Wealthy Love

Chapter 31

"But, Dai Yihang, I don't love you anymore."

Dai Yihang would rather hope that Zhang Chixiang said this to him with resentment, instead of the calm and indifferent look now...

Dai Yihang was like being poured from the head to the soles of the feet by a basin of cold water, a chill rose from the bottom of his heart.

Why did Zhang Chi think that instead of scolding him, beating him, or blaming him, he just said "I don't love" to him so coldly...

"Chi thought, let's start again, shall we..."

These words sounded so weak to Dai Yihang, but Dai Yihang really wanted to say, he was afraid that if he didn't say it now, he would have no chance to say it in the future...

Zhang Chi wanted to be a little confused, and smiled sadly, "Dai Yihang, we are over. You and I, let's end like this. Don't open up the scars that have already scabbed... Let us have a good relationship with each other. Learn to forget slowly..."

"Chi Xiang, can you really forget it?" Dai Yihang was not reconciled.

Zhang Chi wanted to show a helpless wry smile, "If I hadn't tried to forget, I'm afraid I wouldn't have survived those three years..."

"Chi thought, I was wrong... But, I love you." Dai Yihang didn't know what to say.But that's the only thing he can be sure of.

Zhang Chi wanted to look at Dai Yihang, with a touch of clarity in his confusion, a trace of warmth in his bleakness, and a trace of purity in his deepness, "Dai Yihang, are you sure you really love me? Or, you can Are you sure, the one you love is the current Zhang Chixiang?

Three years ago, when you didn't want our child and insisted on putting me in jail, my heart died. The moment the child left me, I felt that my whole world was gone, and my father was gone. You don't love me anymore, and the child also left me. At that time, I thought about death... In fact, when I decided to get rid of the child, I no longer had any attachment to this world. At that time, I really wanted to leave this world.I have already put the cold blade on my wrist. At that time, I was thinking, as long as I cut it hard, there will be no more pain, embarrassment, parting, sadness...

Just when I closed my eyes and prepared to cut it off, an old nurse came in suddenly, and she came to pick up what she left..."

Zhang Chi wanted to look into the distance, and his gaze was boundless and remote. He spoke quietly, as if he was telling an ancient and melancholy story.

Dai Yihang really didn't dare to think, what would have happened if it wasn't for that old nurse?
"Later, I also wondered what would have happened if it wasn't for that old nurse..." Zhang Chi wanted to continue talking quietly, "The old nurse saw the blade in my hand, and she didn't Not too surprised, just stood there very calmly, sorted out the materials she left behind, and said to me very calmly: Girl, is there anything in this world that you can’t get through? The child is gone. In the future, you will still You can have the same lovely child. The person who loves you is gone. As long as you have love in your heart, you will still meet the person who loves you. Three years are gone, but in the future, you will have more three years. Years... You can even let go of your own life, so what else can you not let go? You can even face pain and death, what else can you not face?

After listening to the old nurse's words, for some reason, I burst into tears, and the tears just flowed like that, like a spring...

At that time, for some reason, I didn't want to die anymore.

I know, in this world, not all people have abandoned me, left me, at least, there is a stranger, she does not want to watch me die...

Then, I threw the blade in the trash, and the old nurse left...

So, from then on, I always thought that I had already died once, and the Zhang Chi I thought was already dead.

Dai Yihang, you said you love me, but in fact, what you love is only Zhang Chixiang who was touched by you three years ago and buried all his love in his heart... But the me in front of me is already It's completely changed... You don't know what I've been through in the past three years, what I've been thinking about, what kind of changes have taken place in my heart... So, Dai Yihang, stop talking In this case……"

Zhang Chi wanted to say a lot, and these words floated through Dai Yihang's mind sentence by sentence, like catkins floating in the air, confusing his eyes, Dai Yihang couldn't grasp any sentence, He could only let them float in his mind...

Zhang Chi wanted to change, and Dai Yihang knew about it.

He loves Zhang Chi Xiang, this Dai Yihang knows, but, is he in love with the current Zhang Chi Xiang, or the previous Zhang Chi Xiang?This, Dai Yihang doesn't know...

"Dai Yihang, once, I blamed you and hated you, because at that time, I was still in love with you, and I would always involuntarily imagine that you would suddenly appear by my side, and then tell me that you were wrong You love me...but, now, I don't love you anymore..."

Whenever Zhang Chixiang said "I don't love", Dai Yihang's heart hurt like a knife.

"Chi Xiang, what do I have to do so that you will forgive me..." Dai Yihang asked confusedly and helplessly.

"I don't blame you, you and I are over... Also, I am no longer the Zhang Chixiang you knew in your mind, I have changed... The me in the past, I can't earn a penny money, but I don’t know how much to spend every month, but now, although I earn less than 1000 yuan a month, I spend less than [-] yuan a month... For me like this, for To you, it's a complete stranger..."

Dai Yihang looked at Zhang Chi and thought, not knowing what to say.

Indeed, Zhang Chi thought he had really changed.

"Dai Yihang, give us a little time for each other, let us forget."

Dai Yihang was silent.

"Go back, I want to be alone here... don't force me to leave..."

Facing Zhang Chixiang, Dai Yihang was speechless.

The messy mood is like a mess, unable to reason out any emotions.

Dai Yihang didn't want to leave, but he couldn't find any reason to stay. In the end, with helplessness and unwillingness, Dai Yihang left...

After Dai Yihang left, Zhang Chi wanted to sit outside for a long time, but he didn't know what he was thinking.

Back in the warehouse, lying on her so-called "bed", Zhang Chi thought he couldn't fall asleep.It turned out that she was not as calm as she had shown herself...

I hope that Dai Yihang will not come again, and that she can continue to live here peacefully...

The next afternoon, Zhang Chi imagined sitting on a rock outside and reading a book as usual, although she didn't turn a page for a long time...

Hearing the sound of the car in the distance, Zhang Chi couldn't help but raise his head.

It was Ye Yunhuai's car.

"Chi Xiang." Ye Yunhuai got out of the car, looked at Zhang Chi from a distance and smiled.

Ye Yunhuai heard that Dai Yihang had left, and that Dai Yihang had stayed here for such a long time, so he must have met Zhang Chi.

What will happen when they meet again?Ye Yunhuai really couldn't imagine it.

Therefore, Ye Yunhuai drove over immediately after finishing the matter at hand.

Seeing Zhang Chi wanting to sit there and read a book as usual, Ye Yunhuai felt indescribably happy.

"Chi Xiang, how are you doing these two days?" Ye Yunhuai sat where Dai Yihang once sat, and asked intentionally or unintentionally.

Zhang Chi wanted to close the book, and looked at Ye Yunhuai, "Yesterday, I met Dai Yihang."

"Oh...is it...he...how to say..." Ye Yunhuai asked seemingly casually.

"He... didn't say anything..."

Ye Yunhuai knew that what Zhang Chi wanted to say was a lie, but she nodded and said, "Oh, that's right."

Zhang Chi thought he knew he couldn't fool Ye Yunhuai, but she still said so.

Ye Yunhuai knew whether Zhang Chi wanted to talk, so she didn't ask again.

"Oh, by the way, I'm here this time because I have something serious to discuss with you."

"what's up?"

"Our Ye family wants to launch a series of clothing called 'Purple Love and Love'. I, I would like you to be the spokesperson for this series."

(End of this chapter)