The domineering all-around female president

Chapter 2

divorce agreement?

In any case, Zhuo Ran couldn't imagine that the first thing he saw when he got home was a divorce agreement.

"What did you say, divorce?"

She stared at the man in front of her like she was watching a monster, with a noncommittal expression on her face
This is nothing short of shocking. Considering that they have been married for almost seven years now, although it can’t be said that they are in harmony with each other, they can be regarded as peaceful and peaceful in general.

Qi Feng, how should I put it, is a very normal man in the crowd, he is neither flamboyant nor dull, neither has the ambition to compete for fame and fortune, nor is he too mediocre to do nothing
Yes, it's just a very ordinary man in the crowd, but this is what she slowly summed up after getting married, and before that, like those dream-chasing girls, she used fantasy to endow love and fell in love with his body Green military uniform, fascinated by the imaginary green military soul
When entering into marriage, when time dilutes the years, when love melts into reality, she gradually finds that some feelings are just her wishful thinking, and the hot temperature fades away. It turns out that love has no legend, and the ordinary life hits the barrier of fantasy. In reality, she is disappointed, and sometimes even suffers from it, but she is also persistent. If she chooses him, she will be with him for the rest of her life. The harmed Qi Feng would actually file for divorce
"Are you joking?"

The expression of a woman listening to a bad joke
It's really funny, just when she finally figured it out, was willing to step out of the fantasy of life, wanted to open her heart to embrace her real life with Qi Feng, and wanted to have children for him, he actually proposed divorce to her
In her opinion, Qifeng would not break up with her no matter what, just as she firmly believed that as long as she didn't give up, their marriage would not end

"Of course, I'm sorry."

Looking at the woman in front of him, the man's expression is a bit painful, but he is determined
"However, I know that I am not the person you love the most. Marrying me back then was somewhat impulsive, and over the years, you must have been very disappointed in me. I am not the ideal man in your heart. Instead of trying to live Together, it’s better to end it while you’re still young.”

Qi Feng looked at the woman in front of him, although many years had passed, he still remembered that lively and happy girl back then, like the sun in summer, dazzling and bright, she had the arrogance of a princess, the smile of an angel, and more The flashing charm of youth, she is so innocent and beautiful, and at that time he was just a fool who had just stepped out of the field army with a bar and two stars on his shoulders. He didn't understand romance, and he didn't have gorgeous language. This green uniform

On an occasion, he met her. They met in the green mountains and green waters. She is pure and happy. She likes the stories he tells about the army. She is full of curiosity and fantasy about his world.

And he, at the age of 25, faced a girl for the first time, and his youth sprouted at this moment. He couldn't resist her beauty, her enthusiasm, her pride, and her happiness.So he fell in love with her; the top of the mountain at sunset, the street in the night wind, the cafe at midnight, and the morningkiss in the morning; they were all drunk and intoxicated in the love network they wove.

However, along the way these years, her smile has become more and more lonely, and the brilliance of her eyebrows has become more and more dim. Maybe she is not suitable for her, maybe he just appeared at the most suitable time, maybe she The only thing she fell in love with was the green military uniform. Other than that, he was just a boring ordinary man. At first they would quarrel, but later, she gradually stopped talking, and there was a long and long relationship between them. Irregular Cold War...

"Qifeng, what are you talking about? How long have you been married? Are you saying that we are not suitable?"

do not love?

"If I didn't love you, how could I have married you? If I didn't love you, how could I have been with you for seven years. You tell me you love me now, Qi Feng, is it because I don't love you or you don't love me?"

Zhuo Ran's voice was a little excited. Back then when she was young, she was chasing dreams and was full of fantasies about the military camp. Although Qi Feng was not handsome, he looked extraordinarily tall and handsome because of that green military uniform. She described her fantasies about the military camp and love co-raised on him
fell in love with him, married him
Entering the marriage, the long years have washed away the girl's dream, the gap in reality and her romantic nature have caused a lot of friction between them, she lost her temper with him, quarreled with him, maybe she was stubborn, but But never once wanted to give up
Maybe, it's just because I care, that's why I complain...

