If the sky will cry

Chapter 9

Ever since Mu Qianhui was admitted to the hospital, Li Yingqi basically took some time to visit her in the hospital every day. No matter what, this matter had nothing to do with him. He felt uneasy if he didn't see her recover completely.It's just that he was really puzzled. At most, he just suffered from the cold like him. Why did he stay in the hospital for a week?Even specially invited a doctor from abroad?
Is Mu Shixiong making a fuss out of a molehill, or is there something else hidden?
Li Yingqi couldn't figure it out, so he walked straight into the top luxury ward. Mu Qianhui was wearing a hospital gown and was sitting on the bed reading comics.

Li Yingqi greeted him politely first, and Mu Qianhui immediately shouted excitedly when she saw him: "Yingqi, you are finally here? Did you bring me the latest comics?"

"Yes." Sure enough, he took out a few Japanese comics and handed them to her.

Sometimes Mu Qianhui is like a child, Li Yingqi really doesn't want to associate her with scheming, but she is really strange, she seems to be alive and kicking now, why does she have to spend time in the hospital?Of course, Mu Shixiong has more money than he can spend, and no one can control him if he really wants to do this.

After seeing her, she was already planning to leave, but Mu Qianhui yelled again at this moment: "Daddy, can you go out first? I have something I want to say to Ying Qi alone."

Mu Shixiong was not happy at first, but as long as Mu Qianhui acted like a baby, he would rely on her for everything again.Suddenly, there were only the two of them left in the large ward.

"Are you okay? What did the doctor say?" Li Yingqi asked first.

Mu Qianhui looked at him for a while, then lowered her head and replied sullenly, "It's okay! I should be discharged from the hospital in two days."

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry about this, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have done this, and you don't need to accompany me to get in the rain..."

Mu Qianhui didn't speak, but the manga she was holding fell to the ground with a "boom".

Li Yingqi walked over slowly, bent down to pick up the comic, and handed it to her.But she didn't reach out to pick him up again, she just lowered her head, as if she had gathered all the courage in her body, she stood up suddenly and rushed over to hug him.

Li Yingqi was obviously taken aback for a moment, then froze there.It was the first time he had seen Mu Qianhui look so weak, he felt her lips were already close to his neck, and murmured: "I want to leave you alone, but I can't!"

Li Yingqi pulled her away, seeing that pretty little face felt unprecedentedly sad.For a moment, he didn't know what to say to her.

Mu Qianhui seemed to be trying her best to control her emotions. It took a long time before she looked up at him and said, "Yingqi, we are already engaged, so I should be your closest person. You and her are no longer possible. Then Just forget about her, okay? I really don’t want to see you torture yourself for her again, since it’s so painful, why don’t you let yourself go? Why don’t you want to try another life? "

Li Yingqi remained silent, let him go?How can he let himself go?Maybe I should really forget her, I should really try another life, but how could I forget her?

In fact, he also stubbornly doesn't want to forget, it was the most beautiful scene in his life, the only warm memory, even if he never had her again, he would rather spend his whole life to remember it.

"I'm sorry..." This was his reply after silence.

He understood what Mu Qianhui meant, since they were engaged, why not live a good life together?But he couldn't lie to himself, nor could he lie to her. There were too many reasons why he agreed to get engaged to her. He never thought of being with any woman except Tan Qianqian.

In his whole life, he was willing to paint a prison for her!

Mu Qianhui couldn't speak anymore, maybe they were destined to be a fiancee in name only, he would never give a little bit of sincerity to this relationship, even if it was to lie to her.

So what else can she say?Some feelings, either deep love, or entanglement, there is no third way out!
On the day Mu Qianhui was discharged from the hospital, Li Yingqi came to pick her up on time, but Mu Shixiong had already completed the discharge procedures, so when she was discharged from the hospital, he still didn't understand why she stayed in the hospital for more than a week.

Not wanting to think too much, he went directly into the ward as before.Mu Shixiong was not there, but there was another man inside, who was about the same age as Mu Shixiong, but looked much older. When he came in, the two people inside were obviously taken aback.

