yiniang knelt on the ground to bow to Kui's mother, and begged her to let her go out to see a doctor.

The helplessness and anger in her heart at that time really left too many traces. For her that night, the torment she suffered was worse than the many down-and-out days in her previous life.Only then did she know what it was like to look at the person she cared about and bow down for herself.

Kui's mother finally gave in that night, Jiu Yiniang walked two miles at night with her feet, and invited a doctor to come back and prescribe medicine, and she gradually recovered.

"When I grow up, I will trample everyone who treats you badly into the mud." That night, while drinking the medicine, she promised Jiu Yiniang intermittently, "Who made you become what you are today... I Let her have a taste of living like this!"

Jiu Yiniang was very flustered, and covered her mouth immediately.

"Don't talk nonsense about such things!" She seemed to have accepted her youngest daughter's sudden precociousness without any doubts, or it was because life was too difficult, so being a daughter was no longer a burden, and she could provide Jiu Yiniang is grateful for a little help. "It would be the best if you can grow up safely and become your own child. Don't even think about revenge!"

Unable to bear her pestering, Jiu Yiniang finally let go.

"Okay, revenge, revenge." There was a helpless smile on her lips. "After you get married and the first grandson of my aunt is born, it won't be too late for you to mention revenge."

"I've had a hard life all my life. Only you and brother Jiu have two bloodlines. You can grow up safely and have your own son, and live a peaceful life. It's much more interesting than revenge." Jiu Yiniang's tone was so calm.

She is just such a bitter woman who has been suffering endlessly for many years. She dragged her broken bones and a young daughter to the northwest to survive. She did not commit suicide in such a humble and miserable situation, and even had infinite hope for life.Even exhausting the limited resources in his hands, he has found a better future for himself.

Where did she have the face to think about committing suicide?
Just think about it, it's all a blasphemy against Jiu Yiniang!
The moment Jiu Yiniang knelt down to Mother Kui that night, her life carried the weight of more than one person.If there is a person who, for the sake of her life, is willing to put aside her own dignity, whether she can live or not is no longer her own business.

Seventh Lady hesitated again and again, but in the end she raised her hand and slapped herself hard.

The piercing pain immediately made her awake again.

Opportunities are waiting.

Even if there is no room for change, she must marry into Xu's family, but it does not mean that in Xu's family, she will repeat the mistakes of the fifth lady and live carefully based on people's faces.

The kind of life she wants depends on the circumstances that life will return to. Fate may not be in her control, but her state of mind is her own domain.

The words that Sixth Lady said before entering the palace rang again in Seventh Lady's ears.

Yes, no matter what happens in life, with the support of the entire Yang family, she may not be able to gain a foothold in the Pingguo government.As long as she wants to live, she can still live!

Can she destroy Jiu Yiniang's last hope and invalidate her last wish?If even Jiu Yiniang can survive the hardships of life, why can't she? !

Didn't she swear to herself that she would take back everything Jiu Yiniang took away from her life?For so many years, she has wholeheartedly forged a concubine who knows how to advance and retreat, and has received such enthusiastic responses, so she has forgotten that her life has long been out of her control. In the deep house compound, she has a reason to live?
Survival has always been cruel, even if it is wrapped in a colorful coat, it is still not an easy proposition.But it is precisely this proposition that is the most difficult for people to retreat in fear of difficulties. Even if it is changed by it, even if she does not like to see the change, she still has to force herself to adapt to its transformation.

This question is not easy, but it is absolutely fair.Most of the people who couldn't answer this question were buried deep in the ground like Jiu Yiniang and Wu Niangzi.

Seventh Lady closed her eyes again.

After a long while, she took a deep breath.

As if she wanted to let out all the resentment and helplessness from this breath, she squatted on the ground and slowly picked up pieces of broken porcelain like snowflakes.

Her hands trembled a little at first, with several cuts, but slowly, they became more and more stable.

After Wu Niangzi's death, the Eldest Master, Eldest Wife, and the Duke of Pingguo fought against each other. Although the Xu family was very afraid that the Yang family would completely turn against the Xu family and become estranged from the Sun family, the Yang family was not afraid of losing Xu's family. Such a helping hand.The three parties wanted different things, but none of them could turn their backs completely. Their marriage was undoubtedly the result of the coordination of interests.

