Aijia Kefu: Your Majesty, please avoid
Chapter 132 I Will Take Your Child Together To Die
Chapter 132 I Will Die With Your Child
In the following period of time, Lu Li did not come to Fanghua Palace again.
Su Qingyuan only learned from Xiaoluzi that he went to court as usual every day, and spent most of the rest of the time dealing with political affairs in the Imperial Study Room, and always rested in the Yangju Hall at night.
I don't know anything else.
After the Lantern Festival, the reinforcements from Luoyun City did not come.
At first, the people in the capital were still looking forward to and talking about it, but then they gradually gave up hope.
In desperation, it finally happened that the refugees stormed the city gate.
As a result, colleagues in the city defense army who were guarding against the rebels outside the city had to devote a lot of energy to deal with the people in the city who had lost their minds, and the pressure suddenly increased.
Inside the capital, people are already panicking.
The marriage between Duan Ran and Princess Hejing was originally scheduled for the end of the first lunar month, but Princess Hejing suddenly fell ill, so the Taibao Office re-selected the date and changed the wedding date to April.
As time went by, people in the palace gradually became chaotic, and some palace servants began to disobey the rules, and things like theft, false accusation, and disputes happened from time to time.
Cheng Ruoshui's temperament is soft, and he can't control so much for a while, so many things are reported to Su Qingyuan.
But at this time, Luoxia fell ill again, and the big and small matters around Su Qingyuan could only be handled by Danyue and Tongyun, two reckless and confused girls, and some small and big stories often happened.
Fortunately, the servants of Fanghua Palace were all carefully selected by Lu Li back then, they were all good-natured, and they were surrounded by Xiao Linzi, so there was no big mess out of control.
Other palaces were not so lucky.
From the Lantern Festival to the 27th of the first lunar month, in the short period of ten days, there were five or six cases of theft and fighting, and one person was killed by mistake by pushing someone into the pool because of trivial matters.People in the palace were fluctuating, and it gradually became a mess.
Su Qingyuan's body was getting heavier, and the imperial doctor repeatedly told her not to overwork or get angry, but she had nothing to do.
Lu Li didn't care about these things at all, and just spent his days in the imperial study.
So the days passed in such a muddle.
Everyone is waiting.
Waiting for the Iron Armored Army to regroup and aggressively attack the city, waiting for reinforcements from all over the country to enter Beijing, and waiting for Beiyan and Xiliang to intervene—the final result may be terrible, but the waiting before that result is actually more tormented than the disaster itself.
After February, the grass grows and the warblers fly, and the weather gradually warms up.
The imperial doctor counted for Su Qingyuan, saying that the child should be born at the end of March or early April, but this child has experienced too many hardships, and no one knows whether her body can last to full term.
Therefore, Danyue and Tongyun ordered the little eunuchs at the gate not to let anyone come to Fanghua Palace easily.
But there are so many things happening in the palace every day, and there is no master in the palace, how can Fanghua Palace stay out of it?
Come and go, things are still not missing.It is said to be "quiet", but in fact no one has been able to "quiet".
Lu Li still didn't come.
Xiao Luzi often came here to walk around, but he talked much less than before.If Su Qingyuan didn't ask him, he wouldn't say anything, and often just said hello and left.
This situation has lasted through February, and there is still no change.
The armored army still besieged the city without fighting, and the reinforcements from Luoyun City still did not come.
The reinforcements from various countries did not come.
But Beiyan's team moved.
At the end of February, [-] soldiers on the border between Vietnam and Yan broke through the pass and marched southward.
Almost at the same time, [-] cavalry from Xiliang also set foot on the land of South Vietnam.
General Yue, who guarded the northwest, did not stop him, and directly led his troops into the pass, turned around and headed south.
It is said that this was Lu Li's order, because the Xiliang cavalry came to help Nanyue suppress the rebellion.
What is the truth, Su Qingyuan doesn't know.
After all, it is not for her to speak about the important affairs of the family and the country.
One day in March, when Princess Hejing's illness was almost cured, Cheng Ruoshui took her to Fanghua Palace to sit around.
Su Qingyuan felt a little apologetic when she saw He Jing.
Before she could speak, Princess Hejing bowed down and apologized to her: "Hejing already knew about Beiyan's going south. I, Beiyan, took the blame for this matter first, and the emperor and queen mother refused to take their anger out on me. Jing really doesn't know how to be grateful."
Su Qingyuan stretched out her hand to help her up, and sighed with a smile: "It's not your fault that the two countries fought each other, so why should you apologize for them?"
Cheng Ruoshui said with a smile: "Princess Hejing has a lot of things on her mind. She is always unhappy these days. She only had a small wind and cold, but it took a month or two to get better."
Su Qingyuan arranged for the two of them to sit down, feeling a little emotional: "If they want to fight a war, we have to worry about it. Things in this world are so unreasonable!"
Princess Hejing lowered her head and smiled forcedly.
Su Qingyuan beckoned her to sit closer, held her hand and sighed: "One side is her mother's family, and the other is her husband's family. This battle is really difficult for you."
Princess Hejing blushed with embarrassment, and it took a long time to reply in a low voice: "Your Majesty, aren't you too?"
Su Qingyuan was startled, and then laughed: "I almost forgot—but I'm different from you. I was a useless chess over there, and no one cared about it; I'm in an embarrassing situation here, and I'm not justified. It doesn't go well...they fight whatever they want, as long as the sword can't cut me, I won't feel any pain."
Cheng Ruoshui pursed her lips and smiled: "Your Majesty said that against her will. If the sword really fell on the emperor, you might cry more than anyone else!"
Su Qingyuan raised her head and narrowed her eyes lazily: "When did Concubine Xian learn to tease people?"
Cheng Ruoshui was startled, and smiled slightly with lowered eyebrows: "It's just telling the truth."
Su Qingyuan didn't really want to be teased by her.But in front of Princess Hejing, she couldn't say much.
In fact, she has been so preoccupied for a while that she really has no interest in chatting.
So, after sitting quietly for a while, Su Qingyuan changed the topic to the war again: "You have always been a knowledgeable person. In your opinion, what is the outcome of this war?"
Princess Hejing raised her head in doubt, and followed Su Qingyuan to look at Cheng Ruoshui.
Cheng Ruoshui's eyes flickered slightly, and he hesitated for a long time before he smiled and said, "Nanyue has been fulfilling the destiny and responding to the hearts of the people for hundreds of years. Naturally, it cannot be shaken by a small rebellion."
"What if we add Beiyan and Xiliang as obstacles?" Su Qingyuan continued to ask.
Cheng Ruoshui hesitated for a long time, and finally regained his gentle smile: "Your Majesty, don't worry. The emperor's fate is very good, and Nanyue's foundation is as stable as Mount Tai."
