Genius son best mother

Chapter 228 She Was Scared Too

Now that Mu Ranran has talked to Mei Ziqian and told him the biggest secret in his heart, and he accepted it, Mu Ranran is naturally very relaxed, and doesn't mind Mei Ziqian joking with her.

And Mei Ziqian was actually joking, but he was serious in his heart. "I wish you could come and kill me."

"What did you say?"

"It's nothing, what I'm saying is, according to what you said, you despise him very much?"

"That is, if I hadn't considered my son, I would never have thought of marrying him." Mu Ranran said directly.

"If that's the case, Ranran, you shouldn't have married him, otherwise, you will be unhappy." Mei Ziqian persuaded.

"My happiness is actually that my son is living a good life, so I am happy. You don't even know that when I came here, I never thought of marrying an ancient man, so it doesn't matter who I marry."

"Of course, marrying my son's own father is a good thing for my son, so let's marry, anyway, it's nothing, I've made an agreement with him."

It's just a couple in name, but in fact they still live their own lives, but it's just for the son to have a complete family.

"Ranran, since you are you and Ranran is Ranran, then you don't have to bear such a responsibility, why don't you just explain this matter clearly to Su Chen, presumably he won't embarrass you."

Mei Ziqian didn't think Mu Ranran was right to do this, since she didn't have the intention to marry Suchen, why bother to marry Suchen for Ranran's son.

"Ziqian." Mu Ranran sighed suddenly.

"How many people in the world do you think can accept me like you for such a thing? If I really told him, luck would be better, he would believe me, and then catch me as a monster and burn it. Good luck Almost, he thought I must be crazy, and locked me up as a mental patient. Anyway, no matter which way it is, it is not a good choice."

"Ranran, it's normal for you to have such thoughts, but don't you feel wronged? Obviously you didn't have to bear these things, but now you have to bear them, especially life-long events. Are you really sure you want to do this? ?” Mei Ziqian asked.

"I know what you mean. I've thought about this for a long time. If I really wanted to be myself, I wouldn't have stayed here, and I wouldn't have admitted to having such a son."

When Mu Ranran said this, she was silent for a while, and then said: "You know? Ziqian, when I first came here, I felt like I was dreaming. I used to live a good life, relying on my own hands to follow Wisdom, standing at the pinnacle of my life, I have everything. Suddenly, like a dream, everything has changed when I wake up, and nothing is left.”

"At that time, I wanted to die. I wished I could just commit suicide. Maybe I could go back then, but in the end I didn't commit suicide. I can't guarantee that I will be able to go back to China after I die. original place.

"Until Suchen arrived, he looked like he wanted to kill me. At that time, I was thinking, if he kills me, firstly, he will take revenge. Secondly, maybe I can go home too, so I gambled, but in the end, I still woke up, and the place where I woke up is still here."

"Listen to you, do you still want to go back to the original place?" Mei Ziqian stared at her reddish eyes and asked.

"Of course, at first I thought I would really want to go back, because it is inconvenient here, food, drink, housing, transportation, nothing can compare with my original place. But gradually, I am very nostalgic for this place, gradually For the past days, the memory is starting to be a little fuzzy, do you know why all these changes?"

Mu Ranran took a deep breath, and suddenly asked with a chuckle.

"Is it because of Jinyu's child?"

"Yes, because of the existence of that child, I came to this world and felt that I was not alone. That child, when I first came here, gave me the greatest warmth in the world. Day by day, even sometimes, I am afraid of that child's eyes."

"You know, Jinyu's child is very sensitive. He is such a smart child, it is impossible not to notice my changes. Sometimes I become worried about gains and losses. I worry that one day he will suddenly ask me, why mother?" It's changed, and I'm really scared he's going to ask that question."

"Because I don't want to lie to him, but I also don't want to tell him the truth, because I have already regarded him as my closest relative. It can even be said that if there were no changes in the Qin family and Mu's family, I would not recognize him. , and this child is my only relative. So, of course, I don't want him to know that I am not his mother, I am afraid, I am afraid that it will affect the relationship between our mother and child. "

As Mu Ranran was talking, her nose became inexplicably sour.

"Ranran, I think even if you tell that child the truth, he will not deny you as a mother. You are thinking too much."

If Mu Jinyu really dared not recognize Mu Ranran as his mother, then a word of filial piety on his head could crush him to death.

