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Chapter 48 I'm Good To You (1)
Jiang Man went over anxiously, opened the door alone, and saw Lu Cunyu's tall body standing in front of him, straight and close at hand, with a smell of alcohol and a faint smell of tobacco all over his body.

Lu Cunyu took two steps towards her.

At this time, it was too late for Jiang Man to retreat, and there was no way to retreat. In an instant, his lips and forehead were already attached to his body. Jiang Man turned his head and wanted to take a step to the side to avoid him, but he suddenly raised his hand Pressing his shoulders, he was gently pressed against the wall by his body.

With seamless contact, Jiang Man's cheeks were slightly rubbed against his hard and warm chest.

Two people are alone together, compared to standing in front of everyone is different.

"Boss Lu, are you drunk?" There was no gap for Jiang Man's hands to push against his chest, so she could only push against his waist with her hands.

Lu Cunyu stared into Jiang Man's eyes, and said in a serious tone, "Just pretend I'm drunk."

Jiang Man closed his eyes in fear, the breath he sprayed on his face was too hot.

Suddenly, I felt that my fingers should not be placed on his waist in the first place, but now, I felt that his waist was pressed even tighter.

He leaned over and put his forehead against hers in a half-drunk state: "I'm not at ease, so I asked Xu to follow you all the time. What did Lu Fei say to you in the western restaurant?"

Jiang Man flinched in the face of his body and breath, and was a little surprised. She didn't notice Xu and kept following herself and Lu Fei.

Xu also saw Lu Fei crying?
Because Lu Fei was crying, he deduced and even confirmed that it was not an ordinary chat.

Jiang Man did not avoid this ambiguous standing posture, and lowered his head. If he raised his head, he would see his eyes and touch his lips.

The heartbeat was pounding, very fast.

He asked, and Jiang Man also said one thing: "Your daughter said that you and your wife are separated for many years, but as your daughter, she has always hoped that Mom and Dad can get back together. When she celebrates her birthday and when she gets married, you will always be by her side to give her love and blessings."

After hearing this, Lu Cunyu didn't respond, as if he had expected this.

Jiang Man stared at his hanging hands, and moved his eyelashes: "I can understand your daughter very well, because I have also experienced the same experience. I hate that woman outside pestering my dad, and I firmly believe that my dad will return Family, for me and my brother not to abandon my mother. In the end, my father really cut off contact with that woman, and your daughter Lu Fei must also feel the same way."

Lu Cunyu put his hands on her slender shoulders, still pressed his forehead to her forehead intimately, and said to her calmly: "The cracks in every family are not the same, the patterns are similar, but the details must be different. Jiang Man, 20 years old, I registered my marriage with a woman I love very much, but when I hold the marriage certificate in my hand, I don’t know how to be a qualified husband. After marriage and before divorce, I She and I have always been separated. In the 7th month after marriage, I had to divorce her. There were many reasons, but I didn’t feel sorry for anyone. If I did it all over again, the situation would still be the same as it is today. In the past 16 years, she and I signed a peaceful divorce five months ago, and all resentment and feelings were tortured and faded away. My family and I decided to keep it from Lu Fei, and wait for her to go to college and mature. tell her."

Jiang Man didn't know what to say.

There must be some reservations in Lu Cunyu's words, Jiang Man understands and understands.

Some things, he will say to someone who is a girlfriend in the future, and some things, he will say to a woman who is a wife in the future.

Today's Jiang Man is not someone Lu Cunyu met, so he can't get a 100% confession from a serious man.

It was as if she was clearly curious, but she really couldn't ask.

Once he opens his mouth to ask Lu Cunyu about the past, the meaning of the relationship between the two will become different.

"Lu Fei..." Jiang Man paused. In fact, her head was in a mess and she didn't know how to respond to his words.

As an outsider, Jiang Man naturally didn't know who was right and who was wrong in his marriage. However, it took 16 years to get rid of the bondage. It was an unforgettable and long-term torture for both him and Lu Fei's mother.

He said that at the age of 20, he married a woman he loved very much. It was not a marriage, not anything else, but he loved it very much.

What happened, at 7 months it reached the point of divorce.

Lu Fei said that her father was 21 years old when she was born, so when he and his wife were about to divorce at 7 months, Lu Fei should have been a few months old in her mother's womb.

Lu Cunyu was sincere enough, but he was more serious and cautious. Jiang Man easily believed his words... "I didn't offend anyone."

Breathing the smell of him, Jiang Man remained motionless.

His breath sprayed all over her cheeks and neck, and the smell of drunkenness infected her.