Su Qingyuan squinted her eyes and looked at her for a long time, but didn't ask any more questions.
On the contrary, Cheng Ruoshui laughed and said: "Actually, my mother's own fate is one in a million, and her knowledge and courage are far more than some mediocre men-a while ago, I heard that the emperor intends to bring his mother to familiarize himself with government affairs in case of accidents. Why is there no movement again?"
Su Qingyuan smiled and said, "Since you said that Lu Li's fate is very good, he probably won't be able to die for a while, so why should I bother to learn those nerve-wracking things?"
Cheng Ruoshui laughed: "The emperor is short of manpower, if the empress is not afraid of trouble, it is time to share the emperor's worries."
Su Qingyuan leaned back on the soft couch, and said lightly: "The problem is that I am very 'fearful of trouble'. Among other things, just 'getting up early and going to court' will kill me! "
Danyue chuckled beside her.Su Qingyuan rolled her eyes, and the girl slipped out.
Cheng Ruoshui frowned, and sighed after a long time: "Your Majesty's delivery date is approaching, so it's really not suitable for you to be overtired, but... the current situation, the emperor will inevitably feel depressed. Ah. When offering sacrifices to the God of Flowers a few days ago, I saw that the emperor looked haggard, and I was in a bad mood."
"Flower God?" Su Qingyuan frowned.
That should be about the Flower Festival.
It is said that in the palace, Huachao is second only to the New Year and Mid-Autumn Festival, and it should have been very lively.
But this year when the rebel army besieged the city, everyone didn't have the leisure time to celebrate the festival, so the Lantern Festival, Flower Dynasty and Shangsi Festival were all confused, and Su Qingyuan didn't even care about the days.
According to what Cheng Ruoshui said, is the flower god still worshiped in the palace?
She hadn't gone out for many days, and she hadn't heard any wind.
Cheng Ruoshui took a peek at Su Qingyuan's face, and hurriedly smiled again: "Flower God's birthday, generally only women like to join in the fun. I don't know what happened that day, the sister of the imperial concubine suddenly pulled the emperor over, saying yes Taking advantage of the festival, I invite the emperor to go to the garden to relax. The emperor entered the garden, from the beginning to the end, he was full of worries, and no one else dared to trouble him. The concubine sister felt ashamed, so she sent the emperor out with flowers gone."
"Really?" Su Qingyuan responded casually, her mind had already drifted elsewhere.
Cheng Ruoshui stood up with a smile: "Your Majesty must be tired, we will come to greet you another day."
Su Qingyuan agreed indiscriminately, but did not hold back.So Tong Yun followed and sent the two of them out.
Su Qingyuan leaned on the soft couch, feeling inexplicably confused.
It has been two months since Lu Li stepped into the Palace of Youth.
In Su Qingyuan's heart, she still couldn't figure it out.
Before leaving for the post that day, he was obviously gentle and considerate. Why did everything change after the explosion?
What happened in the flower hall that day?
Even if something really happened, even if he really had a change of heart, it wouldn't be the case that he wouldn't even be willing to do some extravagant work!
In the past two months, Su Qingyuan had guessed many possibilities in her heart, but she still didn't have the courage to prove it.
She would rather believe that the pavilion was blown up that day only because of an accident, and she would rather believe that Lu Li did not come to Fanghua Palace because she was injured and worried that she would worry...
However, he didn't delay the morning court, and went to the imperial study to discuss matters every day, and even had time to participate in the Huachao Festival game - her self-deceiving guess was obviously unfounded.
So, did he forget the Palace of Youth?
If he forgot, how could Xiao Luzi come so frequently?
Su Qingyuan has been trying very hard to think about the good, but every guess that is slightly better cannot stand up to scrutiny in the end.
This is the reason why she still refuses to take the initiative to find Lu Li.
But today, some words of Cheng Ruoshui aroused her thoughts again.
It's true that Lu Li didn't come to see her, but she didn't take the initiative to accompany him either.
During the flower festival, his complexion is still not very good, could it be that he is really sick?Could it be that he didn't want to come to Fanghua Palace because he was afraid of her worrying?
Maybe, she should try to take an extra step.
It shouldn't be a problem to go and see him while he can still walk now, right?
Thinking of this, Su Qingyuan worked up her courage with great difficulty, and ordered Danyue to come and help her change her clothes, and went out to the imperial study by chariot.
There are many people in the imperial study room, but not as many as in the early court in the Chaoqian Hall.Su Qingyuan secretly thought about it, and felt that it should be appropriate to go now.
After entering the door and getting off the chariot, she didn't let the little eunuch inform her, she walked in quietly holding Danyue's hand.
She wanted to know what Lu Li's true state was like when she was not around.
As usual, Xiao Luzi was guarding the entrance of the main hall where Lu Li usually discusses matters.
Seeing Su Qingyuan, Xiao Luzi's expression changed slightly, he quickly knelt down, and opened his mouth to say hello loudly.
Su Qingyuan raised her hand and made a hissing motion.
Xiaoluzi's face became even uglier.
Su Qingyuan was wondering, when she heard a laughing voice from the hall: "She still didn't go out on March [-]rd, she must be too big to walk at all!"
This is Princess Jingmin's voice.
Su Qingyuan's heart suddenly tightened.
Lu Li didn't make a sound.Princess Jingmin's voice paused for a moment, and then continued: "It's your child after all, don't you really want to take a look?"
"Xiao Luzi often visits and says everything is safe." Lu Li finally spoke.
Su Qingyuan clenched Danyue's hand, lowered her head and glanced at Xiaoluzi.
Hearing Lu Li's voice, he added, "I don't want to go there. If you're worried, how about taking a look for me?"
Princess Jingmin giggled a few times: "I'll see it for you? What's the point? That's your child, not mine! After all, I'm just an outsider!"
Lu Li let out a chuckle, and stretched out his hand to pinch Princess Jingmin's nose: "Why are you an outsider again? Who promised to take good care of the child for me before? Now the child has not been born yet, you are going to One back six two five?"
Su Qingyuan happened to see this scene through the gap in the door curtain, her eyes darkened, and she almost fell down.
Danyue hurriedly helped her stand firmly with both hands, and held her hand back hard.
Su Qingyuan turned around suddenly, and fled out quickly.
"Your Majesty!" Xiao Luzi stood up anxiously.
In the hall, Lu Li was startled, immediately threw away the pen in his hand, got up and went out.
At this time, Su Qingyuan had already rushed down the steps, and was walking outside on the stone road with one step deep and one step shallow.
"Your Majesty, since you are here, you must see the Emperor before you leave..." Xiao Luzi chased after her, and tugged on Su Qingyuan's sleeve pleadingly.
Danyue slapped the back of his hand with a slap: "Presumptuous!"
