Kendo Venom

Chapter 2338 I just want to be myself

Since you will regret it, then you don’t have to think about anything, do everything you need to do, say everything you need to say, and leave no regrets.

With a clear idea, the eyes of the first-time saint girl looking at Su Xuan changed from calm to complicated for the first time.

This was also the first time that she showed the expression changes on her face without any concealment.

"I can see that you really care about Nangong Yan, and you are also affectionate and righteous to my Ten Thousand Dragons Sacred Court. Originally, I wanted to send you back to the Ten Thousand Dao Sacred Court to avoid disaster... But now I think about it , decided to abandon this consideration.”

She looked at Su Xuan and said slowly: "From tonight onwards, I will declare that you are the guest minister of my Ten Thousand Dragons Sacred Court. In other words, you are the honorary elder of this Sacred Court. You have the right to do everything big and small." Participate and have your say.”

Su Xuan originally thought that the conversation tonight would turn into the same kind of moral dispute as before, and maybe they would even break up on bad terms.

Who would have thought that this time the old demon woman would throw such a big bomb with one mouthful, which directly blew him away.

Not only is it not a moral struggle, but it is a reward, and it is a great reward!

If anyone from the Ten Thousand Dragons Holy Court or the Holy Court knew about this, they would definitely not be convinced. Why would an outsider suddenly become the honorary elder of his own Holy Court?
Moreover, it is said that he is an "honorary" elder, but in fact, judging from the sentence that he has the right to participate and express his opinions, this is a disguised form to improve his status.

If you have to find someone who is at the same level as yourself, then it can probably be equivalent to the Deputy Lord Wanlong.

Su Xuan really didn't expect that such a thing would happen tonight, so he was stunned for a while before he asked a question:

"Why did Your Excellency the Holy Maiden suddenly give me such an identity?"

Maybe it's protection, or it's to improve one's status to silence some people, no matter what the intention is, it's not a bad thing for Su Xuan himself.

But he wanted to know why.

There is no unreasonable hatred, let alone unreasonable kindness. Even if you want to be kind to yourself, you should always give a reason or explanation.

The first-time saint said: "Because you deserve it, but due to my personal factors recently, I have been unable to give you the right treatment. It is true that I have treated you badly."

At this moment, Su Xuan even broke out in cold sweat on his forehead.

What's the situation?
Could it be that the moon came out from the other side?There are times when this old witch actually talks like this?
The point is, once she stopped putting on that air and instead communicated with him calmly and softly, Su Xuan felt that she really couldn't resist at all.

The sentence "You are worthy of this" is like a blow to Su Xuan's head, making him almost dazzled and lost his direction.

No matter what happened, all in all, Su Xuan could tell that there must be something wrong with the old witch tonight.

Compared to those days, at least she really changed. Not only did she no longer face herself with a cold face, but she began to look at herself from the bottom of her heart and think about herself everywhere...

Su Xuan is not a greedy person in the first place, besides, he is also cold-hearted and soft-hearted. He may not care if others treat him badly; kindness.

At this moment, after a period of astonishment just now, Su Xuan gradually calmed down, looked at the first-time saint again, and said seriously: "If the saint really trusts me, then I will definitely not disappoint your trust."

The first-time saint nodded slightly, and suddenly asked a question: "If I don't intend to agree to your marriage with Nangong Yan, what will you do?"

Su Xuan: "..."

This doesn't seem to be a serious matter, but instead, it seems that he is talking to himself as an elder?
This time, Su Xuan thoroughly discovered the change in the other party, and he was naturally satisfied with this change in his heart, so he lost the previous tit-for-tat in his speech, and according to his understanding at the beginning, he said truthfully: "To tell the truth, When I first came to Wanlong Sacred Court, I just came to see Yan'er."

"However, as for whether to get married or not, it's not all about me and her. After all, the premise of marriage is that the two Holy Courts must form an alliance."

"Now it seems that there should be no resistance to the alliance matter, so the marriage matter can indeed be postponed for a while. Besides, Yan'er and I have only known each other for less than a month. It is indeed inappropriate to propose marriage at this time, because it is too early Well, we don't know each other completely yet."

"But I'm also very curious. Holy lady, you rejected our marriage before, it seems that it was because you needed Yan'er to worship the Tao and guard the Dragon Ancestor Hall for the rest of your life. But I can see that you asked this question again tonight, but it was not for this reason ..."

"What is the original intention of the saint?"

The first-time saint patiently listened to every sentence of Su Xuan, and then responded calmly: "Since you still remember what happened that night, then you should not have forgotten it. I once said that you... and that person , exactly the same."

Su Xuan laughed and said: "The same appearance doesn't mean anything, maybe everything is just a coincidence?"

"If the saint doesn't let me marry Yan'er for this reason, it would be unreasonable."

If he hadn't felt her changes tonight, Su Xuan would not have been able to say these words anyway.

Now that the other party intends to open their hearts, they should simply speak clearly. In this case, many conflicts can be resolved, and things that didn't make sense in the past can all be explained clearly this time.

Hearing this, the first-time saint could not help but laugh: "Is it unreasonable? Maybe it is."

Only then did Su Xuan get serious, and said with a sullen face: "Saint, these words should not be said, but I still don't vomit quickly, I hope you don't mind—"

"I don't know what happened between you and 'that person', but at this moment, I'm just me, I'm Su Xuan. If you want to get back the breath or shadow of that person from me, I'm sorry It may not be possible to realize this wish for you, because I am only myself, not the carrier of someone's spiritual will."

"Besides, if the saint is unique to me because of that person, I don't think the saint should be like this."

"I also ask the saint to think differently. If there is a woman in this world who has the same face as you, and I transfer all my thoughts and love for her to the saint, will the saint also feel that this is very strange?" Unreasonable, or even think I'm selfish?"

The words hit her almost directly in the face.

But speaking of this, the matter has come to this point, Su Xuan has completely ignored it, and is not afraid of any consequences.

The big deal is that the identity and status that I promised myself just now will be taken back, what else can I do?

Compared with his identity and status, Su Xuan didn't care at all, because he only wanted to be himself.

The previous life has become the past, and in this life, I am just Su Xuan, the master of the Samsara Orb.

I will never become someone's substitute.

(End of this chapter)