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Chapter 58 Old things (2)

The roads in the small village are very narrow, and there are villagers' self-built houses on both sides of the road. From time to time, cats, dogs, chickens and ducks run across the road.The men are playing mahjong in the front hall with the door open, the women are sitting around in the open space in front of the house, doing small jobs, chatting about the parents' gossip, and the children are running past in groups.These are scenes that cannot be seen in the city.

Xiang Xiaorou, wrapped in such a scene, seemed more real than six years ago.

But this truth made Fang Youan a little heavy.After many years, in reality, they don't get along as relaxed and carefree as Jiayoujiaohua and Yiduojiaohua in the virtual world.

"I'm sorry!" Xiang Xiaorou broke the silence, looking at the front of the road, and spoke slowly.

"What?" Fang Youan was puzzled and turned his head.Her quiet and beautiful side is dyed with a layer of time.

"I mean, six years ago, I'm sorry!" Xiang Xiaorou sighed softly, her eyes drifting far away.

The sentence "I'm sorry" is to Xiaorou to apologize for her former self.Her love for him was too fragile, so it couldn't stand the toss of reality, and it was easily broken.It took her six years to realize that there would be no more love like that, but there was no turning back.

Six years ago, she was an innocent and fearless woman, and he was also a frivolous and free-spirited man. They met in that river and lake, but in the end they could only forget each other.

At that time, they had the same pride.

She will always remember the scene when she first met him in the online game called "Jianghu Youth Tour".

Six years ago, the game technology was far less developed than it is now, and the computer mouse is the only way to play online games. The keyboard game "Jianghu Juvenile Tour" occupied an extremely important position in the online game world at that time. Even six years later, this game is still a legendary classic.

The year she stepped into "Jianghu Youth Tour", she was just an 18-year-old girl, and she met him in the most beautiful and splendid season of a woman's life.

Fenghen, the unparalleled master in "Jianghu Juvenile Tour" at that time, will always be No.1 on the ranking list.His guild "Huangtu Baye" is the most powerful guild in the entire game circle. From one game to another, it will always maintain the No. 1 position of the guild.He is not the president of Huangtu, but the soul of the entire guild.The various competitive events that Huang Tu participated in all have his glory.

And she grew from a rookie in the game who was rescued by him to a woman who could share glory and even create glory by his side.From the age of 18 to 22, she accompanied him and the entire Huangtu Baye for four full years.Laughter and Junge and Fenghen, these two names can be said to exist like myths in "Jianghu Youth Tour" or the entire online game world at that time.

Their greatest achievement is to take away the championship of the "Jianghu Youth Tour" international competition.She cooperated with him and won the championship of the double competition.It was her first time to participate in an international e-sports competition. No one believed in her ability, only the wind marks.

He said: "If we win, everyone in Huangtu will give her a promise!"

He said: "If we lose, then I will sell myself to Huang Tu for three years, how about it?"

That person is Fang Youan.

They fought side by side, had the same glory, and experienced the same storms. She was the only woman in his heart who was qualified to stand by his side, and he was also the only great god in her life.Four years of companionship finally made them the most enviable fairy couple in the world.

Unfortunately, this myth ended when she was 22 years old.Also terminated, and her unforgettable first love.

She can no longer remember the exact year of that year, only the fragmented scenes in her impression, and pieced together the outline of that year.

My father was very ill and had a long and difficult time in the ICU.She and her mother sold the only small house in F City in order to raise medical expenses that seemed astronomical at the time.At that time, housing prices had not skyrocketed, and such a second-hand small apartment cost only about 4000 yuan. At that time, her father spent as much as [-] to [-] yuan a day in the ICU.Money is like running water, and the various expenses in the hospital can overwhelm an ordinary family, and she is a member of this ordinary family.But the most painful thing was to face his father's deteriorating physical condition.Her father was the man who loved her the most in the world, and at this moment, she watched his life being slowly consumed by the illness.She and her mother tried their best to save even one more day of his life.In the last days, the house had been sold, she and her mother were homeless, she could still live in the school, but her mother could only live in the hospital, just guarding her father every day until the end of his life .

Her love has become insignificant in the face of such reality.Games and glory are also gone.All this, she didn't tell anyone in the game.Until one day, Zhuo Tian came to the hospital with a check of 20 yuan and wanted her to leave Fang Youan. He told her Fang Youan's identity, saying that even if she worked a hundred times harder, she would not be worthy of Fang Youan. identity background.Fang You'an is a great god in the game, and she is also the favorite of heaven in reality, but she is just an ordinary citizen with a proud soul. The process of turning a sparrow into a phoenix is ​​beautiful, but the ending will not be happy.

She remembered the scene at that time.With Zhuo Tian's indifferent expression and non-negotiable tone, she held the check, trembling all over but speechless.Trading money for love was the greatest humiliation in her life.However, the mother's haggard face and pity and longing eyes from the corner, and all the love for her father that flashed in her mind before, all reminded her that the family's savings were about to run out.The 20 yuan came at such an opportune time.Zhuo Tian didn't ask her to agree immediately. When he left, he left the check for her to consider.She really wanted to tear up the check and throw it in Zhuo Tian's face, but she never did.She struggled and couldn't make a decision. In the end, her mother took the 20 check behind her back and made the decision for her.She didn't blame her mother, because she knew that she would hesitate to do the same in the end.Ask her to give up her father, she can't do it.

