Through the Swordsman

Chapter 183 Marriage (3)

After leaving Zhengqi hall, Yue Feng could not help but feel extremely disturbed.After hesitating for a while, he walked straight into the ancestral hall of the Huashan School, and knelt cross-legged in the futon.Looking at the portrait of Patriarch He Datong in the middle of the ancestral hall, Yue Feng still couldn't calm down for a moment.

I don't know how long it has passed, but the sky has gradually darkened.Originally at this time, he should have gone into the bridal chamber to accompany Li Yuxin, but at this time he was not in the mood to think what Li Yuxin would think when he was alone in the vacant room, let alone go to Li Yuxin.

Suddenly, the door of the ancestral hall was pushed open.Yue Feng's expression moved slightly, without turning back, he said, "Mother, you are the one who came. If you don't go to rest, what are you doing here?"

Ning Zhong turned around and closed the door, and then said: "We all know what happened during the day. Feng'er, why are you doing this?" Sighing slightly, Ning Zhong said: "If you really like that Girl, just marry. Even if he is really Ren Woxing's daughter, what's the matter? With your current martial arts, why do you need to care about those Jianghu rules? Who dares to say that you are wrong?" Speaking of this However, Ning Zhong couldn't help being filled with doubts, completely unaware of what Yue Feng was doing.

"What my mother said is that if I really like it, it doesn't matter if I marry him. And if that's the case, no one can stop it. When your father wanted to make an engagement for me, but you didn't agree, I'm afraid that's why I thought I had someone I like. "Speaking of this, Yue Feng couldn't help but fell silent.

After a long time, Yue Feng continued: "For those who practice martial arts, martial arts will always be the first, and other things can be discarded." His face twitched slightly, and Yue Feng suddenly spit out each word, saying: "It's just that we, martial arts practitioners, can't be trapped by love."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yue Feng suddenly raised his head to look at Ning Zhongze, the coldness in his eyes made Ning Zhongze tremble uncontrollably.

I only heard Yue Feng continue to say: "Since practicing martial arts at the age of three, my boy has always been self-denying and trustworthy, and never slack off in the slightest. Even if it can't be regarded as a breakup, it's not far behind. But the boy is also a human being, and knows how to be tired. I also want to have fun. But for practicing martial arts, my boy gave up everything. My boy wanted to be like Linghu Chong, indulge in the rivers and lakes, drinking for fun all day long, but for practicing martial arts, I also gave up, and I didn’t even dare to touch alcohol. I always teach others that they are not diligent, but in fact I am envious of them.”

"It was only later that I met that woman, and the child could no longer extricate himself." Yue Feng shook his head, his face full of remorse, and said: "The days with her are the happiest time in my life. , but it was also from that moment that I couldn't calm down anymore. Even if I practice martial arts every day, I can no longer have the original effect. Moreover, I always think of her involuntarily in my mind, and I can't forget her no matter what. "

"That's all. As long as I spend more time and work hard, everything can be done. But she has a father with great ambitions, and she wants to drag me into that whirlpool. So Once, there is no possibility between me and her."

"Hehe, knowing that she was going to lie to me, the child followed step by step, trying to break up the last relationship between the two. So everything went smoothly, and she really was what I thought Generally speaking, I continued to walk. I was finally able to make up my mind and said the words of kindness and righteousness. But this is still not enough. How can my martial arts be learned in vain. If she can't be with me, it is natural It's good to be dead."

Speaking of this, the ferocity on Yue Feng's face couldn't help becoming more ferocious, and he said: "At first, I wanted to kill her with one sword, but I couldn't do it all the time. But what kind of wisdom sword cuts the thread of love, I really can't do it I can't even do it. So I can only find a random woman, get married early, and let myself forget everything."

"But now, she is here again, still pestering the boy. The boy's heart is in a mess, completely messed up. Mother, tell me what should I do, what should I do. Mother, do you think the boy has done something wrong? I shouldn't have been so cruel back then. Or maybe it was too useless and too soft-hearted." Speaking of this, Yue Feng couldn't help but look at his trembling hands, but felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart.

Ning Zhong looked at Yue Feng, and couldn't help but feel complicated.Although he already knew that Yue Feng and Ren Yingying were ambiguous, but he hadn't thought of such a thing.How can he think about emotional matters like he does?Even if it is impossible to exist between the two, at most it is just a good time to get together and get away.But she really couldn't understand Yue Feng's idea of ​​directly drawing his sword to face each other.This kind of thinking is probably difficult for everyone except neuropathy.Suddenly, Ning Zhong couldn't help but come up with such an idea, which startled himself.

