Wealthy Love

Chapter 120

When Deng Long brought Dai Yihang to see Zhang Chixiang, Dai Yihang always felt inexplicably uneasy.

Finally met Zhang Chixiang.But Dai Yihang felt that there was an insurmountable time between these few days.

Zhang Chi wanted to stand quietly in front of the window, watching the sunset of the city, unscathed.

Dai Yihang stood at the door, just a few steps away, but Dai Yihang suddenly felt very far away.

Suddenly, Dai Yihang suddenly felt this scene, this feeling seemed to have appeared somewhere before.Where is it?
dreaming.

Once in a dream, Zhang Chi wanted to stand by the window like this, facing the setting sun.He walked towards her step by step, but when he stretched out his hands to grab her, she suddenly disappeared and merged with the setting sun...

"Chi Xiang, are you okay?" Dai Yihang walked slowly towards Zhang Chi Xiang, just like a scene in a dream.

With every step, Dai Yihang walked very carefully, for fear of waking up the dream, and for fear of scaring Zhang Chixiang away.

Zhang Chi wanted to turn around and smiled at Dai Yihang, "Yihang, I'm fine."

Seeing Zhang Chixiang's smile, Dai Yihang was sure that this time, he was not dreaming.This is reality.

Zhang Chi wanted to come over and sit on the sofa in the room.

Dai Yihang still stood there, looking at Zhang Chi and thinking.

"Yihang, I'm sorry." Since he was released from prison, Zhang Chixiang seemed to seldom say the word "sorry".

Dai Yihang's heart seemed to be hollowed out all of a sudden, and his whole body froze there like a statue.

Dai Yihang didn't want to hear the next words.

However, Zhang Chi wanted to say it anyway.

"I'm sorry, Yihang, I can't marry you."

Then, there was a silence.

Dai Yihang looked up at the setting sun.He seemed to hear the sound of the setting sun.

Soon, a bloody sunset set at the other end of the city full of tall buildings.

"why?"

Dai Yihang thought he didn't speak, but he heard his own voice clearly.

"I thought, I can't start over with you again."

"But why did you agree?"

"I thought you were terminally ill. My heart ached when I heard the news. Just like when I saw my father's suicide note, it hurt like a knife. I don't want to lose you, I don't want you to be in my future life Disappeared in the midst of... So, I thought it was love..."

"Then, isn't it?"

"Maybe, yes. Who knows? Dai Yihang, maybe, I still love you a little bit... But, my feelings for you are so complicated that I can't even figure it out myself. For you, with the degree of resentment, there will be the degree of emotion, with the degree of expectation, there will be the degree of despair, with the degree of desolation, there will be the degree of warmth, with the degree of joy, there will be the degree of pain... There is a little tenderness, a little ruthlessness, a little friendship, a little family affection, and a little... love..."

"After all... there is love... isn't it?" Dai Yihang said awkwardly.

"But love is not like this. Love is love, it is wholehearted. It is irreplaceable by family and friendship. If, during the three years I was in prison, you could visit me once, and you could find out the truth of the matter, I will love you forever with all my heart. If you can find me at that time, we will definitely start over. Misunderstandings can be solved, pain can pass, and scars can be healed. If it is that time, we We will start again. We, will be very happy..."

"What about now? Is it too late?" There was a bit of loss and melancholy in the words.Yeah, why not at that time?
Is this what is called fate?
"It's too late now. You and I have no way to start over."

"Why is it late?"

Dai Yihang is like a stubborn child, knowing that it will be a trap to continue digging, but he would rather fall into it than give up.

"Because, after that, I met Ye Yunhuai. I met Ye Yunhuai when I was the most helpless, lonely, lonely, and downcast. Being with him was the only time I felt happy at that time. I thought it was because my heart was numb, it was because my heart would not move anymore, it was because I would not love anymore. In fact, it was me who was running away from myself. Ye Yunhuai is so much like you. I dare not love I dare not accept his love. I regard Chu Zijun as my elder brother and Fan Yi as my confidant, but I don't know what to take Yunhuai as.

That day, Deng Long made me keep spinning. In the spinning, when everything disappeared and left me, when I felt helpless and lonely again, Ye Yunhuai's face gradually became clear.At that moment, I hoped that Ye Yunhuai would be by my side, I wanted to chat with him, listen to him, tell me jokes, look at his smiling face... At that moment, I realized that, in fact, in my life I already had someone in my heart, but I kept it closed and didn't want to face it...

If I hadn't met Ye Yunhuai, you and I might have started again, but if we did, we would.If you change your mind, you can never go back. "

"Even if it's just because of a promise, when you promised to start over with me, you were sincere, right?" Dai Yihang felt that his feelings could not be wrong.

