The Concubine's Survival Manual

Chapter 286

As for how to take revenge on the Elder Master without involving Ninth Brother, Qin Niangzi has no idea at all.Although she had already blatantly expressed her disdain for the Elder Master, she also knew that her disdain would not hurt the Elder Master at all.And the only thing he valued was Brother Nine, whom Qiniangzi cared about.

In life, not everything has an answer that satisfies everyone, and not every choice is right or wrong.

But every time she wanted to let this matter go, she would think of Wu Niangzi.

Wu Niangzi is unfortunate, but she is also lucky. Her death has touched the hearts of many people. They are sad and angry for her death, and they are willing to spare no effort to avenge the murderer.

But Jiu Yiniang's death was only mourned by her and Brother Jiu. This mourning was still suppressed in the bottom of my heart by the pressure of life. His status was as embarrassing as Brother Jiu's, and he would never be able to express it.

Qin Niangzi knew that just like Jiu Yiniang was Jiu Ge's heart knot, the silent death of her biological mother was also her unforgettable anger for a long time.

She doesn't really mind how the eldest wife treats her. After all, she is just a concubine, and the eldest wife is not her real mother. Whether she treats her well or badly depends on her own pleasure.

But she absolutely cannot accept the cruel deprivation of a person's health and even life just because of a conflict of interests, and she is unwilling to deprive another person of her breath in this way out of her own will and hope in her life.

Although this means cowardly escaping and refusing to issue or arrange for executions, Qin Niangzi still preserves this remnant of humanity almost naively, and it seems that only in this way can she be able to It is qualified to accuse the decision made by the eldest wife that year, and indeed she made a mistake.

Otherwise, what mistake did the eldest lady make?It's just to get rid of an aunt who is about to pose a threat to her... If Qin Niangzi is like the fourth young lady, in order to get rid of the thorn in her flesh, she is willing to exchange benefits in exchange for Tong Fang's death.So what is the fundamental difference between her and the eldest wife? Where does she have the position to criticize the eldest wife?

But even if she has the confidence to accuse the eldest wife now, Qin Niangzi also knows that the eldest wife will never feel ashamed.

It was as if the Fourth Young Madam would not feel disturbed by the death of the Tong Fang, and it seemed that the Fifth Young Madam would never think that she was wrong to remove the little rib.This breathless society has turned these ladies into blood-stained monsters. Talking about guilt with them is better than playing the piano with cows.Even this society will never think that they are at fault. Although they all claim that human life is at stake, isn't it the most common thing for someone in a superior position to execute a few lives?

Or the best revenge for the eldest wife is to use an eye for an eye, use the gods to save her, and let her taste the taste of a slow death... But the gods are hard to save, and in the end it is not impossible to save, Quan Zhongbai is here, the eldest wife is in the end Still able to recover.Besides, Qin Niangzi couldn't reduce herself to the level of the eldest wife, deliberately and maliciously endangering another person's health, which in the end broke her bottom line.

The more she learned about the past, the more confused she seemed to be. She seemed to be able to admit that in this world, she was still at the limit of her ability.Getting revenge on the Elder is one thing, but finding out the truth about Jiu Yiniang's life seems to be another.

"I've been wishing for things to come true for too long." Seventh Lady sighed softly to Xu Fengjia. "A lot of times, I forget that I'm just human too."

If you are an individual, you will have regrets and times of helplessness.

Xu Fengjia stretched out her arms, gently hugged Seventh Lady in her arms, and whispered in her ear, "You should look forward."

That's right, for Xu Fengjia, the matter of Wu Niangzi has become a thing of the past.He still wants to look forward, and wants to see the infinite possibilities of the two people in the future...

Seventh Lady's eyes couldn't help but slowly dimmed, and she immediately thought of Fourth Young Madam's happy smile.

If one day I want to be like the fourth young lady and be forced to share a husband with others... Will one day be as ruthless as the fourth young lady, or slowly become another big wife?

She raised her eyes, took a deep look at Xu Fengjia, then lowered her head, resting her forehead on Xu Fengjia's chest.

"I really don't know what you like about me!" She said softly, "I'm boring, snobby, calculating, and..."

Xu Fengjia laughed loudly, interrupting Qiniangzi's melancholy again.

