Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 127 I Owe Your Life
I looked at the woman in front of me, I didn't want to admit that she was my mother anymore, and I also felt that the word "Mom" was stuck in my throat, like a thorn in it, I couldn't swallow it or spit it out.

I looked at her with sad eyes, I was sad for myself, and I was also sad for her.I sometimes ask myself why this woman is my mother, why should I be this woman's daughter!

"Nine years ago you sold me for money! Nine years later you recognized me, so it was also for money!" I gritted my teeth and said fiercely, almost every word was squeezed out from between my teeth. , "So our mother-daughter relationship has been exhausted since the day you sold me to traffickers nine years ago! So I hope that from now on, you will stay away from me, and I will stay away from you, and we will act as if we don't know each other. Whose stranger is not good?"

When I said this, the principal showed a surprised expression. He knew that I was in an orphanage, so he would naturally think that I was an orphan. I guess what he didn't expect was that a woman who claimed to be my mother came to him today and raised unreasonable complaints. request, and I never thought that I was a child sold by her.

"Zhao Dandan, how can you be so selfish! How can you say that about me! Is it easy for me? I am a woman, and I have to support such a big family. Is it easy for me? I sold you to save your father. Your admission quota is for your younger brother, how can I be for myself at all? Tell me! Have I done anything for myself!" My mother was also excited, and yelled at me, like that Just like a shrew on the street.

She kept saying it was for this, for that, but whoever she hurt was me!Why do I have to be the one who gets hurt!

"Since you asked so confidently, let me ask you, besides selling me before and plotting against me, have you done anything for me over the years?" I looked at my mother and asked with an expression on my face. .

"I gave birth to you!" My mother replied confidently and loudly, "Would I have you without me!"

When I heard her answer, I laughed immediately, and I said I'm sorry for disappointing you, but if possible, I hope you don't give birth to me.It is better to kill me directly in the stomach than to give birth to me to suffer. In this way, I really owe you my life.

My mother heard what I said, and immediately started crying again, saying how difficult it was when she was pregnant with me, she almost died when she gave birth to me, and said that she knew that I was born so disrespectful Child, she shouldn't have given birth to me in the first place.

I watched my mother crying, but my heart was peaceful. I suddenly felt that my birth might have been a farce, a sad farce.

I saw that my mother didn't look like she was going to leave at all, and she couldn't listen to a word when she cried, so I turned around and said to the slightly embarrassed principal sitting behind the desk: "Principal, I don't think I can persuade her to leave." , call the security guard."

In the end, my mother was forcibly dragged out by two strong security guards.

She cried and struggled, like a wronged prisoner before leaving, shouting out the injustice of this world.

I stood at the door of the principal's office and watched her being dragged downstairs. I didn't turn back to the principal's office until her shouting became quieter, and apologized to the principal.

The principal asked, that person is really your biological mother.

I said maybe, that's what the police said.

The principal said that she still has your admission letter.

I said it's here, if I grab it back, she will definitely tear it up.

The principal sighed and said, fortunately, you are directly entering the high school of this school, even if you don't have an admission letter, you can still come to class.

I said thank you principal, and I went out if there was nothing to do.

As soon as I walked to the door, I put my hand on the doorknob, and suddenly remembered an old incident, so I turned my head, looked at the principal, and asked tentatively: "Principal, I have something, I don't know if I should tell you .”

The headmaster obviously has a lot of work to do today. When he heard what I said, he raised his head and asked me curiously, "What's the matter?"

"Principal, you and the dean, both of you..." I didn't know how to ask for a while, and looked at the principal with some embarrassment.

Just when I was thinking about how to ask about the relationship between the two of them, I heard the principal sigh softly, and then said: "You heard the conversation I had with her that day, didn't you..."

I nodded quickly.

"I really fell in love with her, but back then I gave up on her because of my official career... So she resented me, she married someone else, and she never forgives me until now, and I have nothing to say..." the principal said By this time, his eyes were full of exhaustion.

"Principal, do you know that the dean has a daughter?" I asked.

"I know." The headmaster nodded.

"According to me... that daughter was born before the dean got married..." I don't understand why I said this to the principal.

It may be that the dean is too wronged as a woman, and Song Yue is too innocent as a child.

Facing such a mother and such a younger brother, I even fantasized about having a real home of my own, let alone them.

Hearing my words, the principal was stunned for a few seconds, then he immediately put down his work, stood up and walked out of the office quickly. Before going out, he told me: "Remember to lock the door."

Looking at the back of the principal leaving in a hurry, I think he must have thought of something.

I don't know if Song Yue is the principal's biological daughter, and I'm just guessing, but I hope the three of them can have a happy ending.

However, I don’t have much time to express myself. Zhang Yan and the baby in her stomach are still waiting for me at home. When I think that the baby’s future fate may be the same as Song Yue’s, I may question the meaning of my birth and the value of life. When I complained about why Zhang Yan didn't have the heart to kill her back then, and even felt that I was a burden that no one liked, my heart felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

When I got home, I told Zhang Yan about the adventure I had just had in the principal's office. I originally expected her to comfort me, but after she finished listening, she only said a simple sentence: It's better not to have such a mother.

"So you have to love this baby in your womb." I sat next to Zhang Yan, reached out to touch her flat belly, and asked a little idiot, "Why didn't he kick me?"

Zhang Yan gave me a supercilious look and said, He Qiu, you really doubt how your IQ can improve your studies.

Zhang Yan said, tomorrow you will be an official high school student, how do you feel?
I said it was like a dream.I dare not think that these are all true, and I am even afraid that when I wake up, everything is false, and I have nothing but nothing.

Because my grades in the senior high school entrance examination were very good, when I was divided into classes in high school, I was directly assigned to the key class. I heard that all the students in this class were trained for the prestigious schools.

As for my origin and my past, those students who went straight to me like me knew a little bit, but those new students didn't know it at all.

I was still a little worried. I was afraid that after I joined a new group, people would dig out my past and laugh at me, bully me, belittle me, and step on me.

But a few days later, my life is still as peaceful as water. The students in the class are still studying besides reading. They never gossip about anyone. In their cognition, those things are a waste of life.

So for the first time in this class where I don't hear anything outside the window, I feel particularly relaxed. I seem to be the most ordinary high school student. I don't know how long I have been longing for such a day in my heart.

One day at noon, half a month after the start of school, I simply had lunch, and then I was doing exercises in the classroom. At this time, a classmate suddenly called me, saying that someone was looking for me.

I felt strange, so I put down my pen and left the classroom. When I saw the girl standing at the door of the classroom, smiling and waving at me, I was stunned.

I even wondered if there was something wrong with my eyes.

(End of this chapter)