Then, without saying a word, the man just walked out calmly.

Li Yingqi wondered, his first reaction was to think of the godfather Mu Qianhui called when he was having nightmares...

Looking back almost instinctively, the man had already opened the door. At that moment, he suddenly discovered that the man's left hand turned out to be six fingers!

When he recovered from his astonishment, he turned around and asked Mu Qianhui, "Who was that person just now?"

A flash of panic flashed in Mu Qianhui's eyes, and then she calmly replied, "It's just my dad's assistant!"

Li Yingqi keenly caught her evasion and dodge, if she didn't want to say it, even if she asked, she wouldn't be able to find out why, anyway, he had already noticed that something was wrong with Mu Qianhui, and he was just waiting patiently for her to reveal her true colors.

After being discharged from the hospital, Mu Qianhui still insisted on going back to Li Yingqi.

Li Yingqi once thought that there was no need to maintain the relationship between the two, but Mu Qianhui didn't bring it up, so he just waited and watched. He wanted to see what Mu Qianhui was doing so wronged him and swallowed his anger.

Mu Qianhui has long been used to the days of respecting each other like "ice".

For such a long time, Li Yingqi didn't seem to have had a good rest, because the fatigue on his face was always there. He went to work during the day and locked himself in the room at night.Mu Qianhui felt that he was torturing herself, but he couldn't listen to any of her persuasion. Gradually, she didn't say anything and let him do whatever he wanted.

Some life, as long as you get used to it, it will be numb.

This situation lasted until the Mid-Autumn Festival of that year. Li Yingqi hated this kind of festival the most since he was a child. All things similar to happiness have never favored him.

This time, too.

Li Chengtian told him to take Mu Qianhui home for a meal, but he refused; Mu Qianhui asked him if he wanted to go with her to spend the festival with Mu Shixiong, but he also refused.When he was very young, whenever he saw another family enjoying themselves, he would hide in a dark corner by himself like a wounded hedgehog, without saying anything or seeing anyone until the end of the night.

Just like at this moment, he only wants one person!

After turning off the cell phone and closing the curtains, his world was blocked and airtight, and he couldn't see a ray of light.

Knowing that it would be very painful, he still stubbornly exhausted all his strength and stubbornly missed someone.He tried, tried everything, but he couldn't stop the pain!So I let myself miss the pain until I became numb, until the most unforgettable pain passed, but in fact, I can slowly get over it, even if it is painful, but I can’t die, so it’s no big deal!
When Mu Qianhui came back, she habitually glanced at Li Yingqi's closed door, wandered around a few times, and decided to open the door to take a look.As she expected, the moment she opened the door, a pungent smell of cigarettes and alcohol hit her face.

Li Yingqi also felt a ray of light coming in from the door. He only paused for a moment, but he didn't turn his head to take a look. He just sat by the bed and continued what he did just now.

Seeing him sitting there, Mu Qianhui was planning to close the door for him and leave, but the next moment, she changed her mind and rushed in.Because she actually saw Li Yingqi pour the medicine into his palm, is he taking medicine?

"Yingqi, what's wrong with you..." She ran in and snatched the medicine bottle from his hand.

The pills Li Yingqi had already poured in his palm also fell to the ground because of her sudden movement, and he frowned displeasedly: "What are you doing?"

She could smell him as soon as he opened his mouth. He drank a lot, but now she was more concerned about what kind of medicine he was taking!Holding the medicine bottle tightly, she went around to the bedside and turned on the light. Li Yingqi, who had been in the dark for a long time, couldn't adapt to the strong light for a while, and closed her eyes slightly.

Mu Qianhui finally saw the words on the medicine bottle clearly, and seemed to be relieved at last, but in the next second, she was extremely tense again.

It's just sleeping pills!

But, he was actually taking sleeping pills?And there are only a few pills left in the bottle, it seems that he has not been relying on sleeping pills for a short time!

Li Yingqi became impatient, and snatched the medicine with one hand: "Give it back to me!"

