Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 1191 Love Me, Please Forget Me Completely

I bit my lower lip to keep myself from crying, how could the emperor know what kind of turmoil his words brought to me, my whole body almost collapsed.

I lowered my head, letting the bitter tears fall to the ground one after another.

"Back then, I pointed you to Ting Lu as you wished, but I couldn't completely kill you from my heart. You know, sometimes the more you can't get something, the more you can't forget it. Now whenever I think of the past, I just I regret everything, why didn’t I persevere at the beginning... Day and night I fell asleep under the torment of this state of mind. Until I saw Ying Ning, I finally felt relieved and wanted to love her as another Mulan, but I'm also afraid that people will see through my thoughts. Seeing that you and Ting Lu are living so happily, I don't want to ruin your life, so I don't dare to be too obvious to Ying Ning. Until she goes to bed, I think everything is fine There is no trace of it, who knows..."

Unexpectedly, that happened... My heart tightened again, and my heart began to palpitate.

"Don't worry, it's my fault. I will try my best to restore the impact and never let this matter bring you trouble. Therefore, I can't let the insider live in this world.

Ying Ning has other uses, I can't kill her yet, Concubine Hui is a smart person, so naturally she won't publicize it.The rest of us can only ruthlessly seal their mouths, only the dead can keep secrets.This is why I gave Xiaotao death... I want to protect you. "

When the emperor spoke the last sentence, his voice suddenly dropped, followed by a long silence and the silence of the whole room.

Hearing this, I raised my red teary eyes and slowly looked at the emperor, who just happened to be full of thoughts and turned around, intersecting my gaze.

My nose was red from crying, my eyes were filled with tears, and I was so moved that I couldn't speak.

The emperor keeps saying that he likes me, so why doesn't he know that his kindness will not bring me happiness, but will bring endless troubles instead.

I looked to the ground, bent down to kowtow to the emperor, and choked up and said: "Your Majesty, Mulan begs you for one thing. If you are really good for me, please forget about me completely!" Tears welled up again, and I cried softly : "Mulan doesn't want to have anything to do with the emperor anymore, let this matter stop here."

(End of this chapter)