"It's true. At that time, I really wanted to start over with you, and I really wanted to try." Zhang Chi wanted to say frankly.

"Why did you feel you could start over then, but not now?"

"Because, at that time, I thought that you had a terminal illness. My heart hurts. I don't want you to have any regrets. I want you to be happy, in the last days of your life..."

"I understand, it's an illusion, it's sympathy, but there's also a little bit of love, right!"

Zhang Chi wanted to raise his head and look at Dai Yihang.

Dai Yihang stood in front of the window, just where she was standing just now.The slender figure shrouded in the faint twilight looked a little lonely.

At this moment, Dai Yihang really understood her and could see through her heart.

It's an illusion, it's sympathy, but there's also a little bit of love.

good.Not bad at all.This is what Zhang Chi thought.Unexpectedly, Dai Yihang said it so clearly.

Zhang Chi didn't want to answer, because Dai Yihang no longer needed her answer.

Dai Yihang took out a cigarette and lit it.

For a long time, Zhang Chi didn't want to watch Dai Yihang smoke like this.

Few men can even smoke so gracefully like Dai Yihang.

The room is very quiet, the smoke floats freely and then dissipates...

Dai Yihang didn't put out the cigarette until it was very short.

"If I were really terminally ill. Today, you wouldn't have said this to me, would you?"

Zhang Chi thought about it seriously, then nodded, "I won't say."

"Will you start over with me? Even if you have Ye Yunhuai in your heart, even if Lin Lin is pregnant with my child, you will start over with me, right?"

"Correct."

Zhang Chi wanted to nod, if Dai Yihang was really terminally ill, she would try to start over with him, try her best and wholeheartedly, to make him happy and happy.

Dai Yihang, her former lover, her ex-husband, the person who once let her out of the pain but brought her countless pains, will never be a passer-by in her life.

Just like a scar, gradually, it will grow into a part of my body, which cannot be parted.

"However, I didn't suffer from any terminal illness, so there is no such thing as..." Dai Yihang said to himself.

that is the truth.

Dai Yihang suddenly thought of what Liu Shuiyan had said to him: "If the fate is really over, don't be too persistent. Only by letting go, will there be new hope..." "So, I regret it, I regret that I did it back then. Give up like that. If I live again, no matter how difficult it is, I will never give up. However, we can never go back and start again. I, fell in love with someone else..."

Maybe this time, he and Zhang Chi thought, the fate was really over.

Maybe this time, it's really time for him to let go.

However, Dai Yihang really hates, hates, hates... hates himself...

"When you see me, or don't see me, I'm right there, neither sad nor happy; you miss me, or don't miss me, love is there, never come or go; you love me, or don't love me, love is there, never It will not decrease; if you follow me, or if you don’t follow me, my hand is in yours, and I will never let it go..."

Dai Yihang stood there quietly, looking at Zhang Chi and thinking, he knew that this time, he might really lose her.

For some reason, those sentences came out of Dai Yihang's mouth.

Where did he hear these sentences, he no longer remembers.I just remember that when I heard it, my heart tightened inexplicably, as if I was electrocuted.

Now, facing Zhang Chixiang, Dai Yihang thought of these sentences for some reason.

Zhang Chi wanted to stare blankly at Dai Yihang.

Maybe Dai Yihang's voice was too low, Zhang Chi thought he couldn't hear clearly.

"When you see me, or don't see me, I'm right there, neither sad nor happy; you miss me, or don't miss me, love is there, never come or go; you love me, or don't love me, love is there, never It will not decrease; if you follow me, or if you don’t follow me, my hand is in yours, and I will never let it go..."

Dai Yihang looked at Zhang Chi and thought, with bewilderment, nostalgia, and sadness, and again, gently, read these sentences.

This time, Zhang Chi wanted to hear clearly.

This time, without knowing it, Zhang Chixiang burst into tears.

Dai Yihang walked over gently, and gently wiped away the dripping tears for Zhang Chi.

"These tears were shed for me!" Dai Yihang said softly.

However, these words made Dai Yihang feel a little familiar.Who said that?

Dai Yihang remembered, it was Lin Lin.

At that time, he and Lin Lin bet their lives to divorce. Lin Lin raised her head with tears on her face, looked at him, and said to him, "Dai Yihang, I let go, let's divorce..."

At that time, he only felt his nose sore, and unknowingly, tears flowed out.

Lin Lin looked at him and said, "I can think that these two tears were shed for me, right?"

Now, Dai Yihang fully understands Lin Lin's mood when he said this.

At that time, Lin Lin loved him deeply, but in the end, she let go.

And now, he also loves Zhang Chi deeply, and he also decided to let go.

(End of this chapter)