Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 218 You Actually Lied To Me

When Zhang Yan came to see me, I was so drunk that I almost lost my mind. According to what Zhang Yan said afterwards, when I saw her, I rushed to hug her without saying a word, and kept asking her how inferior I was to others!
What a job is not a job!What job is not to survive!Who the hell has a situation like mine and can stand on the avenue clean and pure, drink the northwest wind, ask kind people for mercy and relief, and live a lifetime, I'm fucking her!

Who the hell doesn't want to live a good life and be a good woman!Do I have that condition?Which woman is willing to deal with men to make this kind of money!You go and ask, you go and ask, which sister has no story behind it, which sister has no heartache, no matter how hard it is for us to face those men, we have to laugh!It doesn't matter if you smile badly!Because we can only get them to take money out of their pockets voluntarily if we work so hard!
What happened to the money!Is this money dirty?Dirty money can keep us alive!Why do some people always like to look down on others from the highest point of morality, and then point fingers at others, point fingers, and make irresponsible remarks?Can't he just live his own life?

Why is a person like me not qualified to like others, and why is it my fault that someone likes them?

Zhang Yan said that I was still aggrieved at the time, chattering, crying and shouting like a crazy woman. Finally, with the help of other staff, I was dragged into the lounge and thrown aside on the sofa superior.

Say I'm drunk, but I feel that my heart hurts more than ever!
It is said that alcohol can numb the nerves, but it seems to have no effect on me.

After I ran to the bathroom and vomited a few times, I became fully awake, nestled on the sofa, my eyes were dazed, and my whole body was empty.

Zhang Yan didn't say anything, sat beside me, and silently handed me a cigarette.

I took the cigarette, lit it uncoordinatedly, and took a deep breath.

Now I suddenly understand why so many people like smoking. Although it is harmful to the body, it is indeed a good way to relieve people when they are upset.

"Sister Yan, Ye Yaoyu and I are finished." I squatted on the sofa indecently, holding the cigarette between two fingers, watching the white smoke rise from the cigarette butt, and said while exhaling the white smoke from my mouth.

"It's really over?" Zhang Yan also lit one, and asked me leisurely, "Are you sure?"

"Sure." I nodded, "Anyway, being together is full of disasters, so it's better to be separated and live more easily."

I don't know if it was the effect of alcohol, but I felt like my head was about to burst. I supported my head with one hand, looked at Zhang Yan, and asked, "Don't you ask me why?"

"Don't ask, if the pressure is far greater than the ability to bear, it may not be a bad thing to separate." Zhang Yan didn't look at me. After saying this, she took a puff of cigarette, and then put out the remaining half of the cigarette in the ashtray Here, I said to me that you should take a break, and then went out, leaving me alone in the lounge.

I know she wants me to be quiet, and I also think about whether my decision will not regret it in the future.

After removing all the strength I pretended to be strong, my tears kept flowing down my cheeks until my vision was blurred, until my brain was crying until it lacked oxygen, until my heart was so painful that it began to numb.

Every time I managed to hold back my tears, but when I thought that I would never meet Ye Yaoyu in the future, I couldn't control myself again and burst into tears.

I don't know how long I cried. Anyway, the cigarette butt that burned to the end burned my fingers, and I woke up.

Throwing the cigarette butt into the ashtray, he fell powerlessly on the sofa, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Suddenly, I heard a loud noise from outside, as if someone wanted to break in, but Zhang Yan blocked the door and refused to let in.

"This is our place to rest. If you want to spend money here, please go to the private room." Zhang Yan said.

"Get out of the way! I know she's in there!"

This is Ye Yaoyu's voice. When I heard this voice, my heart skipped a beat. My first reaction was to be stunned. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to see him, I didn't want to see him look at me The desperate look in his eyes, and he didn't want to call himself a bitch against his will and force him to leave him.

But the door of the lounge is about to be smashed, even if I don't want to, I still have to face him.

So I took a deep breath, wiped my tears with my hands, stood up, immediately put on my usual professional smile on my face, walked to the door, and stretched out my hand to open the door .

Ye Yaoyu outside the door was still entangled with Zhang Yan, when I opened the door, both of them were stunned.

"Ye Yaoyu, why are you here?" I was surprised and asked in a very happy tone.

God knows how hard it was to squeeze this smile out, but the moment my eyes met Ye Yaoyu's cold eyes, I almost couldn't hold back my tears.

Zhang Yan looked at me very surprised, although I told her that Ye Yaoyu and I were done, but she didn't know the details, so seeing me like this, she turned and left without saying anything.

Ye Yaoyu glanced at me coldly, did not answer my question, but grabbed me, led me into the lounge, and then closed the door of the lounge with a bang.

"Ye Yaoyu, what's the matter with you?" I put my hands behind my back, clenched my fists tightly, my nails dug deep into my flesh, but the expression on my face was still trying my best to appear innocent.

Ye Yaoyu's face was dark, his brows were furrowed, and he stared at me fiercely with a pair of cold eyes. He didn't speak for a long time. His eyes looked angry and hurt, like a lion trying to hold back its anger.

"Why don't you talk anymore?" I didn't want this silent atmosphere to continue, so I asked pretending to be innocent.

"He Qiu, I suddenly realized that I don't seem to know you anymore!" Ye Yaoyu gritted his teeth and said fiercely, took a step forward, looked me in the eyes and asked, "Where did you go a few days ago?" !"

"I didn't go anywhere..." As soon as I opened my mouth to answer, Ye Yaoyu suddenly took another step towards me and asked, "Really?"

Looking at Ye Yaoyu's forbearance expression, I felt extremely sad, the smile on my face could no longer hold up, and I said weakly to him: "I really didn't go anywhere..."

"He Qiu, I really didn't expect that you would start talking to me one day!" Ye Yaoyu looked at me distressed and desperate and said, "It's only a few days! Do I need to remind you? Cruise party! "

"..." I widened my eyes, looked at him pretending to be surprised, and opened my mouth without speaking.

"I sent you a message, and I said you don't want to participate! You replied me well! But why did you go, why did you go!" Ye Yaoyu suddenly lost control of his emotions when he said this, "You Tell me, is someone forcing you to go!"

"I, I really didn't go..."

"Still lying!" Ye Yaoyu excitedly took out his mobile phone from his arms, pulled out the photo, brought it to my eyes, and shouted: "What is this? Huh? He Qiu, you come and tell me, what is this?" What is it!"

Ye Yaoyu roared angrily, and then slammed the phone down on the ground.

I subconsciously reached out to pick it up, but I didn't catch it. I squatted down, picked up the phone, and looked at the photo on it. Although I sent it to Ye Yaoyu, at this moment, it looked like a sharpened dagger , stabbed hard into my heart.

(End of this chapter)