Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 299
At this moment, I have to think in the worst direction, although I especially don't want it to be so.

I don't want to think that way at all, and I don't want to be a dead end, but my emotions have begun to get out of control, and I feel that there is a voice in my heart telling me, reminding me that Zhao Jianping's death is related to me, and I killed Zhao Jianping murderer.

Realizing this, I hurriedly pushed Ye Yaoyu away and got off the sofa. Ye Yaoyu thought I was about to do something radical again, so he hurriedly followed.

"He Qiu, what's wrong with you?" Ye Yaoyu frowned and followed me.

I don't want to say a word now, my mind is full of uncontrollable thoughts, I use the remaining rationality to dig out the medicine from the bag, and take it quickly.

Seeing me take the medicine, Ye Yaoyu snatched the medicine bottle from my hand, frowning and carefully looked at the information on the medicine bottle.

"Ye Yaoyu..." I turned around, looked at Ye Yaoyu, and murmured to him, "My depression...may have relapsed..."

Ye Yaoyu looked at me seriously, the hand holding the medicine bottle trembled slightly because of too much force.

After a while, Ye Yaoyu stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, hugged me, and whispered in my ear: "It's okay, I'll take you to the hospital right now!"

Although the sky outside the window is already bright, it is only five o'clock after all, and there are still a few hours before work time.

On the way Ye Yaoyu drove me to the hospital, I embarrassedly called my attending doctor.

After listening to my general situation, the doctor said that he would go there now, and told me not to worry, and I must not be emotional.

When we arrived at the hospital, there were already many people coming in and out of the gate of the hospital. Only then did I realize that because Ye Yaoyu and I were in a hurry to go out, we didn’t wear sunglasses or hats. If we just walked in like this, It's easy to spot.

Seeing that I was so hesitant, Ye Yaoyu got out of the car generously, walked around the body, opened the door on my side, and said to me in a commanding tone: "Get out of the car!"

"But……"

"No but! Now your illness is the most important thing!" Ye Yaoyu frowned, stretched out his hand to grab my wrist, and dragged me out of the car. From this moment on, he held my hand and never again separate.

"Ye Yaoyu is like this, it's easy to be photographed." I followed Ye Yaoyu, his hand was tightly held, and I said worriedly.

"Now you just need to think about how to control your emotions, and you don't have to worry about the rest." Ye Yaoyu said, holding my hand, and walked into the hospital openly.

According to people today, Ye Yaoyu's looks are too high, even if he doesn't need to deliberately, he can quickly attract the attention of others wherever he goes, but Ye Yaoyu seldom shows up, so many people probably think he is handsome, but they don't know Who is he and what is his status.

When everyone noticed Ye Yaoyu, they would subconsciously go to me who was walking beside him. I was really afraid that they would recognize me, so I kept my head down, and the tension in my heart continued to intensify. I always felt like I was going out in a hurry It's all my fault for bringing unnecessary trouble to Ye Yaoyu.

"Hold your head up, hold your chest high, you haven't done anything wrong." Ye Yaoyu tilted his head and whispered in my ear, "I hope to see the old He Qiu who is brave enough to face everything."

Hearing his words, I raised my head in surprise, looked at Ye Yaoyu, and at this time he was also looking at me, the moment our eyes met, I suddenly felt a warm current flow into my chest, so I slightly curled the corners of my lips , looked at him, and said thank you to him in my heart, everything should be said without words.

My primary doctor came very quickly, and then he gave me some tests and chatted with me, asked me how I was feeling at the time, and asked me what dreams I had and whether it was related to the recent stress of work and life.

In the end, the doctor came to the conclusion that my depression did recur, but it was not serious, and it was still under control, so I suggested that I take a break, try to keep myself away from right and wrong, go out for a trip, and relax. Adhere to taking medicine every day, it is estimated that the situation will improve after a period of time.

After returning from the hospital, Ye Yaoyu drove me back home, during which Xue Tao called me a few more times, and I told him that I had gone to the hospital and was on my way home, and asked him to wait for me.

When I got home, Ye Yaoyu handed me over to Xue Tao, and then went back to the company. After all, he is also very busy now, so it is impossible for him to spend a lot of time with me.

I nestled on the sofa, bent my knees, wrapped my arms around my calves, watched him leave in a hurry, and I knew that the dream I had all night was over.

"What's going on?" Xue Tao came to my side and asked with concern while peeling an apple for me.

So I told Xue Tao the ins and outs of the matter, including the police looking for me, Zhao Jianping's death, my mother's madness, and my depression relapse.

After Xue Tao listened, he was silent for a while, then took out my recent schedule, looked at the arrangement and time above, and said to me seriously: "Take a break, there are some unnecessary programs, I will recommend them to you." Fortunately, we haven't finalized which TV series or movie to choose during this period of time, so it's fine to just reject it."

I looked at Xue Tao gratefully, and I knew that even if I insisted on doing the show now, my state might have the opposite effect.

"Go to sleep, you didn't sleep well yesterday." Xue Tao looked at me distressedly and said.

I leaned on the sofa and shook my head feebly, "I don't want to sleep, as soon as I close my eyes, I can see Zhao Jianping's iron blue face."

"Then what do you want to eat?" Xue Tao asked.

"I don't have much appetite, I don't want to eat." I looked at Xue Tao and replied truthfully, now that Zhang Yan is not here, he is the only one I can trust and rely on.

It's just a pity that he is a man, otherwise I really want to hug him and seek some courage from him.

In order to help me recover as soon as possible, both Ye Yaoyu and Xue Tao asked me not to surf the Internet, not to watch entertainment news, not to read comments, and I must maintain a good attitude.

After Xue Tao helped me get rid of work, he originally wanted to take me on a long trip. Just like the doctor suggested, look more at the blue sky and the vast grasslands, let yourself be more open, and open your heart at the same time. When the heart knot.

But I have always been concerned about Zhao Jianping's case, so I want to wait until the case has a result before leaving.

I stayed at home like this for a few days, completely isolated from the outside world, listening to music and doing yoga every day. Even if I didn’t, I still couldn’t sleep or eat, but my mood improved a lot.

A week later, Zhang Yan, who had been relaxing outside, came back suddenly, and the first thing she said when she saw me was: "He Qiu, are you pregnant?"

(End of this chapter)