If the sky will cry

Chapter 6

Like most women, Tan Qianqian likes to go shopping when she is in a bad mood.

After staying abroad for so many years, she didn't have any close friends when she came back to China. In fact, she majored in business administration at Stanford University, and she also majored in religious art and fine arts. Tian Group went to work, but she politely refused, because she didn't want to be involved in the war where the whole family had no smoke.

Later, relying on the advantage of graduating from a famous international university, she successfully became an art teacher at the famous S University in China, and started the process of teaching and educating people.In fact, there are quite a few teachers and students I know at school, but in order to maintain the shady love between her and Li Yingqi, she has never dared to talk to anyone easily, so it has caused such a situation that even shopping is difficult today. It is a situation of being alone.

Just when she was about to return home with a full load, a crisp voice suddenly sounded in front of her: "Sister Qianqian..."

Tan Qianqian followed the prestige and saw Mu Qianhui by accident. Like a proud princess, she stood in the crowd and smiled at her the most gorgeously.

"Sister Qianqian, is it really you?" She ran towards her excitedly, and held her arm affectionately, as if begging, more like acting like a baby: "Where are you going? May I go shopping with you? I don’t have any friends here, Yingqi only has time to accompany me at night, but the days are so long every day, I’m really bored..."

She always looked so innocent and harmless, but Tan Qianqian only heard one sentence: Yingqi only has time to accompany me at night...

She felt the sourness in her heart swell rapidly, and she was so uncomfortable that she really wanted to turn around and leave with a wave of her hand.

But how could she?
It would be fine if Mu Qianhui ignored her, but she still looked so innocent and unaware of the situation, which made Tan Qianqian feel extremely guilty, as if it was her own fiancé relationship with someone else I don't know, now that he is still acting like he's been kept in the dark, he's taking the initiative to show his affection to her, what can she do?
What's more, they are still considered "family" now, even if she wants to alienate, she can't make it too obvious.

However, the facts have proved that sometimes being too kind is tantamount to being weak, but Mu Qianhui just takes this seriously, so once he makes a move, he will definitely hit it.She knew that as long as Tan Qianqian felt guilty, she would take the initiative to stay away from Li Yingqi.

Tan Qianqian didn't know the situation, so she could only agree to go shopping with her, and finally asked accommodatingly: "Is there any place you want to go? I can go with you!"

Mu Qianhui thought for a while and said very bluntly: "Then let's go shopping, shall we? Ying Qi is usually too busy, and there are too few things at home. I think the colors of the curtains, quilt covers, and bed sheets in the room are too monotonous." , Yingqi said that I can choose what I like, can you accompany me?"

Ok!She admitted that she was a little guilty when she said this, because Li Yingqi never said it.

She has never seen this kind of man before. If she wants to live with him, he will let her go; if she wants to sleep in his bed, he doesn't care; He lost his temper with her, and no matter what she did, he would follow her.On the surface, he seems to be obedient to her, but only Mu Qianhui knows that his "indifference" is just because he is completely too lazy to put a little bit of extra attention on her, even if she spends all day in the space that belongs to him. He can also turn a blind eye when he is on a rampage.

She seemed to have everything that belonged to him, except his heart!
Of course, Tan Qianqian didn't know what was really going on in her heart, just listening to her words, she felt her heart was floating and began to wander.As if powerlessly, she finally saw clearly that she and Li Yingqi had really become a thing of the past.

In the end, he couldn't refuse Mu Qianhui and went with her to pick out home bedding and the like.Who said that to love someone is to hope that he can live happily?But now, why do I feel so uncomfortable when I see the person I love is happy with other women?

Mu Qianhui was shopping with great interest. The shopping guide lady followed her enthusiastically and introduced them one by one. From time to time, she would come to ask her opinion with a smile. Tan Qianqian just smiled perfunctorily and responded a few times from time to time. The mobile phone is very suitable at this time rang.She took it out and saw that he was a very out of date person - Li Yingqi.