Xiao Luzi had no choice but to let go, turned around and looked at Lu Li begging for help, "Your Majesty, you..."
At this time, Lu Li had already chased down the steps, but when he looked up, he saw Xue Li galloping in along the long corridor.
Regardless of Lu Li's disregard, he still wanted to chase Su Qingyuan.However, Xue Li leapt forward, jumped out from the long corridor to block his way, and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty, there is an urgent military situation! Our spies have found some details, and the old thief is afraid that he will attack the city tonight!"
At this time, Su Qingyuan had already walked through the stone road and entered the front hall.
Seeing that the situation was wrong, Xiao Luzi hurriedly chased after him: "Your Majesty, don't think wildly..."
Su Qingyuan paused, then turned around and smiled: "Why did I ever think wildly? You seem a little guilty when you are so flustered!"
Xiao Luzi peeked at Su Qingyuan's face, and quietly breathed a sigh of relief: "So the empress is not angry? The servant thought..."
Su Qingyuan interrupted him, and said coldly: "There are not many people around your master, so go back and wait on me, don't worry about me."
Xiao Luzi hesitated, not at ease: "Your Majesty came here after all, how can you not see the Emperor?"
Su Qingyuan hooked the corners of her lips: "He doesn't want to see me, he has his own reasons, why should I make things difficult for him? You go back."
Xiao Luzi hesitated for a moment, bowed to Su Qingyuan, then turned around and walked back.
He had already heard Lu Li calling him from inside—there was a lot of wind in the past two days, and if there was an emergency military situation, all civil and military officials would be called to the Imperial Study Room to discuss matters immediately!
After Su Qingyuan watched Xiao Luzi retreat, she stood at the door for a while, and never waited for anyone else to come out.
She laughed at herself and clenched Danyue's hand again: "Let's go back."
"It's too much, how could they do this!" Danyue's eye circles were already red.
Su Qingyuan left the front hall without a sound, got on the chariot in the courtyard, and went back to the palace.
On the way, some young eunuchs hurriedly scrambled away from the side of the chariot, causing Su Qingyuan to dangle and couldn't sit still.
Danyue was so angry that she cursed, Su Qingyuan stopped her irritably, closed her eyes, and kept her eyes out of sight and out of her mind.
Of course, the eyes are unwilling to see, but only she knows whether she is upset or not.
When she returned to Fanghua Palace and got off the chariot, she still held Danyue's hand, lowered her head and muttered to herself: "My child, where can I get someone else to take care of me? Does he think I'm dead?"
When Tong Yun heard these words, her face turned pale with fright: "Why would your empress think so? The emperor heard this, and he doesn't know how to be sad!"
Danyue sneered, and pushed Tongyun's shoulder hard: "We have all seen and heard with our own eyes, so you don't have to pretend to be a good person here! Will he be sad? He is happy right now Let's go!"
Tong Yun was baffled by her fierceness, and retreated with tears in his eyes.
Su Qingyuan went back to the hall to lie down, and drove Danyue out of the door.
She thought over and over what Lu Li said, and the more she thought about it, the colder she felt all over her body.
He still misses the child.But he said he didn't want to come here.
The two of them kept talking about the child, but they obviously didn't care whether she was safe and well while she was pregnant.
He said that Princess Jingmin will take care of the child after it is born.
——What is the truth of these words?
She is the mother of the child, and there is no need to hide this matter; now it is his relationship with the child that needs to be hidden from the public.
Therefore, it does not make sense for him to entrust the child to the care of his concubine.
Unless she dies.
Did Lu Li want her dead?
Su Qingyuan didn't want to think this way, but suddenly the piece of broken tiles and bricks in the Beiyan Post House appeared before her eyes.
She didn't know why Lu Li had transformed so much, and she didn't want to know anymore.
All she knew was that the sweet dream that Lu Li had woven for her could wake up!
She is willing to give her life for this child, but voluntary giving and forced deprivation are two completely different concepts.
Su Qingyuan stood by the bed, grabbed a glazed lamp on the desk, and threw it down forcefully: "Lu Li, if you want to kill me, I will definitely bring your child to die with me!"
When Luoxia walked to the door, she happened to hear these words, her hands shook in fright, and the cups and saucers on the tea tray fell to the ground with a "clang".
Su Qingyuan turned around suddenly, looked at the door with a sneer: "Are you here? Why don't you pretend to be sick?"
"Your Majesty, where do you start with this?" Luoxia walked in, her face pale and her sickness still intact.
Su Qingyuan looked at her mockingly: "How come it's such a coincidence that Lu Li didn't come to Fanghua Palace when he came back from Beiyan Station, so you fell ill sooner or later? If you don't want to serve me, you should Go back to your foster home obediently, what are you still doing here? Staring at me for him?"
Luoxia rushed to Su Qingyuan and knelt down, grabbed her sleeve and raised her head and asked urgently: "Mother, did you misunderstand something? Who is gossiping in front of you?"
Su Qingyuan shook off her hand, and sneered: "No one chews their tongues, it was your master who said it himself - you go and tell him, I already know his thoughts, and I don't want to have children for him, if he still wants to live Yes, why don't you just come here and get the son by caesarean section!"
"Where did you start talking about this!" Luoxia burst into tears, grabbing Su Qingyuan's sleeve while busy telling the little maid to invite Lu Li over.
Tong Yun said anxiously at the side: "Your Majesty looks like this, could it be that she has fallen ill again..."
Luoxia was startled, and hurriedly sent for the imperial physician.
Su Qingyuan laughed loudly: "Remember to call the mother-in-law and the wet nurse by the way! Imperial physician Yu is skilled in medicine, and most likely he can make a living one, so don't be caught off guard!"
Tong Yun heard it, and hurriedly went out to find the little eunuch to send a message.
Luo Xia was anxious and angry: "Stupid girl, your mother is talking out of anger! The day has not yet come, and you are rushing to ask someone to hire a wet nurse at this moment, don't you mean to make her think too much?"
"Then what should we do? Do you want someone to call back the third son?" Tong Yun was in a hurry.
Luoxia pressed her chest and said angrily: "Confused! There are priorities, why don't you hurry up and see if there is still the tranquilizing medicine prescribed by the imperial physician last time, hurry up!"
Tong Yun agreed and rushed out.
Luoxia pushed Su Qingyuan onto the bed, crying unceasingly.
Su Qingyuan looked at her coldly, unmoved.
"Your Majesty," Luoxia knelt down beside the bed, "Don't think about it, the Emperor has just been busy recently, and he didn't intend not to visit you. In the Emperor's heart..."
"You don't need to say any more. I won't believe a word of your words!" Su Qingyuan shook her hand away forcefully, only feeling amused in her heart.
Lu Li himself is not in a hurry, why are these girls so busy?
