exclusive ex-wife

Chapter 92

Chapter 120: Self-seeding (24) Obligation?
With a light drop of the fingertip, the page instantly jumps to another page, and the first link is clicked.

Longlin is the ancestral home of the Long family. It has many years of history and was once known as the symbol of the capital. The Long family has lived in Longlin for generations. Only after becoming the president can they move to the Presidential Palace.There is also a photo of the front of the Dragon Scale on the page. The architectural style is rather ancient and magnificent. It cannot compare with the high-end luxury of the Presidential Palace, but it is a different kind of scenery.

Below the photo is the year when the dragon scale was built, how many times it has been renovated, how many presidents have lived there, and how many things have happened in the dragon scale.

The following is a photo of the burned dragon scale. At a glance, it is full of ruins. When the photo was taken, the fire may have just gone out, and white smoke can still be seen on the black charred objects, and the surrounding flowers and trees are all withered and burned. .

The tears in the eyes fell without warning, and all the memories that had been closed by me came back to my mind in an instant, my heart was in a ball, and I couldn't cry, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

She remembered what she had done. That night, she deliberately burned the dragon scales with candles dedicated to her mother. It was her who killed so many people. It was herself who killed Qin Zheng!
She is a sinner.

With tears in his eyes, he saw that the time when the dragon scales were burnt happened to be tomorrow!She finally knew that the two nights when Long Pei disappeared shortly after she got married were not with Yi Ruo, and finally understood why he was so rude and cold to her when he came back in the middle of the night...

She didn't understand before why Long Pei would say that she owed him, but now she understands everything!

It's too late to understand.

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It was a cloudy day and the wind was cool, but the atmosphere in the cemetery was very gloomy and depressing.I don't know how many crows are standing on the big tree with luxuriant branches, calling hoarsely and tirelessly.

After the rain, the tombstone was wiped clean without any water stains.Long Pei leaned over and put the things in his arms in front of the tombstone. A gust of wind blew a lot of white and light catkin-like things from the wrapping paper, and they floated into the distance with the wind.

Long Pei stood in front of the tombstone, looked at Qin Zheng's name, pursed his thin lips and said lightly, "Think of this bouquet of flowers as I gave it to you for her." His deep eyes were full of gloom, and his tone seemed to be sad, "Qin Zheng Zheng, another year has passed."

In the blink of an eye, so many years have passed, and he is getting old year by year, while Qin Zheng's life will always stay in the hour.

Many things have happened in the past six months. If Qin Zheng could see it, he would not know what he would think.

Gu Mingxi walked over slowly with a bunch of flowers in her arms, pencil pants, beige long windbreaker, her hair was scattered randomly and was blown up by the wind, she was so thin that a gust of wind could blow her away, her drooping eyelids were red.Stopping beside Long Pei, without looking at him, he just put flowers in front of the tombstone...

Long Pei stood tall and straight, with his hands beside him, looking at the tombstone, but he glanced at her from the corner of his eye, and pursed his thin lips tightly.

"I'm sorry! Ah Zheng, I'm really sorry..." The hoarse voice was weak, full of apology and remorse, "I don't know why I did that at the time, I never thought that the consequences would be so serious, I'm sorry ..."

An eight-year-old child, she can predict the consequences.All she knew was that her mother was dead, and the only person she could rely on in her life was gone...

Long Pei watched her repent while standing in front of Qin Zheng's tombstone, her short and thick eyelashes seemed to be blown by the wind, and something flashed in her deep eyes, which was fleeting.What is hidden in the heroic black eyebrows...

Gu Mingxi's frail body stood stiffly in front of Qin Zheng's tombstone, looking at his name, deeply immersed in self-blame for Qin Zheng, tears kept flowing out like a broken faucet, filling his entire palm on big cheeks.

The belt of the windbreaker was not tied, and it was blown up by the wind and fluttered casually. Tears dripped down the chin and formed wet marks on the beige clothes.

The two stood like this, neither of them spoke. The atmosphere was oppressive, sad, and dull. The hoarse cry of the crow seemed to remind people that death and darkness were everywhere.

Long Pei stood for a long time, closed his dark eyes for a few seconds, and when he opened them, he had returned to the calmness and desolation of the past, turned around and walked down the stairs without saying a word.

