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Chapter 690 The pain in my heart
If it wasn't for seeing him go with his own eyes, no one would believe that there are people in this world who can kill people invisible with the same kung fu as the Overlord.

But he knew very well that the overlord had long since died, and it was impossible for him to appear again.

Although in my heart I already hope that if the overlord can come back one day, that would be great.

But in fact, the cruel fact is that one can only regain one's sanity, which is definitely impossible.

In the woman's eyes, there is endless sadness and pain that no one can understand.

No one will be able to understand the process between himself and the overlord, let alone understand how much he attaches importance to the overlord.

If it wasn't for the sudden bad news back then, I would never have believed such a fact.I stay here year after year, day after day, just to wait for the day when a miracle will appear.Maybe he really will come back to find himself?
He is such a powerful man, a man sought after by everyone in the world.

But he is also a man who guides himself to become a sword god step by step. As far as he is concerned, if it is not because of the overlord, it is impossible for him to regain his new life.

At the beginning, I was a frizzy kid who didn't understand anything.

Qunquan brought himself out by the hand of the overlord.Become the sword god that everyone can keep in awe.

But now that I am strong, I have become the object of everyone's fear, but the man who helped me grow up at that moment never came back.

Abandon yourself in this ruthless world, and enjoy the loneliness of this world alone.

To wait for an impossible hope.These things just add more despair to yourself.

In fact, most of the time I feel helpless, should I give up my previous memories and live a good life again?But I can't do it myself.Those memories will keep popping up at night, devouring me constantly.

Even breathing became very heavy.

"The overlord...is it really impossible to appear? Someone must have killed Wang Zhong."

The villagers couldn't help muttering.

At this moment.

The sword god smiled helplessly, "But what ability do you have? Don't you know? Who can kill him? He can still do it. It's so perfect. There is no trace of scars on the outside, but inside the internal organs All shattered into powder. This is such a powerful and profound internal force. Who in this world can do it?"

Yes.

All of this, though, doesn't prove that the Overlord is back.

But apart from the overlord, who else could have such a skill?
This problem itself has become an endless loop.

Seems like a hard fix.

"I always remember that it taught me. But I can't always learn it. Such a skill requires a very strong internal force. I always learn and work hard, but I still can't reach it. I can't reach the important steps he can play , It’s always a thousand miles away. No one in the world can do it. Only he can. Even I can’t learn it after studying for so long. Even in the days when he is not around, I will practice repeatedly, just hoping that one day. Can achieve. Achieve what he expects. I think, but the truth is after all this time I still can't do it."

The sword god's eyes were very helpless and sad.

Even in the days of Tiansha Village, I never had a moment of slack, and I devoted myself to studying every day.

However, this kind of kung fu is beyond my reach, and it is simply difficult to achieve.

Seeing Wang Zhong's corpse would only make him more suspicious.

Only the overlord has such ability, but the overlord is long gone.

"Sword God, are you alright?"

The girl next to him, seeing the sad look on the sword god's face, couldn't help feeling a little worried.

"You all always think that I am ridiculous, and I have been staying here so hard. Obviously, I can leave here. Back then, the overlord set up a net to control everyone from leaving Tiansha Village, but he didn't implement it against me. I was the only one. A person who is not subject to these restrictions, but I just refuse to leave here. You have ridiculed and laughed at me many times behind my back. In fact, I know it all, but I know it better than anyone else. If I don’t stay here, What if one day the overlord really comes back and can’t find me? At least he stayed here once, and his aura remains. All the things I learned back then were taught by him here. I lost all my memories, and I really have nothing when I leave here.”

The woman smiled sadly, with tears in her eyes.

Everyone is laughing at him.They all thought he was crazy.But no one can really understand why he is crazy, it's because they don't understand.My feelings are not as helpless as I imagined.It's because there are some things that only the person involved will understand that feeling.And others will never understand, let alone understand.

Why do you let everyone celebrate together every time you celebrate your birthday?That's because he once said that if one day he doesn't have so many things to be busy with, he will definitely come back to celebrate his own birthday.

So no matter what, I have to celebrate my birthday every year, and I will dress up beautifully.I hope to be able to see myself in the crowd at a glance, which is actually just a kind of sustenance in my heart.What are the facts?In fact, no one understands that if a person is already dead, how can there be any possibility of coming back?If it was a rumor, the person would not have disappeared for so long.

Who can understand their difficulties?Probably no one will understand.Because no one can feel the same way, I never expect others to understand me.Live in yourself, feel sad, and have nothing to do with others.But now that I have come here today, I still have a lot to tell you.Because these are the words that I have always hidden in the deepest part of my heart.

"You don't understand at all. How important his existence is to me. I am willing to stay here for the rest of my life, just waiting for him to appear. You think I am ridiculous or stupid. I don't care at all . because I only care about myself."

Dao Shen said lightly.

"Actually, none of us know you well, and we don't know what happened to you back then. When we met you, you were already very powerful. In our hearts, no one can beat you, so everyone also I've always been in awe of you. It's just that you have always been indifferent, and people dare not approach you. In fact, if you want, we would love to know. What have you been through? What happened? A group of us live in Here, it is actually not easy for everyone to meet, and since there is this fate, I still hope that we can treat each other as family."

Yin'er walked in from the side, heard the news of Wang Zhong's death, hurried in, saw the sword god mentioned these things, and couldn't help saying.

In fact, in Yin'er's heart, she still hopes that everyone is on the same boat, and if they can get along like relatives, maybe it will be better.

(End of this chapter)