Sweetie, your vest is off again!

Chapter 373

"The first day I was conscious, I couldn't bear the pain from the injuries on my body.

At that time, apart from my eyes being able to see and my mouth being able to eat, nothing else was good.

At that time, I was just like you now. I felt that I had reached a dead end and could not live in this world.

Instead of suffering like this, it would be better to end life earlier.

Therefore, I understand your current mood very well, the kind of seeking relief, seeking freedom, and seeking yourself in a world without pain.

I refused to eat at the beginning, and then I was able to move my body. Taking advantage of the master's absence, I crawled to the kitchen by myself and turned on the gas.

You know, one time I almost made it, and I even saw Impermanence come and pick me up.

At that moment, I was very happy, I thought I could finally escape from this world, and finally there would be no more pain.

However, it was also at that moment that I heard my teacher's wife's heart-piercing cries. At that time, it was a month after she rescued me and we had only been in contact for more than a month. My feelings for her were not that deep.

However, it is because of this reason that my consciousness gradually recovered. A person who has been in contact with me for less than a month does not want me to die so much. Will the person I once liked know that I am dead, will it be more painful? ?
Later, I asked myself countless times in my heart, is there really no care in this world?
Is it true that there is no one worthy of your nostalgia?
I was convinced by myself, and I said... I have, although, that person made me very painful at the time, but in my heart, I will never let go, even in that world.

Later, I survived because of that painful concern. You should know how much suffering I went through in order to survive.

In order to become a normal person, what kind of suffering I have suffered, perhaps these are beyond your imagination.

Yuan Meng, you are different from me, you have parents and elder brother, they love you from the beginning to the end.

No matter what you become, they will love you without hesitation.

Shouldn't you think about surviving for this love?
Are those public opinions more important to you than their love for you?
You all say that you envy the relationship between Ye Mohan and me, but you can't imagine how many hardships the two of us have experienced.

If you can get through this incident safely, I believe that your life will be colorful.

You never know how much the person who has been standing behind you and silently guarding you loves you, and you have never discovered how much each of your actions like this hurts him.

However, he just stood there in obscurity, never disturbing your life.

Because he thinks that as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy, he will be satisfied.

Yuan Meng, can't such a person move you?Can't give you a reason to live? "

Ye Mohan had never heard Nuannuan talk about this experience, and when he mentioned it occasionally, it was an understatement.

It turned out that at that time, she had thought of death, and it turned out that at that time, she was already in pain.

Ye Mohan's heart seemed to be bitten hard by something, tearing it vigorously.

He clenched his fists tightly and stood there, looking at the warmth that had already burst into tears.

He knew that it was the scar she was least willing to mention in her heart. If it wasn't for saving Yuan Meng, maybe she would never want to mention it in her life.

Because he knew that every time he mentioned it, it was like tearing open the scar again. No one wanted to face that kind of heart-piercing pain again.

Yuan Meng finally turned around and slowly retracted her feet from the roof. Sitting for a long time, her legs felt a little numb.

She crawled towards Nuannuan, "Nuannuan, I'm sorry, I reminded you of the sad past, I promise you, I will live a good life, like you, for those who love me, I will live strong, you I'm going to cry, it's my fault."

Yuan Meng has never seen Nuan shed tears. In her eyes, Nuan is like a little lucky star.

In addition to having a smart brain, she also has super good luck. She met Ye Mohan and had a happy life.

She didn't expect that behind that happiness, there was so much pain hidden.

Wen Nuan wiped away tears and hugged her in his arms, "Next time you dare to do this again, I'll kick you down!"

Yuan Meng cried and nodded, "Yeah, I know, I won't dare to do it again next time, woo woo..."

Nuan Nuan caressed her back and comforted, "You have scared your father and Wang Yu to death, hurry up and comfort her."

Yuan Meng stood up slowly, looking at her father's wrinkled face, two lines of tears kept flowing.

She couldn't control it anymore, and rushed over at once, "Dad, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have made you worry, I'm sorry!"

Seeing that his daughter was fine, Yuan Mingjie was so excited that he couldn't speak. He just kept patting her on the shoulder.

After a long time, the father and daughter separated.

Only then did Yuan Meng see Wang Yu who had been standing by her side. The expressions on her face were complicated, including sadness, surprise, and incomprehensible sadness.

She walked over, took his hand, and lowered her head, "Brother, I'm sorry for making you worry about you."

As if the emotions that had been accumulated for a long time finally erupted at that moment, it was the first time that Wang Yu hugged Yuan Meng in his arms without hesitation in front of so many people.

Just a second ago, he almost lost the most important girl in his life.

At that time, how scared he was, how regretful and self-blame he was.

He was afraid that he would lose her, regretted that he was full of words, hadn't said a word to her, and blamed himself for not protecting her well.

Since childhood, Yuan Meng, who rarely saw him cry, suddenly felt tears dripping on his face.

She raised her head suddenly, and she caught Wang Yu crying bitterly.

Her heart suddenly became empty, as if she had no direction for a while. In her memory, Wang Yu has always been her strong backing.

She stretched out her hand and wiped away Wang Yu's tears, "Brother, don't cry, I'm so sad to see you cry."

Wang Yu stabilized his emotions and wiped away his tears, "Okay, I won't cry, let's go home, my brother will tell you a story when we go home."

Everyone left, only Nuannuan and Yemohan were left.

It seems that Wen Nuan hasn't come out of the emotion just now, the scene of Yuan Meng just now did remind her of herself back then.

That kind of pain attacked her again like a scourge.

She used to think that when her dream came true, those past events would be deeply buried in her memory and would never interfere with her life again.

However, now she realizes that even when the scar heals, it will leave a mark after all. When you touch it again, it will still be very painful.

(End of this chapter)