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Chapter 187 He Should Use His Life To Atone For His Sin (Su Qing Chapter 4)

Lin Ying left Su Qing at Su's house, and went back to the alley alone. At night, she hugged Su Qing's clothes, crying uncontrollably.

Looking at the things he left behind, she thought over and over again of the years when she and him lived together.

His child is the kindest person. He knew how to protect his mother at such a young age, and he knew how to protect her at such a young age.

She knew that when she left, Su Qing had been chasing after him, she was so cruel that she didn't look at him, she didn't want to look back, but her face was already wet with tears.

At first, she just wanted to leave the only connection with Su Heng, but in the end, Su Qing was her lifeblood.

She is the pride of his life.

She had no sense of survival, stopped taking the medicine, and stopped going to the hospital. The hospital called several times, but she hung up on them.

When the pain hit, she thought of Su Qing's little face again and again, thought of his stubborn appearance, and thought of how kind he had been to her for so many years.

She is not a competent mother, in fact, he has taken care of herself more.

Her body is getting worse day by day, she can clearly feel that life is slowly draining away, she is not happy or sad, but occasionally dreaming back at midnight, thinking of that man, still makes her pillow wet with tears.

She found a pen and paper and wrote a letter, which is called a suicide note.

"Su Heng, if I never loved you back then, what would happen now.

Maybe I will still be so bright and proud, I will meet my beloved, and live happily ever after.

Your appearance once illuminated me, you were the light in my life, and then you left, and you gave me endless darkness with your own hands.

I should blame you, I should hate you.

But now, there is no hatred or resentment.

But, in the next life, we will never meet again.

I have missed so much in my life, and when it comes time, I regret it very much.

Ah Qing is my life's hope and expectation. I only hope that you treat him well. He is sincere and kind. Although he is not good at words, he is by no means a bad boy.

Originally, I shouldn't have sent him to your side, but I no longer have the strength to take him with me. I may have spent my entire life chasing after you. In the end, I didn't even have the slightest courage.

I am not afraid of death, but I am even more afraid of living. In my life, I have too much obsession, greed, and resentment. I always hope for things that don't belong to me. It's my fault. I will spend my whole life repenting.

From now on, there will be no more Lin Ying in this world, and your world will be completely clean. "

After writing this letter, she no longer had the strength to walk to the place where they met at the beginning with bare feet.

She thought of the day they met, it was also a sunny day, he came over to hold her hand in a friendly way, and called herself Sister Yingying.

His hand was very warm, and once she held it, she didn't want to let it go.

She remembered his every expression, all his laughing and cursing, his habits, and his kindness.

The only thing I forgot is that he doesn't love her.

He doesn't love her.

Even after so many years, she still often forgets and always fantasizes.

If not love, if not.

So now, what will they look like.

She secretly hid outside the door of the house, looking at the parents in the house, seeing that they already had silver wires, and seeing that they were slowly getting old.

She is guilty, her daughter has never been competent.

When she was young, she was proud and self-willed, and she didn't know how much headache it caused them. Later, she was stubborn and stubborn, and refused to turn back no matter what they said, and finally drifted away from them.

At the last moment of her life, she was most sorry for her parents.

They gave her life, but now she can't repay them well.

Even the simplest way to grow old with them is beyond my ability.

She walked very peacefully, she was well dressed, washed, and lay quietly on the bed, as if she was asleep.

She has been proud all her life, even if she wants to be with the dust, she doesn't want to really fall into the dust.

Neighbors noticed something strange in her house and called the police. Then the police arrived and carried out a dead body covered with a white cloth.

Everyone in the alley was startled. They couldn't believe that such a proud woman just left.

She was very quiet when she came, and she was silent when she left.

It's as if it never existed here.

Then they saw two elderly people stumbling over, probably her parents, hugging her body and crying.

The people around no longer had the mentality of watching a good show, and just sighed secretly for this beautiful woman.

When she came, she amazed the alley, and when she left, she was also vigorous.

She was never supposed to be alive.

The old couple cried so hard that they both fainted and were sent to the hospital.

Then they saw a man, he was dressed in a formal suit, handsome, but when he came here and saw the familiar photo on the wall, his eyes were red.

Maybe it was because his aura was so strong that no one dared to get close to him, they only dared to look at him from a distance. They recognized him and knew his identity, but they were stunned at the moment when he was crying in despair.

Did such an excellent man actually love that poor woman?

No one knew, and no one dared to ask. They just watched him come and go quietly, leaving nothing behind.

When he left, he looked as usual, as if nothing happened.

Then the next day, on TV and newspapers, there was a report that the president of the Su Group and his wife were divorcing.

He divorced his wife the day after she left, and he became more and more silent. He vowed not to touch love in his life.

He has been responsible for a woman's life, and he should use his whole life to atone for his sin.

At Lin Ying's funeral, Su Heng took Su Qing to go together. Both of them were dressed in black, and their facial features were seven to eight points alike. Everyone was guessing their relationship, but Su Heng silently accepted it. Father Lin gave him a slap.

Lin's mother beat him like crazy, he stood up straight and didn't even take a step back.

He had betrayed their daughter all his life, even if he was beaten to death, it should be worth it.

Su Qing kept silent, not even calling her grandparents.

He resented everyone, including the man in front of him.

He never wanted to call him dad, let alone admit that this was his father.

The proud character of her mother's life was broken by him abruptly. He was her child, and he had to take back everything that belonged to her for her.

Not only Su Heng, Su Yichen, no matter who it is, can't stop him.

He turned into a wolf, trying hard to absorb knowledge and grow up, just to trample Su Yichen and Su Heng under his feet as soon as possible.

He wanted to see them vulnerable, to see them in pain.

Just like the original mother.

Mother is obviously such a good woman, why did she end up like this.

It was they who should suffer, never the mother.

My mother's life was too short, but in just thirty years, it seemed like a whole life had been spent.

He had already forgotten how long his mother hadn't smiled.

The black and white photo on the tombstone is when she was young, she was still proud and her eyes were full of brilliance.

It's just that every time he thinks of his mother's fragility and pain in the middle of the night, he hates, hates everyone.

The hypocrisy on Su Heng's face made him sick, and he wanted to tear off his mask and expose his ugly self to the public.

But he didn't do that, he knew his responsibility, he would live for his mother all his life.

He wants to be what his mother wants him to be.

(End of this chapter)