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Chapter 317 You Are Brainwashed

Yes, Zhang Yan is right!I can't underestimate Li Eunjoong, and I never underestimated him.When a person has been running on the crazy road for a long time, he can really do any terrible things.

I know that all of this is just the beginning, and the snatching of the show and the endorsement is just a disdainful way to snatch it. Later, I gradually began to lose my job, and even the gossip news on the Internet could not see my name.

Gradually, I began to fade out of the public eye, and many of my fans even left messages on my Weibo, asking if I had taken a break from acting, or if I was really pregnant and had a baby at home.

Holding my mobile phone in my hand, I wanted to tell them, I want to work, I have been working very hard, but I was "blocked".

But I can't say these words to them, I can only take it as acquiescing, hold back, and don't reply a single one.

Ye Yaoyu is busy with company affairs now, so he has no extra ability to take care of me. He said that if I don't have a job for the time being, it will be treated as he gave me a long vacation and asked me to go on vacation. Let me relax.

Now is such a critical moment, how can it be the time to go on vacation.

I know that it is very difficult for Ye Yaoyu now. The project that was infiltrated by Li Enzhong before began to expose more and more problems, and this project has been in operation for the past few years, and it has become the largest project in Ye Yaoyu's company. It is an exaggeration to say that if this project collapses, then Ye Yaoyu's company will also collapse.

Although I was very anxious in my heart, I had to pretend to be calm and indifferent on the surface. Occasionally, when chatting with other artists in the company, I would encourage them to believe in the strength of the boss.

But not everyone believes in Ye Yaoyu like I do. Due to various reasons such as the company's downturn and limited development, another batch of well-known actors have quit.

Seeing that the company is about to become a mess, I feel more and more anxious, because I think about these things every day, so I can't sleep almost all night.

Seeing my current situation, Zhang Yan advised me to pay more attention to rest and not to think too much. She was worried that my newly recovered illness would recur again.

That is, from this time on, I can borrow Li Enzhong's phone almost every day.

Every time Li Enzhong would talk on the phone about what he had done to Ye Yaoyu's company's project, and would ask me when I would leave Ye Yaoyu, should I wait until Ye Yaoyu is completely bankrupt and has nothing left?

Or, would I rather keep some great love vow than sacrifice Ye Yaoyu's career?

Sometimes he would talk to me about how difficult it is for a man to start a business from scratch, not to mention that Ye Yaoyu still has obstacles in front of him. A little ruined by me.

Every time Li Enzhong didn't talk much, he only talked for a minute or two.But these two minutes were enough to stimulate my brain nerves, and even at the end, I hung up the phone without waiting for Li Enzhong to finish speaking, and then threw the phone away.

Seeing that my spirit was getting worse and worse, Zhang Yan confiscated my mobile phone several times and firmly refused me to answer calls from Li Enzhong.I also made up my mind, thinking to let him say anything, I just love Ye Yaoyu, I just want to be with him, as long as Ye Yaoyu doesn't dislike me, I will definitely not leave him first.

But every time the phone rings, I can't control myself at all, and I have to answer the phone when I say anything.No matter how much Zhang Yan scolded me, she couldn't stop me.

"He Qiu, you can really persevere."

When I picked up the phone again, I heard Li Enzhong's exclamation with laughter.

"Just because you love Ye Yaoyu, Ye Yaoyu will be punished now. Do you think your love has made him or ruined him?" Seeing that I was silent, Li Enzhong continued.

I squatted on the sofa, holding the phone with both hands, and pressed it tightly to my ears. After hearing what he said, my body began to tremble uncontrollably.

With quick eyes and quick hands, Zhang Yan snatched the phone from me, hung up, and threw it aside.

"Sister Yan..." I looked at Zhang Yan and said with a painful face, "You let me listen to what he said!"

"What are you listening to! Do you have a tendency to be masochistic? You clearly know that what he said is to stimulate you, but you still take the initiative to let him stimulate you!" Zhang Yan was so angry that she almost poked my butt with her finger. forehead.

"However, sometimes, I think what he said is quite reasonable..." I sat back on the sofa again and murmured: "The difficulties Ye Yaoyu is encountering now are all caused by me... If I Not by his side, if I hadn't insisted on staying by his side, he might not have encountered such a thing at all, maybe the company has done a lot now..."

"What do you say!"

Zhang Yan sat beside me, handed me a glass of water, put the medicine bottle into my hand, and said, "It's time to take medicine!"

I looked at Zhang Yan, and then began to take the medicine obediently.

About two months ago, my mental state was not very good. I couldn’t sleep every day, and I was irritable when I watched everything. Especially after answering Li Enzhong’s phone call, I would have a deep feeling of self-loathing, and even I feel that it is because of me that I ruined Ye Yaoyu who could have been better.

Because I was afraid that my thoughts would start to develop uncontrollably again, so I took the initiative to see a doctor, and then under the doctor's guidance, I started to take medicine.

"Sister Yan, tell me, is what Li Enzhong said right? In fact, I was Ye Yaoyu's disaster. Just because he knew me, he was a good young master from a rich family and turned into what he is today! I saw him yesterday. , seems to be much thinner than before."

After taking the medicine, I held the water glass and played it in my hand. I seemed to be talking casually, but my heart was terribly uncomfortable. After only two words, my eye sockets began to moisten.

"When did you start to think that what Li Enzhong said was right! You have been brainwashed by him!" Zhang Yan gave me a hard look, "Whether it is suitable or not for two people to be together, other people's opinions don't count, only You know best in your heart. Just like the shoes on our feet, only your feet know best whether they fit or not.”

"I understand what you're saying..." I turned my head, looked at Zhang Yan blankly, and said to her, "The problem I have to face now is not whether we are suitable or not, but whether we are suitable or not. Because my matter has completely affected Ye Yaoyu's life and career...so, I kind of want to give up..."

(End of this chapter)