But she did not choose to sacrifice Fang You'an either.She told him the whole thing.At that moment, Fang Youan's expression was silent.In her memory, she had never seen Fang You'an with such a pale and silent expression, as if on the eve of a storm.He left without giving her any answers.This walk is three months.

Three months later, her father passed away.She and her mother tried their best, but they still couldn't save his father's life.After suffering from illness for half a year, he finally escaped everyone's torment by death.

She returned to life with pain, while her mother returned to her hometown.

In three months, a lot has changed.She can never go back to the past.Re-entering the game, the human affairs have changed.The account password was wrong, she couldn't log in to the game, and when she entered the guild forum, she found that she was hung on the wall, stealing the guild's gold coins and high-end materials, and all kinds of sewage were poured on her. at her.In just three months, she fell from a mythical god to hell, and became a shameless betrayer for everyone.All of a sudden, rumors about her spread everywhere, except for Yan Shuyao who was always standing behind her, no one wanted to believe her.

She built a game on the trumpet and explained it to everyone, but no one paid any attention to her, only abuse and slander flying all over the sky.In four years, the friendship established bit by bit was wiped out, and the feeling was so painful.She retrieved her account through the game company. When she went online, Xiao and Junge had already been kicked out of the guild, and Fenghen's name seemed to be forever black and white. Her pride finally made her delete the account and delete Xiao and Jun. The song also deleted the image that had been built step by step over the past four years.

Later, Fenghen returned and explained everything for her.

She finally understood that in order to make her completely disappear from Fang You'an's world, Zhuo Tian not only seduced her with money, but also had her account stolen.On the condition of his financial support for the guild, he asked the then president of Huangtu, Tianzi Yiqi (Xiao Fan), to come forward and testify against her for embezzling the guild's resources, forcing her to leave the game.And all of this came from Fang You'an's father's will.

All misunderstandings dissipated, but Xiao and Junge never came back.

With the departure of Xiao and Junge, Fenghen also left the game.Losing the mythical soul, the Huangtu Baye guild gradually went downhill, many old players left, some scandals about the guild's core layer were exposed, and the guild gradually fell silent.The Huangtu Hegemony, which was once legendary in the online game world, could not escape the fate of disbanding in the end.

But in reality, she and Fang You'an went further and further apart.

After he left the game, he went clubbing, drag racing... Spending like crazy, and he was surrounded by wealthy second generations.After a night of clubbing, you can squander thousands of dollars.In the face of Fang Youan's changes, she couldn't keep up with his footsteps, which was a gap caused by reality and economy.Her pride also did not allow herself to accept his gift blindly.The thoughtful eyes of others when looking at them, Zhuo Tian's cold words, Fang You'an's self-willedness...

She obviously still loves him, but she feels that the distance between them is so far away.

In the end they broke up.She will always remember when she proposed to break up, the pleading in his eyes, the stubborn look, obviously reluctant to give up, but he didn't say a word.They are proud, no one is willing to bow their heads, so they just miss it.

She didn't blame anyone for the end of this relationship.The only thing I hate is that I am not persistent enough.Reality gave them fate, but also gave them hardships, they won the game, but lost to reality.

Life is not a game after all, with too many powerless problems.They have the same pride and courage without turning back, so they turned and left, and there was no chance of turning back.

They just lost to themselves.

So, they withdrew from their respective lives.

So, it was six years in a flash.

The young girls of those days no longer have the brilliance of youth, and the youths of those days already have signs of aging.Time has filtered out the frivolity and restlessness of their youth, allowing them to slowly experience the joys and sorrows in life, and then suddenly realize what kind of relationship they once had.It's just that the person who is most suitable for me has gone away long ago, leaving only a kind of regret, which slowly erodes the heart that is no longer young.

Some people, some things, have been hidden deep in my heart, and I never deliberately think about them. Once they meet, they will be out of control.

The man in front of her was Fang You'an from six years later. He was pale and gentle, but he had no stubbornness six years ago, and he was clumsy around her like a child.Xiang Xiaorou didn't know how and why he found him.

A story that had no ending six years ago, can it be restarted six years later?

Whether that sorry was for the 20 check in the past, or her own pride and self-will, and some unclear reasons, Xiang Xiaorou didn't know, she just felt that she owed him an apology.

Fang Youan looked at the sparkling mist in her eyes, and suddenly felt how stupid he was back then.He had missed six years in vain, and let her struggle in life alone.

Heart, slowly aching.

His fingertips caressed her cheeks, as if he wanted to smooth the wind and frost she had experienced in the past few years.

"Xiao Rou, I missed you for six years!" He said softly, "I want to get back these six years!"

"What?" Xiang Xiaorou asked stupidly.

"I will, become a god for you. My queen, wait for me!" His voice was not loud, but every word was loud, with undeniable strength, as if in an instant, the wind marks of the year had returned.

"Ah?!" The queen was already dumbfounded.

(End of this chapter)