The Concubine's Survival Manual

Chapter 270

The room fell silent again, and after a long time, Qin Niangzi said slowly, "Yu An, do you know where you are wrong?"

Yu An lowered her head, her voice was like a gnat, "Yu An should have told sister-in-law..."

"Even if you didn't tell me at the time, you should have told me later when I asked you to watch your second sister." Qin Niangzi felt as if her heart was still, and all the sorrows and joys had suddenly gone away. I am no longer angry with An. "That's when you didn't say that on the day your second sister disappeared, you should tell the whole thing without reservation."

She paused, and then said, "Yu Qiao's willfulness and your silence directly led to the deaths of the three of Xiaoliujiang. The lives of the three of them are not much lower than yours. I don't know what you think about this matter." , or after a hundred years, you can explain to them yourself."

Yu An's face became paler and paler, and she knelt down, her voice trembling. "Sister-in-law, Yu An is confused, Yu An didn't think of..."

"If you say that Yu Qiao is confused, I believe it." Seventh Lady looked deeply at Yu An, "Are you confused? It's because my sister-in-law is confused. My sister-in-law didn't expect you to want to marry into the Fan family...what are you afraid of?" Well, even if Yu Qiao was found back at that time, her innocence had been corrupted, and she still had to find someone to marry her..."

Yu An stopped trembling for a moment.

Instead of trembling anymore, she raised her head high and looked at Qin Niangzi.

"Yu An did something wrong." She said softly. "But at that time, what's the point of finding the second sister again? It's better to let her go out, with the person who really loves her and she really likes, and after this life, never found."

At this moment, the sudden determination of this little concubine who had always been shy and cautious, even a bit cowardly, seemed not to be inferior to that of a warrior like Xu Fengjia.

Qin Niangzi was choked by her for a moment and had nothing to say. After a while, she whispered, "You are still too naive."

"It doesn't matter whether my sister-in-law believes it or not." Yu An didn't respond to Qinianzi's words, she almost confided to herself regardless. "I never thought that the second sister would elope as the end of this marriage. Yu An may very much hope to marry into the Fan family, but she will never achieve her wish by encouraging the second sister to elope. Otherwise Once the second sister is found and confessed honestly, how will Yu An deal with herself?"

Qin Niangzi couldn't help but believe in Yu An's words: this little concubine is not stupid, she just uses her own methods to obtain her own maximum benefits in various situations.At that time, she deliberately let Yu Qiao go, and did not expose the private meeting between her and Cui Zixiu.After Yu Qiao eloped, she resolutely found herself again, using her goodwill and sympathy for her, as well as the favor she owed, to seek the best future for herself.

If the situation is reversed, will she remain intriguingly silent about Qiao's thoughts like Yu An?If Fifth Lady had the courage to elope, if Feng Jin had responded to Fifth Lady's feelings...

Qin Niangzi quickly and fiercely killed Fang Fei's thoughts.

In many cases, morality cannot withstand such harsh torture, and the multiple-choice questions faced in life will never be exams, and there will be a correct answer.The situation between Yu An and Yu Qiao was never the same as that faced by her and Wu Niangzi.

But Qi Niangzi still couldn't help thinking: If Jiu Yiniang hadn't died, if Jiu Yiniang hadn't given birth to Brother Jiu, would she have been Yu An's image, whether she was Yu An now...

To answer this question, we must first solve another question. Is Yu Qiao's elopement right or wrong, brave or willful, or both?
She closed her eyes almost in pain and took a few deep breaths.

