The struggle of the eight blessings of rebirth

Chapter 292 The Extra Story of Hongzhe ([-])

My name, Aixinjue Luo Hongzhe, my identity, the second son of Lianjun Wangfu, Shizi Hongwang is my twin brother, Lianjun Wangfei is my mother-in-law, when I was three years old, I would write about her Name, I remember she wrote my name on the ground with a blackened wooden stick: "Hongzhe".I remember she hugged me and looked at the words on the ground, and said with a smile: "Zhe'er, this is a good name! The Yang of the East Gate, with its leaves and lungs, faint for a long time, is a star. My Zhe'er, it is Morning star in the sky, neither the sun nor the sun can take away your brilliance."

The morning star in the sky, the morning star of light and hope?Am I her hope?I bent down, picked up the wooden stick she used, and wrote down her name stroke by stroke. Although it was laborious and crooked, I saw surprise and joy in her eyes. She almost I can't believe that I was able to copy all the complicated strokes when I was writing for the first time.

She was so happy, hugging me back and forth, I heard her say: "My son is a genius!" In fact, I still don't understand what a genius means.I just followed her example and did the same things as her, and she was so happy.At that time, I thought, if I could make her happy all the time, she would hug me, smile at me, and praise me as a genius.

For this purpose, I urged my brother to accompany me to "break into" Ama's study, a place where only Ama and Erniang can enter and leave freely.As a result, I accidentally broke Ama's inkstone, and Ama gave me a good spanking.Later I found out that the inkstone was given to E Niang by Huang Mafa.It turned out that what I smashed was Er Niang's stuff.

It was that time, after Ama beat me, she hugged me on her lap and taught me to write Erniang's name, which even my elder brother couldn't write, Erniangniang's name.I am very proud, I guess if I write to my mother, she should be happier, right?I'm going to find the most appropriate time to give it to her as a gift.make her happy.

However, I didn't know that. It was such a thought that made me make a big mistake that I could never make up for in my life, and made me and my brother two sharp knives that hurt my mother.That was the time when I tried my best to behave in front of Huang Ama, thinking that this way Er Niang would have face and be happy, but in fact, she was really happy and proud.The performance of my brother and I made her face in front of Huang Mafa.That was, we became her pride, but unfortunately, that was the last time I saw her show that expression, and since then, it has never happened again.

Ever since Huang Mafa brought us to him, all that was left of Er Niang was sadness and disappointment.At first, I didn't understand that it was all because of my "extraordinary" performance that Huang Mafa became interested in me and my brother, separated me from her, and locked us in the huge Hall of Mental Cultivation. Since then, we have started to practice pen, ink, paper and inkstone.

Yes, practice, daily life is boring, except for studying, it is to say hello to all kinds of people, except Er Niang, Huang Mafa said, when we arrive at the Hall of Mental Cultivation, we are adults, and only on the first day of the new year. This is the process that all elder brothers in the palace must go through before they reach adulthood, and we will also go through this process.

At that time, I resisted, deliberately did not write, did not eat, and did not talk to Huang Mafa.But within a few days, I discovered that Huang Mafa didn't care about this at all. He was so busy that he hardly saw us.Greetings every morning and evening, if I don't go, a eunuch will carry me over.

Huang Mafa could ignore my struggle, and said to me with a smile: "Who really raises it like someone else, this temper is on a boy, no matter how you look at it, it's pleasing, but it's not good if it's too much! Hongzhe, You are no longer a milk baby when you come to the Hall of Mental Cultivation, and if you are disobedient, you will never see your mother-in-law."

I was scared, thinking of what my little uncle said, there is no joke.That is to say, what this person says will definitely come true. If I don't obey, I will never see Erniang again.

I regretted it, I knew I was like my brother, hiding my intelligence, hiding my thoughts, preventing him from grabbing me, and being an ordinary good boy, so that I could stay with Er Niang and not have to live In this cold place.

But it was too late, we were imprisoned in this place, reading and writing became disgusting, but we had to achieve full marks, because he was a kind grandfather only when he was happy, and more often he It is a strict teacher. We must complete 100% of what he said. If there is a slight mistake, it will be doubled, or even tripled or quadrupled.

The days like this come and go again and again. Fortunately, there is a little uncle here, Ama’s younger brother. Because of the relationship between twins, he has been going back and forth between Wuku’s mother and Huang Mafa. He is worse than us, obviously Living in the same house with his mother-in-law, but unable to meet each other, he said that he had to think about it every day, because he was afraid that one day if he didn't think about it, he would never remember what his mother-in-law looked like.