When his back was about to walk away, Gu Mingxi suddenly came back to his senses, turned his head to look at the far away back and remembered that he still wanted to find Long Pei!When her eyes shifted to the tombstone, she reached out to wipe the tears on her cheeks, and stared at him with apologetic eyes, "Ah Zheng, I have important things to do! I will come to see you some other day..."

Taking a step forward, leaning over, her lips fell on Qin Zheng's Qin character, as if kissing his forehead.The picture seemed to shift to the hour in an instant, Qin Zheng also kissed her forehead like this.

Lang came here on a bamboo horse, went around the bed to grow green plums, and lived together in Changganli. The two children had no suspicion.

It's just that she didn't expect that in the end she would kill her closest friend, Qin Zhuma, and marry Long Pei, who hated herself to the bone.

Seeing Long Pei coming out of the cemetery, Bai Yan immediately opened the car door for him. Long Pei sat in and was about to close the door.

"Wait a minute." Gu Mingxi ran to catch up, grabbed the car door with his hands, glanced at Bai Yan who was standing beside him, panting, and shifted his gaze to Long Pei. "Long Pei, let's talk."

Without Long Pei's permission, how dare Bai Yan reveal the president's whereabouts?What Long Pei wanted to do, she knew very well in her heart, she was like a fish on a cutting board, unable to resist, she could only let the mermaid go.

Long Pei glanced at her indifferently, but stepped aside without speaking.

When Gu Mingxi got in the car, Bai Yan closed the door from the outside, walked around to the co-pilot's seat, and signaled Yu Si to raise the partition in the middle with his eyes, so that the two of them could talk alone.

"What are you talking about?" Long Pei looked silently at the black partition in front of him, his face was calm, calm for thousands of years.

What are you talking about?What else can they talk about besides Yan'er?
Gu Mingxi raised a self-deprecating smile at the corner of his mouth, raised his thin lips, and said in a hoarse and weak voice, "I know how much blood my hands are covered with, and I don't beg for anyone's forgiveness! I am willing to stay and use any means to go Redemption, even my life. But—”

"Have you considered Yan'er's feelings?" Her tone paused, her eyes turned to the blurred outline of the light beam, which was still cold and pressing, "Now I am in pain, and I want to make amends, because I deserve everything. But what did Yan'er do wrong? She is innocent, you love her now, because you only have her as a daughter now. What about in the future? After you and Yi Ruo have a child, Yan'er will lose her protection if she loses her father's love ,nothing left……"

Gu Mingxi can ignore herself, but she can't ignore Yan'er!She understood too well what it meant to stay, and what Yan'er would face once Long Pei had other children.Even if it's just a little bit, she still wants to fight for Yan'er, let alone a complete father's love!

"You don't need to worry about this." Long Pei's pursed lips protruded with a faint voice, and his eyes turned to her, "Because there will never be such a day."

His eyes were as deep as the blue sea, making it hard to see through. Gu Mingxi's heart trembled slightly, and his lips bit the smell of blood, "Can I still trust you?"

The thinned lips seemed to be pulled out in a contemptuous arc, and he asked, "Do you have other choices?"

Yes, she had no other choice but to believe his words.She was at the end of her rope, she had no other choice but to bow her head and compromise, she would never have the strength to contend with him, no way to compete with him for her daughter.

All he needs to say is enough to make her never see her daughter in this life; what's more, she is still burdened with such a heavy sin...

Gu Mingxi tightly grabbed his clothes, stared at his indifferent face, bit his lips and said, "Long Pei, Yan'er is my life. If one day she suffers even a little bit of harm because of you, I will want you all if she hurts a little bit." It hurts a lot. Anyway, I am already a person who goes to hell!"

Yan'er is her life, everything about her, her bottom line, once Long Pei touches this bottom line, she will not endure like this anymore. Her life is hard for Yan'er, she will make everyone's life hard.

Long Pei lowered his eyes, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught the firmness and unshakability in her eyes, and pursed her thin lips but said nothing.

Seeing his silent acquiescence, Gu Mingxi relaxed the tension in his heart, thinking that he would see Yan'er in a while, anticipation welled up in his heart.