In front of Mu Qianhui, she felt a little guilty, and didn't know why Li Yingqi called at this time, so she could only covertly say to Mu Qianhui: "You take your time, I'll answer the call."

Mu Qianhui nodded with a smile, but the smile on her face sank in just a moment.

Tan Qianqian went to a place where she was sure that Mu Qianhui could not hear her before answering the phone. Before she could say a word, Li Yingqi's voice came over: "Where are you?"

She wasn't going to answer, but instead asked, "What's the matter with you?"

"You tell me where you are, I'll pick you up, I have something to tell you..."

"No need!" She interrupted him, "Don't ask me where I am, I want to tell you now, I'm with Mu Qianhui..."

"What are you doing with her?" This time it was Li Yingqi's turn to interrupt her.

"I won't eat her, you don't have to be so nervous!"

"You..." With a few words, Li Yingqi easily made her angry. It seemed that he had to wait for a long time before he could say the next thing, "You know I didn't mean that, you know I only care about you..."

"I don't know!" Tan Qianqian almost roared these four words.

She also thought that even if they were not together, Li Yingqi still loved her. In fact, she obviously hoped that he and Mu Qianhui could live happily ever after, but when she heard Mu Qianhui "showing off" their happiness to her, she My heart felt as uncomfortable as a needle prick.

Now he actually said that he only cares about her...

So what is Mu Qianhui?How could he be engaged to her if he didn't care?How could it be possible to have sex with her so quickly?Yes, in short, she equated what Li Yingqi said before "sleeping together" to going to bed.

She forced herself to calm down, and she no longer wanted to hear any explanation from him, so she just said to him: "We have nothing to say, since you choose to break up, since you are already engaged, then live your life well from now on, I don't want to get involved between you, and you can also call me sister when we meet in the future, but I don't want us to get involved in any unnecessary relationship..."

"Tan Qianqian, what did you say? Say it again! Tell me, where are you now? I'll go find you!" He yelled violently on the phone, and that yell broke her heart little by little.

But, let’s just leave it at that!

After being cruel, she finally said to him: "No need, I don't want to disturb your life, and you don't want to disturb me again!" After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone almost without interruption.

Less than ten seconds later, the phone rang again. She glanced at it, and finally took a deep breath, then hung up decisively, and turned off the phone!
At that moment, she felt that her world was barren!
That night, Li Yingqi was sent back by his subordinates after getting drunk.

Mu Qianhui was startled when she opened the door to see him almost unconscious, and later found out that he had a party at night so he drank too much.Together they helped him onto the bed. After Mu Qianhui sent his subordinates away, she could only stand by the bed and look at him helplessly. Forgive her for being so grown up and always being surrounded by others, and always being served by others. , how has she ever taken care of others, let alone a drunk!
After hesitating for a while, in order to let him sleep more comfortably, she finally made up her mind to go and undress him, and slowly leaned towards him. It was the first time she saw him at such a close distance, and she heard her heart beating like thunder. sound.

With a handsome face and exquisite facial features, her heart has been throbbing since the first time I saw her many years ago.

She used to proudly think that Li Yingqi would do everything possible to get around her like other men, but after all the calculations, she still missed it in the end, and his heart has long been lost.

Li Yingqi was groggy and his brain was almost paralyzed. In fact, he called her because he really wanted to explain clearly to her. What he said was just angry words. He was angry that she didn't care about him, and that she was always indifferent.

But when he saw the tears of grievance in her eyes, he regretted it again. If he wanted to break up, he would act as if he never said it, and he didn't want to break up!Without her by his side, he felt that his soul was floating, and he couldn't hold on.

However, she still ruthlessly asked him not to disturb her life anymore, just like when she said she cared about the eyes of outsiders, what else could he say?

