Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 248 It's time to let go
Ye Yaoyu's words pierced my heart, although the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe, but I still imagined that, like a moth, I would rush to the flame and burn myself in the raging fire.

When Ye Yaoyu approached, I didn't dodge, but quietly closed my eyes.

The moment his lips touched mine, I felt as if my soul was being sucked away. His kisses and his movements didn't show a trace of pity. On the contrary, it was like how much hatred was vented on me. body like.

I didn't dodge or dodge, and silently endured his "rudeness", and even hooked my arms around his neck, and took the initiative to put my body close to him.

Right now, I just want to give myself to Ye Yaoyu with all my heart, as for other things, I will talk about it later.

Being able to give him my first time, even if I understand my wish, I have fulfilled my promise to him.

Ye Yaoyu pressed me against the wall, and I could clearly feel that his breathing became short of breath, his body began to heat up, and the primitive impulse and desire of human beings had begun to occupy his reason.

After the crazy kiss, Ye Yaoyu stretched out his arms, picked me up by the waist, quickly walked into the bedroom, and threw me on the bed.

The body sank deep into the mattress, and was bounced up again, and then Ye Yaoyu's body pressed over, he kissed me passionately, while tearing my clothes with his hands, his hot lips moved on my body , like clusters of flames, ignite my body.

I kept making small groans from my mouth, and my body began to twist unconsciously. At this time, I felt that I was very strange, as if there were many ants crawling in my body, itching, uncomfortable, and I really wanted to be released .

Just when my desire reached its peak, Ye Yaoyu stopped all his movements. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him with blurred eyes, not understanding why he stopped.

"Did you behave like this under that Dong's body? It's indeed very tempting. No wonder that Dong is still thinking about you!" Ye Yaoyu looked at me with a sneer, and turned from me He got off his body and stood by the bed, while arranging the clothes on his body, he looked at me like looking at garbage.

"Just one thing, I couldn't figure it out. Since he likes you so much, why didn't he make you famous? But I have to thank him for not making you famous, otherwise you wouldn't come to beg me, and I wouldn't have the chance to see you This is what it looks like now."

Ye Yaoyu tidied up his clothes, glanced at me who was still lying on the bed, motionless like a dead person, and said coldly: "You really don't interest me, so don't do anything about it in the future." It's tempting. But you are still very valuable to me now, and I will not abandon you when you are still valuable, so you should work hard to make yourself more valuable! Don't forget, In our contract, it clearly stipulates how much money you must earn for me before you can be free!"

After Ye Yaoyu finished speaking, he turned around and walked out of the bedroom resolutely. Watching his figure disappear at the door, I looked away dully, staring at the ceiling in a daze, my mind was empty, my throat seemed to be blocked by something It gets dry, tight, and unbearable.

His chest was so stuffy, it felt like he was going to die.

Sadness, despair, sadness, regret, all kinds of emotions are intertwined, like a ferocious beast ramming in my body, trying to find an outlet to vent out.

Tears were completely uncontrollable at this moment, blurring his vision.

I raised my arms, covered my eyes with my hands, shielded everything around me, and began to cry silently.

I thought we still had a chance to make amends, I thought we could resolve everything with love.But it was only when things came to an end that I realized that some scars cannot be healed in a lifetime, and some injuries cannot be forgotten just by forgetting.

What stands between Ye Yaoyu and me is more than a simple thorn.

I cried very sadly, and I thought, since there is no chance, I should just cry to my heart's content. After crying, I am no longer the one who is always troubled by feelings.

I was exhausted from crying, and when I finished venting my emotions and the tears finally stopped, I slowly sat up from the bed, lowered my head, and silently arranged my clothes and hair.

Then I pulled out the suitcase I brought when I moved, packed all my supplies, and pulled the suitcase out of the bedroom.

The light in the living room was still on, and the whole house was as quiet as if I was the only one. I subconsciously glanced in the direction of the study, stared at the closed door for a long time, then carried my luggage, leave the house.

This is not my home, and I don't belong here. I will only make myself feel more depressed here. After going through this, I can't continue to be in the same room with him calmly. It's like a cage, which makes me feel asphyxia.

When I returned to the house I used to rent, it was already past one o'clock in the morning, and Zhang Yan had already fallen asleep, but was woken up by the sound of me entering the door.

"He Qiu? Why are you back?" Although Zhang Yan asked, the first subconscious action was to reach out and take my luggage.

"I think it's better to go home and live here." I took a look at the place, although it was small, it was warm.

"You and Ye Yaoyu quarreled?" Zhang Yan looked at my face and asked with a frown.

I looked at Zhang Yan, smiled weakly, and said, "It might be a good thing if we can quarrel."

As I said that, I poured myself a large glass of water, and then drank it down in one breath. The feeling of chilling my heart is so refreshing!

"He Qiu, there are some things that you should let go of. You should let it go. If you can't let go, you are the only one who will be tortured." Zhang Yan pushed my luggage back to my original room, then came over, and mixed a glass of wine for me. Warm water was handed to me, "It's better to drink warm water, it's good for your health."

"Sister Yan, I understand what you said, and I want to persuade myself to let it go, but there are some things that don't hit the wall and don't give up. I always give myself some unrealistic fantasies, so when I face reality, my heart can't let it go. It will hurt so much."

I took the water glass Zhang Yan handed me and drank another glass.

Sure enough, although warm water is not as refreshing as cold water, it will make the body feel comfortable.

"It's good to come back to live. I feel lonely living alone." Zhang Yan patted my shoulder and told me to go to bed quickly, saying that my eyes were swollen, and that as an actor, I should keep this face Always beautiful is the most important thing.

For my leaving quietly, Ye Yaoyu didn't react at all, and he didn't ask me to go back. Even if he asked me to go to his office, he would always act as if he was doing business.

My heart gradually became hard under repeated blows and heavy injuries. It seemed to be covered with a layer of hard armor, hiding the softest part inside. From now on, I will never Allow someone to hurt it, destroy it, trample it.

Not long after, the first film in my life officially started shooting. I took my luggage and moved into the crew with Xue Tao and Zhang Yan, and started another journey in my life.

(End of this chapter)