Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 36 Is it unintentional or intentional

"I'm not guilty!" I slammed the torn newspaper onto the ground.

At this time, an empty bottle was thrown at me, and a boy asked viciously, "How does it feel to be the old man's wife? Hahahaha——"

"God, it's so disgusting."

"Thinking about it makes me get goosebumps all over my body. How could there be such a dirty person in our class."

I stood there, looking at the distorted faces in front of me, and the laughter in my ears made my mind a little swollen. I found that the sarcasm coming out of their mouths was more appropriate than my adoptive mother slapping my mouth with the sole of a shoe. My injury is even greater.

Why, why are they so keen to dig out other people's pain, even if the pain has nothing to do with them.But they are very happy to expose people's scars, even if they think it's interesting to say bad things about others.

"Okay, you guys, have you said enough?"

When the discussion reached a peak, Wang Yuetong stood up from his seat, stopped everyone justly, walked up, grabbed my hand, and said to everyone: "He Qiu was betrayed since he was a child." Well, it's not up to her to sell to anyone, what can she do, it's pitiful enough to be a wife to a fool, why are you still talking about her, she has no sympathy at all!"

Although Wang Yuetong was helping me out of the siege, after hearing her words, my heart beat hard a few times, and then I felt chest tightness and I couldn't breathe.

"It turns out that she married not only an old man, but also an old fool!" Someone caught the point of Wang Yuetong's words and shouted excitedly.

"I'm already a fool's daughter-in-law, why do you still come to school! Hurry back and give birth to a little fool for the old fool!"

"Hahaha--"

"Hahaha--"

"Hahaha--"

The sound of ridicule, one after another like a tide, slapped me one after another, and buried me in the deep sea.

"He Qiu, I'm sorry, I didn't say this on purpose, I just wanted to help you out." Wang Yuetong took my hand with both hands, looked at me with apologetic expression, and said anxiously.

"It's okay...you also want to help me..." I looked at Wang Yuetong, and couldn't tell what kind of mood I was feeling at this moment. If she said that on purpose, I would definitely refute her loudly.

But she obviously wanted to help me, but it was self-defeating, so how could I blame her, after all, she was the first person who was willing to be my friend and listen to my troubles and past.

"Yuetong! You still dare to hold her hand, how dirty it is!" Zheng Lingling sat on her seat, showing concern for Wang Yuetong.

"Zheng Lingling, you can't say that about He Qiu. Who hasn't clicked on it? You don't know. She used to be very pitiful. In fact, she was not sold to the old man as a child bride. She was the old man's stupid son. It's just that the old man called He Qiu several times Here..." Wang Yuetong suddenly stopped talking at this point, she covered her mouth in surprise, then looked at me apologetically, and said, "I'm sorry He Qiu, I seem to have said too much..."

I looked at Wang Yuetong's apologetic expression, pulled back my hand feebly, and said it's okay, I know you are here to help me.

I thought at the time, I can't blame her, after all, she just said what she said to help me.

However, when I saw Wang Yuetong's true face one day, I looked back and thought about what she said today, and suddenly found that Wang Yuetong cut off a complete sentence here, which was actually her intention.

"The old man gave He Qiu several times..."

for what?What's the matter?So everyone began to rely on their imagination and began to fail to fill in the second half of the sentence.Because of this, when they bully me and insult me ​​in the future, they will call me shameless, father and son take it all, and I am simply a bitch among bitches.

I don't know what kind of mood I returned to my seat. I can only feel that everyone's eyes are full of maliciousness, which makes me feel so uncomfortable that I can't lift my head.

The whole afternoon, my head hurt like it was about to explode. I couldn't listen to what the teacher was saying, so I just muddled around until school was over.

Just as the school bell rang, I rushed out of the classroom with my schoolbag on my back, running wildly all the way, and ran out of the school that made me feel suffocated.

Is this the normal campus life I am looking forward to?
I walked all the way back to the orphanage with my head down. Although the journey was a bit long, I could at least save one yuan in the fare.

Pushing open the dormitory door, the other five people in the dormitory were doing their makeup in front of the mirror, but no one paid any attention to me.

I heard that they have a performance today. If the performance is successful, they will attract a lot of sponsorship and funding, so that the orphanage can continue to operate normally.

I put my schoolbag on the bed and sat there quietly watching them paint their eyebrows and eyes.

Cosmetics is a very magical thing. Originally the oldest of them was only 17 years old, but after makeup, they all looked like women in their 20s.

"Is it interesting to go to school?" Zhang Yan put down the mirror and turned to look at me.

Zhang Yan was originally very glamorous, but after putting on makeup, tights and a small black leather skirt, she really looked domineering.

"..." I looked at Zhang Yan, opened my mouth, but couldn't make a sound. I didn't know how to answer her.

"Squeezed out?" Zhang Yan lit a cigarette, held it between two white fingers, and breathed out the clouds naturally and skillfully.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"So let's just say, what's so good about going to school." Several other people also put on their makeup one after another and joined our conversation.

"He Qiu, do you think anyone is eligible to go to school? People like us are not eligible."

"Why?" I don't understand.

"Why do you still ask? Oh, didn't you realize it today?"

"Okay, you guys, if you have the strength to say this, why don't you think about what we are going to face for a while!" Zhang Yan took a last puff of cigarette, and then slammed the cigarette butt out.

Her words made the dormitory quiet in an instant, everyone was silent, turned around and packed their things silently, no one said a word.

I looked at them strangely, and asked casually, "Are you going to perform later?"

As soon as I said this, everyone's expressions changed. Zhang Yan stood up, straightened her clothes in front of the mirror, and said coldly to the impression reflected on me: "Kids, don't ask nonsense."

Then he turned around and said to the other four girls, "It's almost time, let's go!"

I watched them leave, and then the huge room suddenly became empty. I sat on the bed, looked at the empty room, and my heart also became empty.

What am I going to do after having such a rough first day at school!

Also, what about my tuition fees.The dean said that I need to earn the tuition myself, and the deadline given by the principal is not long, so I have to find a way to make money.

I took out the textbook, carefully reviewed what I learned today, and previewed what I need to learn tomorrow. By the time I planned to go to bed, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

And Zhang Yan and the others haven't come back yet.

(End of this chapter)