Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 1423 Reluctant at the last moment
The nasal cavity was sore, the fundus of the eyes was quickly soaked with water, and the vision in front of them became blurred.

Seeing that I didn't make a sound, everyone looked at me. Mrs. Zhang looked at the emperor and then at me, her face was full of distress and pity, as if she really wanted to say something to me.

Why me?I have a family, a job and a child, but I have to leave everything behind and go to a completely strange country. Whether I can come back is unknown.

Why bother to take on this errand?Am I out of my mind, so stupid that I can't save it?Just like that, I was thinking wildly in a mess, I took a deep breath, finally found my voice, knelt down and kowtowed, "Yes."

The emperor silently watched the imperial decree disappear, and everyone waited with heavy hearts. After a long time, the emperor picked up the imperial edict on the table and slowly rolled it up, walked down the steps slowly, and finally stopped in front of me.

He personally handed over the imperial decree.My heart was suffocated, and I slowly raised my eyelids to look at the bright yellow imperial decree in his hand. The moisture in my eyes became more and more hazy, and I slowly stretched out my hands towards the blurred yellow object, my fingers trembling, my heart Also shaking.

In fact, I don't want to do this errand at all, because the moment I get it, my fate will change from now on...

The emperor seemed unwilling to entrust this important task to me. When I took it, he suddenly held the imperial decree tightly, and I tried it but couldn't get it.This, this is... Does the emperor not want to give it to me?

I raised my tearful eyes and looked at the emperor in surprise. Unexpectedly, I met his black eyes. He looked at me deeply, and the eyes were full of pain and reluctance that couldn't be added.

Seeing this moment, my breath changed instantly, and the airflow blocked in my chest expanded rapidly, almost suffocating me.

He didn't let go, but I couldn't catch it, and the imperial decree was frozen in mid-air.

Everyone can see that the emperor is still hesitating until this moment, he is not willing to give me his will.At this time, Mrs. Zhang suddenly turned around with her hands on her mouth, her shoulders shrugged uncontrollably, as if she was crying.

Concubine Hui's eyes were also filled with tears, she hurriedly changed the handkerchief and nodded her eyes, then quickly walked down to the emperor's side, "Your majesty."

As if reminding the emperor, his hand finally let go, and the imperial edict fell into my hands.It was as heavy as a heavy stone, pressing down on my heart.

(End of this chapter)