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Chapter 185 The Tragedy of Her Life (Su Qing Chapter 2)

In the second year, when Su Heng's child was born, he was unreasonably happy, his face was full of the joy of being a father, and he was unreasonably doting on the woman in his arms.

At that time, his name was often featured in newspapers in Jiangcheng, and his photos could be seen everywhere.

He was still so gentle and kind, but those kindnesses no longer belonged to her.

Lin Ying had been pregnant for more than eight months at that time, and her belly was already very big. She didn't dare to go home, but rented a house not far from her home and lived alone.

She didn't want to hear about him from others, and didn't want to know how happy he was.

She finished her prenatal check-up that day and planned to go to the mall to buy some daily necessities, and then saw the display on the mall's display saying, "The president of Su's company is happy with his son. Today, the entire store is [-]% off."

It turned out that it belonged to the Su family.

People who come and go are discussing, some are envious, some are blessings.

Only Lin Ying, she dropped what she was holding and ran away.

She didn't understand why she tried so hard to forget him, but it seemed that everyone around her was against her, always mentioning him again and again.

No matter how happy he is, she will not bless him.

Because her happiness is gone.

She finally returned home in desperation, made herself something to eat, then turned off the lights, and got ready to rest early.

Maybe it was because of the excessive emotional ups and downs, and the child in her belly seemed to become uneasy. That night, she had a stomachache that was unbearable. There was no one around her who could help her, so she finally called 120.

When she was sent to the operating room, she was thinking how great it would be if she could see his figure when she came out.

She also wants to be happy for once, instead of being a clown hiding in the dark to spy on his happy life.

But no.

God has never favored her.

At the moment when the anesthetic was gradually taking effect and she was about to lose consciousness, she thought of his appearance again.

If I hadn't met him back then, how wonderful it would have been.

She will still be that cheerful and sunny woman, she will meet many people, she will meet someone who loves her, and she will have her own happy life.

But when she met him, her heart would die immediately. In his eyes, she was never there.

His tenderness has been given to many people, not her alone.

It's just that she was too stupid at that time, thinking that she must be the most special one.

When she woke up, she touched her flat belly. The nurse happily told her that she had given birth to a boy who was very cute.

Until she saw him, he was still so small, but he could make out a little outline of him.

His eyes and nose are all like him, even the way he frowns.

She only stayed in the hospital for two days, and finally returned to her rental house without hesitation.

She didn't even dare to go home. A daughter like her had already humiliated her parents.

She began to learn to be a mother, learn to breastfeed and change diapers, and learn to take good care of him.

But as he grew up, his outline became more and more like him. Sometimes she would look at him in a daze, as if seeing the same immature Su Heng back then.

They are so similar, but they are still not him.

Later, everyone around her found out about her out-of-wedlock childbirth, and she endured criticism from others every day. She would argue at first, but she became numb in the end.

A woman who is not loved, even if she is as low as the dust, no one will feel sorry for her.

Later, her parents finally found out about it.In a fit of anger, they severed ties with her and refused to take care of the child. She took him by herself, and her spirit became worse and worse every day until she was diagnosed with leukemia.

When Su Qing was seven years old, she was already at an advanced stage, and she refused to seek treatment because she knew it was an incurable disease, and at that time, she had already lost hope in life.

Su Qing was her only thought, but it wasn't.

She doesn't love him that much, she loves that man the most.

Later, she took Su Qing to Su's house regardless of other people's advice.

Many years later, when she saw that man again, her heart was extremely peaceful. She told him about that night many years ago, and told him about Su Qing's existence, then left Su Qing behind and left alone.

Su Qing chased her for a long time, calling her mother all the time, but she never stopped.

She wanted to give this only son a good future, but now, she couldn't give that future.

Then Su Qing stayed at Su's house. Su Heng hadn't seen Lin Ying for many years, so he couldn't tell what it was like, but seeing the lively and smiling little girl in those days turned into what she is now, made her heart palpitate.

It's not that he hasn't thought about finding her for so many years, but her entanglement made him dare not take that step. Besides, he has a wife and children now, so he can't be an irresponsible person.

It's not that he has no feelings for Lin Ying, but at that time he thought it was just a kind of family affection that he had been with for many years. He originally wanted to be with her for the rest of his life, but it was not until he met his current wife.

He still remembers the heartbeat at that moment, and he decided at that moment that this is the person he likes.

He recklessly drew a line with Lin Ying, and said many ugly things to her, just wanting her to give up on herself.

After so many years, he did not look for her, and she never appeared in front of him again.

Both of them are proud, the entanglement of those years has exhausted all of Lin Ying's strength, and they will never appear in front of him again, and they will not let him see that they are a little bit unbearable.

Su Heng is also stubborn. Even though he has lost his relationship with his wife for so many years, and the relationship between the two is on the verge of divorce. Even though he thinks of Lin Ying more and more times, he is still unwilling to admit that he really has her. take it to heart.

But when I was so stupid back then, I let go of her with my own hands, so how can I have the qualifications to keep her now.

Until he brought the little boy who was [-]% like him and stood in front of him.

She said it was his child.

He probably didn't believe it, and said something mocking her.

What did he say at that time, he said don't insist that other people's bastards belong to him, they have never had a relationship.

Then she smiled, she seemed to be the same as before, still so beautiful, she talked about that night and the origin of Su Qing.

He was shocked, angry, and distraught, and wanted to hold her, but she just left the child and walked away alone.

He saw the boy chasing her far, far away, but in the end he failed to catch up with her.

What a cruel person she is, if she said she would let it go, she would let it go, if she said no, she would let it go.

Su Heng is, and so is Su Qing.

When Su Heng knew all the truth and ran back to find her, all he saw was her tombstone.

The tragedy of her life was that she had been in love with him bitterly for the first half of her life but couldn't love him, and when she came, she was still alone.

Su Heng and his wife divorced, and took Su Qing alone, living alone in the huge Su family.

Su Qing hated him, so he never said a word to him, and he never took the initiative to look for him. Whenever he saw him, he would think of Lin Ying.

The little girl who had been chasing him back then has now become a cold monument, and his name cannot even be signed on the tombstone.

If he could, how he wished he could do it all over again, so that all the mistakes would never happen again.

She will be his wife.

(End of this chapter)