There was silence in the carriage, and Long Pei put down the partition board in the middle, and the abrupt voice sounded, and told Yu Si, "Hao Ting Garden."

Gu Mingxi was taken aback, his face changed quickly, and his voice was even a little sharp, "Go to the presidential palace first, I'll come back immediately!"

"Haute Garden." Long Pei squeezed out four words gloomyly, and when he glanced at Gu Mingxi, he coldly warned her not to let him repeat it a third time.

Yu Si frowned, his face was troubled and he didn't know what to do. From the corner of his eye, he glanced at Bai Yan beside him. Bai Yan looked at his nose, nose and heart, as if he didn't hear anything, so he acted as if he didn't hear anything. Continue to drive towards Haoting Garden.

"Long Pei, do you want to keep your word?" Gu Mingxi thought that they had reached a consensus and they could take Yan'er back.When she thought of Yan'er living with Fang Jin and Yi Ruo, she was terrified, wishing to hug Yan'er back any second, but what did Long Pei want to do now?
Her body is not good at all, and she suffered from miscarriage, injury, cold and illness in the past six months, and she was able to go out alive because of her own consciousness.At this moment, she was angry, extremely angry, and her thin and slender shoulders trembled. The next second, she couldn't help covering her lips, turned her head and bent down, and blood oozes from the cracks in her hands.

Long Pei didn't see the blood but keenly smelled the smell of blood, his face suddenly changed.
Gu Mingxi's eyes turned black, and his consciousness was quickly withdrawn. He leaned his head on the car window, and the palms of his hanging hands were filled with bright red blood.

The eagle's eyes suddenly tightened, and the slender and powerful arms hugged her into his arms, glanced at the front from the corner of his eye, and only uttered three cold words, "Yu Si, hurry up!"

Yusi's back was covered in cold sweat from being stared at, and he immediately stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and the car sped along the road.

The black eyes stared at her pale and emaciated face where the bones were protruding, it was really not good-looking at all.The thin lips are slightly parted, and there is unshakable firmness in the cold voice, "I said it at the beginning - there is no love in this marriage, there is only hatred, and we will hate each other in this marriage to death."

The thin and cold lips covered her bloodless lips, dry and not soft and smooth at all, but he raised the corners of his lips and raised a smile that was not a smile, charming and evil.Her strong fingers gently wiped away the blood stains at the corners of her mouth...

"Gu Mingxi, even if you die in this life, you can only die by my side."

Unexpectedly, her fate is unpredictable, and the years will change. In the end, she would not even die by his side.

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The car stopped at Haoting Garden, Long Pei hugged her and got out of the car.On the way, Bai Yan had already informed Qianshang that she was waiting in the bedroom at the moment, seeing Gu Mingxi dying, her face was very gloomy.Doctors hate their disobedient patients the most. Obviously, the most disobedient patient she meets must be his wife!
Long Pei put her on the bed and gave up the seat to Qian Shang.

Qianshang immediately checked her body, her eyes flashed coldly, if Gu Mingxi was not the president's wife, she really wanted to prick her a few needles and send her to see God, she has never seen such a person who doesn't care about her body.

"The body is too weak, and I have myocarditis, coupled with long-term malnutrition, and lack of rest, so I vomited two mouthfuls of blood in a fit of anger." Qian Shang said coolly, and after finishing speaking, Long Pei frowned, making a supplementary sentence filled with chill and yin and yang. : "Don't worry, I won't die for the time being. But I can't guarantee it if this trouble continues."

Standing aside, Bai Yan raised his eyebrows, admiring Qianshang's courage, how dare he speak in such a tone in front of Your Excellency.However, Your Excellency will not be angry...

Hearing her words, Long Pei gradually loosened his frowning brows, looked at Qianshang, and said calmly, "I'll leave it to you." He glanced at Gu Mingxi who was in a coma again, turned and left the bedroom.

Bai Yan followed Long Pei downstairs.

If it wasn't for busy dealing with Gu Mingxi, a half-dead person, Qianshang really wanted to yell, why leave it to me, she's not my wife! !Call her out of the lab to save this one and that one if there is anything to do, it just happens to be a trivial matter of sesame mung beans!
What's even more exasperating is that she really hates disobedient patients!If Gu Mingxi was willing to listen to her, would he still be lying on the bed half dead?

