Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 237 I Can't Understand Myself More and More
"You are crazy!"

Zhang Yan suddenly opened her mouth and scolded me loudly, "He Qiu, are you out of your mind? You left Ye Yaoyu because of him! If he doesn't know the inside story, he can play with his temper, but what about you! Don't you know the ins and outs of the matter? ? What are you doing!"

I looked at Zhang Yan's furious face, but my mood was surprisingly calm.

I just used the word "reception" on purpose because I think it's the word that best describes what's going on now and what's going to happen.

"Sister Yan, tell me! What else can I do besides doing this now! I feel that everything I do is wrong, I feel that my life is a joke, I try so hard to make myself feel better, but Every decision I make is wrong!"

My emotions began to get a little out of control again. I clearly wanted to speak well, but when I opened my mouth, I became hysterical, so that I realized that I shouldn't be like this after I finished shouting.

"Sister Yan, tell me, if I continue like this, will I become mentally ill?" I looked at Zhang Yan in fear, because I found that I couldn't control myself more and more now.

"You think too much." Zhang Yan sighed softly, walked over, and stroked my hair with her hands, "Isn't there an old saying that sickness comes like a mountain and goes away like silk. Your illness The doctor also said that it has a lot to do with your childhood experience, but it was not obvious at that time, and we didn't understand what the disease was, which made the disease more and more serious over time. Now we know, we Just cooperate with the treatment well, and we try to think of some happy things..."

"Is there anything else I can be happy about now?" I looked at Zhang Yan with despair, and murmured, "The only thing I am happy about now is that I am not desperate enough to have the courage to commit suicide, so I can survive , this should be considered a good thing.”

Even if the two of us sit together and sigh, the world will not change because of you, only you can change.

In the evening, I put on a sexy short skirt, put on bright red lipstick, sat on the sofa, and quietly waited for Ye Yaoyu to pick me up.

When the phone rang next to me, I trembled all over, my heart beat unknowingly, and I was so nervous that even the hand holding the phone trembled.

"Hi." I said softly when I connected to the phone.

"Come down!" Ye Yaoyu's cold voice came from the phone, and then hung up the phone without saying a word.

I looked at the phone and felt my body trembling obviously. It was not the first time I had done this with a guest, but I knew very well what kind of ending I would face today.

"Are you really going?" Zhang Yan looked at me nervously.

"If I still have a little value to Ye Yaoyu now, I am willing to dedicate my value to him." I looked straight ahead and said in a daze: "I am afraid that I have no value at all. It’s even more worthless.”

"Why do you think so." Zhang Yan frowned and looked at me, "He Qiu, I can't understand you more and more."

"Actually, I don't understand myself either." I took a deep breath, suppressed the tears rolling in my eyes, and said choked up: "Ever since I got sick, I feel that I am a very strange person. I don't seem to have any The momentum of the past is gone, and I even feel incredible to myself before, how did I use such weak shoulders to resist today! But now that I have grown up, I have collapsed..."

Tears finally flowed down uncontrollably. In order not to damage the makeup, I quickly wiped off the tears with a tissue, and then took a few deep breaths to calm down the excitement just now. I smiled and said to Zhang Yan: "Since I entered In this business, I have to take this step sooner or later, in fact, as long as I pass this hurdle, I may not care about anything in the future, maybe my star journey will still be flat!"

Zhang Yan didn't say anything anymore, she just asked me if I had any medicine with me, and if I couldn't accept it, I would come back, don't force myself.

I smiled and nodded.

When I got downstairs, I saw Ye Yaoyu's car parked at the door, walked straight over, opened the door, and got in.

"So slow." Ye Yaoyu who was sitting next to me frowned and looked at me.

I smiled lightly and said, "It's better to dress up nicely."

After I finished saying this, I saw Ye Yaoyu looking sideways at me for a long time from the corner of my eye, then turned around and said to the driver: "Drive."

Ye Yaoyu took me to a private club, this is not the first time for me to come here, the last time Xue Tao took me here, it was here that I met Boss Dong for the first time.

"Remember to behave well." Ye Yaoyu said to me expressionlessly.

"I know." I replied lightly.

Pushing open the door of the box, I saw Boss Dong sitting there bored and drinking, seeing Ye Yaoyu and me coming, a fake smile appeared on his face immediately.

"Boss Ye is really punctual. He doesn't even come a minute early." Boss Dong leaned on the sofa, crossed his legs, held a glass of wine in his hand, looked at Ye Yaoyu with a smile and said, his words were full of sarcasm.

"Boss Dong said that punctuality is the most basic principle of our businessmen." Ye Yaoyu responded with a smile. Although he didn't refute, at least he didn't let him slap him in the face at will.

"Oh, He Qiu is here too." Boss Dong's gaze passed Ye Yaoyu and looked straight at me.

"Yes, Boss Dong, I heard that you miss me, can I not come?"

The moment my eyes met with Boss Dong's, a bright smile appeared on my face. I'm already familiar with this kind of face-changing within a second.

I smiled at Boss Dong, but I still stood behind Ye Yaoyu, which showed that I belonged to Ye Yaoyu, without his orders, the most I could do was to be polite to him and smile at him .

"Look at He Qiu's sweet mouth." As Boss Dong said, he raised his arms and waved to me, "Come on, drink with me. I heard you did it in a nightclub before. I want to see it. You How do you usually accompany people?"

I smiled at Boss Dong, but still didn't move. It wasn't until the smile on Boss Dong's face stiffened and he looked at Ye Yaoyu with displeasure in his eyes that Ye Yaoyu walked over with a smile, sat down on the sofa next to him generously, lifted his Raising one arm, I tactfully sat beside Ye Yaoyu, and then his arm wrapped around my waist, embracing me vaguely.

"Boss Dong, we are here to discuss business today, we are all drunk, how can we sign the contract." Ye Yaoyu said while moving his hand back and forth restlessly around my waist.

"Boss Ye, it seems that you came here today without any sincerity!" Boss Dong's face suddenly became gloomy, "I thought you brought this girl here because you really wanted to cooperate with me, but now I see Come on, we don't need to talk anymore!"

"It's just a woman, why should Boss Dong get angry?" Ye Yaoyu said, then winked at me, and I quickly took out the contract that Ye Yaoyu gave me in the car before.

"This woman...has something to do with me." Boss Dong said coldly.

"He Qiu, it seems that Boss Dong is not happy, go and accompany Boss Dong." Ye Yaoyu said, and patted my waist with his hand.

(End of this chapter)