"Of course, don't lie to yourself anymore. I'm just your girl's dream. What you fell in love with is my green military uniform. I know that I'm not a romantic and considerate husband. How much reluctance do you have to live an ordinary life after marriage? I can see it."

"However, I'm sorry, I can't give you the love you want, and now all I can do is let you go."

"Qifeng, have you learned to deceive yourself? There can be a hundred reasons for breaking up, but they are all rhetorical lies, but the fact is that your heart has changed."

Tears flowed down unsatisfactorily, I don't know if it's Qi Qifeng's heartlessness, or he blames himself for not being strong enough

"However, I—" Qi Feng took a step forward and hugged his wife. At this moment, it seemed that he had returned to many years ago. Every time they quarreled, as long as he saw Zhuo Ran's tears, he would always compromise without any resistance.

But this time, this time...

"Of course, I'm sorry."

Unconsciously, Qi Feng's tears also flowed down

Some people say that when a woman cries when breaking up, it proves that she is real and has loved; when a man cries when breaking up, it means that he is really, let go...

Qi Feng left, drawing a ridiculous end to the most absurd love in her youth, she was the only one left in the empty room, with tears streaming down her face, she couldn't tell why. Crying, but the sadness and grievance in my heart are hard to vent...

It's been a day, the phone is ringing non-stop, Zhuo Ran just sits on the floor leaning against the wall of the bed, it's been a day and a night
Tears have dried up, but the deep bitterness in her heart can't be melted away. Divorce is like an invisible net, trapping her people, her heart, mocking that ridiculous self invisible.

Ding dong, the doorbell rang, but she didn't even move. She didn't want to see anyone, and she didn't want to face them. The proud and confident girl who used to be, now just wants to guard a stubborn self-esteem and live at home. In one corner, licking and cherishing the riddled heart alone
Ding dong, the doorbell is still ringing, the visitor seems to believe that there is someone at home, persistently refusing to leave
Kaka, the sound of opening the door with a key, who is here, he doesn't think Qi Fengfeng will come back to this house again
Parents, mother, and brother are all abroad now, and they won’t come back without a word. Who else, could it be a thief? But she is too lazy to think about it. Back then when she married Qi Feng, her parents and brother were actually brothers. , was strongly opposed, because at that time their family was preparing to immigrate to country M, and they did not want to stay in the country, let alone marry a soldier

But at that time, what did she say, that Qi Fengfeng would take care of her, and they would be happy
But only seven short years have passed, and the firmness of that year was like a resounding slap in the face, slapping myself hard in the face
"Aran, why don't you answer the phone?"

It's Xiaoxiao, she came in with a big bag

"Qi Feng told me, I already know about you."

Fang Xiaoxiao is Zhuoran's high school classmate, college alumni, and even a very close best friend. She and her husband Feng Yu are in regular contact with Zhuoran and Qifeng on weekdays
Because Zhuo Ran's family immigrated to country M, the family house was reserved for her and Qi Feng to get married. After Qi Feng left yesterday, on the one hand, he was worried about her, and on the other hand, he forgot to leave the house key, so he opened the house. I made an appointment with Fang Xiaoxiao on the phone
"Aran, are you okay? I almost splashed coffee on him yesterday. What's wrong with you? You're both 30 years old, and you're trying to get a divorce like a young man."

Xiaoxiao walked in and sat on the floor beside her
"Xiaoxiao, he said I don't love him."

Zhuo Ran spoke dryly, trying to squeeze out a smile, but finally gave up.

"Qifeng, is his head flooded? He's only now talking about love. If you don't love him, why would you marry him? You married him at your best age, but he treats you when you are no longer young Say goodbye."

Fang Xiaoxiao was almost about to swear. When they were together before, she only felt that Qi Feng was plain and stable. Although he was not romantic and affectionate, he was a man worth entrusting for life. At that time, she was still happy for Ah Ran. It feels like she married a solid and reliable man, but now...

"He always wanted a baby."

