Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 344 Don't Leave Me

Zhang Yan's words hit me like a thunderbolt, and I jumped up and stood up, holding the phone tightly with both hands, and confirmed it again: "What did you say?"

"He Qiu, come to the hospital quickly, Yuanyuan's condition has deteriorated, and he is being rescued now..." Zhang Yan's eager voice was full of sadness, my heart skipped a beat, and then I panicked.

Zhang Yan's personality is already very calm, and she doesn't panic when she changes, but it's not hard to hear from her tone of voice just now, and she is already panicking at this moment.

"I'll go right now!"

After hanging up the phone, I quickly got into the car, but because I was really panicked, I only turned on the ignition a few times, and then I kicked the accelerator and rushed out.

Because I rushed too hard, I almost hit pedestrians. I couldn't hear what they were yelling at me. My only thought now is to rush to the hospital as quickly as possible.

Because I was driving too fast, and my mood fluctuated too much now, not to mention running a red light, and I almost got into a car accident several times.

When I arrived at the hospital, I ran to the ward regardless, and saw Zhang Yan and Xue Tao waiting anxiously at the door of the ward.

"Where is Yuanyuan! How is Yuanyuan!" I rushed over and grabbed Zhang Yan's hand, and asked loudly regardless.

Zhang Yan and Xue Tao probably didn't expect that I would turn into the ghost I am now. They were both stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds of confirmation, they realized that the person standing in front of them was really me.

"The doctor is inside..." Zhang Yan looked at me and said.

At this time, my hands and hers were both cold, even if we held each other tightly, we couldn't feel any warmth.

"I want to go in and see Yuanyuan..." As soon as I heard that Yuanyuan was being rescued inside, I turned around and rushed to the ward, but was grabbed by Zhang Yan.

"He Qiu! Don't disturb the doctor!" Zhang Yan held my hand tightly, fearing that my impulsiveness would affect the rhythm of the doctor's rescue.

"Let's just stand at the door of the ward and watch." Zhang Yan dragged me to the door of the ward.

In the gap between the busy figures of the doctors and nurses, I saw Yuan Yuan lying on the hospital bed in a coma with his eyes closed.

She has a sallow face, a thin body, a small bare head, and a bright red scar on her chest left by a heart operation.

At the moment when I saw Yuanyuan, my tears were no longer under control, and they flowed down. Because I was afraid that the crying would affect the doctor, I could only cover my mouth tightly with my hands to prevent myself from crying. Come.

Standing beside me, Zhang Yan pressed my shoulders hard with both hands, trying to give me some strength and support, but she herself was crying too.

Xue Tao didn't come over, he walked back and forth at the door of the ward restlessly, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and went to the safety exit to smoke a cigarette.

"Didn't it be fine before...why suddenly..." I took a few deep breaths and asked Zhang Yan with a sob.

"Yuanyuan was playing well on the bed before, but suddenly passed out..." Zhang Yan said, tears fell again, and then kept apologizing to me, "I'm sorry...it's all because I didn't Take good care of Yuanyuan...it's all my fault..."

"Sister Yan, don't say that... I, as a mother, failed to fulfill my responsibility... I should be the one who is by Yuanyuan's side every day, but I... Not only did I not stay by his side, I also messed with myself. Now that I'm looking like a ghost... I don't deserve to be a mother at all!" As I spoke, I raised my hand and gave myself a mouthful.

"He Qiu, what are you doing!" Zhang Yan saw that my mood was starting to look wrong again, she reached out and immediately grabbed my hand, "No one wants to see the current situation, so calm down!"

"No...it's all my fault, at least I should be by his side, so that he can feel the mother's love every day...what if he can't be rescued this time...he didn't even see his mother for the last time, would he not Will you miss me, will you hate me...will you think that I don't want him anymore?" I murmured to myself while covering my face with my hands while crying.

Zhang Yan didn't try to persuade me any more, and let me chatter on and on. She just put her arms around me and told me with her actions that she was here, and she was always by my side to accompany me.

"Yuanyuan family! Yuanyuan family! Is the Yuanyuan family here?"

At this moment, a little nurse stood at the door of the ward and shouted loudly.

I was startled, and rushed over without hesitation, and said to the little nurse with wide eyes, "Yes! Yes!"

At this time Xue Tao also came back, standing behind me with Zhang Yan, we stared nervously at the little nurse together.

Because of Yuanyuan's special situation, the medical staff in the hospital basically said that I was his "mother", but because I was not qualified enough to go through the adoption procedures.

So when I rushed over, the little nurse was really startled, and then said to me: "The doctor told you to go in."

"Okay...thank you..." I said as I rushed in and went straight to the doctor, "Doctor, you are looking for us..."

The doctor saw us coming in, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said to me: "The child has woken up temporarily, but the situation is not optimistic, and it may happen at any time...so go and see him and talk to him..."

I was completely dumbfounded at the time. The subtext of the doctor's words was to let us meet Yuanyuan for the last time.

As soon as I was about to go there, Zhang Yan stopped me and handed me a pack of wet wipes.

I immediately understood what she meant, and carefully wiped off the messy things on my face with a wet towel, then combed my hair again, and then walked to the bed, knelt down, and looked at Yuan Yuan on the hospital bed .

Seeing me coming, Yuanyuan stretched out his hand quickly, but obviously he had no strength left.

I hurriedly stretched out my hand and held Yuanyuan's little hand, and while stroking his little bald head, I whispered to him: "Yuanyuan is not afraid, there is mother here..."

Because of crying and shouting before, my voice is weird now.

Yuanyuan looked at me sideways and stared at me closely. Although he looked weak, his eyes never left me.

"Yuanyuan, can mom sing to you..."

After I met Yuanyuan's gaze, my heart felt sour, and tears almost came out again.

"Only a mother is good in the world... A child with a mother is like a treasure... Throwing into the arms of the mother... Happiness... Happiness..."

I couldn't sing anymore, tears kept pouring out of my cheeks in an instant, I held Yuanyuan's head tightly with my hands, and let him lean against my chest.

I don't want this child to leave me, I don't want...he is my baby, I don't want to give him to anyone, no one can take him away...

"Mother……"

Xiao Yuanyuan looked at me, opened her mouth, and suddenly called out "Mom".

"Yuanyuan?" I held Yuanyuan's face in surprise, wiped away my tears, looked at him and said, "Call me again, Mom, call me again..."

Yuanyuan looked at me, his eyes had no luster at this time, he seemed to understand my words, with a small mouth, it took a long time before he said again: "Mom..."

Xiao Yuanyuan didn't say another word, his eyes closed slowly, and the little hand holding me lost strength. At this time, a single sound from the monitor came from my ear, and at the same time A long line appeared on the screen.

"Yuanyuan..." I gently touched Yuanyuan's head with my hand, and murmured his name. I wish he could open his eyes and look at me again, and call me mom again.

"Yuanyuan...Yuanyuan...Yuanyuan——" I hugged Yuanyuan's small head and hugged him tightly, calling out his name one after another, "Yuanyuan, open your eyes again." Take a look at your mother... It's good to take another look at your mother... Your mother hasn't taken you to see this world yet, how can you leave her... Yuanyuan... Please, wake up, please ...Don't go to sleep, wake up, okay, mother's song hasn't finished yet, don't you go to sleep every time after singing...Wake up...don't leave me..."

(End of this chapter)