Mu Qianhui refused, and immediately went to grab it again, anxiously said: "Yingqi, taking this medicine for a long time is not good for your health, can you take a good rest? Don't be like this every day..."

"Don't worry about my business, give it back to me!"

"No! How long do you want to torture yourself? If you really love her so much and you really can't forget her, then you should tell her! If you don't tell me, no matter how much you torture yourself, she won't know !"

"Get out!" He suddenly became angry.

It seemed that he didn't want to be told what was on his mind, so he lost control of his emotions.Yes, he loves her so much, but he can't forget her, as long as he closes his eyes, there will be her shadow, he can't shake it off, throw it away, and can't fall asleep!

Mu Qianhui only felt that his roar had shattered her whole heart. She just cared about him.

However, she also has dignity and wants to save face.He had already told her to go away, of course she slammed the door angrily, but at the same time took away his bottle of sleeping pills.

As soon as she left his room, she heard the sound of him grunting in pain and breaking things from inside. Like her heart, she was shattered. She just froze at the door, unable to move her footsteps.

Mingming has already gotten used to the huge contrast between his day and night, and even more used to him going crazy for other women, but she has never been so powerless as at this moment.Finally, she could see clearly that she and the man inside would never have a heart-to-heart intersection.

After a long time, she moved to the big French window.

Raise your head and look at the full moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival, but there is already a piece missing in your heart.

There were still intermittent broken voices in that room. She took a deep breath, as if she had finally made up her mind, then she took out her mobile phone and dialed Tan Qianqian's number.

Looking at the door again, she said silently in her heart: Li Yingqi, this is the last thing I will do for you. If we are destined to be strangers, I don't want to trap myself in this deadlock anymore.

From now on, do it yourself!

Tan Qianqian only visited the high-end apartment where Li Yingqi lives now, when he just bought it, and now she suddenly received a call from Mu Qianhui, just because she said that Li Yingqi was not well, so she rushed over regardless .

When Mu Qianhui opened the door for her, her expression was gloomy...

"What's wrong with Yingqi?" She asked anxiously.

In fact, she had thought about it on the way here, why did Mu Qianhui look for her?Is it because she knew about the unusual relationship between her and Yingqi that she was brought here at this time?
But when she heard that Yingqi was not good, she couldn't care about anything. Mu Qianhui didn't mention it, but answered her calmly: "I just don't want to see him torture me like this every day, and I don't want him to take sleeping pills every day." Only then can I go to bed..." She handed the bottle of medicine to Tan Qianqian, paused, and said the next words a little sadly, "I think he will listen to you, go and see him!"

Before Tan Qianqian recovered from her words, Mu Qianhui had already left the door, leaving space for them.

She ran out the door as fast as she could, and the line of defense she had been holding on to finally collapsed. If she had known this would be the result, she shouldn't have expected it from the beginning.

it's good now!In fact, she is not that generous, she just doesn't want to wrong herself, she just doesn't want to stay and feel sad, so let's stop here!Wishful thinking should end here!

I always thought that I could be very chic, but the tears were disobedient and still flooded my face.

She reached out to erase it, she told herself, it's okay, it really doesn't matter.

Lee Young Ki, this is the last time I cry for you...

Tan Qianqian is a little confused about what kind of situation is this now?She is an outsider now, but Mu Qianhui just left?She was worried about Li Yingqi in her heart, and she didn't have time to think about it, so she went directly to the bedroom.

Pushing open the door, the pungent smell of tobacco and alcohol made her frown, the room was dark and messy...

Li Yingqi was sitting on the floor with his back against the bed, just lowering his head and smoking a cigarette, as if he hadn't noticed someone opened the door at all, his appearance was indescribably decadent and depraved.

Tan Qianqian clenched the doorknob tightly, as if a deep wound had been cut open in her heart, and the pain was so painful that it almost convulsed.

How could her Yingqi look like this?

In those nights without him, she also thought about him and thought that she was about to be unable to breathe, and then she was almost uncontrollable. The next morning, she would hide early in a corner outside the gate of Chengtian Group, just to When he comes to work, he can look at him from a distance.In her impression, every time he went to work, he always tidied himself up neatly. Although he had a calm face, he would always make those female staff look sideways and scream.