Maybe she has been too selfish these past few years, caring only about her unpreparedness, but Qi Feng has been waiting for too long
Speaking of the child, Fang Xiaoxiao was silent for a while, she married a year later than Zhuo Ran, but her son Xiaoyi is already 5 and a half years old.

It can be seen that Qi Feng likes children very much, but...

"As for the matter of the child, he can talk to you slowly. Will he get a divorce if he doesn't have a child? Didn't Qi Feng keep saying that he loves you back then? Is his love so fragile, Ah Ran, Now that you are divorced, don't think about the past, you can only blame him for not knowing how to cherish you, let everything go, there are many good men in the world, why bother to be sad for him, a man who doesn't understand feelings. "

"Xiaoxiao, he only wants one child, did I go too far?"

Zhuo Ran raised his blank face and looked at his friend in the boudoir. Qi Feng is actually a very down-to-earth person. What he wants has always been very simple. An ordinary family of three, with a gentle wife and a naughty child...

"Aran—"

Fang Xiaoxiao was a little surprised. She had been with Zhuo Ran for a long time. In her understanding, she had always been the kind of confident and noble campus goddess. Even if she lost her love, she would not change her stubborn and proud nature. Walking a trace of clouds, that should be her style

She believes in love and wants to love, but she will never be the kind of person who will be trapped by love

But I didn't expect that a marriage would cause such a big change in her, as proud as her, as stubborn as her, and she would repeatedly ask for perfection for the marriage

Qi Feng may only want a most ordinary relationship, which will last until old age, but Zhuo Ran is destined to be romantic and affectionate. This love will hurt both of them, but ruthless is not as painful as passionate, so it hurts even more The heavy one should be Zoran
"Aran, he is not worthy of your love, let alone your sadness because of him. He doesn't know how to love and can't love, so your heart has been erratic all this time, and you dare not really belong to the family. I don’t want children for the time being, if he really loves you, he will understand your feelings and tolerate your uneasiness, but he will only say he wants a child, but he doesn’t give you enough commitment.”

"Xiaoxiao, what should I do? Ah Feng left, and suddenly the whole room felt empty, and so did my heart."

The empty house is full of the shadow of that person
He walked so gracefully, but he left her alone in the shadow of the past, what should she do? It has been seven years, even if the enthusiasm is gone, but the memories along the way, how to wipe them away
"Aran, even if the marriage fails, it just means that love has gone the wrong way. A woman like you deserves to be loved by a better person. Even if the fleeting years are wasted, life is not over. Maybe in the near future, you will Meet someone who truly loves you."

"Don't be kidding, I'm no longer who I was back then. What kind of love can a 30-year-old divorced woman look forward to, besides, my heart is already very tired."

After so many years, she is no longer the girl chasing dreams back then, full of enthusiasm and hope. Her life has smoothed her edges and corners and annihilated her brilliance. at a loss

Fang Xiaoxiao sighed heavily. She still remembers how enthusiastic and happy Ah Ran was back then. A failed marriage hit her so badly. don't know her
Zhuoran, under her obvious passion, actually hides a traditional and conservative girl's heart. If you can be more caring and careful, you can actually find out that her love for you is actually more than you imagined. Be deep, because you have never paid attention to it, that's why you pushed your marriage to the end, and at the same time hurt each other...

"Aran, time can dilute everything. Although you are sad now, everything will be fine in a few days. Even if love disappoints you, you still have family and friends, don't you?"

"Xiaoxiao—" Leaning on her friend's shoulder, her tears burst out of control, her heart hurts so much, she is so tired, the future is a hopeless tomorrow, her world is blank

"Did you bring the wine?"

Zhuo Ran raised her tearful eyes and looked at her friend. She knew that she must have brought wine. People say that getting drunk solves a thousand worries, and she hopes to stay drunk for a long time.
"Bring it, Aran, I won't go home today, so I'll drink enough with you."

Although there is no cure for the pain of divorce, only time can dilute everything.Fang Xiaoxiao opened the bag she brought, beer, white wine, red wine and foreign wine, all filled the bag full
Just get drunk to relieve all worries, when the sun rises tomorrow, it will be a brand new life...

(End of this chapter)