If she was Ren Yingying, she would have wished to be chopped off with a sword when she met a bastard like Yue Feng.But this bastard is his son, and the only son, so it's different.Moreover, looking at Yue Feng's scene, it seems that there are really signs of madness.If it goes on like this, don't talk about practicing martial arts, I'm afraid that even my name will be hard to protect.

It took a long time before Ning Zhong calmed down, and looked at Yue Feng with pity in his heart.When she got married to Yue Buqun back then, she just respected her teacher's life.He naturally couldn't understand Yue Feng's pain now.

After a long time, Ning Zhong reached out and touched Yue Feng's head, and said: "Feng'er, what you did was naturally right, and you can't be wrong. We are the ones who harmed you. If the Huashan faction is stronger, Why do you have to suffer like this? Over the years, we have all seen the suffering you have suffered, but there is nothing we can do about it. It is obvious that the Huashan School cannot rely on your father alone."

Yue Feng shook his head, it was obvious that Ning Zhong still didn't understand himself.If it was only for the development of the Huashan faction, how could I be willing to take this road, let alone push myself to a dead end.In the final analysis, what he pursues is the way of longevity, immortality, and shattering the void. For this dream, any love is not important.

Even if it's about the Huashan faction, if it weren't for some unforgettable feelings for Ning Zhongze and others, as well as his own greed for power, he probably would have ignored it long ago.It's just that if immortality represents this eternal loneliness, then immortality is worse than shit.But at this time, Yue Feng was faintly dazed.Especially the sword that stabbed Ren Yingying, it just felt like stabbing her own heart.If it wasn't for his attachment to martial arts, he would have collapsed long ago.

However, he didn't need to say these words to Ning Zhongze, and he didn't dare to say them.Presumably, as long as he said a little bit about immortality, Ning Zhong would also treat him as a lunatic like Ren Yingying.

To be honest, after being together with Li Yuxin for so long, he really couldn't feel any love for her.In fact, in his heart, he just regarded Li Yuxin as an indispensable role.Its purpose is to help myself manage the Huashan faction, and to have children.Even if there is no Li Yuxin, there will definitely be Wang Yuxin or Zhang Yuxin.

When he thinks that he has to submit to the arrangement of fate and live with someone who has the slightest affection for the rest of his life, Yue Feng always feels a little unwilling.In the final analysis, this is after all a little influence on him from his previous life.Even after more than 20 years, some views from the previous life still cannot be completely faded away.

"Feng'er, what do you want to do now?" After hesitating for a while, Ning Zhong said: "No matter what you want to do, mother will support you."

Yue Feng couldn't help but fell silent, what else could he do now.Now that he is married, he can't do the kind of thing that abandons his wife.No matter how unwilling you are, you have to accept your fate and keep going.

"Otherwise, you can just go and leave here." At this moment, Ning Zhong was really afraid that Yue Feng would go crazy if he went on like this, so he came up with such an idea, and suddenly said: "Look at you I can't bear it even as a mother. If you don't, then leave here and let me explain to your father."

"Leave here, where should I go?" Yue Feng hesitated for a moment, and soon understood what Ning Zhongze meant.

"No, I can't do this." Yue Feng shook his head, really feeling that he couldn't do this.If he really didn't even care about his wife who just married him, then he, Yue Feng, is too inhuman.But Ning Zhongze's words revived his dead thoughts.

"I stabbed her with a sword just now. I guess he has hated me completely. In this way, the two of us can be completely cut off. I'm going like this now. Didn't I find myself uncomfortable?"

After a while, Yue Feng's thoughts came alive again, and he muttered to himself: "She promised me just now, that as long as Dongfang Bubai dies, she will stop me from doing anything. She will never pay attention to her father again, let alone They won’t let me follow Shenhe in. If that’s the case, maybe it’s okay.”

"Moreover, and Dongfang Bubai. Whether Ren Woxing and the others are Dongfang Bubai's opponents is uncertain. If not, she, she will definitely die at the hands of Dongfang Bubai. If she dies like this. "Thinking of this, Yue Feng couldn't stay still anymore, he stood up abruptly, and wanted to leave, but he stopped again, not knowing what to do.

After a long time, Yue Feng suddenly figured it out. Tears flowed out of his eyes, but he knelt on the ground again, kowtowed to Ning Zhongze a few times, and said, "Mother, that child is leaving now. Wait a little longer." Time, um, I'm afraid it will take at least many years before I come back."

Having said that, Yue Feng stood up and opened the door.As soon as he reached the door, Yue Feng couldn't help but stopped again, and said: "Mother, tell her for me, just say that the boy is sorry for her. If there is a next life, he will definitely make up for it. Alas, what a pity, what a pity."

(End of this chapter)