Leftover women crossing the harem: competing with the king for the world

Chapter 213 Dumb Medicine 10
Is she changed?Yu Beizhou thought, the former Xiuling had a soft heart, she couldn't do such a thing as tricking her fourth sister into taking dumb medicine.

But the current Xiuling is indeed not the former Xiuling.

And the former Xiuling was a little blurred in his heart, he couldn't grasp what she was like in the past, only the bright and strong her in front of him...

Bu Xiuchi looked at Lin Zhishi's figure in despair, tears came out of her eyes suddenly, she didn't know if it was because of sadness, or because the pain was too much torment.

Xiuling, do you know that I am happy and sad to see you today, I am happy that you know that I am not dead, we sisters still have a chance to meet again, but I am sad that you reminded me again, Yu Beizhou The person he loves is not me.

I once said that since I was under house arrest in the Buddhist hall, he only came twice, one time to heal my wounds, and one time, I didn't even see him, I was chanting Buddha, but I could feel him right behind me , I thought he was coming to see me, but I waited until the end and he refused to show up, but I clearly heard him sigh very lightly, saying, it really looks like...

I have always known that the only person in this world who is similar to me is you, Xiuling, so do you know that the person Yu Beizhou loves is you, it is you, it has never been me as his wife...

Who said that those who accompany the Buddha are pure-hearted, ascetic and indifferent to the world?No matter how pure my heart is, I still have the idea of ​​wishing you never existed, so maybe he will fall in love with me.

I am ashamed of myself for having such a thought, now take it as my retribution, this is my retribution, Xiuling, I don’t hate you, I just despair of this world, Yu Beizhou never cared about me, and I cared about you, and finally abandoned me.

Bu Xiuchi originally wanted to tell Xiuling personally, but I'm afraid there will be no chance again.

She has been dumb ever since.

(End of this chapter)