Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 123 I Hope You Have a Good Life
Hearing this, I think what Ye Yaoyu told me is the truth, because combining what he said on the phone that day, plus what he just said to me, it can be matched.

"Has Brother Long admitted that these things were signaled by Su Anyu?" I asked.

"Yeah." Ye Yaoyu nodded, and said: "He has already admitted it, and said that he got a lot of benefits from Su Anyu afterwards. Su Anyu warned him to stay away and never come back. I lost all the money I had in gambling, so I wanted to come back and ask Su Anyu again, and that's when I found out his whereabouts."

"But what I don't understand is why it's me." I looked at Ye Yaoyu with a very serious expression, and looked at Ye Yaoyu with some expectation, and said, "If he wants to test you, he can find other ways. Why did he choose me? I will do it to you." After all, what is it?"

Ye Yaoyu didn't answer me right away, he seemed to be troubled by this question again, he stretched out his hand, held my face in his hands, and stared at me carefully.

I didn't dodge, stood where I was, raised my head, and let his hands hold my face, but my heart was not as calm as it looked, and I was extremely flustered.

His heart was beating like a drum, and his cheeks became more and more red, so that when he let go of me, he deliberately shook his hands, exaggeratingly saying that his hands were hot.

"You haven't answered my question yet." I stared at him and asked, I desperately longed for an answer, even if the answer was not what I wanted or what I was willing to hear, but at least I could give my heart An explanation.

"Actually, He Qiu, I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you." Ye Yaoyu put away his relaxed smile just now and replied truthfully: "If I say I like you, but I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you." Why do I like you, and why do I like you? If I say I don’t like you, but I can’t rest assured about you, when I’m free, I often think of you, thinking about what you are doing now, how are you doing. "

"From the first time I saw you when I was 12 years old, you were thin and small, and you always gave me a weak look. And I found that it's okay for you to be weak, and you are always bullied. I thought , I am a man, I should protect the weak."

"Although we didn't meet for a long time at that time, even if I go back, I still think of you from time to time, so I will read the photos and transcripts you mail every year."

"I have been thinking that if you are with my help and protection, you should be able to live better, so when I saw you go to that kind of place for money and accompany all kinds of men, I really had a kind of thought It feels like tearing you apart."

"Sometimes I really tell myself, make up my mind, leave you alone, do what you like, whether you live well or fall, it has nothing to do with me, Ye Yaoyu! But I know, I can't hate this Heart, I always have you in my heart, and I always want to know why you don't listen to my arrangements and insist on doing things that I don't like!"

I looked at Ye Yaoyu and listened to what he said. The past was like a movie, flashing before my eyes. I believe what Ye Yaoyu said was the truth, because he didn't have to lie to me. What could he lie to me? ?I have something worth cheating him.

"So He Qiu! For the time being, no matter what kind of attitude or feelings I have towards you, I hope you will be well."

"According to what you said, as long as I live a good life and study hard according to your arrangement, it should be fine for me to accept the pursuit of other boys..."

"Who said that! Don't even think about it!"

Ye Yaoyu interrupted me suddenly, his face became a little ugly, and he looked a little impatient, "Don't forget you promised me, you are mine!"

Ye Yaoyu suddenly became excited, but seeing his excited expression, I was very happy in my heart. I thought, even if he didn't like my feelings for me, it should be a special existence.

Ye Yaoyu's words just now were completely subconscious, and then he suddenly stopped himself. After thinking about it, he suddenly said to himself in a self-deprecating way: "It seems that Su Anyu understands better than I do!"

Su Anyu understood what Ye Yaoyu didn't explain, and I didn't ask.

To be honest, Su Anyu gave me a really good impression. He always greets me with a smile, and he will inadvertently help me when I am in trouble. He never flaunts how kind he is to me, but always Said to make up with me and Ye Yaoyu.

His voice is very gentle, and he has never put on airs in front of me, nor does he give people a sense of distance that is very unfamiliar and superior.He never seemed to look down on me. I have always had a good impression of him, but I never thought that he would do such a thing to me.

"That guy Su Anyu is just a smiling tiger. If you see him in the future, run away from him! Do you hear me?" Ye Yaoyu asked me again with a little worry, and I nodded quickly as I agreed.

"That's why you didn't inform Su Anyu when you came back this time, the two of you are not friends now?" I asked.

"No." Ye Yaoyu replied without thinking.

"Ye Yaoyu, can I ask you another question?" I asked tentatively, "If you don't want to answer, you don't have to answer..."

"What?" Ye Yaoyu looked at me curiously.

"That day, the girl who ate with you that day... What's the relationship between you two?" When I asked this question, I was actually very embarrassed. As I asked, my voice became smaller and smaller, and my head lowered unconsciously.

"You mean me and Luo Xi? Friends! You can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, we have known each other for many years." Ye Yaoyu returned calmly, then suddenly changed the subject and asked me with a teasing smile: "He Qiu, are you jealous? Come on!"

"I didn't!" I raised my head abruptly, looked at Ye Yaoyu with wide eyes, and loudly denied it.

"You still said no, look at you!" Ye Yaoyu completely ignored my girl's shyness, pointed to my face and said: "Look at your blushing like a monkey's butt!"

I looked at Ye Yaoyu's smug face, I was so angry that I stomped my feet, I didn't bother to pay attention to him, turned around and walked into the library.

"Why did you run away!" Ye Yaoyu smiled and ran a few steps to catch up with me, and then asked: "How about I treat you to dinner today?"

"No!" I quickened my pace and walked into the library, "I still have work to do! Go find your childhood sweetheart."

"It's okay, I'm free today anyway, I'll wait for you." Ye Yaoyu said, first I entered the library, and then found an empty seat to sit down, neither reading nor choosing books, just like an old man Sitting, arms folded, staring at me, wherever I go, his eyes follow me.

So I had nothing to do, the library teacher who was rich in "Love Scripture" mysteriously dragged me aside, and said to me with a smile: "He Qiu, you can do it, you have changed to a handsome guy so soon!"

"Teacher! I'm still a student." I looked at the teacher whose gossip spirit was burning and said with a smile.

"This person must have some memories of youth. Your feelings at this time are the most innocent." The teacher said, not forgetting to look back at Ye Yaoyu, and then said to me: "When it's time to enjoy youth, you should Enjoy it!"

(End of this chapter)