Luoxia was afraid of making her angry, so she really didn't dare to say more.
Su Qingyuan got into the quilt and covered her head, at one moment she heard crying outside, at another moment she seemed to feel that someone was going to kill her, her heart became more and more confused, and her stomach seemed to be in pain.
Imperial Physician Yu hurried over, checked the pulse and asked about the cause of the disease, and sure enough, she still said that she needed to drink tranquilizing medicine.
Tong Yun quickly boiled the medicine.Su Qingyuan took it and drank it down, neither feeling bitter nor hot.
After throwing down the medicine bowl, Su Qingyuan looked at Imperial Physician Yu: "Didn't you bring a knife?"
"Of course not." Imperial Physician Yu was puzzled by her question.
Su Qingyuan frowned: "You should go back quickly to get the knife. I know the time has not come yet, but if you continue to wait like this, maybe one day I will die with this evil obstacle. Wouldn't you Have you been busy for a few months?"
Imperial Physician Yu's expression changed slightly, and he looked at Luoxia begging for help.
The latter wiped the corners of his eyes, quickly tapped his temple, and shook his head slightly.
Imperial Physician Yu was shocked: "How could it be? Logically speaking, it shouldn't be..."
Danyue threw off a few little eunuchs who were in the way, and rushed over: "My lady is not crazy, it's you who are crazy! You want a child, and you want my lady's life... Aren't you afraid of lightning strikes!"
Luoxia couldn't explain it to her, and was so anxious that she shed tears.
At this time, Mrs. Wen and the wet nurse were also brought in successively.
Luoxia was afraid that Su Qingyuan would think too much, so she hurriedly asked someone to send them back, but Su Qingyuan sneered: "Arrange them to go down and rest, maybe they will be needed soon?"
At this time, no one dared to disobey her face to face, so the little maid took the two of them down and placed them there.
Lu Li still didn't come when Imperial Physician Yu re-prescribed the medicine and withdrew it.
A group of girls waited anxiously, but they only waited for a word.
The little palace lady who went to the imperial study room came back and said: "The people in the imperial study room prevent the servants from entering, saying that the emperor is busy with business!"
"It's not 'business'!" Su Qingyuan sneered, and the bright smiling face of Princess Jingmin flashed in front of her eyes.
Luoxia and the others were extremely anxious, but there was nothing they could do.
Su Qingyuan put her hand on Luoxia's shoulder and asked with a smile, "Are you cured?"
Luoxia nodded in a daze.
Su Qingyuan pinched her cheeks that were a little thinner than before, and frowned slightly: "It looks like I'm really sick. I was prejudiced earlier, and I'm a little outspoken, so don't be annoyed."
Luoxia wept: "The servant is not upset. As long as the empress and the emperor are on good terms, the servant will be happy..."
"I already know, you don't have to bother to hide it from me anymore." Su Qingyuan's eyes were slightly cold.
Luoxia's face changed slightly: "Did the emperor himself tell you?"
Su Qingyuan hooked the corners of her lips.
Luoxia came to her senses and immediately panicked: "Your Majesty, the matter is not what you thought, what the emperor is hiding from you is another matter! Please calm down first, and let the maidservant explain it to you in detail, okay?"
"Danyue, drive everyone out." Su Qingyuan ordered in a deep voice.
Danyue stood up immediately, and raised a big vase casually: "Go out, my lady doesn't want to see you again!"
Luoxia knelt on the ground, grabbed Danyue's skirt and said anxiously: "The matter is of great importance, I must explain it clearly to the empress! The reason why the emperor refuses to come here these days is because he got miasma in the flower hall of Beiyan Post House. Poison, he..."
"Go out, do you think I will still believe it?" Su Qingyuan's eyes were red.
Dan Yue forcefully knocked the vase to the ground: "Get out of here!"
Fragments of the vase flew, and one of them slipped dangerously past Luoxia's cheek.
Several little maids hurriedly grabbed Luoxia and dragged her out of the door.
Tears finally fell from the corners of Su Qingyuan's eyes: "Look at his good servant, he is still lying for him at this moment!"
Danyue sat down beside the bed, and firmly held Su Qingyuan's hand: "You still have me."
Su Qingyuan turned sideways and tried to bury her face in the pillow: "I saw with my own eyes that he was fine, but people said that he was poisoned by miasma... Heh, whether he was poisoned by miasma or not has nothing to do with who will take care of my child." What does it matter? He was poisoned by miasma, and it wasn’t me who was poisoned by miasma! It’s not that I’m about to die! He himself said that he didn’t want to come here, and the servants are still trying their best to help him make up stories..."
"Miss, it's not too late to see him clearly." Danyue comforted her carefully.
Su Qingyuan thought for a long time, and finally sighed: "It's too late—too late!"
"It's really not possible, let's run?" Danyue suggested cautiously.
Su Qingyuan let out a muffled laugh and didn't answer.
Danyue herself knew that this proposal was meaningless, so she couldn't think of anything else to say for a while.
At this point, walking is strenuous, where else can I run?
What's more, this is the imperial palace, not to mention there are rebels besieging the city outside the city!
Su Qingyuan found sadly that she had been messing around for so many years, but she had achieved nothing.
No skills, no knowledge, no friends, no relatives.
Even if she escaped from Miyagi by chance, even if there were no rebels and no war, she would not have any means of making a living.
To her, leaving the Palace of Youth is tantamount to seeking her own death!
Relying on her status as the general's daughter, and relying on Lu Li's pampering, she always thought that she could sit back and relax and enjoy wealth all her life, but who knew there would be so many twists and turns in the future!
"Danyue, if I have a next life, I will definitely learn my skills well-whether it's embroidery, washing and cooking, or singing on stage... No matter what I learn, it's better than being doomed now..." Su Qingyuan put herself Hiding in the bed, muffled and authentic.
She shouldn't have been so useless.
The reason why she pampered herself like this was because someone promised to take care of her for the rest of her life, and she believed it.
How did she believe it?
Danyue jumped up suddenly: "Don't be discouraged, don't you know witchcraft? Witchcraft can heal people's diseases, we may have a way out! Besides, you don't know how to work, don't you still have me? I can help people wash and cook, as long as I work hard, I can always earn enough money for our meals..."
Su Qingyuan lifted the corner of the quilt, and there was a faint hope in her heart.
But she quickly forgot about the subject—because her stomach ached again.
This time, the pain was much stronger than before, and Su Qingyuan faintly felt that the little guy in her belly was making a fuss, which made her very restless.
At this time, what's the mess with the little things?Could it be that he wanted to stop her for Lu Li?
In fact, why does it need to do so much, how can she escape from this strict palace!
Su Qingyuan kicked the quilt aside forcefully, reached out and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead.
