rich heir

Chapter 598 Awakening
He also suddenly realized that it had been a long time since he had hugged her properly, and the two of them always seemed to be separated by a long distance.

But this time, such an intimate behavior suddenly made him a little unforgettable.

In my mind, I kept recalling the bits and pieces of the past, that was a happy moment.

It's a pity that such a beautiful moment will never come back.

It may be that my life is not good, so I just let myself encounter such a thing, and all the pain can only be borne silently by myself.

But I just hope that everything I have endured is enough to keep her safe and healthy. This is more important than anything else, and there is nothing I can do.

Watching those people who I cared about leave my side one by one.

I don't want to experience these pains anymore.

if you can.

As long as she can live a good life, there will be no problem in peace.

It's okay to prefer to die.

Chen Ran walked outside with Lu Youran on his back, the bumpy mountain road made him almost fall down a few times, but he thought he was still carrying Lu Youran on his back.

Never fall down.

I must do my best to protect this person, and I must send her out safely.

The danger must never be allowed to happen again.

This time, I can control it. I must send Lu Youran out, and I must ensure her safety. No matter what, I must do it.

Countless doubts kept flashing in my mind. In fact, there was so much desire in my heart that one day, I could hold her tightly in my arms without any worries.

Kissing her hard can forget all worries and enjoy the good time with her.

This is how cruel the world is always.

I don't know what I did wrong, God wants to treat me like this.

But people can't fight against the sky, and they can't fight against themselves, so they can only protect her obediently.

Maybe these things are particularly wronged for me.

But it's better to be wronged than to watch her have an accident.

Lu Youran, you must persevere, come on, you must be safe.

I will soon find my way out, and we will get out safely.

Do you know, how many times in my dreams I wish I could touch you.

The distance between us is so far away, but I also know how much my touch will hurt you.

I can only escape, I can only push you far away.

Although I am worried about you at this moment, I also enjoy the feeling of carrying you behind my back without any worries.

"You... what are you doing?" Lu Youran asked weakly.

The whole person was very puzzled, why did Chen Ran carry himself on his back.

If I remember correctly, there was a force in my body just now, which made me feel unspeakably uncomfortable.Then my mind went blank, maybe I just fainted.

At such a good time, Chen Ran could completely abandon himself and run away.

Why does he keep carrying himself behind his back? Isn't he afraid that he will kill him when he wakes up?

What does Chen Ran want to do?
His behavior is always puzzling, I really don't understand it.

I always feel that this man is heartless and indifferent, but his behavior will make me unable to explain it.

He can obviously throw himself in the cave, he can obviously escape.

He did not abandon himself.

However, instead of caring about himself, he continued to move forward with his own back.

Isn't he injured?He was injured and had to carry himself on his back.

He cares about himself, right?

At that moment, Lu Youran's heart suddenly felt warm. It turned out that this man cared about her.

He is not as cold-blooded and ruthless as he said. If you don't care, you don't need to do this at all.

In fact, he still has his own in his heart.He keeps saying that he doesn't love himself anymore, but his behavior doesn't look like something a person who doesn't love himself can do at all.

Chen Ran was stunned, and when he heard Lu Youran's weak voice, he asked nervously, "How are you feeling? You fainted suddenly just now, I don't know what happened. But your face looks It’s not very good. I’m trying to find a way to take you out now, don’t worry, I have a friend who is very good, no matter what is uncomfortable on the ground, he can help.”

"Don't you hate me so much? Why don't you run away while I faint? You obviously have this chance?"

Lu Youran asked suspiciously.

"I don't hate you. You misunderstand. The two of us have been together at least once. I'm not an emotionless animal. I'll help you with anything but anything. I can't just leave it alone. It's mine A matter of principle. Since you have been with me before, we have feelings between us. It just means that our relationship has faded, but it doesn’t mean that I will just watch people die without saving them, even now It's a stranger lying on the ground, and I would do the same."

Chen Ran said in a serious tone.

I am not a fool myself, when Lu Youran asked such a question, what was thinking in his heart, in fact, Chen Ran also understood it in his heart.

In fact, deep down in Lu Youran's heart, she still hopes to admit that she loves him, but if she can't admit it, Lu Youran is reluctant to leave.

After saying this, Lu Youran felt very sad and sad in her heart, she never thought that this man would be like this, not because she really loves herself.

Sure enough, it was my own wishful thinking. Deep in my heart, I still hoped that if he loved me, it would be great.

All of this made me feel so ridiculous, and now I still foolishly think that he loves me.

All his behaviors have shown that he doesn't love at all.

It is actually me who has been refusing to let go, and others have already let go.So all this seems really ridiculous.

"I don't need you to care, you let me down. If you hear me, I will let you down. If you don't love me, please don't do this kind of behavior that misunderstood me. Otherwise, I will kill you now you."

Lu Youran said seriously, her eyes were still fierce.

"You will arrive safely in a while, you can kill me as much as you want, but not now, your complexion is too bad, I can't put you down. Don't misunderstand. I have said everything I should say, there is nothing good Misunderstood. Your life was born by your mother desperately. You can be sorry for yourself, but you have to be worthy of your mother. "

Chen Ranyu said earnestly.

"you……!"

Lu Youran was suddenly at a loss for words, the word "mother" deeply hurt her heart.

Every time I feel sad and hopeless, I think of my mother.

But ever since I met Chen Ran, whenever I was sad, I always thought of Chen Ran.

This is because Chen Ran has long been regarded as as important as his mother.

But Chen Ran failed himself.

(End of this chapter)