Lao Tzu is the Lord of the Land

Chapter 330 He Must Be Strong
"Grandpa, big brother said he can save you, so he will be able to save you. I believe big brother." Zhao Xiaole said.

When Lin Xiaole heard what Zhao Xiaole said, he nodded. He somehow felt that the burden on his shoulders was much heavier.

He is a human being, not a god. Although he said he wanted to do many things, he would more or less have a state of having more than enough energy, but even if that was the case, Lin Xiaole still felt nothing.

But it's really different now. No one knows exactly what to do at this time, and no one understands how the matter itself contributes.

Time passed slowly, Lin Xiaole didn't speak, and he didn't know what to say, as if he didn't necessarily say anything if he opened his mouth carefully.

Soon it was night, and after Lin Xiaole asked Zhao Xiaole to go to bed, he sat alone in Mr. Zhao's room thinking about things.

In fact, if he wants to make Mr. Zhao persist, then it is not difficult, but the problem is that this is a solution to the symptoms, not the root cause, and Mr. Zhao will still be so sad.

Lin Xiaole doesn't want to let a person live in this world in pain. Although this may be the way he chooses, as Lin Xiaole, he doesn't want such a result.

Although he said that it is impossible to think that Grandpa Zhao is as fast as a middle-aged man in his forties, after all, he is over 70.

But he still wants to work hard as much as possible, at least no one knows what the result will be if he doesn't work hard.

It was at this time that Grandpa Zhao woke up, and he said to Lin Xiaole: "Your name is Xiaole too, it seems that you and my grandson really have a destiny."

"Indeed, I think this child not only has the same name as me, but also his experience is similar to mine, so I feel very sorry for this child, but..."

It's just why you know that your family is treating this child like this, but you don't say anything?
Although Lin Xiaole said that he didn't ask this question, his doubts were already written on his face.

Then at this juncture, Lin Xiaole said to the other party: "Grandpa Zhao, have you already decided what to do?"

"Well, in fact, it's useless for me to continue living with this body. Others don't know this and I know it myself, but I can't say anything. You know me..."

"Grandpa, in fact, sometimes things are different from what you think. Although I say that I can't make you the same as before, I will try my best." After Lin Xiaole finished speaking, she smiled at the other party.

But at this time, Grandpa Zhao smiled at Lin Xiaole, and said, "You and I think differently. I don't think there is any need to change anything about life and death. In fact, this is fine."

"Is it really all right? What about Xiao Le? Do you just let him live alone in this world? You have also seen that after you die, Xiao Le may be bullied to death by your family. "

After Lin Xiaole finished speaking, he fell silent. In fact, he was not qualified to say these words. Lin Xiaole knew this, but he just couldn't control it.

But Grandpa Zhao laughed at this moment.

Then Grandpa Zhao said to Lin Xiaole: "Actually, sometimes this is a person's life, what do you think?"

After saying such a sentence, Grandpa Zhao closed his eyes, as if he didn't want to talk to Lin Xiaole.

Lin Xiaole sighed after seeing it, and then walked out.

After walking out, Lin Xiaole turned to the air and asked, "Could it be true that this is all right?"

Actually, that's not the case at all.

After finishing speaking, Lin Xiaole didn't continue to say anything, because there was no need to continue to say anything.

It was at this time that Lin Xiaole's cell phone rang, and Jin Jianing called...

"Xiao Le, where are you? Why haven't you come back so late?"

After hearing Jin Jianing's words, Lin Xiaole remembered that he had completely forgotten about Jin Jianing, and then said to Jin Jianing: "Sorry, I still have something to do, so I left, you wait for me for a few days, I will explain to you when I go back .”

Jin Jianing ignored Lin Xiaole's words and instead asked, "Xiaole, did something happen to you?"

"Nothing happened to me, but Jianing, you have to know that there are really too many things that people have to go through. Although I said that there is no way to empathize with me, I can feel the despair, because I used to be like that, even worse than him."

Although Lin Xiaole said that he was fine, but Jin Jianing could tell that Lin Xiaole did not seem to be fine at all.

