For the rest of your life you are the world

Chapter 339 Can't afford to kneel!

"Bai Yiran, how can we settle things between the two of us? I still owe you so much, and I will definitely pay you back. You can't escape!"

Even at this moment, Gong Jinxuan was still domineering, Bai Yiran lowered his eyes, and what was reflected in his pupils was a man's firm gaze.

"Gong Jinxuan, I really don't understand you!"

For so many years, Bai Yiran has never understood Gong Jinxuan for a moment. He may be gentle, but he does have a bloody knife behind his gentleness. He may be vicious, but he will smear you with sweetness behind his back.

And this time Gong Jinxuan proposed to her, did he really love her, or was it because of the child?

What is true?What is fake?Bai Yiran really couldn't see clearly anymore.

"Yiran, you don't need to understand me, as long as I understand you is enough!"

I laugh with you when you laugh,

I cry with you when you cry.

When you need someone by your side most, I will always be there for you.

When you need someone to calm down, I will definitely guard you silently behind you.

I'm within your reach, whenever you need me.

"But Gong Jinxuan, love is not for one person. I also want to really understand you. I want to understand you. When you are happy, I will be happy with you. When you are hurt, I will be by your side. .We were able to support each other, understand each other, and walk through the end of life together."

When he was with Gong Jinxuan before, Bai Yiran always felt that the two of them were completely separate.She doesn't know anything about Gong Jinxuan, whether he is sad or happy.She was just a woman hiding behind him, like a puppet without a soul.

This kind of feeling made Bai Yiran very scared and insecure, and made her worry about gains and losses. Sometimes she felt very close to Gong Jinxuan, and sometimes she felt far away from him.

And the moment Bai Yiran looked into Gong Jinxuan's eyes, Bai Yiran knew that Gong Jinxuan never knew what it was thinking.

He didn't even know what she wanted, just blindly used his own way, doing what he thought was right.

And Gong Jinxuan never asked her if what he did was what she wanted?
"Yiran, believe me this time is good, as long as you stretch out your hand, maybe the next moment we will be forever!"

Gong Jinxuan may not be able to do what Bai Yiran said, but he will try his best to achieve the best.

He will try to change himself, as long as Bai Yiran can give him this chance.

"Maybe the next moment will be forever, then maybe the next moment will be the abyss of ten thousand bottoms! Gong Jinxuan and none of us can guarantee what will happen in the next moment, I'm really scared, I don't want to be in such pain anymore, please let me go! "

At this moment, Gong Jinxuan was still kneeling in front of Bai Yiran, holding the ring in his hand, which represented the ring they used to have.

And Bai Yiran's tears fell from the sockets of his eyes and slid onto the back of Gong Jinxuan's hand, the cold touch hurt Gong Jinxuan's heart.

In fact, in love, there is another way of existence, that is not not loving, but not daring to love again.

"No, no, Yiran, if you don't promise me, I will kneel here until you promise me!"

Gong Jinxuan could feel that Bai Yiran seemed to be flowing away from his life bit by bit, and that sense of loss made him panic.It made him lose his mind and made him want to go crazy. He just wanted to use his last bit of strength to hold his beloved woman in his arms.

The sky was suddenly clear just now, but now it is thunder and lightning.The raindrops are falling drop by drop, but there is no trace of tenderness, just like tears, noisy and mixed, big and small beads fall on the jade plate, but this kind of tears are frozen.

In such an environment, if Gong Jinxuan used this method to force her, Gong Jinxuan would be right, and she would not be willing to part with it.

"Gong Jinxuan, why, why did you force me in this way!"

Bai Yiran yelled at the man uncontrollably, knowing that she was unwilling to give up, but still forced her in this way, did he know that she would really soften her heart, really soften her heart!

"Yiran, I admit that I'm forcing you, but only when I force you can you see your heart clearly. You still love me!"

Gong Jinxuan looked up at the lonely woman in the dark night.Even through the night, even through the raindrops, he could still see the crystal clear tears in Bai Yiran's eyes.

It is said that no one knows about crying in the rain, but Gong Jinxuan knows that he cried, he really cried.

in this world.He only shed tears for two people, because it was his mother, and the other was Bai Yiran.

Bai Yiran was powerless to refute Gong Jinxuan's words.Once she thought she would never love him again, but when she saw him again, her heart still beat for him.

She knew it was she who was mean, but even though she was mean, she still loved him.

Bai Yiran shook her head vigorously, trying her best to rub against the sound of wind and rain. She is so confused now, she is so confused, she doesn't know what to do.

"Gong Jinxuan, don't force me, I really don't know what to do?"

Bai Yiran was crying, even though the rain was pattering against the ground, it still couldn't cover up Bai Yiran's crying.

Bai Yiran really didn't want to make a decision in this situation, because she knew that the decision she made now was irrational, she didn't want to make her life so tiring, she wanted to live her life clearly.

Be with him because of love, leave because of not love.

However, Bai Yiran didn't know Gong Jinxuan's scorching pressure, what should she do?
"Yiran, I won't force you, you just have to obey your own will and listen to the truest voice in your heart!"

In fact, Gong Jinxuan knew that he would not get what he loved by persecuting him in this way.

But he really only wanted Bai Yiran to know her truest thoughts.

No matter what the result was, he, Gong Jinxuan, would gladly accept it, as long as it was true.

"True heart?"

Bai Yiran was dubious, closed her eyes gently, let her whole body be empty, and felt that the surroundings of her body were peaceful, there was no wind, no rain, and she was alone.

The moment she closed her eyes, the images of the times she spent with Gong Jinxuan seemed to appear in her mind.

Some are sweet. Seeing such a scene, Bai Yiran unconsciously showed a smile on his lips.

Some are painful. Seeing such a scene, one's whole heart will hurt, and the pain seems to be suffocating.

From first acquaintance, to meeting again, to separation, to meeting again.

It turns out that in Bai Yiren's mind, Century's every picture and every detail has been deeply engraved in her mind.

Bai Yiran gently opened her eyes, looking at the man kneeling in front of her.

Maybe she knows the answer.

(End of this chapter)