Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 118 Severing Relationships
I didn't expect that I would yell at my mother, and the louder the yelling, the more excited I became. After the last yelling, my whole body trembled.

My mother sat there, staring at me blankly. From her expression, she seemed to have never expected that I would be so excited. From her expression, she didn't seem to understand why I was so excited.

"What's the noise in the middle of the night! You can't sleep anymore! It's so annoying!"

I turned around and saw Zhao Jianping frowning, standing at the door of his own room with an irritable expression on his face. I saw me go to see him, cursed, and then closed the door with a bang.

My mother stood up quickly, closed the door of our room, and then said to me in a very low voice: "Dandan, let's keep your voice down, so as not to disturb your brother's rest..."

When my mother said this, she suddenly seemed to realize something, so she quickly shut up, and then I saw her squinting and staring at her coldly, so I thought about it, and tried to continue: "Dandan, I heard that you You have some money in your hand, see if you can take some money to buy a mobile phone for your brother? You see, Mom really can’t come up with that much money at once, so you can just give it to your brother How about a meeting gift? Oh, your brother, you want to buy a pair of shoes..."

"I have no money." I took a deep breath, trying my best to calm my heart, I didn't want to argue anymore, I suddenly felt so tired and had no strength at all.

"No money? But Jianping said you have..." My mother looked at me incredulously, maybe seeing that my expression was firm, she changed her words and said, "Well, if that's the case, I'll see your mobile phone in your hand It's just a decoration, and no one has called you these two days, or you can give it to Jianping, Jianping is a boy after all, there are many things outside, you still need to save face, you..."

"Enough!" I interrupted my mother excitedly, looking at my mother: "How do you know that this phone is useless to me? Do you know what this phone means to me? You know whose call I am waiting for! Why is everything about me useless in your eyes! I really doubt if I am your own child! Maybe the police really got it wrong, and I am not your child at all. "

"Dandan, how can you say that?" My mother looked at me puzzled.

"When I first came back, you cried and knelt in front of me, begging me to forgive me hoarsely, saying that you would make it up to me! What happened! How did you make it up to me? Huh? How did you make it up to me? Is it your compensation for me to hand over all the things I have finally obtained this year to your son!"

I had already made up my mind to stay calm and never get excited again, but I couldn't control my emotions well.

Panting heavily, I reached out and picked up the luggage that had been put aside. Without saying a word, I turned around and opened the door without looking back, and went out.

"Dandan, where are you going in the middle of the night?" My mother hurriedly chased her out and asked.

I stopped, turned my head to look at her, and said coldly: "In your heart, you have no one else but your son, so you only need to continue to care about your son in the future. As for me, you just I have never been found, and I died in a foreign country nine years ago. So from now on, you and your son will live well, and I will live well, we will sever relations now, and we will never communicate with each other from now on."

After speaking, I turned around and rushed out of the house.

My mother kept calling "Dandan" behind me, but I didn't look back. As soon as I heard her call me "Dandan", I felt very irritable, and my pace naturally quickened.

The street lights in the shanty town were not particularly bright, and the road was not very flat. I left here in a hurry. I heard that there are always some hooligans in this area, and I also heard that people were killed in a certain alley. But I'm not scared at all now.

I walked out of that area as fast as I could, then stood in front of the bus stop in a daze.

Only then did I realize that even though I was wronged and sad in the face of such a mother and brother, I didn't shed a single tear from the beginning to the end.

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It turns out that this sentence is true.

My heart is dead, there is nothing to cry about.

I stood on the bus stop sign like a statue for a long time, but there was no bus at all. I checked the time and compared the time of the first and last bus on the bus stop sign, only to find that the time of the last bus had already passed up.

Looking at the various lines on the bus plate, I suddenly realized that in this huge city, I was a person with nowhere to go.

Finally I decided to go to Zhang Yan.

Her place may be the only place that can accommodate me.

I dragged my luggage along the road and walked towards her house step by step.

The place where Zhang Yan rented a house is far away from here, and it will take a long time to walk there.

So in the middle of the night, I was a girl, dragging my luggage, walking on the deserted streets, looking very deserted.

When I am tired from walking, I will sit on the side of the road for a while, and when I have enough rest, I will continue to move forward.

Even when I was walking, a luxury car would stop by the side of the road, roll down the window, and drive slowly beside me, and then the man inside would look at me with greedy eyes and ask, "Little boy?" Sister, can you get in the car? The price is negotiable."

I suddenly stopped my steps, squatted down, picked up a stone from the ground and smashed it hard, cursing, "Get out!"

Then the man cursed crazy and drove away.

Then I dragged my luggage and moved on.

When I got to the door of Zhang Yan’s house, I was so tired that I couldn’t even take a step. I knocked on the door and no one answered me. I guessed that she might have gone to work, so I sat at the door with my luggage and waited for her. Then I fell asleep.

I didn't wake up until someone kicked me, then rubbed my eyes, looked up, and saw Zhang Yan, who was wearing makeup, standing in front of me, then kicked me with his feet, and muttered: "This Someone's stray dog ​​came to my door."

"Sister Yan..." I called Zhang Yan softly, then threw away my luggage and stood up abruptly, hugging Zhang Yan's neck, and burst into tears.

"Sister Yan, let me live with you, I will pay half of the rent, you can take me in as a stray dog..." I hugged Zhang Yan's neck so tightly that Zhang Yan struggled to break free from me , and then cursed, saying that I was going to strangle her to death.

Zhang Yan opened the door and let me in quickly.

Walking into Zhang Yan's hut, I suddenly had a feeling that I had finally come home. This subtle feeling was really strange.

Zhang Yan said that she was tired and sleepy now, and she had no time to take care of me, and let me figure it out. Then she threw off her high heels and lay down on the bed to sleep.

I looked at the almost bright sky outside the curtains, put my luggage aside, then nestled on the small sofa beside me, and soon fell asleep.

The two of us slept like this until the afternoon. If we weren't hungry, neither of us would get up.

Then Zhang Yan made two bowls of instant noodles, then sat cross-legged across from me, looked at me and said, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

I told Zhang Yan everything about the past two days, and told her that I had decided to sever ties with them.

Zhang Yan laughed out loud when she heard this, and said that your mother and brother are also top-notch.But severing the relationship doesn't seem so simple. Even if she doesn't support you now, when you become an adult, you still have to support her. If you don't, it is a violation of the law.

"She sold me and treated me like this, why should I support her!" I stood up so excitedly that I almost spilled the instant noodles.

(End of this chapter)