We know that the little uncle's Er Niang is the most beautiful and gentle Concubine Liang that Er Niang always talks about. According to Ama, Liang Concubine is Er Niang's second favorite person besides Ama!
So, we decided to exchange, we told him the concubine Liang in our memory, and he told us the empress in his memory, and later, he went to the study room and got up at three or four every morning I have registered, and my studies are more arduous than ours.However, going to the study room is also good. The good thing is that after class, he can take time to pay his respects to his mother-in-law.Of course, he had to go quietly, so as not to let Huang Mafa notice.

Even so, the little uncle is much happier than us.

The first time Er Niang cried in my impression was the first time we met after entering the palace. It was the little uncle who secretly brought us out of the Hall of Mental Cultivation. I was originally full of joy and thought a lot about what I wanted to say to Er Niang I.Seeing her tears, she hugged us and kept crying, the tears wet my shoulders, her body was trembling, I was frightened silly.

The Eniang in my memory likes to laugh, and when she smiles, she seems to be shining.The impression that Er Niang is omnipotent, the food that Er Niang cooks is delicious, the handwriting that Er Niang writes is beautiful, and the songs that Er Niang hums are all nice.However, the almighty Erniang kept crying and crying while holding us, and kept saying sorry, except for telling us to be obedient and obedient, she would not say a third sentence.

Is it because we can't go home?The little uncle said that except for Huang Mafa and Director Wu, no one can freely enter and leave the Hall of Mental Cultivation. Ama can't, and Erniang can't even.Is that why she was so sad and shed so many tears?

I know, it's actually all my fault, if it wasn't for my love of showing off, Huang Mafa wouldn't let us separate from Er Niang.I was the one who made Erniang so sad, because of my relationship, I also hurt my brother. My brother is not smart, he reacts faster than me. When Erniang cried, I just looked at him stupidly, but he stretched out his hand for Erniang. Wipe away tears.

Later facts also proved that the elder brother won Er Niang's heart even more, and Er Niang was pregnant with the younger brother.Huang Mafa asked my brother to visit her, but refused to let me go, I am not sad at all, really, not at all.My brother came back and said that Erniang had given birth to her younger brother, but she had been in a coma. Before she passed out, she still called me and my brother's name, but my brother couldn't see her.

I finally felt relieved, even if Erniang had a younger brother, she would not forget us.I know more clearly that the departure of my brother and I has brought fatal harm to E Niang. Since then, I am afraid that E Niang has always had a sad look on her face and has been crying, just like when we met that time.

After my brother came back, we were locked in a dark room by Huang Mafa for two consecutive days. At that time, I made up my mind that I would not give in to Huang Mafa's threats no matter what. I would redouble his demands. Okay, I want to let him know that my ability is not limited to his little education, I am Er Niang's son, I am the morning star in the dark night, I am Er Niang's hope, I will definitely get out from here, Go back to Er Niang, so that she will never shed tears or be afraid again.I'm going to be strong enough to really be her pride.

My hard work has paid off, and the reward is that Huang Mafa likes me more and more. Every time he leaves the palace, he will take me with him wherever he goes, and he will basically agree to my requests.

So, I asked him that I wanted to see Er Niang, and it was another New Year's Eve. He agreed, and my brother and I were sent to Chuxiu Palace, where we not only saw my little uncle's Er Niang, but also her.

She cried, as expected, she felt sorry for the calluses on my hands, I was afraid of her crying, so I had to say it was okay, but it caused her to cry more, and I realized that she was more afraid of losing me, more afraid of losing me. I ignored her, I really wanted to comfort her, but the fact is in front of my eyes, today's gathering is only temporary, after today, we still have to go back to the Hall of Mental Cultivation.Therefore, all consolation is still too early.

Damn it, when I thought it was too late to comfort me when I got home, Erniang was assassinated. According to my little uncle, she was seriously injured. Huang Mafa did not allow us to see her, only saying that she would OKI regretted it again, I should have told her when we met that first time, I have always liked Erniang the most.But now...

Could it be that I was born to bring trouble to my mother?Why everything changed when I was a child, when I grew up, every time my mother saw me, her eyes were full of hurt and worry, every time I wanted to say, don't worry about me, I will come back.But every time I can't say it.

Erniang, I'm sorry, you still love me like you did when you were a child.However, I have repeatedly made you sad.I'm sorry, please don't look at me with such sad eyes. When you touch your brother's head and sigh, when you hold your brother and cry in the Buddhist hall, I am here watching, wanting to speak, but feel like saying nothing It's all in vain, my mother, how can you return to the way you were before?What should I do to see you smiling at me again?
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