Lu Cunyu raised his left hand on her shoulder, stroked the back of her head, and brought her forehead into closer contact with his own: "Lu Fei is only 16 years old, and she is very rebellious. No puppy love, Lu Fei is a perfect child in the eyes of outsiders. However, her teacher told me that Lu Fei would lose her temper with her classmates and even quarrel. Afterwards, she was afraid that I would know, and she was so frightened that she cried bitterly."

Jiang Man raised his head slowly and looked into his eyes.

There was a trace of fatigue in Lu Cunyu's eyes, and he stroked her cheek with his hand: "All Lu Fei's efforts are for me to reconcile her mother, and she has this hope in her heart, so she has been a good girl .Once she knew I was divorced from her mom, she would break down."

Jiang Man lowered his head again.

His lips pressed against her ear, warmly: "I'm not drunk, I want to express my depressed thoughts to you, Jiang Man, to be honest, after the divorce, I never thought that I would meet soon and make me like you So I didn’t think too much about Lu Fei. For example, I have a woman by my side, how should I deal with it. Now that I’ve met, I want to express that I think a good relationship between a man and a woman develops gradually. To understand you, I chose to get to know you first from life and work contacts. Today, my feelings for you are different from those I had for you half a month ago."

"Like and love, can you tell the difference?" Jiang Man resisted.

At the age of 20, he married the woman he loved very much. That love is incomparable to the love he has for other women now.

"I know very well." He closed his eyes and held her in his arms, with his thin lips against her cheek: "I like you, the way you talk and smile, the way you reject me with self-love and reason, and the smell of your body , I like your long hair and beauty, I like to kiss you, I like to see you blushing in my arms with your eyes closed. I didn’t miss you when I drank before, because you are insignificant in my heart and life, but just now I drank Drinking wine, closing your eyes is you, thinking about you, my heart will be frantic and throbbing for a moment, and I actually think about you all the time."

Jiang Man's body trembled slightly, every word he said, every rubbing of his lips on her cheek was enough to make her lose her mind...

He didn't stop, and continued to say: "Now I just like you. If you say love, you who are smart and rational will not believe it completely. There must be a process from liking to deep love. We are not three or two-year-old children. It is necessary to deceive. If I fell in love with you, I would have the feeling that I must have you, and maybe one day, just looking at you, I decided to only love you as a woman for the rest of my life. "

Jiang Man tried his best to stay sober, probably Lu Cunyu was really not drunk, his thinking was very clear, every paragraph was expressed very clearly, there was no blind expression of romance and hypocrisy, but to analyze the ambiguity in front of him from a rational point of view Relationship.

"I understand, you, let me think about it." Jiang Man said.

Lu Cunyu kissed the corner of her mouth, and looked at her who buried her head like an ostrich, "You are 27 years old, and your work and life are not easy. In the eyes of a 37-year-old man like me, you deserve to be taken care of, but I will not imprison you completely. , you still have a long way to go. At 27 years old, there is enough time to meet more beautiful men. I am 37, and the first half of my life is unbearable. It doesn’t matter how the second half of my life is. I will express these to you today , I want to try with you, but I don’t want to put pressure and restraint on you. I will not impose all my bad aspects on you, Jiang Man, my remarriage is my second marriage. Of course, we haven’t talked to this level yet , You may not like me when you get to know each other, and you may separate because of friction and quarrel in the future, this is the worst mentality I did before expressing to you. "

"Why do you have the worst psychology?" I believe she is not the only one who would mind hearing this.

Lu Cunyu's deep eyes looked into her eyes: "If I try to be with a woman, I fall in love with her, or even obsessed with her in the process, and she leaves me and abandons me, I can imagine what I will become. What kind of state, so, with the worst mental preparation, you won't lose too badly in the end, 37, is there a chance to turn around if you lose too badly?"

"You won't come back for what left you?"

"No, I don't mean this leaving." He licked his thin lips and frowned: "Leaving and abandoning may be redeemed, but the double betrayal of spirit and body is the ending, and there is no ending."

Looking at each other, Jiang Man seems to be able to see the past in his eyes, the past that he can't bear to look back on.

Someone called him outside, and it was Xu who said, "Mr. Lu, your cell phone rang in the private room."

Xu said it tactfully and didn't say anything more.

Jiang Man was let go by Lu Cunyu, she looked at him, and saw a smile on his lips, with a bit of seriousness after being drunk: "I have confessed to you, and I will learn more about the rest. , The future is long. I met you at the right age of 37 at the very bad age of 27, sorry."

Facing such a man, it would be a lie for Jiang Man to say that he was not moved.

However, there are many scruples.

If you think about it rationally, this scruple is multi-faceted, and it cannot be eliminated in a few minutes or a few days.

For some testimonies, we can only wait for the future to get concrete answers.

Lu Cunyu was waiting for Jiang Man to give a response, Jiang Man thought for a moment.

(End of this chapter)