Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 42 My name is Li Eunjoong

When I got back to the classroom, half of the class was already over. The teacher didn’t ask me too much about the fact that I just came back. Maybe she saw my fierce confrontation when she was in the classroom and office, and thought I was a person who could fight at any time. Attack other people's hedgehogs, so she chose to ignore me.

I returned to my seat with my schoolbag in my arms. Many of my classmates stared at me with strange eyes. Maybe they were all wondering why I hadn’t been expelled from school when I was so unbearable. .

But I don't care about their eyes, and now I know in my heart that Wang Yuetong doesn't really want to be friends with me. As for her real purpose, I can't figure it out.

During the lunch break, Wang Yuetong took the initiative to come to me and said that she wanted to have lunch with me. I didn't even look at her, turned around and left with my steamed buns and pickles.

Before going out, I heard Wang Yuetong say apologetically behind me: "He Qiu, I really didn't mean it today..."

Unintentional once, unintentional twice, unintentional three times, what about four times and five times?If it's not on purpose, it's on purpose!
Don't need to think about it, after I leave, there will definitely be many classmates who will come to comfort her, this lovely white lotus, and tell her why it is so hard to be friends with someone like me!People like me who don't know what is good or bad should be isolated.

I was too lazy to listen to this, so I went to the backyard where I took my lunch break yesterday, sat on the steps, gnawed on steamed buns, and was in a daze.

The reason why I like this place is that it is very quiet, especially at noon, almost no one will come, and there are several big trees planted beside the steps. At noon, the sunlight shines directly on the branches, casting a A large swath of shadow.

It's cool and quiet, which is the perfect place for me.

When I came here, I saw someone lying on a bench under the shade of a tree, but because there was still a distance from me, I didn't feel uncomfortable.

Anyway, he sleeps his and I eat mine.

Obviously, today's steamed buns are white and soft, and they are delicious with pickles, but why do I find it harder to swallow the more I eat, as if something is blocked in my throat.

As I ate and ate, tears flowed down inexplicably, across my cheeks, and slipped into my mouth.

Tears are salty, I don't know if this represents a kind of bitterness, but my mood at this time is really bitter.

What should I do!In this huge strange city, this place that was supposed to be my hometown, I felt helpless and didn't know where to go.

I really want to study, but what about my tuition fees! 2 yuan, where can I earn it, and who can I borrow it from?
These troubles are things that the superior students who sit in the classroom and enjoy everything never have to think about it!They have never worried about clothing and food, they have never worried about money, they have always been flowers in the greenhouse, but they are dismissive and sarcastic at the grass facing the wind and rain outside the window.

What qualifications do they have?Do I deserve to be trampled on by them just because they have more money than me?

I was thinking about this when suddenly a hearty voice rang in my ears.

"Mineral water bottle classmate!"

I frowned and looked up, only to see the boy who kicked over my water bottle yesterday was squatting next to me, staring at me with his arms around his knees and tilted his head, seeing me turning to look at him, he He squinted his eyes, raised his hand, waved it at me, and said, "Hi."

I looked at him inexplicably, then moved to the side, lowered my head and continued to eat steamed buns.

"You eat this at noon?" The boy poked his head over strangely, stared at my steamed bun, and then asked curiously: "There is no water, and the steamed bun is dry, can you eat it?"

I glanced at him impatiently, then got up, and moved to the side again.If Wang Yuetong hadn't come to me just now and said that he wanted to have lunch with me, I wouldn't have run so fast, even the water bottle was left in my schoolbag, so now I can only choke on steamed buns.

"I have an unopened bottle of water here, I'll give it to you." As the boy said, he took out a bottle of sports drink from his school uniform pocket, and threw it into my arms with a wave of his hand.

When I saw the drink bottle flying over, I instinctively reached out to catch it, then pushed the drink bottle back to him, and said, "I don't want it."

"Why?" The boy looked at me in surprise.

"I have no money, I can't afford it." I said simply.

"You don't need to pay it back." The boy said, he opened the bottle of drink and brought it in front of me. He said with a smile on his face, "Drink it, just treat us as friends."

I looked at him sideways, and then looked at the drink bottle he handed over. I didn't pick it up, but said coldly, "I'm not interested in making friends."

"Oh." The boy withdrew his hand, then raised his drink bottle, raised his head and took a big sip, then looked ahead and said lightly, "Are you excluded?"

I paused with the hand holding the steamed bun, did not speak, and continued to eat in silence.

"I think you also like this place." The boy continued, "I like it too, because I was pushed out by the whole class a year ago, and I found this place at that time, it is quiet and comfortable, so now I'm used to it, and I come here every day at noon."

I stared blankly at the boy, looking at his handsome smiling face full of sunshine, it was hard to imagine that such a person would be excluded!

He is kidding me!
I thought so.

"You don't believe me?" The boy saw my thoughts and continued with a smile: "Do you know why they don't exclude me? Because I have very developed sports cells. Whether it's the sports meeting or various competitions in the school, I will do it for the class. The school wins honors, so they think that I have some use for me like this, so they don't reject me so much."

The boy didn't care if I wanted to listen or not, he put his hands behind his back, leaned his body, looked up at the blue sky, and said softly, "I've never told anyone these words, but it's very strange, I just want to Sharing with you, I don’t know if it’s because we are of the same kind.”

"We are not the same kind." After I swallowed the last piece of steamed bun, I silently packed my things, stood up, looked down at him, and replied lightly, "I don't know any sports."

After speaking, he turned around and left.

"Let's meet here again at noon tomorrow!" The boy shouted loudly behind me: "Student, my name is Li Enzhong, I'm in the second and third class of junior high school!"

(End of this chapter)