Wealthy Love

Chapter 117

Chu Zijun left.

Deng Long blindfolded Zhang Chixiang again, and brought her back to the secret room.

Deng Long put Zhang Chixiang in the iron cage again and locked the chain for her.

"I thought you would take this opportunity to find a way to leave with Chu Zijun." There was no chair here, and Deng Long sat on the ground against the wall.From the looks of it, he didn't seem to be leaving right away.

Zhang Chixiang also sat on the ground.

"If I take the opportunity to escape, what is the chance of success?" Zhang Chi wanted to ask calmly.

Deng Long raised his eyebrows lightly, "It's hard to say, it depends on when the miracle will happen."

Zhang Chi wanted to give a "pushed" smile, "I never thought you could say such a thing."

"Then what do you think I should look like?"

Zhang Chi wanted to turn his head sideways, looking at Deng Long, and Wan Er smiled, "I thought you had no sense of humor."

"People who dawdle at the tip of guns and knives are fighting for survival, not games." Deng Long said quietly.

Zhang Chi never imagined that Deng Long, who is so emotional and upright, would say such philosophical words.

"Since we know it's impossible, why try it? Besides, even if Chu Zijun and I really left, the matter still hasn't been fundamentally resolved. I, you, Dai Yihang, Lin Lin, are still in my original There is no change in position."

"How, then, do you wish the matter to be best settled?"

"I don't know either." Zhang Chi said leisurely.

"Zhang Chixiang," Deng Long naturally called out Zhang Chixiang's name.

"Ok?"

"Chu Zijun, this man is not bad. It can be seen that he is sincere for you. I don't understand a man who is willing to risk his life for you. Why do you reject him? Sometimes, I really don't understand What are you women thinking about. That Chu Zijun is your first love, right? Didn’t you say that women will never forget their first love?”

"Chu Zijun, it was my first love. We once really loved each other. For him, we really hurt at that time. However, it's all over. It's like a wound, once hurt, bleeding, and inflamed, and then Gradually, the scab formed and improved, and finally, the pain was gone, leaving only a scar. Touching the scar, there will be no more pain, it is just an existing trace.”

It was just an existing trace, Deng Long thought about this sentence silently in his heart.

Living on the cusp of gunfire, Deng Long is most familiar with wounds and scars.On his body, there are no less than a dozen scars of various kinds.This was the first time Deng Long heard someone talk about scars like that.Just a trace of existence.

"The past between me and Chu Zijun will not disappear, just like scars. Therefore, Chu Zijun, no matter what I have experienced in the future, I will never forget it. But me and him are just the past .There is no pain. However, it will not start again. It is like a wound. Maybe we can use various means to remove the scars that have been left, but the pain will not disappear. The injury is the injury. Even if there is no trace, the pain will remain in my heart."

Zhang Chi wanted to lower his head, instead of looking at Deng Long, he spoke slowly, like a tiny spring in the mountains, pouring out quietly from her mouth.

"What about Dai Yihang?" Deng Long asked slowly.

"What about you and Dai Yihang? Is this also the past?"

Zhang Chi wanted to raise his head slowly, and looked at the front with some confusion, "Dai Yihang? I don't know. Now, he may be a wound that is still painful to me. Maybe, one day in the future , this wound will also form a scar, and it will also become a trace of existence, maybe..."

Zhang Chi wanted to say the last two words "maybe" slowly, so he stopped.

"Maybe what will happen?" Deng Long asked.

"I don't know either, I'm not a doctor after all..."

Deng Long didn't ask any more questions, but took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, lit it, took a deep breath, and then exhaled a cloud of faint smoke.

In the smog, Deng Long's face gradually blurred.

"Zhang Chi thought, you are actually a good woman. But Lin Lin is also a good woman. She really loves that Dai Yihang. It seems that you and Chu Zijun are impossible. If you don't want to marry Ye Yunhuai ,Marry me."

Zhang Chi wanted to be taken aback for a moment, then stared at Deng Long in a daze.

"What I mean is, you marry me. Let's pretend to be married and let Dai Yihang give up on you. Anyway, Lin Lin is pregnant with his child. This kind of blood relationship can't be cut off by anything. Only when Dai Yihang gives up on you, can Lin Lin start over with him."

Zhang Chi wanted to raise his head and look at Deng Long, as if looking at something new.

"Fake marriage? Think we're filming a romantic drama?" Zhang Chixiang smiled helplessly.

"What's so ridiculous? In this world, there are not many weddings that are held purely because of love. Just like when you and Dai Yihang were at the beginning, didn't you also love Dai Yihang? Also, Dai Yihang Hang and Lin Lin, at that time, Dai Yihang didn't love Lin Lin, but they got married anyway."

After what Deng Long said, Zhang Chi wanted to realize that although Dai Yihang had been married twice, he never loved each other deeply.

When she married Dai Yihang, Dai Yihang loved her, but she didn't love him at that time.

