Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 1265 Chang An's Favorite Person
He seemed to be moved by what I said, and smiled faintly: "You are better than Ting Lu in terms of eloquence. I am a little tempted by what I said." He raised his eyes, met my gaze and looked deeply, as if he was thinking seriously. what.Suddenly, he asked, "Is what Ting Lu said true? Does it make you feel pressured because I don't have a family?"

ah?Why did he... suddenly asked this... I was slightly startled and looked at him in a daze.

"Tell me the truth."

I lowered my head, waited for a while, then nodded slowly, "...a little bit."

Chang An smiled faintly, "I understand."

He drank his tea with his head down and said nothing more.I looked at Chang An and suddenly didn’t know what to say. He wouldn’t think that the reason why I introduced Yinglan for him was to get rid of the pressure. Thinking of this, I hurriedly explained: “But, this has nothing to do with you and Yinglan. It's irrelevant, don't get me wrong."

Chang An smiled gently, his eyes were so calm that no fluctuation could be seen, and he said softly, "I know."

he knows?I stared at him blankly, my mind was a little bit stuck, what Chang An was thinking, I was getting more and more confused about him.

Chang Jing smiled quietly: "Actually, I am very envious of you and Ting Lu. They love each other, have their own families and children, and live a loving and harmonious life. This is exactly what I expected. What you said... I have someone I like..."

Hearing what he said, my heart skipped a beat.I suddenly recalled that time when I went to Chang An's house to be a matchmaker. He once said a lot to me, and the memories buried deep in my heart emerged from my mind.

That day, I sat on the bench with him, and he talked in a low tone about the things that had been in his heart for a long time and had not been mentioned to anyone.

... She married a good man who treats her very well and is worthy of entrusting her life ... I like her, but I don't want to ruin her life. As long as she lives happily, even if I can only watch from afar, I will be satisfied .

Once the sea was too difficult... Although I have never dated any girl, I have been in love, and I know what it feels like to like someone.So I don't want to force myself to accept others casually. I would rather not have that kind of marriage without feelings...

When I asked him if he really planned to hide her life, his voice sounded so low and inaudible: "Then what can I do, it will do her harm but not benefit, I don't want to disturb her life, only this Let a relationship be buried deep in my heart and hidden for a lifetime.

(End of this chapter)