He could no longer say or do anything, and later he had dinner with his clients, feasting and feasting, watching everyone talking and laughing, the only thing he wanted to do was to get drunk.Past experience told him that only when he gets very drunk and forgets everything, the next day may be a sunny day after he is extremely decadent, but this time, even though he is drunk, why is the pain still so clear?

In a daze, he felt as if someone was untying his tie. This feeling had happened countless nights. Sometimes he was exhausted when he came home. When he fell on the bed like this, there would always be gentle hands Untie his tie, undress him...

At this time, he would feel that all the exhaustion was swept away, and every corner of his heart was like being bathed in the sun, warm and harmonious.That kind of happiness, he thought it would last forever, but, from now on, will he never be able to hold those hands again?

Almost instinctively, he couldn't even open his eyes, but he immediately reacted and grabbed those hands.

"Qianqian, don't leave me, Qianqian, Qianqian..."

Mu Qianhui's whole body froze. He was in such pain and begged so much... He held her hand, but it turned out that he was calling out to another woman? !She likes him, but that doesn't mean she is willing to be someone else's substitute!

Heartbroken, angry, and humiliated, she gritted her teeth and wanted to withdraw her hand.As if sensing her breaking free, Li Yingqi immediately became anxious. The difference in strength between the two was too great. He only pulled hard, and she fell onto his chest unexpectedly. Before he could react, he had turned over and took her under control. under the body.

Mu Qianhui exclaimed, struggled a few times, but was still pressed by his heavy body and could not move. This was the first time that the two of them were so close, so close that his burning breath was within easy reach. The smell of alcohol made her dizzy too.

Li Yingqi was pressing on her body, his starry eyes were slightly opened, and his blurred eyes were blurred, but he was able to touch her face accurately and approach her slowly.

Mu Qianhui stared at his thin lips that were slowly kissing with wide eyes, and finally gave up resistance completely.She knew that Li Yingqi was not a beauty-seeking person, and that he would not touch her if he didn't love her, but she never expected that it would be like this, he was drunk and regarded her as someone else.

Obviously it shouldn't be, it's obviously not what I want, but I can't help but have a little expectation in my heart.After this night, can she also hope that maybe their relationship will last forever?Or, even if there is really no future, can at least leave some memories between them?

Once every woman encounters love, she will become a fool, and Mu Qianhui is no exception.In the end, she chose to close her eyes slowly. At that moment, she heard the sound of her heart beating like thunder.

However, after waiting for a long time, the expected lips did not come down.

She opened her eyes, but saw Li Yingqi was separated by a few centimeters, struggling to open her eyes, trying to see her clearly.Being so close, but it wasn't the smell he was familiar with, and it wasn't the feeling that made him crazy, so he couldn't kiss.

As if he was finally sure, he closed his eyes, shook his head, then let her go and lay down beside her, as if he woke up all of a sudden, if he wasn't awake, how could the pain be so clear?
His weight disappeared from her body, and Mu Qianhui suddenly felt a wave of disappointment welling up in her heart. She just opened her eyes wide and looked at the ceiling, sour and astringent, and finally felt something cold and cold flowing down from her. The corners of the eyes slide all the way to the ears.She was lying beside him, but the distance between her heart was still separated by hundreds of thousands of miles.

Isn't it said that men are all drunk and promiscuous?
Why should there be an exception?
How much does he love that person, that's why he can tell if the person in his arms is the one he's thinking of when he's drunk?

Li Yingqi didn't take her emotions into consideration from the beginning to the end, but struggled to get up from the bed, rummaging through the room like crazy, wardrobe, drawer, desk, every corner was spared.The originally tidy and monotonous room suddenly became a mess.

Mu Qianhui was taken aback by his sudden action, and didn't understand what he was going to do, so she hurried over to support him who was crooked, and said anxiously, "Yingqi, what are you going to do?"

He didn't answer, but just shook her off. The whole room looked like it had experienced a world war, but he was still not reconciled and didn't stop.