"Sister-in-law doesn't mean to blame you at all." Seventh Lady opened her eyes, and she said slowly, "It's just that everyone has to pay the price for their own choices, Yu An, I hope you can understand that you have to pay for Liujiang, Gui The deaths of Jiang and Rong Jiang bear a certain amount of responsibility. You have to bear the rest of your conscience for your second sister’s whereabouts, and you have to bear your conscience for a lifetime. It’s okay if Cui Zixiu treats your second sister sincerely, but if he just If you are greedy for novelty, you will treat your second sister badly in the future, beat her and scold her, even sell her into a secret door, and give her away to others at will, and no one will say a word for her. Throughout her life, she will not have the opportunity to be with her. Even if you see her, you have to pretend you don't know her. She has no natal family, and her life's happiness is all tied to a low-level actor. And all this happened because she was too frivolous to bear her own burden. Responsibility, but also because you did not fulfill your sister's responsibility, and did not remind her in time of everything that might happen."

A trace of anxiety flashed across Yu An's face, her lips had been bitten white, and she didn't answer Qiniangzi for a long time.

"As your understanding of the world gets deeper and deeper, you will understand more and more what kind of shackles you are carrying. I hope you can handle this burden and continue your life." Seventh Lady said almost bitterly, "Sister-in-law really didn't mean to blame you, because I'm not perfect myself, and it's impossible for me to live without dirt in my hands. It's just... just a lot of things, you can't hide it from everyone, and you can't hide it from yourself. Heart."

"Second Sister is not a child anymore." Yu An suddenly said stubbornly, she was almost relentlessly fighting with Seventh Lady. "Why should I be responsible for what she did? Even if I don't say it, she should know what she will face once she walks out of the house like this... If she doesn't regret it, I don't regret it either!"

A trace of indescribable bitterness flashed across Qin Niangzi's heart, and she said softly, "Because you are her sister... Well, it will take many years before you understand that the word sister actually means a lot. By then , can you be worthy of your own heart?"

Thinking of Wu Niangzi's last words, her heart throbbed, and Er Niangzi's words seemed to ring in her ears.

"I don't know who is weeding the grass on Wumei's grave every year."

Five or six years later, will Yu An still have Yu Qiao's life and death in mind?Or is she not the same as herself at all, and doesn't care about this so-called sisterhood at all?

She sighed from the bottom of her heart, and said wearily, "Forget it, I won't tell others about this matter. From now on, everyone will pretend that they don't know. You can take care of yourself. When you arrive at your husband's house, don't bring out your prostitutes." In a word."

After thinking about it, I couldn't help adding, "I hope the second young master of the Fan family is worth your silence!"

Yu An raised his head.

At this moment, the stubbornness and unyielding expression on her face were almost carved out of the same mold as Yu Qiao.

"Even if he's not worth it," she said. "I'll make him worth it too!"

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Seventh Lady was silent all afternoon, and it was not until Xu Fengjia came back that she smiled and stepped forward to take off his coat for him.

"Is the nursery busy today?" She asked softly, "Thank you for your hard work. You have been spinning around for the past few days, and you haven't had a good rest."

Xu Fengjia was still full of energy, he waved his hands indifferently, "How is your talk with mother?"

Speaking of this matter, Qin Niangzi felt a little embarrassed, she nodded Xu Fengjia's chest, and asked rather dissatisfied, "I ask you, why do you tell your mother everything, why don't you even talk about our agreement?" Did you tell them all?"

"What can't you say?" Xu Fengjia raised his eyebrows in surprise, and when he saw that Qin Niangzi was in a hurry, he laughed heartily, "No, no, I'm not that out of tune yet."

After the two met Shiro and Goro and sat down to have dinner, he explained softly to Seventh Lady, "Mother is not at home all the year round, so it's inevitable that I don't know how you are, so it's not good for me to say good things about you? If something happens at home in the future, she will naturally support you."

Although Seventh Lady knew that he meant well, she was still shy. She rolled Xu Fengjia's eyes and said softly, "Wait, I'll go to Brother Nine to praise you and tell him everything you did. Let's see what you do."

"I'm not you. If you are willing to praise me, it's too late for me to be happy." Xu Fengjia said in a calm and unhurried manner. Seeing Qinianzi's eyebrows raised, his laughter grew louder, "Eat, eat."

(End of this chapter)