However, how could he be like this at night?

She walked towards him step by step and turned on the light.

Li Yingqi squinted again because of the strong light, and asked impatiently, "What are you doing again?"

The moment he raised his eyes, he froze immediately.

He stretched out his hand to cover the unsuitable strong light, and gradually changed from blurred to clear, he was not drunk, he was still very sober, the person in front of him was Tan Qianqian, yes, but why is she here?

The eyes were intertwined, and he saw the dark waves in her eyes.

"Why did you make yourself like this?" Her voice sounded calm, but only she knew that her heart trembled when she asked this sentence.

Li Yingqi still sat on the ground without moving, looking up at her without answering.

"I asked you why you made yourself like this?" She asked again, but this time she couldn't calm down anymore. She was roaring, but she couldn't help choking, piercing her heart.

Li Yingqi ignored her, stood up staggeringly on the edge of the bed, he stood in front of her, Tan Qianqian suddenly changed from being condescending to looking up at him, but just dropped four words indifferently: "Don't worry about it!"

If it wasn't for her unfeeling back then, how could they have become what they are today?He turned around, no longer confronting her, but immediately took out another cigarette, avoiding her to light it.

Tan Qianqian only felt that there was a big stone on her heart. Seeing him like this made her extremely uncomfortable, so she rushed up almost desperately, grabbed the cigarette he was already holding in her mouth, threw it on the ground, and trampled it to pieces.

"I'll let you vape, let you vape..." She stepped on a few more feet in frustration as she spoke.

Li Yingqi suddenly became angry, smashed the lighter in his hand to the ground, and roared: "Tan Qianqian, what do you want to do? What do you want from me to be happy?" If he is still sensible, if he Still able to control himself a little bit, he would never be willing to say a word to her so fiercely, but he already wanted to go crazy, and he wanted to ask her what she really wanted?
Obviously she cut off all his hopes, and he no longer expected it, why did she still appear in front of him like this now?Why come to disturb his heart?
Tan Qianqian is the same as him, maybe she needs to get angry to vent the pain and boredom in her heart, so she is also angry like him: "I want to ask what do you want to do? Look at what you look like now? This room What did you do to me? How long will it take for you to stop worrying? Can't you just rest? Why do you torture yourself like this? Why do you rely on this damned sleeping pill?"

She was really heartbroken, so painful that she became angry, so she also dropped the bottle of sleeping pills that Mu Qianhui gave her just now to the ground.

Li Yingqi looked at her, his eyes didn't look bright, and then he suddenly smiled: "What do I look like now? Tan Qianqian, are you proud to see me like this? Damn it was for you to do this..."

Tan Qianqian found herself speechless suddenly, as if something was spinning in her eye sockets, she tried her best to bear it, and listened to his complaints: "What are you doing here now? Are you kidding me? As long as you come back tomorrow, you can Seeing that I'm fine, I'm fine, nothing at all..."

"Yingqi..." Her voice suddenly softened.

She knew that his nonchalant appearance during the day was just pretending, but when he said that, it still hurt her heart, and made her weakly see that they were either in love or in pain, there was no other way!

But Li Yingqi interrupted her, as if he had finally seized this opportunity, and wanted to express his thoughts quickly.

"Are you proud that you have that ability... Abandoned by you, I'm still worthless and can't forget you. You think I don't want to sleep, you think I want to take sleeping pills, but I'm just so useless. Without you, I can't forget you." I can’t sleep. Just a word for you, I’ve tried my best to hold on, you’re so capable, I can’t even cry out in pain...Even now, I don’t need you to sympathize with me, I I just want to ask you, do you think I am a man enough?"

It turned out that these were the truest words in his heart.

It turned out that what she said at the beginning, he has been remembering until now, and has been doing so.

He said she made it impossible for him to cry out in pain.

Then, why didn't she swallow all the pain in her stomach?
(End of this chapter)