honey marriage to white head

Chapter 172 The Person Five Years Ago Was Me

"Baby, what the hell happened? Tell me, okay?"

Jiang Xingzhou reached out to hold Lin Lanshan's shoulders, and looked at her sincerely.His eyes were gentle but firm, giving her support and encouragement.The heart that made her confused and restless suddenly became quiet at this moment.

She knew that she could not escape.

This problem must be faced sooner or later.

After figuring it out, Lin Lanshan suddenly felt that her previous entanglements were meaningless.

She looked at Jiang Xingzhou with a calm smile on her face and firm eyes, and tried not to tremble so much in her tone: "Actually, there is one thing I never told you."

This was the first time Lin Lanshan spoke to Jiang Xingzhou in such a serious tone, and he couldn't help but pay attention to it.

He stared at her quietly, waiting for her to continue.

"I... I once slept with a stranger five years ago because of drinking drugged wine."

Lin Lanshan thought about how to confess her confession many times, and also considered a lot of words.But when it really came to this moment, she realized that any words that had been thought up in advance were useless.

The fact is that simple, there is no need to cover up and beautify anything.

Jiang Xingzhou can accept her or give her up, this is his freedom.

Lin Lanshan found that she was not as panicked as she imagined, but rather calm.

It turned out to be about this.

Jiang Xingzhou heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, he thought that Lanshan had encountered something serious.It turned out that she was just talking about what happened five years ago. So, did she recognize the person five years ago as herself?

He purposely didn't tell her, after waiting for so long, finally the day came when she confessed with her own mouth.

There was some uncontrollable excitement and joy in his heart, Jiang Xingzhou told himself to calm down.

"Have you been worrying about this these days?"

Of course, Lin Lanshan also thought about Jiang Xingzhou's reaction after hearing this, thinking that he might lose his temper, be sad, change his face and scold him, but he didn't expect his reaction to be so calm.

A sentence of 'you've been worrying about this these days', as if all she was struggling with was what to wear when she went out on a certain Sunday.

So understatement, so indifferent.

Could it be that he really doesn't mind at all?
I don't mind that I had a relationship with a completely strange man five years ago.

Don't mind... Is she so casual?
"I'm sorry, I... drank the drugged wine, I don't know. I never thought that something like that would happen."

"Baby, it's not your fault."

If it wasn't for that incident back then, he wouldn't have eaten the person he was thinking of.Although, after that, he left without letting Lin Lanshan see his face, and he left for five years.

"No, didn't you hear me clearly? I mean, five years ago, I had sex with a strange man I didn't know at all. It was my first time. I..."

"Shh... baby, I know, I know."

There was a gentle smile on Jiang Xingzhou's face, and the gentle pampering between his handsome brows made Lin Lanshan unable to react for a while.

he knows?
Did he know what happened five years ago, or what she meant?
Lin Lanshan stared at him blankly, and seeing Jiang Xingzhou's unconcealable smile on his face, she couldn't explain how she felt.

He doesn't mind.

She didn't know whether it was disappointment or relief, the latter was the right thing, wasn't it?

But she... was really disappointed and sad.

Because Jiang Xingzhou accepted it so simply and without hesitation, it made her feel like he didn't value her seriously.

She knew that she was too hypocritical to think like this, but she couldn't help it.

Seeing Lin Lanshan's unpredictable expressions, none of them were happy, and they didn't mention who the person was that night.Jiang Xingzhou realized belatedly that things seemed to be different from what he thought.

"what happened?"

"Do not you mind?"

Jiang Xingzhou was taken aback, what does he mind?
Her first time was his, and every time after that is also his, what does he mind?
It's too late to be happy.

"Did you, where did you make a mistake, baby?"

Lin Lanshan stared at Jiang Xingzhou seriously, seeing that the joy on his face was indeed replaced by seriousness, a thought suddenly flashed in her heart.

Jiang Xingzhou didn't understand what he meant, so he didn't care, right?

If she told him that five years ago, by mistake, she had a one-night dewy couple with Rong Shen, what would he think?
Rong Shen is Jiang Xingzhou's good friend, and since he had a relationship with him five years ago, Jiang Xingzhou must have been hit hard.

No wonder he wasn't angry or cared.

What's more, she and Rong Shen can be said to be seeing each other without looking up.

"Jiang Xingzhou, I mean, one night five years ago. I drank the drugged wine, then met a man, went to have a room with him, and had sex. That incident has always been a nightmare for me , I never dared to touch it. I thought I would forget it, but I didn't expect to meet that man again."

and many more.

Jiang Xingzhou looked at Lin Lanshan with a frown, he finally understood what was wrong.

