my Mr. Ruffian

Chapter 75 Special Existence

Lu Fang was sound asleep in the guest room, but Cheng Xiaoye couldn't fall asleep anyway.There was a sense of powerless sadness and pain in my heart.Just like five years ago, she knew he was sad, but she couldn't help him at all.

Even without love, Lu Fang is still a special existence in Cheng Xiaoye's heart.This kind of relationship is like a brother and sister, but it is mixed with other feelings.

Five years of separation, time can not cut off, strip it all.

Cheng Xiao also always feels that she owes Lu Fang too much, without her, Lu Fang's childhood and adolescence would be much easier.

Like a big brother, he took care of her meticulously.But she never did him any favors, and even only held him back.

She remembered his broad shoulders, his patience and gentle comfort when she was helpless.

She remembered all his thoughtfulness and nagging.I also remember the gentleness under his impatient exhortation.

Lu Fang was so kind to her, so much better than ordinary brothers and sisters, so kind to her that she was like an unshirkable responsibility for him.

She didn't even know why he was being nice to him.

In fact, it's completely normal for her to like him.

A boy without any blood relationship, handsome, who took care of you meticulously from childhood to adolescence, might you not like it?

It may only take a moment to fall in love, and Cheng Xiao also likes Lu Fang, maybe when he wipes toilet water for her under the street lamp in the evening, or when he queues up to buy breakfast for her, or even earlier.

This is a young and ignorant adolescence, it is normal to like someone.That kind of care, even if you don't like it, there will be an inseparable dependence that is integrated into the flesh and blood.

The special that Lu put in her heart can never be unloaded.Love will fade away, but this kind of emotion, even if it gets old with time, it still exists.

Although she couldn't help him with his pain and his discomfort, she felt the same.Even, if possible, she would even like her to suffer everything for him.

Just like this moment, he was asleep, but she felt uncomfortable because of her own incompetence.She couldn't help him with anything, not even strong comfort.

Cheng Xiao also got up very early the next day, because she was afraid of waking Lu Fang up, so she didn't dare to make breakfast.She went downstairs to buy soy milk, fried dough sticks, buns and porridge, put them on the table, left a note, and quietly closed the door and left.

It was only after seven o'clock when we arrived at the China World Trade Center, and the misty morning fog had not yet dissipated, and the whole city was shrouded in a gray haze.

The dim lights of the bus pass through the gray fog, leaving a cloud of fuzzy warmth.Cheng Xiao also tightened his collar and scarf, wiping his hands in his purse and walking back and forth.

It was too early at this time, and there was no customer beside the breakfast cart.The air is cold, and when you inhale it, your nose hurts.

The ground was wet, with only a few dim lights around, it was indescribably cold.

Cheng Xiaoye's walking back and forth couldn't stop the heat from dissipating in his body. Even though he was wearing thick gloves, his hands were icy cold.

She walked for a while before she bought a cup of soy milk and a pancake in front of the breakfast cart.

The owner burned a small briquette stove to keep himself warm. Seeing that Cheng Xiaoye was cold and the business was not busy, he let Cheng Xiaoye and her to keep warm by the small stove.

When she heard that Cheng Xiao was also waiting for someone, she was a little surprised, and then asked Cheng Xiaoye suspiciously why he didn't make a phone call before coming over.On such a cold day, freezing a cold is no fun.

This eldest sister was so enthusiastic, Cheng Xiao could only smile and say that he didn't have a phone, and he didn't know what time they went to work, so he wanted to come over early and wait.

The elder sister didn't know where she was thinking, she nodded repeatedly to express her understanding.Cheng Xiao didn't bother to explain, took off his gloves and put his red hands on the small stove to roast.

The number of pedestrians on the street gradually increased, the white mist still did not dissipate, and the sound of horns kept coming and going on the street.

The eldest sister started to sell breakfast, and Cheng Xiao also squatted by the stove for a while, seeing that the gate of the building had been opened, thanked him and stood guard at the entrance.

In fact, there are many entrances to the International Trade Building, and she doesn't know where Zhu Yi will enter, but she always feels more at ease by guarding it herself.

The number of people gradually increased, and employees in coats began to rush in and out, and the surroundings were no longer desolate. The opening of the bright crystal chandelier heralded the beginning of a new day.

Time passed slowly, and the soy milk in Cheng Xiaoye's hand was already cold, she drank it in a few sips, and began to rub her hands that were red from the cold.

Probably because she was walking back and forth too suspiciously, the security guard patrolling the building came over and asked her if she wanted to help.

When she heard that she was waiting for someone, the security guard told her that she had already started work and asked her to look for it at the counter inside.

Because the store where Zhu Yi stayed was at the entrance of the elevator, Cheng Xiao, who didn't have a strong sense of direction, didn't get lost either.It was only then that I found out that Zhu Yi had a day off and did not go to work.

Cheng Xiao was also at a loss for a moment, then smiled and asked the small and smart woman if she knew where Zhu Yi lived.

The woman quickly wrote her the address and gave her Zhu Yi's phone number, saying that the terrain over there was complicated, so if Cheng Xiao couldn't find it, she would call Zhu Yi.

Of course, this woman's enthusiasm comes from her sympathy for Cheng Xiaoye.Because Cheng Xiao also told her that she was an alumnus of Zhu Yi, she had just been fired by the company, and she had defected to Zhu Yi for ten or so years.

People at the bottom are always very sensitive to such things as being fired and being alone in this city, so without questioning, Cheng Xiao got the information she wanted.

The woman said that the place where Zhu Yi lives is very complicated, but Cheng Xiaoye is not unfamiliar at all. She is not unfamiliar, not because she is a local and familiar with most places, but because Zhu Yi lives She has been to this place, and Lu Fang once lived there before.

Because he was worried about Zhu Yi going out, Cheng Xiao also took a taxi there.The water on the other side of the Nanming River is still dirty, and the willow trees on both sides of the river bank are full of mud.The dilapidated unit has a large red sign on the upper floor.

Although they lived in the same place, the unit building had changed, and it was in the innermost one. Because he was worried that Zhu Yi would not want to see her, Cheng Xiao didn't dare to call, and he found it after asking several times along the way.

She thought she was resting, Zhu Yi must still be sleeping.Who knew that as soon as she reached the stairs on the fourth floor, she was bending over to wash clothes by the sink.

This scene made Cheng Xiao a little distracted, as if back many years ago, Zhu Yi was still the little girlfriend who helped Lu Fang wash and cook, and waited for him to go home.

Her eyes were foggy, her nose was sore, her heart was filled with mixed emotions, and her eye sockets were so swollen that she couldn't help turning her head away.

(End of this chapter)