For the rest of your life you are the world

Chapter 237 You can't even think about it!
"Yiran, do you know? Seeing you hurt makes me hurt even more, my heart feels like a knife!"

In this world, Bai Yiran was the one he didn't want to hurt the most, and the one he didn't want her to hurt the most, but in the end it was him who hurt her so deeply.

"Heart cut like a knife? Gong Jinxuan, do you have a heart?"

Bai Yiran asked coldly, does he really have a heart?If he had the heart, how could he treat her so cruelly?
Gong Jinxuan's suffocated red eyes were filled with tears, he was filled with guilt and remorse, the pain tormented him, and he almost went crazy.

Seeing Bai Yiran filled his mouth with joy, time and time again, how painful it was for him, how much he wanted to stop her and tell her not to take it.But he still held back again and again, he didn't want her to be hurt.

"Since I know you can't forgive me, but you have to believe that I never thought of harming you from the beginning to the end, and never thought of not wanting your child from the beginning to the end."

Gong Jinxuan tightly held Bai Yiran's cold little hand, and used the warmth of his big palm to convey his sincerity to the woman, making her believe it.

"Believe in you, and why did you believe in me? If you could have believed in me back then, I would not have suffered so much and my child would not have died like this."

Gong Jinxuan choked up, unable to reply a word, he had no way to refute, this matter was entirely his fault, even if he was angry again at that time, he shouldn't have treated her like that.

This misstep has become an eternal hatred.

Not only did he lose his child, but his relationship with Bai Yiran was also broken bit by bit.When the sea broke her fiery heart into foam, let it shatter and shatter, fall and fall.

"sorry Sorry!"

Gong Jinxuan's soft tone was begging bitterly, no matter what he said, Bai Yiran didn't show any emotion.

Eyes as calm as water, not to mention the twinkling of stars.What is lost has been lost, and what is lost will never come back. The loss of the child seems to strengthen Bai Yiran's thoughts.Now that there is nothing left, she will have no scruples and it will be over completely.

"Get a divorce!"

"Don't even think about it!"

Gong Jinxuan's angina twisted, and his strong tone showed the anger in his heart. He will not divorce, and will never divorce.

However, Gong Jinxuan's roar did not arouse Bai Yiran's strong rebuttal.This time she really decided, and the divorce was not asking for his opinion, but telling him the result.

"I will quickly draw up the divorce agreement, and I hope you can give me an answer as soon as possible."

Gong Jinxuan was completely enraged and roared loudly.

"You want a divorce, unless I die!"

But Bai Yiran directly ignored his words and threats, and said flatly: "I will appeal unilaterally and file for a divorce. You can't help but disagree."

"Ha!" Gong Jinxuan smiled wryly, he did not expect that the momentary impatience at that time and a single thought would lead to the current result.

"Bai Yiran, if I had known this was the result, I would have risked my life to allow you to conceive a child."

To put it bluntly, it was also because he was selfish and afraid.Afraid that Bai Yiran, or the child's weakness, would ruin all his plans.But now, he would rather lose everything than hurt her.

In a panic, he knocked all the items on the table to the ground, the crushing sound of hitting the ground, the sharp deafening eardrums.But Bai Yiran's eyes remained motionless, and he didn't respond to any of his actions.

What's the use of talking about it now, what's lost will never come back.

Gong Jinxuan turned his head and slammed the door, but suddenly stopped in his tracks, turned his handsome face slightly, with a cold expression, and said in a flat voice: "You'd better give up the idea of ​​divorce, I'd like to see which court dares to accept you Case, as long as I don't want to, you will never be able to do it."

The flat tone was so domineering, the aura of a king, coupled with Gong Jinxuan's stunning face, showed his extraordinary.And the naked threat further demonstrated his strength and ability.

Gong Jinxuan slammed the door and came out.The ward was quiet again, Bai Yiran looked out the window in a daze.

Why hasn't her child felt the breath of his existence, and he is no longer there.What an incompetent mother she is!She is not fit to be a mother!
Thinking of three children who were conceived in her womb.And losing them in such a cruel way three times, Bai Yiran's heart finally fluctuated.

Tears also flowed down the eyes.Gently flowed down.Why couldn't they give her a chance to be a mother?

Bai Yiran swore that if the next child came again, she would never lose him again.Desperate, she also wants to protect him, let him see this world of thousands.

Half a month has passed, and Bai Yiran's body is gradually recovering. Gong Jinxuan comes over every day, but every time he is kicked out by Bai Yiran, this time Bai Yiran is really determined to be cruel.

into the night.

After taking the medicine, Bai Yiran fell into a deep sleep. Every time she fell asleep, she would dream of the three children she lost.There are two girls and one boy. The boy is very smart and sensible, and the girl is very cute and cute. With a few of them by Bai Yiran's side, Bai Yiran will happily forget all the pain.

But when she wakes up and returns to reality, her heart will hurt more and more. Bai Yiran fantasizes every time, if the three children are not lost, it would be great.

But every time he dreams, it seems to be a little different. Bai Yiran is happily playing hide-and-seek with a few children. They all hide and let Bai Yiran find it, but they can't find it after searching the whole castle.

"Come out, kids, mom has surrendered, mom can't find you."

"..."

"Children don't leave mother, don't go, don't go..."

Bai Yiran furrowed her brows tightly, whispering incessantly, with her tightly closed eyes, two lines of clear tears flowed out continuously.

The man gently wiped away the teardrops from the corners of the woman's eyes in distress, and gently stroked the woman's thin face with his big rough hands.She lost weight. Since entering the hospital, she hasn't had a good meal every day, and she is addicted to sleep every day. In her dream, she keeps calling her child's name.

Silence, Li Li, Kai Kai
This is Bai Yiran's name for the three dead children, which means "don't leave".

Gong Jinxuan knew that the child was a great blow to her, she was so eager for a child.Weaving a beautiful dream for children every day.And now the child's departure undoubtedly took away her soul.She didn't cry or make trouble, she sat quietly in a daze by herself, didn't talk to anyone, let alone see him, and Gong Jinxuan only sneaked a look at her when she fell asleep at night, and didn't leave until dawn.

Gong Jinxuan didn't dare to push her, if he pushed too hard, he was afraid that she would repel him even more, which would have the opposite effect.

Now he can only be cautious with her, cautious, and cautious.

(End of this chapter)