She planned to confess to herself what happened five years ago, and because of this, she didn't stay in the house, and it was all because she met the man from back then.

If I understood correctly this time, the man Lin Lanshan mentioned must not be me.

Now it's an oolong.

Jiang Xingzhou suddenly had a headache and didn't know how to explain it to Lin Lanshan.

Still, he decided to listen to her.

"Who do you think that man is?"

Lin Lanshan didn't notice Jiang Xingzhou's words, she just looked at her calm and somewhat indifferent reaction, feeling a little sad in her heart.

See, he didn't care about it before, because he didn't figure it out.

But now that I know it, I will definitely care.

"I only found out recently that the person who was there five years ago...was Rong Shen."

"Who?"

"Too deep."

After finishing speaking, Lin Lanshan lowered her eyes.

She didn't dare to look into Jiang Xingzhou's eyes, for fear of seeing the disappointment and anger in them.

But after waiting for a long time, there was no response from the person in front of her, and Lin Lanshan's heart was constantly tightened, as if it would be crushed in the next second.

Why don't you speak?

Are you thinking about how to speak?

She wanted to apologize, but her throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.

"fool."

Suddenly, there was a helpless sigh from the top of his head, and then the whole person was hugged in his arms.

The familiar embrace is very warm and gentle.

Lin Lanshan had a sore nose and almost cried.

She felt that she was living more and more.

When she was with Li Shaochen before, no matter what kind of grievances she suffered, she could survive with strength.Never complain about others, never rely on anyone to complain about whom.

But now...

"Honey, how did you know it was Rong Shen?"

"He said it himself."

"Did Rong Shen say it himself?"

Jiang Xingzhou frowned. Could it be that Rong Shen frequently appeared around Lin Lanshan just to tell her this?
"Actually, he didn't say it directly. I guessed it based on his words."

Jiang Xingzhou almost laughed angrily, how could his smart and capable wife be so confused about this matter.

"Okay, then tell me what he said to make you have such a guess."

Although Lin Lanshan felt that there was something wrong with Jiang Xingzhou's current reaction, she was still used to obediently listening to him, so she told him exactly what Rong Shen had done and what she had said to him.

After Jiang Xingzhou heard it, he was dumbfounded.

He didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

I didn't expect Lin Lanshan to deduce it based on these, but it has something to do with Rong Shen's intentionally ambiguous words.

Rong Shen should have investigated, so he knows.

Although I destroyed all the materials at that time in order to protect Lin Lanshan.But Rongshen has great powers, he can dig out these contents.

Taking advantage of his absence, coupled with his understanding of that matter, Rong Shen intentionally or unintentionally misled Lin Lanshan.Until, she believed his words.

Regardless of Rong Shen's purpose for the time being, the most important thing now is to resolve Lin Lanshan's worries.

"The person five years ago was me."

Jiang Xingzhou didn't dare to let Lin Lanshan continue to think wildly, so he just told her the truth directly.

Lin Lanshan was completely stunned, she got up from his arms numbly, and stared at him with wide eyes: "What do you mean...?"

"I said, it was me five years ago. I didn't know you were Shaochen's girlfriend at the time, because I came back for a short time. You were drugged and delirious. You just met me, and then we Then we had a relationship. After that, I planned to confess to you, but I gave up after seeing a call from Shaochen on your mobile phone. I didn't know until then that you are Shaochen's girlfriend. "

Jiang Xingzhou spoke very slowly, as if he wanted Lin Lanshan to keep up with the child.

"But after I left that day, I regretted it, thinking that I wanted your body, and I would be responsible. When I turned around to look for you, I saw you holding Shaochen and crying very painfully. I know, that night What happened to you is a nightmare for you. So I hesitated, thinking in my heart, if Shaochen minds, then I will stand up and take responsibility. But who knows, Shaochen said he didn’t mind. I saw You hugged him and regarded him as your only comfort, and felt that you should not appear again to stimulate you. So you left, and you left for five years."

If he didn't leave, he was worried that he would rush to his nephew and snatch his girlfriend away.

He didn't regret having done with Lin Lanshan, but he regretted not getting to know her earlier.

In fact, he knew about Li Shaochen's marriage to Lin Lanshan later, but before that he had always had fantasies.

Thinking that Lin Lanshan and Li Shaochen would break up eventually, he had a chance.

Unexpectedly, what was waiting was the news of their marriage.

After that, Jiang Xingzhou never paid attention to Lin Lanshan again, he forced himself to forget everything about that night.

Including Lin Lanshan, his feelings for Lin Lanshan.

It took him two years, but he found that not only did he not forget, but Lin Lanshan's appearance became more and more deeply in his memory.

(End of this chapter)