Thinking about it made me even more angry. When I rewrapped the bandage on Gu Mingxi's leg, I deliberately used a little more strength, as if to punish her for being disobedient!

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When the lights came on, Gu Mingxi woke up from the chaos, and when he saw the lights outside, his dizzy head quickly reacted - Yan'er.

Supporting herself with both hands, she was about to sit up, her body was more fragile than she thought, and without a trace of strength, she fell back on the bed again, her brows furrowed.Just when she was about to show off her strength, with a "pop", the lights turned on instantly, driving away all the darkness.The glare of the light made her unable to adapt for a while, she squinted her eyes, and subconsciously looked at the shadow at the door...

Qianshang stood at the door with a tray in his hand, looking at her coldly, obviously unhappy.She tried to run out again.

"Where is your Excellency? Did he send Yan'er back?" Gu Mingxi bit her lip, and sat up with force to get out of bed.

"Okay, just lie down." Qianshang couldn't bear it anymore, if he dared to be so brave in front of the doctor, do he still want to live? "Your Excellency didn't send Miss back. Madam, at least take a look at what you look like now. Even if Miss comes back, are you sure you won't scare her? Will you take care of Miss, or Miss will take care of you?"

Gu Mingxi's hand that wanted to lift the quilt stopped after hearing her words, and looked at Qianshang with a complicated expression.

Qianshang went to the bed and sat down, put the dinner plate on the bedside table, and handed her a bowl of porridge, "Eat some liquid food, your stomach is very bad, if you continue this for a long time, it is not ruled out that the stomach will be completely lost Features."

Gu Mingxi held the bowl slowly, feeling the temperature with her icy fingertips, and she was still thinking about Qianshang's words in her mind. She seemed to be right, she would really scare Yan'er with her appearance, and she couldn't take care of her.

Qianshang didn't persuade her much, just staring at her with starry eyes, as if if she didn't eat it, he would pour it down himself, and give her some sleeping pills to let her sleep well for a few days, Save yourself trouble.

Eyelids drooped, she swallowed the warm porridge one bite at a time, but the comfort she felt just now was caused by an upset stomach, Dai Mei frowned, and when she wanted to put down the bowl and get out of bed——

Qianshang seemed to have considered this issue long ago, and immediately handed her the trash can beside her, "Spit it out!"

"Ouch..." Gu Mingxi vomited out all the hot porridge he had just eaten, looking tired and uncomfortable.

"You haven't had a good rest for too long, and you still vomit blood today, even liquid food can't take it all at once." Qianshang calmly narrated, paused, and pulled his lips, "Fortunately, you will get used to it after spitting a few more times, eating more You can get used to it when there is food in your stomach."

Gu Mingxi took the water she handed to him, rinsed his mouth, "Thank you, Qianshang."

Qianshang put the trash can and water glass back where they were, and handed the bowl to her, "I would rather you take care of your body and thank yourself more. My wife has always been a smart woman in my impression, why do you always act silly? thing?"

Gu Mingxi held the bowl and looked at her with puzzled eyes.

"Stupid women will only make themselves sad, and smart women will always leave their sorrows to others." Qianshang raised his eyebrows, and after a pause, seeing that she was still puzzled, he couldn't help but say, "If Madam dies of this illness, Disabled and disabled, who do you think should be the happiest person? Who will Miss take care of?"

If Gu Mingxi had any accidents, or suffered a disability, Yan'er would definitely not be able to take care of her!The hand holding the bowl tightened her strength, she raised her eyes and looked straight at Qianshang, "If I listen to you, how long will it take to fully recover?"

"Listen to me earlier, half a month will be enough, now..." The words paused, looking at Gu Mingxi, she looked at Qianshang nervously, her eyes were full of anticipation and anxiety.Qian Shang said slowly, "The shortest is one month, the longest is three months or half a year!"

"I can't wait that long!" Gu Mingxi bit her lip and said in a pleading tone: "One month, no, more than half a month, I must fully recover, more than half of it is okay, I will take good care of myself in the future The body will not be injured again!"