Danyue suddenly became nervous: "Why is your face so ugly? Where is it uncomfortable?"
"Stomach..." Su Qingyuan smiled wryly.
Danyue immediately turned pale with fright: "Could it be that she is about to give birth?"
Su Qingyuan shook her head: "No. It doesn't hurt so much now."
Danyue walked around in front of the bed for a few times, still a little worried: "But you were so angry today, and you left so hurriedly when you came out of the imperial study - no, I'll call the imperial doctor to guard you! "
Su Qingyuan reached out and grabbed her: "It's getting late now, don't mess around. Let's talk about things tomorrow morning!"
"But you..." Danyue was worried.
Su Qingyuan was about to say "it's okay", when she suddenly felt pain in her stomach again.She gritted her teeth and smiled bitterly: "I just don't believe it..."
(End of this chapter)
In the following period of time, Lu Li did not come to Fanghua Palace again.
Su Qingyuan only learned from Xiaoluzi that he went to court as usual every day, and spent most of the rest of the time dealing with political affairs in the Imperial Study Room, and always rested in the Yangju Hall at night.
I don't know anything else.
After the Lantern Festival, the reinforcements from Luoyun City did not come.
At first, the people in the capital were still looking forward to and talking about it, but then they gradually gave up hope.
In desperation, it finally happened that the refugees stormed the city gate.
As a result, colleagues in the city defense army who were guarding against the rebels outside the city had to devote a lot of energy to deal with the people in the city who had lost their minds, and the pressure suddenly increased.
Inside the capital, people are already panicking.
The marriage between Duan Ran and Princess Hejing was originally scheduled for the end of the first lunar month, but Princess Hejing suddenly fell ill, so the Taibao Office re-selected the date and changed the wedding date to April.
As time went by, people in the palace gradually became chaotic, and some palace servants began to disobey the rules, and things like theft, false accusation, and disputes happened from time to time.
Cheng Ruoshui's temperament is soft, and he can't control so much for a while, so many things are reported to Su Qingyuan.
But at this time, Luoxia fell ill again, and the big and small matters around Su Qingyuan could only be handled by Danyue and Tongyun, two reckless and confused girls, and some small and big stories often happened.
Fortunately, the servants of Fanghua Palace were all carefully selected by Lu Li back then, they were all good-natured, and they were surrounded by Xiao Linzi, so there was no big mess out of control.
Other palaces were not so lucky.
From the Lantern Festival to the 27th of the first lunar month, in the short period of ten days, there were five or six cases of theft and fighting, and one person was killed by mistake by pushing someone into the pool because of trivial matters.People in the palace were fluctuating, and it gradually became a mess.
Su Qingyuan's body was getting heavier, and the imperial doctor repeatedly told her not to overwork or get angry, but she had nothing to do.
Lu Li didn't care about these things at all, and just spent his days in the imperial study.
So the days passed in such a muddle.
Everyone is waiting.
Waiting for the Iron Armored Army to regroup and aggressively attack the city, waiting for reinforcements from all over the country to enter Beijing, and waiting for Beiyan and Xiliang to intervene—the final result may be terrible, but the waiting before that result is actually more tormented than the disaster itself.
After February, the grass grows and the warblers fly, and the weather gradually warms up.
The imperial doctor counted for Su Qingyuan, saying that the child should be born at the end of March or early April, but this child has experienced too many hardships, and no one knows whether her body can last to full term.
Therefore, Danyue and Tongyun ordered the little eunuchs at the gate not to let anyone come to Fanghua Palace easily.
But there are so many things happening in the palace every day, and there is no master in the palace, how can Fanghua Palace stay out of it?
Come and go, things are still not missing.It is said to be "quiet", but in fact no one has been able to "quiet".
Lu Li still didn't come.
Xiao Luzi often came here to walk around, but he talked much less than before.If Su Qingyuan didn't ask him, he wouldn't say anything, and often just said hello and left.
This situation has lasted through February, and there is still no change.
The armored army still besieged the city without fighting, and the reinforcements from Luoyun City still did not come.
The reinforcements from various countries did not come.
But Beiyan's team moved.
At the end of February, [-] soldiers on the border between Vietnam and Yan broke through the pass and marched southward.
Almost at the same time, [-] cavalry from Xiliang also set foot on the land of South Vietnam.
General Yue, who guarded the northwest, did not stop him, and directly led his troops into the pass, turned around and headed south.
It is said that this was Lu Li's order, because the Xiliang cavalry came to help Nanyue suppress the rebellion.
What is the truth, Su Qingyuan doesn't know.
After all, it is not for her to speak about the important affairs of the family and the country.
One day in March, when Princess Hejing's illness was almost cured, Cheng Ruoshui took her to Fanghua Palace to sit around.
Su Qingyuan felt a little apologetic when she saw He Jing.
Before she could speak, Princess Hejing bowed down and apologized to her: "Hejing already knew about Beiyan's going south. I, Beiyan, took the blame for this matter first, and the emperor and queen mother refused to take their anger out on me. Jing really doesn't know how to be grateful."
Su Qingyuan stretched out her hand to help her up, and sighed with a smile: "It's not your fault that the two countries fought each other, so why should you apologize for them?"
Cheng Ruoshui said with a smile: "Princess Hejing has a lot of things on her mind. She is always unhappy these days. She only had a small wind and cold, but it took a month or two to get better."
Su Qingyuan arranged for the two of them to sit down, feeling a little emotional: "If they want to fight a war, we have to worry about it. Things in this world are so unreasonable!"
Princess Hejing lowered her head and smiled forcedly.
Su Qingyuan beckoned her to sit closer, held her hand and sighed: "One side is her mother's family, and the other is her husband's family. This battle is really difficult for you."
Princess Hejing blushed with embarrassment, and it took a long time to reply in a low voice: "Your Majesty, aren't you too?"
Su Qingyuan was startled, and then laughed: "I almost forgot—but I'm different from you. I was a useless chess over there, and no one cared about it; I'm in an embarrassing situation here, and I'm not justified. It doesn't go well...they fight whatever they want, as long as the sword can't cut me, I won't feel any pain."
Cheng Ruoshui pursed her lips and smiled: "Your Majesty said that against her will. If the sword really fell on the emperor, you might cry more than anyone else!"
Su Qingyuan raised her head and narrowed her eyes lazily: "When did Concubine Xian learn to tease people?"
Cheng Ruoshui was startled, and smiled slightly with lowered eyebrows: "It's just telling the truth."
Su Qingyuan didn't really want to be teased by her.But in front of Princess Hejing, she couldn't say much.
In fact, she has been so preoccupied for a while that she really has no interest in chatting.
So, after sitting quietly for a while, Su Qingyuan changed the topic to the war again: "You have always been a knowledgeable person. In your opinion, what is the outcome of this war?"