But at this juncture, Lin Xiaole said again: "Carrian, if it were you, how would you choose?"

"How to choose what?"

"I used to think that I was strong enough. I could protect many people I wanted to protect, and I could do many things that others couldn't. But is it really good?"

After Lin Xiaole finished saying such a sentence, Jin Jianing on the other end of the phone was also silent. It is true that no one can answer such words.

Is it really that good?

In fact, when you asked this question, you already knew the answer.

"Actually, Xiao Le, you already have an answer, don't you? No matter what you think about this matter, you are not the person involved after all. You can't make a decision for others. Although you think this decision is not good, maybe That's the best way in other people's minds, so..."

"I see, you think I'm wrong, right? I actually feel the same way, but I don't want to admit that I'm really wrong, but a mistake is a mistake..."

After finishing speaking, Lin Xiaole stopped talking, because there was no need to say anything at all.

Time passed slowly, and at this time, Jin Jianing said to Lin Xiaole: "Xiaole, if you really think you are wrong, then you can come back, at least we don't think so, everyone You have your own choices, your own thinking, and you can’t say that thinking like that is wrong.”

"But, I really feel that I am wrong..."

"Do you really think this way? I have had similar thoughts before, but do you know? In fact, sometimes thoughts are different from people themselves, but what exactly is going on, who knows?"

"It's getting late, you should go to bed early." Lin Xiaole hung up the phone after saying such a sentence.

After Lin Xiaole hung up the phone, his expression was still ugly, and he still didn't know if what he did was right.

But at this moment, Lin Xiaole asked the air: "Is it really right?"

"Brother, I think you are doing the right thing."

It turned out that at some point Zhao Xiaole had already arrived at Lin Xiaole's side, holding two glasses of water in his hand.

After Zhao Xiaole handed one of the glasses of water to Lin Xiaole, he dragged Lin Xiaole to a chair not far away, and then said: "Big brother, I am not young anymore, I know what I am capable of, and I also know why grandpa and the others You have to protect me like that, but they can't protect me forever."

"It's true that they can't protect you forever, but at least they can protect you until you have the ability to protect yourself."

"I have the ability to protect myself now, big brother, you have to believe that I can do it, and big brother, don't you think I'm different from the people you know?"

Lin Xiaole didn't understand what he meant, but at this moment, Zhao Xiaole smiled at Lin Xiaole...

"Big brother, I'm actually very powerful, but sometimes I don't want to make myself so powerful, because if I become so powerful, grandpa will leave me..."

Lin Xiaole still shook his head in confusion, but at this moment Zhao Xiaole smiled.

"Big brother, in fact, before that incident, grandpa was already dying. Grandpa's body was struggling, and I was actually grandson of grandpa, but I was sent away that year."

"Why did I send you away?"

"Grandpa did this because he wanted to protect me. I know that, and grandpa..."

"I see, I will do what your grandfather said, but after the big brother is gone, you have to be careful alone, your family members..."

Zhao Xiaole smiled at Lin Xiaole, and then said: "I understand what the big brother said, and I also know what I can do, but you have to trust me, don't you?"

"Well, I believe you..."

Lin Xiaole went back the next day, this time he didn't want to get involved in this matter, or he also knew that he was actually an outsider.

No matter how well an outsider arranges the whole plot, it is still an arrangement, and it doesn't mean anything at all. The so-called empathy, if you don't feel what he has experienced, how can you empathize with him?There is simply no way to do it.

After thinking about these things, Lin Xiaole laughed, and it was terrifying...

When he saw his own smile, he was stunned, because this kind of smile was really different from him, but who knew what was the difference?

When Lin Xiaole went back, Jin Jianing was still sleeping, but he could feel that Jin Jianing was not sleeping peacefully...

Seeing Jin Jianing's expression, Lin Xiaole frowned, then changed her clothes and lay down on the bed.

That is, when he did this, the expression on Jin Jianing's face changed into a very relaxed one, and he moved towards him.

Lin Xiaole hugged Jin Jianing, and her mood eased...

After all, other people's lives are still others', and his own life is in his own control, that's fine.

(End of this chapter)