Qianshang hesitated for a moment, pulled his lips and said, "Try your best. Let's see your performance!"

Gu Mingxi understood, and began to eat mouthful again.In order to bring Yan'er back as soon as possible, she must have worked very hard and furiously to take care of her body. Only when she is healthy can she be able to take care of Yan'er.

Seeing her hard work and determination, Qianshang secretly heaved a sigh of relief, finally he didn't waste his saliva, and fulfilled his promise!
No matter how serious the patient's condition is, he is most afraid of the disobedient patient.

The patient Gu Mingxi finally made her feel at ease temporarily.

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For more than half a month, Gu Mingxi, as she herself said, cooperated with Qianshang, listened to her, and took care of her body.The wounds on the legs and the palms have been scarred, especially the scars on the palms are like a river of Chu and Han, cutting the palm prints into two and becoming a severed palm.

Appetite also gradually improved, at first she couldn't eat anything, Qianshang calmly let her eat every time, told her to vomit, and continued to eat after vomiting, her stomach finally could accept food after three or four days.She eats more and more every day, and even if she doesn't want to drink the medicinal soup anymore for Yan'er, she still drinks it in one breath.

At night, she would think about Yan'er so much that she couldn't sleep, so she lay in Yan'er's room all night holding Yan'er's favorite big bear, and she seemed to be able to smell Yan'er's breath.In order to make her fall asleep, Qianshang lit aromatherapy in Yan'er's room, and added some sleep-promoting medicine to her medicinal soup. After a week, her sleep also improved.

As the days passed, Gu Mingxi became more and more anxious every day, she really wanted to take Yan'er back.For such a long time, she didn't know how Yan'er was doing in the presidential palace. Every time she asked Qianshang, she would reply indifferently: "When Madam is fully recovered, she will be able to see Miss with her own eyes. She is still more dubious than the Madam I said." better.

"Qian Shang, my health is really good! I can go pick up Yan'er!" After lunch, Gu Mingxi couldn't help but ask again to go pick up Yan'er!

"The medicine for this course of treatment will end in the day after tomorrow! I will arrange for you to take another course of medicine! Although I am not here, you should take the medicine obediently!" Qian Shang answered irrelevantly.

Gu Mingxi was slightly startled, seemed to hear the deep meaning in her words, looked at her, and asked uncertainly: "Did Yan'er come back after taking the medicine for this course of treatment?"

"I will tell Miss to supervise you to take medicine." Qianshang answered her in disguise.

Gu Mingxi's tense nerves suddenly relaxed, after suffering for such a long time, she could finally wait for Yan'er to come back.The day after tomorrow, Yan'er will come back the day after tomorrow, back to her side!

The most sincere smile in the past half a month appeared on the corner of his mouth, and his gloomy eyes suddenly lit up, as if living with new expectations and beginnings.

Qianshang saw the dizzy smile in the corner of her eyes, her eyes cast a faint light on her body, and the curly and slender eyelashes were filled with golden light, like a fairy who had strayed into the mortal world.Her complexion returned to blood, her spirit looked much better than before, and she returned to the quiet and elegant woman she was before.

She was so beautiful that Qianshang couldn't help but be infected by her, and a faint smile rose from the corner of her mouth.Without disturbing Gu Mingxi, who was immersed in joy, she went back to her room alone. She should also pack her things and go back to her laboratory.

Gu Mingxi was happy and nervous because of Yan'er's return, and ordered the servants to clean the inside and outside of the villa. She even did it herself in Yan'er's room, changing into new quilts, sheets and quilts, and ordered the kitchen to prepare Yan'er in advance. love food.

Even Yan'er's favorite big white, Gu Mingxi made an exception to let it enter the house.

The flower house at the back was not rebuilt, but directly turned into a new flower garden, planted with flowers and trees, and turned into a new landscape.

Gu Mingxi deliberately planted a small pine tree himself, and buried the jade bracelet that was smashed by Long Pei and stained with his own blood under the root of the small tree.Regarding the sins of the past, she will never forget them. No matter what, she will have the courage to look directly at her own life and be willing to make amends for the sins she committed. From then on, she will only be a vegetarian and pray for those dead souls every day.

