If the sky will cry

Chapter 39

She became excited again, she just wanted to push him away as much as she could, the farther the better, she deliberately ignored the pain in his eyes, as long as she could push him away, she really couldn't stand this!
"Let me go, let go! This child shouldn't exist at all, how can we do this?"

She cried and struggled desperately, Li Yingqi couldn't say a word, and could only let her cry helplessly, but he used all his strength to hug her, he couldn't let go, there was no way to let her go open!

Li Yingqi hugged her, and then yelled at Li Chengtian and Liang Rui in pain: "Is this the result you want to see? Will you be happy like this? You..."

He raised his finger to Li Chengtian, and angrily said: "You have been pursuing fame and fortune all your life, you only know to consider your own face and status, you have never really loved a woman, how can you feel the pain of ecstasy?"

"And you..."

After Li Yingqi finished speaking, he pointed the finger at Liang Rui and reprimanded him: "You woman has always been mercenary, and you planted these evil fruits. Don't think that you can't get the love of men in your life. True love? Are you satisfied with her appearance now? Just because you gave birth to her doesn’t mean you have the right to decide her life. Why did you say it? This way you are happy…”

Both Liang Rui and Li Chengtian were taken aback by his words, as if he had really hit the mark. They had been chasing after all their lives, but in the end they seemed to have gained nothing, and instead lost the most important thing. of.

Tan Qianqian didn't seem to listen to any of his words. She was held in his arms, and in the end, she gradually lost her strength to struggle, and her voice gradually weakened...

However, Li Yingqi still listened carefully, she was saying: "Let go of me, I don't want it! Please, please, please..."

Li Yingqi still refused to let go, but the corners of his mouth twitched twice, and then he immediately buried his head in her hair, not wanting anyone to see the moisture in his eyes.

All he can do now is to hug her like this, as if only in this way can he really feel her existence, he doesn't even dare to look down at her, afraid that the despair and pleading in her eyes will destroy his world.He also pretended that he couldn't hear her begging him to let go, but her voice gradually weakened in his ears, and then gradually disappeared...

It wasn't until he felt that the originally stiff body in his arms gradually became soft, and finally even the strength of his whole body was attached to him, did Li Yingqi realize that something was wrong, he let her go in a panic, only then did he realize that she was no longer struggling. The begging did not mean that she accepted his embrace, but that she had already fainted in his embrace.

"Qianqian..." He supported her with one hand, and hurriedly patted her face with the other, but what he touched was only wet hands, and she had no reaction.

"Qianqian, what's wrong? Don't scare me, Qianqian..."

Seeing this situation, Liang Rui hurried over, equally anxious: "Qianqian, what's the matter? Wake up!"

Li Yingqi half-supported and half-hugged her and couldn't let go of her body, so he hurriedly shouted at Liang Rui: "Call an ambulance!"

"Oh, oh..." Liang Rui was also confused, and only after his reminder did she realize that the most important thing to do at this time is to call an ambulance!

Tan Qianqian can't remember how many times this is the first time. When she woke up, she saw white eyes, smelled the pungent smell of potion, and felt the breath of death...

She felt as if she had had a long, long dream. The dream was full of helplessness and pain, and it was all heart-piercing.It was as if the ugliest and most shameful things in the world were all covering her body, wrapping her so tightly that she couldn't even breathe.

The moment she opened her eyes, she thought the nightmare was over. After waking up, she and Ying Qi had already arrived at the Iceland they had agreed upon earlier. Li Ying Qi kept his promise and took her and the baby to see the glacier and soak in the hot spring...

However, when Liang Rui's red and swollen eyes came into view, those painful memories suddenly flooded into her mind. It turned out that she was not having a nightmare, but her life had already fallen into a nightmare. , no matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't wake up.

"Qianqian, you finally woke up, but you scared my mother to death..." Seeing her waking up, Liang Rui nervously came up to her to ask her warmth, crying and laughing at the same time.

"How are you? Is there any discomfort there? Do you want to call a doctor?"

Tan Qianqian just blankly opened her big unfocused eyes, feeling exhausted to the extreme, this kind of life left her no strength to struggle, she would rather let herself sink in sadness like this, if she never wakes up, Once you fall asleep, you don't need to know how cruel life is!

