A twin baby

Chapter 576
After Yin Lili said this, Tang Xiaoxiao held Yin Lili in her arms again.

"No, you're fine. Don't talk about the past and take it to heart. I know how clean your heart is. If Huo Cheng really loves you, he won't mind."

"It's different, Xiaoxiao, I know exactly what's different. When I didn't like a man before, I sneered at love. At that time, I didn't care about any man, and I didn't feel that I What's wrong with your past."

"But it's different now. I'm sure I like Huo Cheng. When I like someone, I seem to be humbled into the dust. I hope that I can face him with the best attitude. I hope that I smile when I see him." I hope that all my past belongs to him, but I can only dream about it, in fact there is nothing good about my past."

"That's a memory I don't want to recall. I know my past is dirty. I don't seem to deserve him. I really don't deserve him."

Yin Lili hugged Tang Xiaoxiao again and cried bitterly.

She was in so much pain that she was about to explode.

Although she was very happy when she came back with Huo Cheng, that man held her hand all the time, and she also felt that they could hold hands like this for a lifetime.

However, after the emotion of fear gradually disappeared, all rationality returned.

What happened tonight was vivid in her memory. Although she hated Chen Lu, Chen Lu was right about one thing.

They were no different in the past, and they were all sold out. Is anyone more noble than the other?
It is nothing more than that she is lucky now, she has met her relatives and friends who are good to her, and they have broken her life out of the quagmire, otherwise maybe her fate is similar to that of Chen Lu.

Maybe it's the same indifferent way of staying in that kind of place and continuing to find men, and then continue to lie on those beds and continue to rely on your body to make money.

She used to be so shameless, muddling along, because she never thought about struggling.

But Huo Cheng is different, he is excellent, not only excellent in his career, whether it is study, life, friends, he can be perfect in every aspect.

Even if she went on a simple trip with Huo Cheng, Yin Lili would feel a little sad when she saw that Huo Cheng could speak any language.

At that time, she didn't understand what this feeling was, but now she understood that she was feeling inferior.

She has faintly realized that she is not worthy of Huo Cheng, but is it still useful for her to work hard now?
Even if she can learn seven languages ​​and go to another university again, it seems that she will never get what she wants, and she can't change her past.

What should Huo Cheng do if he sees the men she paid for in the future?
How could she face those things calmly.

"Lily, the thing in this world is not that you can get happiness just by how beautiful you were in the past. Love is always a matter of mutual consent, but people who get married will get divorced, and people who love each other will eventually hurt each other. Each other, can you and Huo Cheng be happy? It has nothing to do with what you have experienced in the past, but depends on whether the two of you can manage a marriage well. "

"If I'm with Huating now, but I don't care about his mood at all, just take care of the children every day, and stay in the laboratory, maybe I will drift away from him, and I also had a first love in the past, Huating There is also a child like Yangyang, that is something that cannot be erased between me and him in the past, that is the meaning of our existence, you are an independent individual first, because those experiences can make you mature now, the most important thing Yes, I can feel that he cares about you too."

"If he cares enough about you, it means he doesn't mind your past, because he knows what your past was like."

This time, Yin Lili burst into tears again.

"Xiaoxiao, I felt even more sad because I realized that he cared about me. How could he fall in love with a woman like me? I was secretly happy in my heart, but felt sad for him. I'm not very good. I'm not good, I don't even work hard, I just want to be a salted fish and rely on you to support me, how can he like me?"

"Will he dislike me in the future? If he doesn't care now, will he care in the future? What I'm most afraid of is that he loves me now, but he cares about me again because of these things. What should I do? I Obviously today I mustered up the courage to let him hold my hand, but I insisted on coming to you to sleep with you, because I suddenly didn't dare to face him."

"I don't know, what should I do in this future?"

Tang Xiaoxiao actually understood Yin Lili's mood a little bit, everyone was so entangled.

When you like the other person, you will wonder whether the other person likes you too.

When you are sure that the other person loves you too, you will struggle with another question, is your personality compatible?Can you walk for a lifetime?Can you live happily ever after?

After all, those who love each other will also divorce, and those who love each other deeply will eventually become the ones who hurt each other the most.