Princess Hejing raised her head in doubt, and followed Su Qingyuan to look at Cheng Ruoshui.
Cheng Ruoshui's eyes flickered slightly, and he hesitated for a long time before he smiled and said, "Nanyue has been fulfilling the destiny and responding to the hearts of the people for hundreds of years. Naturally, it cannot be shaken by a small rebellion."
"What if we add Beiyan and Xiliang as obstacles?" Su Qingyuan continued to ask.
Cheng Ruoshui hesitated for a long time, and finally regained his gentle smile: "Your Majesty, don't worry. The emperor's fate is very good, and Nanyue's foundation is as stable as Mount Tai."
Su Qingyuan squinted her eyes and looked at her for a long time, but didn't ask any more questions.
On the contrary, Cheng Ruoshui laughed and said: "Actually, my mother's own fate is one in a million, and her knowledge and courage are far more than some mediocre men-a while ago, I heard that the emperor intends to bring his mother to familiarize himself with government affairs in case of accidents. Why is there no movement again?"
Su Qingyuan smiled and said, "Since you said that Lu Li's fate is very good, he probably won't be able to die for a while, so why should I bother to learn those nerve-wracking things?"
Cheng Ruoshui laughed: "The emperor is short of manpower, if the empress is not afraid of trouble, it is time to share the emperor's worries."
Su Qingyuan leaned back on the soft couch, and said lightly: "The problem is that I am very 'fearful of trouble'. Among other things, just 'getting up early and going to court' will kill me! "
Danyue chuckled beside her.Su Qingyuan rolled her eyes, and the girl slipped out.
Cheng Ruoshui frowned, and sighed after a long time: "Your Majesty's delivery date is approaching, so it's really not suitable for you to be overtired, but... the current situation, the emperor will inevitably feel depressed. Ah. When offering sacrifices to the God of Flowers a few days ago, I saw that the emperor looked haggard, and I was in a bad mood."
"Flower God?" Su Qingyuan frowned.
That should be about the Flower Festival.
It is said that in the palace, Huachao is second only to the New Year and Mid-Autumn Festival, and it should have been very lively.
But this year when the rebel army besieged the city, everyone didn't have the leisure time to celebrate the festival, so the Lantern Festival, Flower Dynasty and Shangsi Festival were all confused, and Su Qingyuan didn't even care about the days.
According to what Cheng Ruoshui said, is the flower god still worshiped in the palace?
She hadn't gone out for many days, and she hadn't heard any wind.
Cheng Ruoshui took a peek at Su Qingyuan's face, and hurriedly smiled again: "Flower God's birthday, generally only women like to join in the fun. I don't know what happened that day, the sister of the imperial concubine suddenly pulled the emperor over, saying yes Taking advantage of the festival, I invite the emperor to go to the garden to relax. The emperor entered the garden, from the beginning to the end, he was full of worries, and no one else dared to trouble him. The concubine sister felt ashamed, so she sent the emperor out with flowers gone."
"Really?" Su Qingyuan responded casually, her mind had already drifted elsewhere.
Cheng Ruoshui stood up with a smile: "Your Majesty must be tired, we will come to greet you another day."
Su Qingyuan agreed indiscriminately, but did not hold back.So Tong Yun followed and sent the two of them out.
Su Qingyuan leaned on the soft couch, feeling inexplicably confused.
It has been two months since Lu Li stepped into the Palace of Youth.
In Su Qingyuan's heart, she still couldn't figure it out.
Before leaving for the post that day, he was obviously gentle and considerate. Why did everything change after the explosion?
What happened in the flower hall that day?
Even if something really happened, even if he really had a change of heart, it wouldn't be the case that he wouldn't even be willing to do some extravagant work!
In the past two months, Su Qingyuan had guessed many possibilities in her heart, but she still didn't have the courage to prove it.
She would rather believe that the pavilion was blown up that day only because of an accident, and she would rather believe that Lu Li did not come to Fanghua Palace because she was injured and worried that she would worry...
However, he didn't delay the morning court, and went to the imperial study to discuss matters every day, and even had time to participate in the Huachao Festival game - her self-deceiving guess was obviously unfounded.
So, did he forget the Palace of Youth?
If he forgot, how could Xiao Luzi come so frequently?
Su Qingyuan has been trying very hard to think about the good, but every guess that is slightly better cannot stand up to scrutiny in the end.
This is the reason why she still refuses to take the initiative to find Lu Li.
But today, some words of Cheng Ruoshui aroused her thoughts again.
It's true that Lu Li didn't come to see her, but she didn't take the initiative to accompany him either.
During the flower festival, his complexion is still not very good, could it be that he is really sick?Could it be that he didn't want to come to Fanghua Palace because he was afraid of her worrying?
Maybe, she should try to take an extra step.
It shouldn't be a problem to go and see him while he can still walk now, right?
Thinking of this, Su Qingyuan worked up her courage with great difficulty, and ordered Danyue to come and help her change her clothes, and went out to the imperial study by chariot.
There are many people in the imperial study room, but not as many as in the early court in the Chaoqian Hall.Su Qingyuan secretly thought about it, and felt that it should be appropriate to go now.
After entering the door and getting off the chariot, she didn't let the little eunuch inform her, she walked in quietly holding Danyue's hand.
She wanted to know what Lu Li's true state was like when she was not around.
As usual, Xiao Luzi was guarding the entrance of the main hall where Lu Li usually discusses matters.
Seeing Su Qingyuan, Xiao Luzi's expression changed slightly, he quickly knelt down, and opened his mouth to say hello loudly.
Su Qingyuan raised her hand and made a hissing motion.
Xiaoluzi's face became even uglier.
Su Qingyuan was wondering, when she heard a laughing voice from the hall: "She still didn't go out on March [-]rd, she must be too big to walk at all!"
This is Princess Jingmin's voice.
Su Qingyuan's heart suddenly tightened.
Lu Li didn't make a sound.Princess Jingmin's voice paused for a moment, and then continued: "It's your child after all, don't you really want to take a look?"
"Xiao Luzi often visits and says everything is safe." Lu Li finally spoke.
Su Qingyuan clenched Danyue's hand, lowered her head and glanced at Xiaoluzi.
Hearing Lu Li's voice, he added, "I don't want to go there. If you're worried, how about taking a look for me?"
Princess Jingmin giggled a few times: "I'll see it for you? What's the point? That's your child, not mine! After all, I'm just an outsider!"
Lu Li let out a chuckle, and stretched out his hand to pinch Princess Jingmin's nose: "Why are you an outsider again? Who promised to take good care of the child for me before? Now the child has not been born yet, you are going to One back six two five?"
Su Qingyuan happened to see this scene through the gap in the door curtain, her eyes darkened, and she almost fell down.