Mu Qianhui froze there, helpless, she didn't know what he was going to do, she could only watch his crazy actions in numbness, and she didn't know how long it had passed before he finally found his coat on the ground, and took it out of the coat. Pulled out his cell phone.His hands were trembling, but he was still frantically pressing the buttons...

It's not the first time Mu Qianhui saw him staring at the phone like this, so she also moved over to take a look curiously, and immediately understood, tears burst out again uncontrollably, what self-esteem, what pride, what Reserved, at this moment is just a cloud.

Li Yingqi was panting heavily, as if trying to suppress something, staring intently at the photo in his cell phone --- the photo of Tan Qianqian!

Today, she was once again ruthlessly unwilling to leave a way out for their love, as if in the long years to come, they would only be separated from each other, and that feeling was so painful that even their internal organs began to convulse, even if he Getting himself drunk, even if his consciousness is blurred, it still hurts, hurts so much...

Can't stop!
He didn't even know what he wanted to do, but he just habitually found her photos. He was angry, resentful, and stared at that woman distressedly. How could he be so cruel?How can you tell me not to get involved in unnecessary relationships in the future?He just knelt and sat on the ground like this, as if only by looking at her face like this, the pain that had risen to the extreme in his heart could be relieved a little bit, and he could continue to breathe normally.

And Mu Qianhui, who stood silently by the side, finally burst into tears. It turned out that this was the reason why he went crazy.He is in so much pain for other women, but she is right in front of his eyes, but he will never see her pain.

This is how he ruthlessly cast her out of his world, leaving no room for her.

However, she didn't expect that Li Yingqi's madness would not end with the end of this dark night.

One day, Mu Qianhui suddenly realized that Li Yingqi hadn't spoken a word to her for a week, and she hadn't seen a smile on his face for almost a month.Looking at him, she felt that she saw a living example of an idiom more deeply and vividly, that is the walking dead!
He still gets up on time every day and goes to work on time. It is said that he does his best to handle everything in the company in an orderly manner. It's normal.

However, Mu Qianhui knew that this kind of Li Yingqi was not normal at all, he was just suppressing hard and had no outlet to vent.He was always polite to her, polite, but very distant, not giving her the slightest chance to get close.

Every night, he was basically in the room after finishing his official business, drinking or smoking like crazy, with a posture of not giving up until he broke himself, she would persuade a few words at the beginning, and then stopped. , because she knew that no matter what she said was useless, in the end she simply stopped stepping into his room, and could pretend nothing happened without seeing it with her own eyes.

Anyway, in front of him, she will always be powerless.

Mu Qianhui couldn't help laughing wryly, in such a day, when will she be tall?

She is suffering for him, but he is suffering for another her, so who is she waiting for?Love may be like this, there is no reason, don't ask the reason, whoever falls in love first will give the other party a reason to hurt themselves.

Love deeply, hurt deeply, that's what it really means!

Everything was as she expected, after Li Yingqi had been suppressed for a long time, once there was a fuse, he would definitely erupt, but she did not expect that his eruption would happen on a stormy night full of thunder and lightning.

Not long after nightfall that day, Mu Qianhui could tell during dinner that Li Yingqi was in a particularly gloomy mood today.

"Are you okay?" She thought for a long time, but couldn't help asking.

Li Yingqi glanced at her and shook his head.

It's not that nothing happened, it's just that he didn't want to say that he saw Tan Qianqian today.

Really missing her, the feeling of missing her is like having thousands of worms repeatedly gnawing at his heart, making him feel that he can't wait for a minute and a second, and must see her right away.So, while she was out of class, he waited foolishly outside the school gate, and she told him not to disturb her anymore, then she would not disturb her, but just wanted to take a look at her from a distance, and just take a look. it is good.

However, when I saw it, I couldn't find a reason to approach it; maybe, it was really gloomy to the extreme, and it happened that a subordinate called him at this time to report to him that there was a problem with a certain project and asked for his advice. Opinion how to solve it.

(End of this chapter)