After marrying into the Xu family, she naturally wanted to use the delicate relationship between the three parties to seek benefits for herself.

After crossing, the promises she made were not many, but they were definitely not many.

She once promised Lichun, Bailu, Lidong and other maidservants to contribute to their marriage in exchange for their loyalty in return.

She also promised Li Xia that if she attains the Tao, the chickens and dogs around her will naturally ascend to heaven, and if she has a chance to be a leader, she will take care of the old and the young of the Zhou family.

She never promises anything easily, but once she promises, she never regrets it.

When Wu Niangzi was still dying, she promised her to find the murderer and get rid of this hidden enemy for Shiro and Goro. ——At that time, she didn't think that once Wu Niangzi left, she would most likely be the continuation candidate, so she chose the most drastic path to fulfill this promise.

Seventh Lady shook her head and stopped thinking about it.

Now that she is asked to enter the Mingde Hall and become the little housewife of the Hou Mansion.Of course, this road of arresting murderers must continue.

There are many things, and it is best to think of a way to deal with them now, so as to grasp the situation of the Xu family in the shortest possible time and gain a firm foothold.

Back then, Jiu Yiniang probably never thought that she would have a child as soon as she got married. Although childbearing may already be a luxury, getting married and having children is no longer difficult for Qiniangzi.Her honor was even higher than what Jiu Yiniang could have imagined.

Seventh Lady couldn't help laughing, she stood up, took out a delicate mother-of-pearl box, put all the evidence of her rupturing in it, and kept it safe.

When Li Xia sent the Four Treasures of the Study, Qin Niangzi had already packed up her thoughts.

Although her face was still tense, her eyes were no longer two small puddles of frightened water, but two glistening waters again.

"Let's go." She got up and greeted Li Xia. "We're going to the front yard to say hello to my wife."

Li Xia was a little surprised for a while.

She carefully examined Qiniangzi, stared at Qiniangzi's red eye circles, and glanced at the broken porcelain on the ground, then lowered her head thoughtfully, and followed behind Qiniangzi without saying a word.

Qin Niangzi brewed all the emotions.

As soon as he entered the main courtyard, he pinched the new wound on his hand severely.

The pain immediately brought tears to her dry eyes.Qin Niangzi took advantage of the situation and began to sob intermittently.

As long as the eyes are not blind, anyone can see the grievance and anger in this crying.

The eldest lady was in a daze, with an uncertain expression on her face.

Seeing Qiniangzi's pretentiousness, she seemed to be relieved, stood up and hugged Qiniangzi into her arms, and burst into tears.

"Mother can't help it! Mother can't help it either!"

These six words, every word is blood.

The mother and daughter hugged each other and wept.

Seventh Lady secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

After so many years, she finally learned to act.

Even if the eldest wife herself decides to send Qiniangzi to Xu's family, if Qiniangzi accepts it too calmly, she will inevitably become suspicious again.Suspecting that Seventh Lady is greedy for wealth and honor, she has long wanted to marry into Xu's family.

She raised her eyes slightly, sizing up the old and haggard aunt without a trace, and showed a sarcastic smile at the sadness she was displaying.

The eldest wife's play is not too bad.

The eldest lady seemed to have sensed something was wrong, she raised her head and grabbed Qin Niangzi's hand, with tears still streaming down her face.

"Mother can't help herself!" She said intermittently. "If the murderer can't be found out, what can be done about your Fifth Sister's pair of flesh and blood! Xiao Qi, don't blame your mother... There is nothing you can do about it!"

Seventh Lady let out a slight breath.

Immediately, all the emotions that shouldn't be there were suppressed to the bottom of my heart, without leaving any traces.He exposed his unwilling side, his fragile side, half truth and half false.

"In my mother's heart... there is only Fifth Sister..." She was sobbing slightly.

The eldest wife also cried and complained, "Mother really can't do anything..."

It is never difficult to settle the eldest lady, she really knows this contradictory lady so well, she can think of countless ways to appease her in the blink of an eye.

The one who is really hard to please is the Grand Master.

(End of this chapter)