Danyue hurriedly helped her stand firmly with both hands, and held her hand back hard.
Su Qingyuan turned around suddenly, and fled out quickly.
"Your Majesty!" Xiao Luzi stood up anxiously.
In the hall, Lu Li was startled, immediately threw away the pen in his hand, got up and went out.
At this time, Su Qingyuan had already rushed down the steps, and was walking outside on the stone road with one step deep and one step shallow.
"Your Majesty, since you are here, you must see the Emperor before you leave..." Xiao Luzi chased after her, and tugged on Su Qingyuan's sleeve pleadingly.
Danyue slapped the back of his hand with a slap: "Presumptuous!"
Xiao Luzi had no choice but to let go, turned around and looked at Lu Li begging for help, "Your Majesty, you..."
At this time, Lu Li had already chased down the steps, but when he looked up, he saw Xue Li galloping in along the long corridor.
Regardless of Lu Li's disregard, he still wanted to chase Su Qingyuan.However, Xue Li leapt forward, jumped out from the long corridor to block his way, and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty, there is an urgent military situation! Our spies have found some details, and the old thief is afraid that he will attack the city tonight!"
At this time, Su Qingyuan had already walked through the stone road and entered the front hall.
Seeing that the situation was wrong, Xiao Luzi hurriedly chased after him: "Your Majesty, don't think wildly..."
Su Qingyuan paused, then turned around and smiled: "Why did I ever think wildly? You seem a little guilty when you are so flustered!"
Xiao Luzi peeked at Su Qingyuan's face, and quietly breathed a sigh of relief: "So the empress is not angry? The servant thought..."
Su Qingyuan interrupted him, and said coldly: "There are not many people around your master, so go back and wait on me, don't worry about me."
Xiao Luzi hesitated, not at ease: "Your Majesty came here after all, how can you not see the Emperor?"
Su Qingyuan hooked the corners of her lips: "He doesn't want to see me, he has his own reasons, why should I make things difficult for him? You go back."
Xiao Luzi hesitated for a moment, bowed to Su Qingyuan, then turned around and walked back.
He had already heard Lu Li calling him from inside—there was a lot of wind in the past two days, and if there was an emergency military situation, all civil and military officials would be called to the Imperial Study Room to discuss matters immediately!
After Su Qingyuan watched Xiao Luzi retreat, she stood at the door for a while, and never waited for anyone else to come out.
She laughed at herself and clenched Danyue's hand again: "Let's go back."
"It's too much, how could they do this!" Danyue's eye circles were already red.
Su Qingyuan left the front hall without a sound, got on the chariot in the courtyard, and went back to the palace.
On the way, some young eunuchs hurriedly scrambled away from the side of the chariot, causing Su Qingyuan to dangle and couldn't sit still.
Danyue was so angry that she cursed, Su Qingyuan stopped her irritably, closed her eyes, and kept her eyes out of sight and out of her mind.
Of course, the eyes are unwilling to see, but only she knows whether she is upset or not.
When she returned to Fanghua Palace and got off the chariot, she still held Danyue's hand, lowered her head and muttered to herself: "My child, where can I get someone else to take care of me? Does he think I'm dead?"
When Tong Yun heard these words, her face turned pale with fright: "Why would your empress think so? The emperor heard this, and he doesn't know how to be sad!"
Danyue sneered, and pushed Tongyun's shoulder hard: "We have all seen and heard with our own eyes, so you don't have to pretend to be a good person here! Will he be sad? He is happy right now Let's go!"
Tong Yun was baffled by her fierceness, and retreated with tears in his eyes.
Su Qingyuan went back to the hall to lie down, and drove Danyue out of the door.
She thought over and over what Lu Li said, and the more she thought about it, the colder she felt all over her body.
He still misses the child.But he said he didn't want to come here.
The two of them kept talking about the child, but they obviously didn't care whether she was safe and well while she was pregnant.
He said that Princess Jingmin will take care of the child after it is born.
——What is the truth of these words?
She is the mother of the child, and there is no need to hide this matter; now it is his relationship with the child that needs to be hidden from the public.
Therefore, it does not make sense for him to entrust the child to the care of his concubine.
Unless she dies.
Did Lu Li want her dead?
Su Qingyuan didn't want to think this way, but suddenly the piece of broken tiles and bricks in the Beiyan Post House appeared before her eyes.
She didn't know why Lu Li had transformed so much, and she didn't want to know anymore.
All she knew was that the sweet dream that Lu Li had woven for her could wake up!
She is willing to give her life for this child, but voluntary giving and forced deprivation are two completely different concepts.
Su Qingyuan stood by the bed, grabbed a glazed lamp on the desk, and threw it down forcefully: "Lu Li, if you want to kill me, I will definitely bring your child to die with me!"
When Luoxia walked to the door, she happened to hear these words, her hands shook in fright, and the cups and saucers on the tea tray fell to the ground with a "clang".
Su Qingyuan turned around suddenly, looked at the door with a sneer: "Are you here? Why don't you pretend to be sick?"
"Your Majesty, where do you start with this?" Luoxia walked in, her face pale and her sickness still intact.
Su Qingyuan looked at her mockingly: "How come it's such a coincidence that Lu Li didn't come to Fanghua Palace when he came back from Beiyan Station, so you fell ill sooner or later? If you don't want to serve me, you should Go back to your foster home obediently, what are you still doing here? Staring at me for him?"
Luoxia rushed to Su Qingyuan and knelt down, grabbed her sleeve and raised her head and asked urgently: "Mother, did you misunderstand something? Who is gossiping in front of you?"
Su Qingyuan shook off her hand, and sneered: "No one chews their tongues, it was your master who said it himself - you go and tell him, I already know his thoughts, and I don't want to have children for him, if he still wants to live Yes, why don't you just come here and get the son by caesarean section!"
"Where did you start talking about this!" Luoxia burst into tears, grabbing Su Qingyuan's sleeve while busy telling the little maid to invite Lu Li over.
Tong Yun said anxiously at the side: "Your Majesty looks like this, could it be that she has fallen ill again..."
Luoxia was startled, and hurriedly sent for the imperial physician.
Su Qingyuan laughed loudly: "Remember to call the mother-in-law and the wet nurse by the way! Imperial physician Yu is skilled in medicine, and most likely he can make a living one, so don't be caught off guard!"
Tong Yun heard it, and hurriedly went out to find the little eunuch to send a message.
Luo Xia was anxious and angry: "Stupid girl, your mother is talking out of anger! The day has not yet come, and you are rushing to ask someone to hire a wet nurse at this moment, don't you mean to make her think too much?"
"Then what should we do? Do you want someone to call back the third son?" Tong Yun was in a hurry.
