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Chapter 603 Jealous
the other side.

Jiang Ziya looked out the window silently, and sighed helplessly.

Zhang Yan, who was lying on the jade bed, looked pale, looked at Jiang Ziya weakly, and asked very disappointed, "Are they finally together?"

"Well, are you alright?"

Jiang Ziya frowned slightly, and looked at Zhang Yan with some concern.

Zhang Yan had just woken up, and originally wanted to inform Chen Ran, but instead heard the sweet words of Chen Ran and Lu Youran embracing each other.

This is undoubtedly a kind of harm to Zhang Yan.

Zhang Yan smiled bitterly, "It's fine. I'm fine. Of course I'm fine. The two of them are boyfriend and girlfriend. Besides, I knew before that Chen Ran liked that girl very much. Can the two of them Being together is a good thing, and lovers will eventually get married."

"Okay, don't pretend to be strong. Bastard, I've known you for so many years. Don't I know what your character is and what you're thinking? The reason why you can give your life to protect Chen Ran is because It's not just because of his status as the overlord, but because you really don't want him to die in your heart. In fact, you were moved as early as the time you were married. That's why you have been guarding him without hesitation."

"I warned you at the beginning, don't be emotional with him, it's not good for you. His life has nothing to do with you. His emotions. You can't participate. If you are emotional with him, the only person who will be hurt is you Himself. He is a dedicated person. Even if he is interested in you, he will restrain his emotions and choose to be loyal. So no matter what, you can only restrain your own feelings. "

"I'm an experienced person anyway, and I've seen too many of these erotic things. So I know very well. You like him. There is no way to stop this kind of emotion. So I have been trying to find a way. Change your thinking. Change your thinking, divert your emotions. Don’t let the emotion get you lost.”

Jiang Ziya said earnestly.

Looking at the mighty Changyue, I suddenly felt that the world was still illuminated for a moment.Still quiet.Even more lonely.

In this vast world, I can't find a place to stay.

Zhang Yan's tears finally fell down uncontrollably, "I thought everything would be fine. I have always lived in a Taoist temple, and I have never touched anything in the world. I have never thought of it. It turns out that moving Emotions can be so uncomfortable."

"But I don't understand. The master asked me to marry him, to marry him, and to guard him by his side. Didn't the master think that I am just an ordinary woman?"

"I also long to be loved by others. I also long for people who can stay together and love each other for a lifetime."

"But I have to watch that I will never get these things. Sometimes I feel that God is too unfair to me."

"I have to shoulder the responsibility of the entire Taoism. I also have to protect the overlord. I also have to restrain my own emotions. Sometimes I even don't understand what the meaning of my existence in this world is. My life seems to be Can’t be the master at all.”

Zhang Yan was very wronged in her heart, and the bitter taste made her feel even more uncomfortable.

I thought I could restrain my emotions, but I didn't expect it.When it really happened to me, I couldn't control any emotions at all.When I saw that Chen Ran was about to die, I really collapsed, and I couldn't think about the consequences at all.

Chen Ran was alone before, so he didn't feel sad or sad when he brought it by himself.I feel that as long as I stay by Chen Ran's side, it's actually quite good.

Quite happy.

But when Lu Youran came back, everything changed, and it was the first time that she felt jealous and jealous.

Not good at all.

It was also the first time I discovered the pain of being in love with someone secretly.

Before the beginning, the love has already been lost, which is even more painful.

It was as if my heart really broke in two.

But I also understand in my heart that if Chen Ran can be happy, he should be.

It's better than watching him unhappy and feeling sad yourself.

But why is my heart so empty?It seems that there is something missing in my heart, which is very uncomfortable.

In fact, I am very envious of Lu Youran, who can return to Chen Ran's side after going around for a long time. The two of them have experienced so many things, so many misunderstandings.

Still can be so happy together, and I have done so many things.

But it didn't help.

Because Chen Ran always has only Lu Youran in his heart.

"Girl! There is no time to force your life. Sometimes you must have something in your life. You have to look at some things. I know you are not in a good mood now. I, Jiang Ziya, have lived for so long, but what I have seen is special I have experienced many things. I know how sad you are now. I can only say that everyone’s fate is arranged by God. He does not belong to you. You can’t force it.”

"The most important thing for you is the whole Taoism, so even if you are in a bad mood, you must consider these people."

"Because in your world, Chen Ran is not the only one. You also have the entire Taoism, and the entire responsibility to shoulder."

"But that girl is in his world. There is no one, nothing. But the only thing she can have is Chen Ran."

Jiang Ziya said earnestly.

At that moment, Zhang Yan's heart was inexplicably touched.

Yes, at least I am not completely alone, there are thousands of Taoist people behind me.

I am also their leader, and I need to lead them to carry forward the whole Taoism.

Even when you are wronged and sad, you can always have someone by your side.

Although it is not the relationship between men and women, the friendship between Taoist priests is very deep.

But there is nothing in this girl's world.

Chen Ran mentioned before that she was bullied in school.Her parents didn't love her either.She felt as if she had been abandoned by the whole world, she had nothing.

Probably the only thing she has is Chen Ran.

If even Chen Ran is lost.

She really and completely became a person with nothing.

Then she might really have lost the courage to live.

Compared with her, I am really much luckier. Maybe it is right for God to arrange for Chen Ran to stay with her.

"Jiang Ziya, thank you, I understand, I know how to face the emotions in my heart." Zhang Yan said lightly.

Although I will be jealous, I also understand that I have always been an outsider, and I shouldn't expect to intervene in other people's emotions.

(End of this chapter)