If there is retribution in this world, she is willing to accept all the retribution, but only asks that her Yan'er will not be implicated, and that Yan'er can grow up safely and happily!

In order to atone for her sins and accumulate virtue for Yan'er, she is willing to change from a person without belief to a person with faith!

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In the evening, Gu Mingxi had finished drinking her medicine, and she kept looking at the door from time to time. In the kitchen, she had already prepared Yan'er's favorite food by herself.

The sun slid down to the west little by little, Gu Mingxi waited a little impatiently, she even wondered if Qianshang was lying to herself - Yan'er would not come back.She couldn't help picking up the phone to call Qianshang...

The sound of a car's engine suddenly came from outside the door, and the tangled eyebrows instantly opened, the corners of her mouth raised into a smile, she put down the phone and walked out quickly, "Yan'er..."

Seeing the car parked at the door, Gu Mingxi couldn't help opening his mouth with joy, and almost wanted to open the door himself.

Yu Si opened the car door, and the shiny leather shoes came into view first, followed by the slender and powerful legs. When Long Pei got out of the car, Gu Mingxi's joyful eyes froze, and he looked at the car behind him. Not even a shadow in the light.

The smile on the oval face suddenly froze, his eyes looked at Long Pei, his voice was a little stiff, "Where's Yan'er?" Isn't he going to send Yan'er back?

Long Pei glanced at her, and saw that her complexion was good, and her voice was much stronger, it was really about the same.Withdrawing his gaze, he walked in.Gu Mingxi hesitated for a few seconds, followed him, staring at his tall and stern back.

Hearing the footsteps behind him, Long Pei didn't stop, went upstairs and returned to their previous bedroom, mechanically tugged on the tie with his stiff fingers, his sword eyebrows showed fatigue and impatience.

When Gu Mingxi walked to the door and saw his movements, he paused and looked at him with complicated and uneasy eyes.

Long Pei took out his clothes from the closet, and looked back at her when he entered the bedroom, "I'm hungry, dinner is ready to be brought in."

As soon as Gu Mingxi's words reached his lips, he had already entered the bathroom and closed the door.She was anxious to see Yan'er, so she hurried over and opened the bathroom door, "What the hell are you..."

As soon as Yin came out, he saw that Long Pei in the bathroom had already taken off all his clothes, and his eyes darkened when he saw her.She immediately looked away, not looking at his naked, muscular figure, "Long Pei, my body can take good care of Yan'er now, when will you send Yan'er back?" Her tone was blunt and anxious , also a little angry.

Long Pei's face was calm, but there was something strange in his dark eyes. From the corner of his eye, he caught sight of her fair skin and looked down her slender neck...

Gu Mingxi waited for a long time without waiting for his answer, and when she turned her head to look at him, she was suddenly picked up by someone in the air.She almost screamed, bit her lips subconsciously, and saw the burning heat in his dark eyes when she was dizzy, her heartbeat missed, it was not a heartbeat, but nervousness and instinctive resistance.

"What I'm going to do today is not suitable for Yan'er to be present."

His hoarse voice had already given her the answer.

Gu Mingxi's heart twitched suddenly, and she suppressed her urge to push him away. The moment she chose to bow her head, she already knew what kind of path she was going to take, and all of this was expected.

For the sake of her daughter, no matter how unwilling she is, she can only force her eyes to compromise!

Long Pei caught the reluctance in her eyes, and suddenly clasped her jaw with his big hand, his body approached oppressively, and his thin lips pressed against Gu Mingxi precisely.

Almost a conditioned reflex, when Long Pei's thin lips were approaching hers, he turned his head slightly, trying to avoid his kiss.

"Gu Mingxi."

The big hand that was not exerting any force suddenly tightened.Gu Mingxi's face was forcibly turned away just now, and he was directly surrounded by Long Pei's strong breath again.

The deep voice was mixed with the hoarseness rendered by passion/desire, and he looked at the resisting Gu Mingxi with gloomy eyes.The thin lips were close to Gu Mingxi's, and the scorching breath sprayed directly on her face.

"As long as you are still my wife, this is the obligation you should fulfill."

Gu Mingxi's lips trembled slightly, this time, she did not avoid Long Pei's thin lips.

(End of this chapter)