Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 504 Sequel: People Tormented by Pain
He wanted to know what would happen if I died unfortunately, and there would be no chance to meet Ting Lu from now on. Does he even think I will die?

I slowly withdrew my hand, with an indifferent smile on my face: "I don't believe that I will be so short-lived. I will be fine. I still want to live well and watch the birth of my child with my own eyes."

Ting Yu looked at me, and was silent for a while, with an imperceptible bitterness and sadness quickly flashing across the bottom of her eyes.

He knows that once I make a decision, nothing can shake me.

"You are pushing yourself to a dead end... When you decided to have a child, did you consider other people's feelings? Once the matter has reached the point of irreversibility, the most unacceptable thing is Ting Lu, who can bear without children , if he loses you again... how can he bear it? It’s more painful than killing him, you know? And parents, they like you so much, I dare not think about the worst ending, let the white-haired person give black hair Man, what a cruel thing! There are still many people who care about you, and..." At this point, he suddenly stopped talking, raised his eyelids, glanced at me quickly, and put the words on his lips The word was swallowed back abruptly,
In fact, Tingyu cares about me more than anyone else, and I know it.How could he not understand what he meant?

"You didn't tell Ting Lu about my pregnancy, didn't you just have the same expectations as me? Then, take a gamble with me." I smiled lightly.

"Do you think I don't want to say it?" He sighed, stood up and looked at the sky.I waited strangely, only to see him standing there for a long time, and slowly said: "In the past, I almost told him several times..."

My heart skipped a beat and I looked straight at him.I thought to myself, he probably wanted to tell me that he couldn't hold on any longer...

"Actually, I don't want you to have this child, but I can't be as hard-hearted as Ting Lu to force you to take medicine... Do you know? I often imagine that if Ting Lu knew about this, you wouldn't have to suffer so much. I can live in peace, but now I can only watch you getting closer and closer to death. I have been tortured by self-blame and anxiety. If I really get to that point, I am afraid I will never dare to face Ting Lu... …So, the only thing I can do right now is to do everything I can to take good care of you, keep you and the child, and give Ting Lu an explanation."

The author's watering time: Alas, I am struggling, and I am painfully polishing these chapters. .Continue to update at night. .If you can't support it, you can go to bed first. .

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