She didn't want to open her mouth to answer Liang Rui's question either, her dull eyes rolled around in their sockets, the ward was very large and quiet, only Liang Rui was alone.However, Liang Rui seemed to see her thoughts all at once, and asked, "Are you looking for Yingqi? He has been here all along, and just went to the doctor just now. He is also worried about you! Do you want to... I To find him?"

She said every word carefully, which was completely opposite to the previous situation where she strongly opposed them being together, and it seemed a little deliberately flattering. In fact, as long as Qianqian gets better now, nothing else is important.

In fact, what Li Yingqi said before is also true. It is not unreasonable to live a little confused sometimes. Now when the truth is in front of everyone, what you get in return is only more pain and hurt.

However, there are many things that can only be understood when it is too late!

Tan Qianqian's numb eyes finally became a little emotional because of Liang Rui's words just now. Is her dependence on Li Yingqi so obvious?

She never thought that Liang Rui understood her, but now even Liang Rui can easily see through her inconspicuous behavior, but she has already unconsciously formed such a Instinctively, during the many days and nights they spent together, she had already formed the habit of looking for him first thing in the morning when she woke up.

She just feels tired now, and still ignores Liang Rui, as if nothing matters as long as she doesn't care about it, nothing is important anymore.But Liang Rui took her silence as an acquiescence on her own initiative, stood up and walked out.

Tan Qianqian still maintained that look, staring blankly at the ceiling, not even noticing when the person next to him was replaced by Li Yingqi.But not seeing it doesn't mean she doesn't know, his breath is so familiar to her, as long as she gets close to her, she can feel it.

Li Yingqi sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her. She didn't speak, and he didn't dare to speak. He was always afraid that if he made any movement, she would get agitated again, and then push him away mercilessly.

He hasn't had a chance to tell her that the way she resists him really hurts his heart!
Li Yingqi didn't know how long he had been sitting beside her like this, but it had been so long that he finally mustered up the courage to speak first: "Qianqian..."

His voice was a little hoarse, and Tan Qianqian could know that he must be no better than her at the moment just by calling out these two words, so she began to feel distressed, so how did he survive the moment he just knew the truth? ?How much effort did it take to pretend that none of this existed, and even to take her away as if nothing had happened?

Li Yingqi couldn't say anything extra, and asked like Liang Rui: "Is there any discomfort?"

Tan Qianqian was more reactive than when facing Liang Rui, she still ignored him and didn't speak, just shook her head.She didn't want to ask what the doctor said, and she didn't even want to ask how the child was doing anymore?She no longer knew how to face Li Yingqi, the little life that was growing in her body, let alone the child!

Li Yingqi was heartbroken seeing her like this, he sighed a long time, even if she didn't answer, but he knew she was listening, so he insisted: "I understand how you feel now, I just know I was the same as you when I was there. I’m sorry! I’ve kept many things from you. In fact, the person we met in the supermarket yesterday was Tan Si’an. He’s back. He told me about this and he threatened If I don't do what he says, he will tell you about it, that's why I told Mu Qianhui in front of the reporter that you seduced me..."

When he said this, he stopped suddenly, then buried his head very lightly and leaned against her pillow, and continued: "I also thought that we could not be together, so I asked you to kill the child, I hope you There is at least one chance of happiness without me, but..."

Tan Qianqian didn't have the courage to face him squarely, but her heart skipped a beat because she heard Li Yingqi's voice choked up. She no longer had any doubts about his love for her, but as long as she thought of the relationship between them, For those vows of eternal love, just think of the nights of passion and ecstasy shared between them, and then remember that that person is her own brother. The thought alone is enough to drive her crazy, so how could she still agree? What about staying with him?

Even if they leave here, so what if no one knows their real relationship?The most important thing is that they know it themselves!
She resolutely turned her head to the other side, and the cold liquid slid from the corners of her eyes with her movements, until it disappeared into the roots of her hair. She couldn't face him, let alone face herself, and there was an empty place in her heart. , she can only let the sadness and pain spread wantonly.

"Let's go!" After a long time, she sighed, with a strong nasal voice, but only said these three words that broke Li Yingqi's heart.

Therefore, he refused, but reached out to hold her hand, and clasped it tightly.At this moment, he could really give up his dignity and everything, but he just didn't want to do this, it was too painful and uncomfortable.

"Qianqian, don't act like this, okay? You can't be so cruel to me..."

(End of this chapter)