concubine daughter

Chapter 75 Drinking (1)
Hongzhen caressed Man Qing's pretty face, "If one day your mother leaves you, you may understand my feelings. It's almost a feeling of no father and no mother, but you still have to smile, how painful it is ..."

"Fourth Prince..." Man Qing blurted out like a dream.

Man Qing's blushing face came into Hong Zhen's eyes, and Hong Zhen responded softly, "You can say whatever you want, in front of me, you don't have to be restrained."

"Hong Zhen," Man Qing grabbed Hong Zhen's hand instantly, Hong Zhen blushed, but Man Qing murmured, "You have to believe me, I didn't send a dead baby, when the fetus slipped down, I I really heard the cry of the child, and I had a hunch it was a baby boy."

This is the first time Hongzhen heard such nonsensical words, and asked suspiciously, "Manqing, what are you talking about dead babies? Have you ever given birth to a child? Father's?" Inexplicably, the emperor was old, even if he was old and had a child, he didn't get a child so quickly.

"In the past, you would hug me to sleep, and my heart was kept safe and secure by you. After knowing you, my caution and my defenses gradually relaxed, but I didn't know that it would be a harbinger of future pain. Do you know how much my heart hurts when I'm acting?" Dou Da's tears rolled down his face as he spoke.

A memory suddenly flashed in Hongzhen's mind, Wisteria Flower Pavilion, Liuxiangyuan, Xiangyiju, Qianye Manqing, Mrs. Shangqing, Tongdinghou's Mansion, raising cases with eyebrows, great love between life and death, acting on occasion, a divorce letter...

"Manqing..." Hongzhen sobered up from the wine, as if he had been splashed with water, he immediately pushed Manqing to wake up, "Wake up, I seem to remember something."

After hearing these words, Man Qing woke up and met Hong Zhen's eyes, "I also seem to remember something... It's about the founding of the Marquis' mansion, the matter of the Tongding Marquis' mansion, Hongyao, Hongjie, Hongzhen , Hongyi, Hongshi, Hongli, Hongchao, Hongmi, Hongsi, Hongzhi..."

"Yes, what is that?" Hong Zhen nodded vigorously and asked suspiciously.

Man Qing carefully recalled, "It seems to be a memory, but it also seems to be a dream. Hongzhen, do you think it is the previous life? In the previous life, we were together, but we were acting on the occasion and broke up. In this life, God gave me One chance, let me meet you again, you still have a status but a vain status, God let me choose the emperor or you."

"Then how would you choose?" Hong Zhen wanted to ask this question, but thought that Manqing would choose the emperor. In her previous life, she was forced to do nothing, which made her end miserable. In this life, she was reborn again, and she would not choose again. He, she has the right to make herself happy.

Hongzhen shed a few tears, "I in the last life may not have given you happiness, and I have hidden a lot of things that I did not tell you, and I am sorry for my biological mother, I didn't even have time to read the letter."

Man Qing gently wiped Hong Zhen's tears, "Idiot, I read that letter."

A letter left by Mrs. Pian to Hongzhen.

Hongzhen, I don't know if you will be able to read this letter from me. Mother only hopes that you can live in this world safely, peacefully and steadily.Although my mother didn't know what the third young lady was like, she had heard about it.The outside rumors are not good, but Mother believes that her character is not bad, so you should treat her well.

And speaking broadly, you are her husband and her heaven; strictly speaking, you all have one responsibility, which is to rise up step by step.The housewife's wife is already tired. Although the master has deep affection for me, the mother is doomed to tragedy because she is placed between two men.

You always thought that I cared about Hongyao, but actually Hongyao is not my biological son, but the son of Princess Xiaoren and Hongjie's biological brother.Princess Xiaoren entrusted Hongyao to me before she was alive, but she didn't know that there was another Hongjie in her stomach who survived smoothly.I didn't have time to adopt Hongjie because the second wife found out that she is the side wife and I am a concubine, so I can't offend her.

Madam ordered to adopt Hongjie, but did not accept him as an adopted son, so Hongjie became a person without a biological mother, and Hongyao was safely protected by me.

When I go, you are the one I worry about the most, because you are my only son. The thing I regret the most is to hand you over to the second lady to raise you. I never knew that you are so pitiful without your biological mother.

I hope that after reading this letter, you will forgive my irresponsible and incompetent biological mother after you understand everything.

The most desolate distance in the world is that two people are far away from each other and do not know each other. Suddenly one day, they know each other, fall in love, and the distance becomes very close.Then one day, no longer in love with each other, the two people who were close at first became very far away, even farther than before.

There will not be any pain to like someone.Loving someone may be painful, but the happiness he gives me is also the greatest happiness in the world.

The moonlight that has gone through tens of thousands of years of vicissitudes, like frost and snow, faintly fell to the ground, sad, heartache seemed to be transparent, reincarnated under this moonlight, but there was no trace left behind!
How lonely is the memory of a person, and how pale is the memory of a person?In my short life, some people walked in in a hurry, but left in a hurry, and some people, I can't forget...the breeze is silent, the flowers keep their fragrance, the clouds turn into cold rain, and the residual The star dies alone.Night, almost dawn, but still can't penetrate the darkness!

My heart is like a window that cannot be closed, letting the wind and rain fall, standing in the decaying grass and setting sun, cuddling with your memories .A maple leaf, falling down the prosperity of the whole autumn, only a lonely face waiting for your gaze persistently in the setting sun...What slipped from the hands was not only the hand that was held, but also the memories!
When the ancient blue color of the dream gradually fades, you also gradually go away. I know that it is time to wake up from my dream.I thought eternity was the continuation of that moment, so I buried my whole life in it, but when I was covered in bruises, I suddenly woke up, it turned out that moment is just moment, and eternity is just an illusory dream!
A meter of sunshine, a trace of pain, such a bright sunshine, where should the injured person lick the wound that no one knows?How long can the wind float in the world without thoughts?The choking wind is like crying at night, under the icy moonlight, whose unforgettable tenderness has been touched?A glass of wine drank the pain of a lifetime, and two lines of tears shed the helplessness of the world.At night, I was deeply drunk, leaving only the cold moonlight and a little bit of starlight, scattered on the ground indistinctly, so that those who are confused can struggle to support in the world!

(End of this chapter)