He just said, "You are getting smarter and more self-aware now." Then he cut off the conversation suddenly, took out another letter from his bosom, and handed it to Qin Niangzi, "This is your My cousin asked me to pass it on to me, and he said that he also passed it on for someone else. He said that your embroidery master knew that you were looking for her and wrote you a letter. When I entered the house today, you were with the second sister Son, I didn't give it to you."

Seventh Lady sat up straight involuntarily, she almost snatched the envelope from Xu Fengjia's hand, opened the letter paper, and eagerly read it.

Huang Xiuniang's handwriting is still as beautiful as before, and the letter is not too long.

"Seeing a letter is like meeting you. I heard that Shanheng has been looking for my whereabouts for several years, but I have never mustered up the courage to meet Shanheng. I heard that you finally gave up searching. I am relieved and feel a few words." The words have to be said. Or when you have not given up looking for me, you will never be able to say this."

"I have known your mother for a long time. We first met for a few years. It can be said that we cherish each other. Later, we turned our faces for some reason. I think you have already got the general idea from Mrs. Feng, Mrs. Yang and others. This is a regret in my life. , I don’t want to mention it, please forgive me. However, after your mother gave birth to your children, we have cleared up the past. Before your mother went to the northwest, she knew that she might not have a long life. She entrusted me to return you after her death. After Suzhou, I took care of you in secret. I have no other skills in my life, only to teach you the methods of bead needle embroidery and convex embroidery, so that you have the ability to make a living. In fact, with the ability of good balance, I don't need to take care of you. Your mother told me in private that you can go back to Suzhou because of your hard work. At such a young age, I admire and fear you so much, so I have tried to avoid mentioning the past for many years, and I am afraid of you I intend to seek revenge, and use the heart of a villain to measure the belly of a gentleman, please forgive me."

"I still remember that when I first met Feng Hong, she once said a word to me, and I have never forgotten it until now. She said that in this life, everyone is going against the current, and everyone has endless difficulties. She once did it for her I have persecuted me because of my difficulties, and I have persecuted her because of my difficulties, and we have had a rift between us. But in the end, it was all about survival."

"After brother Jiu was taken to the main courtyard, I went to visit Feng Hong. At that time, she was rewarded with a bowl of medicine by her wife. She thought she was dead. I asked her if she hated me, her cruel brother, and the master. , hated his wife, she said that she had no hatred in her heart, only regret. She spent too much time loving Zheng Lianji, but spent too little energy caring for her family. She regretted getting to this point with her family. She regretted not being able to Down-to-earth, fighting for power and profit, chasing vanity, trying to seize the position of the second wife, so that she offended the eldest wife, and ended up in the current situation, unable to watch a pair of children grow up. She said that the most difficult thing in a person's life is to be content, and she did not do it. Hope I don't follow in her footsteps, always chasing what I can't see."

"Shan Heng, if you say this, although there is suspicion of self-exculpation, I sincerely hope that you will not chase after the invisible past and regrets, and miss the present."

"After more than ten years, the only thing left in my heart when we got along with each other is these short words, which seem to be worth recording. Now I am telling you, it is also a past event in my heart. Now I am married and a woman. Although life is poor, But keep in mind the word contentment, and live a very stable life. I also hope that Shanheng is safe and well, cherish it."

Seventh Lady put down the letter, and before she knew it, her face was covered with tears.

Every word and every word in Huang Xiuniang's letter is in Jiuyiniang's tone.

She warned Qiniangzi not to pursue the invisible past, but at the same time, she brought to the stage the point that Qiniangzi wanted to pursue.

Chasing the right and wrong of the past is nothing more than trying to find the person Jiu Yiniang probably hates the most.

Among the many pushers who pushed her into the abyss of life, she thought that Jiu Yiniang would always hate a certain person the most, maybe because that person deprived her of the most important thing, or maybe because he put the last straw... ...And this person is about to become the main target of her revenge, even if she has to sacrifice some important contacts and friendships that are nostalgic, she will not hesitate.This may be an confession she made to herself. After all, Qin Niangzi does not have that much power and courage to take revenge on everyone.

She just didn't expect that the final answer would be so simple.

(End of this chapter)