"Ziqian, I know what you mean, but I don't want that. That kind of relationship is no longer pure. What I want is pure mother-child relationship, without any color of interest. I want that child to recognize it from the bottom of his heart. As my mother, I think that I am his only mother, his direct mother."

"It's not such a weird identity. It can be said that I don't want to tell him the truth, because I am afraid that he will see through me in the future, and think of his original mother. I will not be able to bear that look. Really, I really can't take that."

The more she said, the more Mu Ranran couldn't help it, the tears in her eyes fell silently.

"Ranran, you—"

"I'm fine, I'm fine, it's just that the wind and sand have blown into my eyes."

Mu Ranran raised her sleeves, and wiped away the tears on her face indiscriminately.

"Actually, I'm quite selfish. Obviously Su Chen is Jin Yu's biological father, but I don't want to admit that he has a biological father. I just feel that my son belongs to me alone, and there shouldn't be another person to follow him." I robbed my son, that person didn't do anything, why should he rob my son as soon as he jumped out, right?"

"What's more, I'm still guilty, guilty as hell. Suchen is Jinyu's biological father, and that's a legitimate thing. But my biological mother, with such a strange background, is always more qualified than his biological father. Every now and then Thinking of this, I feel angry, uncomfortable, worried, and a little bit guilty, I feel sorry for that child."

"Because of my selfishness, I have been preventing him from recognizing his real father. You say, am I a bit too bad? Obviously, the child is so eager to have a father, but I only think about it at all." It’s enough for mother and son to live together, sometimes, I feel that I am good or bad, it’s really bad.”

"No, Ranran, on the contrary, you are very kind, you are not bad at all, compared to many people, you have done well enough."

Mei Ziqian smiled and comforted her.

After hearing this, Mu Ranran smiled wryly and said, "Only a good old man like you would say that I am kind, but in fact I am not kind at all. I was originally a cold-hearted person, and I am quite cold-hearted towards others. You can just say you, in fact, I have long had memories of your family Ranran, but I was afraid that if I told you the truth, it would pose a threat to me, so I have never dared to tell you, until today, it is really a lie Not over."

"Also, I have never had any confidence in the word "feeling". It was the same in the past, and it is still the same now. I never planned to have any affection for anyone, whether it is family affection, friendship, or love. It is impossible to think about it. I never dared to say these words to people, but today I said it, and I feel much better."

After saying this, Mu Ranran smiled embarrassedly at Mei Ziqian.

"I'm sorry, I've talked too much, you must be tired of listening."

"How could it be? If Ranran wants to say something, just say it, I will be a good listener." Mei Ziqian smiled gently.

"Besides, if you are really a cold-hearted person, you don't have to tell me the truth tonight because you are worried about my sadness, and you don't have to worry about your son alienating you because of your special background."

"Actually, Ranran, it's not that you are indifferent to others, but that you have no sense of security. Therefore, when you reach out to others, you have already thought about the way out and the worst plan in your heart. It's just for self-preservation."

"Say it as if you know me very well, even if I don't know myself, how dare you make such a conclusion."

Mu Ranran couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled.

"Ranran, you seem to have forgotten what I am best at. Isn't what I am best at reading people's hearts. And you, I should not be wrong."

"Then what if you read it wrong?"

"If you read it wrong, you will read it wrong. What else can I do? Anyway, I am not the one who is unlucky in the end, because the person who wants to marry you is Su Chen, isn't it?"

"Hey, Mei Ziqian, you said I was kind just now, what do you mean now? Do you think I'm a femme fatale? That Suchen can marry me, that's his luck in three lives, okay? Is the second person as lucky as him to marry someone from another world like me?" Mu Ranran expressed dissatisfaction.

"Yes, yes, the person who is able to marry you is indeed very lucky. Suchen is indeed luckier than me. I have to admit this." Mei Ziqian admitted that that man was much luckier than him.

"Come on, don't speak so sourly. Those who don't know will think that the person you love deeply is me, not the original Ranran."

"It's good if you know." Mei Ziqian said with a smile: "By the way, I'm actually quite curious, seeing that you know so many things, can you tell me about your original place, is there any difference between your place and ours? "

"Of course you can. In our place, there are planes flying in the sky, cars running on the ground, ships and speedboats on the sea, and you can even dive under the sea to see the scenery. The speed is extremely fast."

(End of this chapter)