But Lily's situation is different, she is Lily's friend, of course she doesn't mind those things, and she thinks Huo Cheng doesn't mind either.

But the person who was most concerned about this matter was Lili herself, she hugged Lili and spoke.

"You have already summoned up the courage to hold hands with him, and he has expressed his heart, so why not try bravely?"

"If you really fail in the future, you will come to me, go to Xiaoyao's place, and you will live with me and Xiaoyao for the rest of your life. If there is no love in this world, you still have me, right? You and I are always different. It may hurt each other, so you enjoy your love to the fullest, if you really fail, you come to the arms of your sisters and friends and cry, and then I will take you to various places to play, isn't Huo Cheng with you now? , will you feel bad?"

After Tang Xiaoxiao said this, Yin Lili suddenly asked another question.

"I mean, if, what if, if you and Shaohua Ting really hurt each other one day, can you still face your future relationship calmly and go on strong?"

Tang Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment by these words, and then laughed.

"Didn't Huating fake death once before? I really collapsed at that time, and I really felt like I couldn't hold on any longer, but I still have a daughter, I still have a mother, I don't live for a man in this life, I I have my own business, I have my children, and I have other family and friends, Lily, don't you believe that you can be a strong woman?"

These words seemed to make Lili's eyes light up, and she spoke to Xiaoxiao thoughtfully.

"I seem to have entered into a misunderstanding. What you said seems to be right. If I really can't get together with him in the future, but I should at least enjoy the life I have now, and I haven't been together yet. Why should I go down?" Negative conclusion? It may be that my past memories are too unbearable, and I am very afraid that those memories will harm my future life and his. "

Tang Xiaoxiao laughed at this moment.

"You are right to be worried. People with a violent personality are also worried that they will continue to be violent to their husbands and children after marriage. Everyone has to work hard. If you just try to sign up for the competition, but in the end the person does not participate, just sign up for a competition. Name, what's the use of this? Even if things don't go well in the future, at least I'm sure that you and Huo Cheng will be happy together right now."

After these words were spoken, Yin Lili's mood obviously improved.

She slept with Xiaoxiao, and those sadness and doubts gradually disappeared.

She is still apprehensive, but she believes that she can overcome this difficulty.

This night, Yin Lili had a sweet dream. She dreamed that she and Huo Cheng got married, and the two laughed happily at the wedding.

Huo Cheng's ice cube actually showed a huge smile. She slept well that night, and she had a sweet dream.

After waking up the next morning, Yin Lili found that Xiaoxiao was still sleeping.

She got dressed immediately, then went to the next door and knocked on Huo Cheng's door.

Immediately, the person opposite came out, and she found that Huo Cheng was still wearing yesterday's clothes and had dark circles under his eyes, Yin Lili asked worriedly.

"Did you sleep well last night? Why do you have dark circles? What happened?"

Could it be that he regretted agreeing to be with her?Yin Lili's face turned pale, but Huo Cheng had no choice but to speak.

"Last night you suddenly wanted to come to Xiaoxiao's place and sleep with Xiaoxiao. I looked a little sad when I saw you, but you didn't tell me, so I thought about it all night, thinking about it. Is there something you didn't do well, did it make you uncomfortable? So I didn't sleep this night. "

These words made Yin Lili smile happily.

"Are you stupid? I have some questions, but it seems inappropriate to ask you this kind of question, so I want to ask Xiaoxiao, but I have a question to ask you now, can you answer me?"

"of course can."

Huo Cheng spoke, and Yin Lili asked directly.

"Just last night, when we left together, I was waiting for you outside. You talked to the second prince of country S for a while, but after you came out, you walked forward angrily and ignored me at all. What happened? Are you angry with me, or are you in a bad mood. "

These words made Huo Cheng's face change, but Yin Lili spoke sadly.

"Is it really because of me? You tell me that if I don't do well, I will change it. I also know that I am a person with many shortcomings. I don't want to be pampered into a person with more and more shortcomings. People, as long as there are real shortcomings, I will change them for the better."

After saying this, Huo Cheng reluctantly held Yin Lili in his arms.

(End of this chapter)