When Dai Yihang married Lin Lin, Lin Lin loved him, but Dai Yihang didn't love Lin Lin at that time.

"Yes, many weddings are not because of love, but because of love. I married Dai Yihang because he loves me. And, I want to love him too. Lin Lin married Dai Yihang because Lin Lin loves him, and she wants Dai Yihang to fall in love with her. Because of love, because of the hope of love, we got married. In this regard, Lin Lin and I are the same. I don’t want to joke about my happiness, if I really If you want to get married, there will be no other reason, only because of love."

"So...you mean...you...love...Dai Yihang..."

"I... don't know. The feelings for Dai Yihang seem to be too complicated, too many emotions are all tangled together, and I can't tell whether there is love, so I also want to sort it out..."

Zhang Chi wanted to feel that all the problems now were not with Lin Lin, nor with Dai Yihang, but with herself.It was her who still lacked a decisive decision.

Does she still love Dai Yihang?This question, Zhang Chi thought, hadn't thought it through until now.

"If you can't think clearly, why don't you ask your own heart?"

Deng Long's eyes were bright, looking at Zhang Chi thinking.

"Ask your heart? How do you ask?"

"I have a method, do you want to try it?" Suddenly, Deng Long became interested.

"What method?" Zhang Chi wanted to ask casually.In fact, in Zhang Chi's opinion, what good method can Deng Long have?In her own heart, she didn't even know what was going on.How can others help?

"As for people, only by abandoning all distracting thoughts, thinking of nothing, being absolutely isolated, and feeling that she is the only one in this world, and everything is gone. Only under such circumstances, can people see their own hearts clearly. "

"Well, not bad." Zhang Chi wanted to nod his head in agreement.

However, this is not possible in this case.A situation like "there is only one bowl of rice left in this world" will not happen.

"I have a method that can make you feel that way."

"Tell me."

"dizziness."

"Dizzy?" Zhang Chi thought that the one who was really "dizzy" by these two words.

Deng Long got up suddenly, took out the key, and opened the iron cage and the chains on Zhang Chixiang's hands and feet.

"What to do?" Zhang Chi still didn't understand Deng Long's intention.

"Zhang Chi thinks, you close your eyes and stretch out your hands."

Zhang Chi wanted to close his eyes slowly and stretch out his hands.

"Then, you start spinning."

"Rotate?"

"Yes, keep spinning, keep spinning, keep spinning... Don't think about anything, let go of all the thoughts in your head, all the feelings, let everything become blurred, all become Disappear... The sky is turning, the earth is turning, and you are turning. In the end, you will feel that everything in this world has disappeared, and you are alone, and everything has been thrown away... At that time, you will Seeing your own heart, at the moment when you lose your center of gravity, when everything becomes blurred, who do you hope is to support you and stay by your side, that is your heart..."

"Really?" Zhang Chi wanted to close his eyes, but did not open them.

"Try it, so what?"

Zhang Chi wanted to close his eyes, stretch out his hands, and gradually calm down his heart.

Then, standing still, she began to spin.

Many thoughts flashed before her eyes.

Scenes from the past flashed before her eyes one by one.The happiness she and Chu Zijun used to have, the pain when they broke up with Chu Zijun, the vows Dai Yihang once promised her, the touch and warmth Dai Yihang brought her, the heartlessness and determination of Dai Yihang, she lost The heartache when she was a child, the despair when she committed suicide, the confusion on the day she was released from prison, her helplessness that night in the underground passage, Ye Yunhuai's sudden intrusion, Ye Yunhuai's smiling faces, the comfort when she was with Fan Yi... ...Everything, scene after scene, flashed before her eyes one by one...

Zhang Chixiang was still spinning, and kept spinning, and it was getting faster and faster.

Everything around her is revolving around her, the sky is revolving, the earth is revolving, she is revolving, everything that used to be revolving...

Zhang Chi wanted to turn faster and faster.

Everything turned into spinning white threads, surrounding her, everything disappeared...

Her mind was blank, and there was nothing but whiteness in front of her eyes.

Everything is gone.In this world, she is the only one left.

She's the only one going around.

Only she is the center of this world.

Dizzy, confused, blank, thinking around Zhang Chi.

Waves of dizziness hit.

She felt that she could hardly bear the dizziness.

She felt that she had lost her footing.

At this time, Zhang Chi really wanted to have someone who could support her.

At this time, a face appeared in front of her, it was so clear, and it became more and more clear...

Zhang Chi felt unsteady and fell to the ground.

The feeling of dizziness is still there.

Everything is still spinning.

Zhang Chi wanted to slowly open his eyes.

Everything in front of me is spinning.

Zhang Chi wanted to feel as if he was sitting on a turntable.

Deng Long's face was also spinning around him.

"Zhang Chi thought, have you seen your own heart?"

Although he couldn't see Deng Long's face clearly, Zhang Chixiang could hear Deng Long's words clearly.

"I saw it."

"who's that person?"

(End of this chapter)