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Chapter 305 My Confession
I was flustered by Ye Yaoyu's kiss, but I enjoyed it at the same time.

He is willing to take the initiative to kiss me and express his sincerity. Does it mean that the gap between us is not as deep as it used to be?
We, there is still a possibility of reconciliation...

I was thinking about this, when I suddenly felt my lips lighten, Ye Yaoyu's lips left mine, frowned, sighed helplessly, and said: "Kissing is so inattentive, are you mocking me for not being good at kissing?" ?”

Seeing that Ye Yaoyu wanted to keep a distance from me, I hurriedly stretched out my hands, grabbed him, and asked anxiously and nervously, "Ye Yaoyu, you still have me in your heart, right? You still like me, right? We, we You can go back to the past, right?"

The emotion rose for a while, and I didn't think about it carefully, so I asked urgently. In fact, I regretted it a little after I finished asking, but I have already said the words, and it is impossible to take them back, so I can only Persevere, and pray in my heart that he can give me an answer that makes me not so disappointed.

"Back to the past? Do you think we can still go back?" Ye Yaoyu listened to my question, looked at me for a long time before speaking, "Whether it's you or me now, it's not you and me in the past , we have all changed."

"Maybe we have all changed compared to the past, but my love for you has never changed!" At this time, I don't want to think about it so much, I just want to make it clear to him that my feelings for him are actually It hasn't changed at all.

"Is it still useful for you to tell me this now?" Ye Yaoyu looked at me with a little indifference and said, "Back then, I wanted to keep you so much, but you turned your back on me."

"Can't you give me another chance?" I looked at Ye Yaoyu demandingly, "Back then... I, I also had unavoidable difficulties... But you believe me, I really have nothing to do with that Dong... "

"I know." Ye Yaoyu smiled faintly at me, "If you two really have something to do with each other, do you think you still have a chance to stand in front of me and tell me this?"

As Ye Yaoyu said, he raised his hand, gently stroked my cheek with his slender fingers, raised his eyebrows and said, "I have the character of revenge."

"Then, what do you mean..." I opened my eyes wide and stared at Ye Yaoyu closely.

"I don't mean anything!" Ye Yaoyu patted my cheek, then withdrew his hand, "Although you didn't betray me physically, you abandoned me mentally."

"I..." I was about to explain, but Ye Yaoyu interrupted me before I finished speaking.

"Don't say that you had a hard time at the time and left because you had no choice!" At this moment, Ye Yaoyu could already see a little sadness in the eyes he looked at me, "Your decision may have been for my own good, but why didn't you Do you know how disappointed I was when I asked my opinion and made my own decision, and broke up with me with such a lame excuse?"

"I'm sorry... I thought it was good for you... Now it seems that I was wrong... However, I also have something in my heart, I want to tell you..." I looked at Ye Yaoyu and murmured, " I thought doing that would make you angry, let you down on me, and make you hate me, so that at least when we separated, your hatred for me should be far greater than my feelings for me, so it should be soon after separation Just forget about our relationship and get back to your normal life."

"At that time, I would think of you inadvertently, and then I felt a pain in my chest, very sad, and even had the urge to look for you, but as long as I thought that being with you might affect and hurt you, I would try my best I tried my best to suppress this kind of thought, and even kept telling myself in my heart that what I did was so great, and it was also a sacrifice for love. I will bear all the suffering, and I will bear all the infamy, ha ha... isn't it? It’s very silly, but that’s how I really hypnotized myself at the time.”

"At that time, I thought that meeting was our last farewell. I never thought that we would have intersections in the future. But when we met again, I realized that my previous efforts were in vain. , I can't forget you at all, and I can't forget my feelings for you, so I test you again and again, imagining that you can respond to me, imagining you telling me that you can't forget the feelings you once had, I hope we can start again. But I know, these are just my fantasies, and the emotional damage I have done to you cannot be healed with a word or two of sorry."

"I'm sorry... I still want to say this sentence, no matter what the reason is, I broke into your life again, appeared in your field of vision, and shamelessly expressed my heart to you again and again, and I hope you can Respond to me. I know that doing so will cause a lot of trouble, so, sorry, I will restrain myself in the future, and I will never do anything to trouble you again."

Facing Ye Yaoyu calmly speaking these words that were suppressed in my heart, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed in my chest, and sighed softly. Although I didn't express all my thoughts because my thoughts were a little messy, I was able to say to him With these words, I am already very satisfied.

When I looked up at Ye Yaoyu again, I felt that my whole body was relaxed, not as heavy as before, and the eyes looking at him became clearer.

"I'm sorry, boss, for taking you so long. I'm going out first." I was about to turn around to look at the door, when I suddenly remembered something, then turned around and stood in front of me again, without saying a word from the beginning to the end. , Ye Yaoyu, who just stared at me, said: "Now that Zhao Jianping's case has come to an end, I don't have such a heavy burden on my heart, so I think it should be fine for me to return to work now."

After speaking, I nodded slightly to Ye Yaoyu, turned around and opened the office door, ready to leave.

When I just opened the door, Ye Yaoyu's hand suddenly stretched out from me and pressed against the door panel, so the door closed again with a "bang".

I turned my head to look at Ye Yaoyu strangely, and saw him standing behind me, tilting his head, looking down at me, frowning slightly, his eyes were bright and fierce, which made people feel a little bit scared.

"Does a person talk a lot to himself, leave after he finishes speaking, and don't care about the audience's feelings?" Ye Yaoyu stared at me closely with his dark eyes. This kind of eyes makes people feel ashamed as soon as they make contact with me. Unavoidably, my heart was beating wildly, and I felt like a deer was beating wildly.

(End of this chapter)