Luoxia pressed her chest and said angrily: "Confused! There are priorities, why don't you hurry up and see if there is still the tranquilizing medicine prescribed by the imperial physician last time, hurry up!"
Tong Yun agreed and rushed out.
Luoxia pushed Su Qingyuan onto the bed, crying unceasingly.
Su Qingyuan looked at her coldly, unmoved.
"Your Majesty," Luoxia knelt down beside the bed, "Don't think about it, the Emperor has just been busy recently, and he didn't intend not to visit you. In the Emperor's heart..."
"You don't need to say any more. I won't believe a word of your words!" Su Qingyuan shook her hand away forcefully, only feeling amused in her heart.
Lu Li himself is not in a hurry, why are these girls so busy?
Luoxia was afraid of making her angry, so she really didn't dare to say more.
Su Qingyuan got into the quilt and covered her head, at one moment she heard crying outside, at another moment she seemed to feel that someone was going to kill her, her heart became more and more confused, and her stomach seemed to be in pain.
Imperial Physician Yu hurried over, checked the pulse and asked about the cause of the disease, and sure enough, she still said that she needed to drink tranquilizing medicine.
Tong Yun quickly boiled the medicine.Su Qingyuan took it and drank it down, neither feeling bitter nor hot.
After throwing down the medicine bowl, Su Qingyuan looked at Imperial Physician Yu: "Didn't you bring a knife?"
"Of course not." Imperial Physician Yu was puzzled by her question.
Su Qingyuan frowned: "You should go back quickly to get the knife. I know the time has not come yet, but if you continue to wait like this, maybe one day I will die with this evil obstacle. Wouldn't you Have you been busy for a few months?"
Imperial Physician Yu's expression changed slightly, and he looked at Luoxia begging for help.
The latter wiped the corners of his eyes, quickly tapped his temple, and shook his head slightly.
Imperial Physician Yu was shocked: "How could it be? Logically speaking, it shouldn't be..."
Danyue threw off a few little eunuchs who were in the way, and rushed over: "My lady is not crazy, it's you who are crazy! You want a child, and you want my lady's life... Aren't you afraid of lightning strikes!"
Luoxia couldn't explain it to her, and was so anxious that she shed tears.
At this time, Mrs. Wen and the wet nurse were also brought in successively.
Luoxia was afraid that Su Qingyuan would think too much, so she hurriedly asked someone to send them back, but Su Qingyuan sneered: "Arrange them to go down and rest, maybe they will be needed soon?"
At this time, no one dared to disobey her face to face, so the little maid took the two of them down and placed them there.
Lu Li still didn't come when Imperial Physician Yu re-prescribed the medicine and withdrew it.
A group of girls waited anxiously, but they only waited for a word.
The little palace lady who went to the imperial study room came back and said: "The people in the imperial study room prevent the servants from entering, saying that the emperor is busy with business!"
"It's not 'business'!" Su Qingyuan sneered, and the bright smiling face of Princess Jingmin flashed in front of her eyes.
Luoxia and the others were extremely anxious, but there was nothing they could do.
Su Qingyuan put her hand on Luoxia's shoulder and asked with a smile, "Are you cured?"
Luoxia nodded in a daze.
Su Qingyuan pinched her cheeks that were a little thinner than before, and frowned slightly: "It looks like I'm really sick. I was prejudiced earlier, and I'm a little outspoken, so don't be annoyed."
Luoxia wept: "The servant is not upset. As long as the empress and the emperor are on good terms, the servant will be happy..."
"I already know, you don't have to bother to hide it from me anymore." Su Qingyuan's eyes were slightly cold.
Luoxia's face changed slightly: "Did the emperor himself tell you?"
Su Qingyuan hooked the corners of her lips.
Luoxia came to her senses and immediately panicked: "Your Majesty, the matter is not what you thought, what the emperor is hiding from you is another matter! Please calm down first, and let the maidservant explain it to you in detail, okay?"
"Danyue, drive everyone out." Su Qingyuan ordered in a deep voice.
Danyue stood up immediately, and raised a big vase casually: "Go out, my lady doesn't want to see you again!"
Luoxia knelt on the ground, grabbed Danyue's skirt and said anxiously: "The matter is of great importance, I must explain it clearly to the empress! The reason why the emperor refuses to come here these days is because he got miasma in the flower hall of Beiyan Post House. Poison, he..."
"Go out, do you think I will still believe it?" Su Qingyuan's eyes were red.
Dan Yue forcefully knocked the vase to the ground: "Get out of here!"
Fragments of the vase flew, and one of them slipped dangerously past Luoxia's cheek.
Several little maids hurriedly grabbed Luoxia and dragged her out of the door.
Tears finally fell from the corners of Su Qingyuan's eyes: "Look at his good servant, he is still lying for him at this moment!"
Danyue sat down beside the bed, and firmly held Su Qingyuan's hand: "You still have me."
Su Qingyuan turned sideways and tried to bury her face in the pillow: "I saw with my own eyes that he was fine, but people said that he was poisoned by miasma... Heh, whether he was poisoned by miasma or not has nothing to do with who will take care of my child." What does it matter? He was poisoned by miasma, and it wasn’t me who was poisoned by miasma! It’s not that I’m about to die! He himself said that he didn’t want to come here, and the servants are still trying their best to help him make up stories..."
"Miss, it's not too late to see him clearly." Danyue comforted her carefully.
Su Qingyuan thought for a long time, and finally sighed: "It's too late—too late!"
"It's really not possible, let's run?" Danyue suggested cautiously.
Su Qingyuan let out a muffled laugh and didn't answer.
Danyue herself knew that this proposal was meaningless, so she couldn't think of anything else to say for a while.
At this point, walking is strenuous, where else can I run?
What's more, this is the imperial palace, not to mention there are rebels besieging the city outside the city!
Su Qingyuan found sadly that she had been messing around for so many years, but she had achieved nothing.
No skills, no knowledge, no friends, no relatives.
Even if she escaped from Miyagi by chance, even if there were no rebels and no war, she would not have any means of making a living.
To her, leaving the Palace of Youth is tantamount to seeking her own death!
Relying on her status as the general's daughter, and relying on Lu Li's pampering, she always thought that she could sit back and relax and enjoy wealth all her life, but who knew there would be so many twists and turns in the future!
"Danyue, if I have a next life, I will definitely learn my skills well-whether it's embroidery, washing and cooking, or singing on stage... No matter what I learn, it's better than being doomed now..." Su Qingyuan put herself Hiding in the bed, muffled and authentic.
She shouldn't have been so useless.
The reason why she pampered herself like this was because someone promised to take care of her for the rest of her life, and she believed it.
How did she believe it?
Danyue jumped up suddenly: "Don't be discouraged, don't you know witchcraft? Witchcraft can heal people's diseases, we may have a way out! