Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 166 Not everything can be repeated

The moment I withdrew my hand, I saw the incredible expression on Wen Ning's face, maybe he didn't expect me to be so calm and decisive.

"He Qiu..." Wen Ning held his hand in mid-air, and kept his hand motionless for a long time. He looked at me uncertainly, "You, do you still hate me..."

I looked at Wen Ning, thought for a while, and said, "It seems unrealistic to say that I don't hold grudges. But after all, I was only 12 years old at that time, and it's easy to fall in love with someone, and it's easy to forget someone. If I treat you now No matter how much I hate you, I can't talk to you peacefully like I am now."

"He Qiu, don't be like this!" My calmness made Wen Ning a little flustered. He strode forward and reached out to hold my hand again, but I dodged it cleverly, and I dodged it again. Wen Ning's expression was a little embarrassed, "Actually, my feelings for you are true. You may not believe what I'm saying now, but my feelings for you are true..."

"Wen Ning, do you think it's still useful for you to say these words now?" I looked at Wen Ning. In fact, I didn't want to look like a resentful woman who was abandoned by others, but since he talked about this, I don't think I should To express my feelings, it seems that I am a little sorry for the knot that has been in my chest for so many years.

"Six years ago, I was only 12 years old. Looking back now, I can't believe that you really like me." I looked at Wen Ning and said, "The note you wrote to me before you left, I am I keep it close to my body every day like a baby, and I’m afraid I won’t be able to find you if I lose it, because I always remember that you told me that when I escape from there and I’m free, I can live with you. So I started Waiting for you to save me, I waited for a year, but you didn’t come, and there was no news. In the end, I escaped desperately, and went to find you according to the address on the note. The teacher at the school said that you had graduated and left I called you, but I couldn't get through, Wen Ning, at that time, I felt that I hated you."

"He Qiu...I'm sorry, I was too weak at that time, so I...I really didn't expect that one day you would leave there..." Wen Ning said with a painful expression.

"You didn't think of it? You didn't think of it! You gave me the hope and courage to leave there! You said you didn't think of it!" I looked at Wen Ning and said amusedly.

"So, our fate has been broken since then." I looked at Wen Ning, forced a smile, and said, "That was your girlfriend just now, she was pretty, and you It's also a good match, you can live a good life in the future, just pretend that we have never met each other."

"He Qiu!" Wen Ning was quick this time, grabbing my wrist, and when I was caught off guard, he dragged me into his arms and hugged me tightly, "He Qiu , you don't say that! You know I like you, always have liked you, you know, so we can start over..."

"Start again? Heh, are you kidding me?" I broke free vigorously and pushed him away. If I still had a little affection for him just now, then now I am really disappointed in him .

I felt that it would be superfluous to say a word to him now, so I took one last look at him, turned around and left without saying anything.

"He Qiu, He Qiu..."

Wen Ning kept calling my name behind me, and my footsteps became faster and faster. I thought I could untie a knot in my heart, but I didn't expect that my chest became extremely tight now.

In my mind, I kept thinking about the time when I first met Wen Ning. At that time, Wen Ning was like a ray of sunshine in the cold winter, which made me feel extra warm.

I still don’t understand why Wen Ning said he likes me, but I really liked him. At that time, he became the only spiritual support in my life. No matter what happened, I gritted my teeth and told myself, Wen Ning Ning would come to save me, Wen Ning would come to save me, but Wen Ning did not come and disappeared from then on.

I deliberately ran in front of Wen Ning today, and I don't know what kind of psychology I was out of, whether I wanted to end my knot, or just wanted him to see that the little girl he had abandoned had grown up now. grown up.

But Wen Ning just now disappointed me to the extreme, but after thinking about it, we have nothing to do with each other, so why not be disappointed?

I walked back to Feifei, Feifei stood up, stared at my face for a while, then put her hand on my shoulder, and said very boldly: "Go, go drink, you won't return if you're not drunk!"

The two of us really drank so darkly that day, Feifei cried while drinking, saying that she was really blind, she would actually fall in love with such a white-eyed wolf, she also said, He Qiu, that was your old friend just now?No matter how you look at it, you think you are a decent person, why don't you do human affairs!You really can't tell what you look like!

Feifei drank a little too much, and I didn't bother to explain my relationship with Wen Ning. In fact, I came to drink not only for Wen Ning, but I just felt sorry for myself. No matter how strong I pretended to be on the outside, I also had a weak side on the inside.

I thought this was the end with Wen Ning. One day a group of guests came, and they were said to be some high-level intellectuals, so Zhang Yan specially arranged for me to go there as a company. She said that intellectuals would be more restrained than those local tyrants. Some, besides, you are a high school student, you are the most educated person here, maybe you can chat with us.

I didn't take it seriously at the time, just grabbed a bottle of more expensive wine and went, but as soon as I entered the box, I was stunned.

There were four people in the box, and I saw Wen Ning sitting on the side at a glance.

Wen Ning obviously didn't expect to meet me here, so his expression is really uglier than eating shit.

My eyes quickly swept away from his face, then I smiled and walked over to an older man and sat down. I naturally opened the bottle of wine in my hand, poured it into a glass, and smiled. Handed it to the older man, squeezed his throat and said, "Leader, you have worked hard, I would like to toast you."

The older man just looked at me and smiled, without taking the glass of wine, and asked me, "There are four of us here, how do you know I'm the leader?"

"Hey, don't you need to talk about it? It looks like you are a leader." I smiled and passed the glass of wine forward.

The older man laughed and said that you little girl can really talk, and then he finished the glass of wine and drank it happily.

Zhang Yan is right, although they came here to play, they are still relatively well-proportioned, and even I can easily deal with the four of them by myself.

When they left, they felt that they hadn't finished playing, and they said that they would give me back the next time they came.

After I sent them away, I wanted to go back to the lounge with a tired face, but I didn't expect that Wen Ning, who had already left, came back again. Regardless of the occasion, he stretched out his hand to grab me, and then yelled at me. Roar: "He Qiu! Why are you here!"

I was hurt by his grasp, I wanted to shake off his hand but couldn't, I frowned and asked him back: "Aren't you here too!"

"Can it be the same!" This was the first time I saw Wen Ning lose his temper at me, and it was a bit scary.

"What's the difference?" I asked him back.

"Didn't you say that you are a senior in high school? Didn't you say that you are going to go to university? Why are you in this kind of place!" Wen Ning questioned me with a low growl.

I heard a wave of resentment build up in my chest, I waved my hand vigorously, shook his hand away, raised my head slightly and asked him, "Why am I in this kind of place? I am a helpless little girl who escaped from that village Finally, why do you think I can survive! Why do you say I am in such a place!"

Wen Ning was left speechless by my question, he stared at me with complicated eyes, speechless for a long time.

"Where does my tuition come from! Who pays me my living expenses? Do you know what I have experienced all these years? You don't know anything, so don't look at me like that." After finishing speaking, I Turned around and walked away without looking back.

(End of this chapter)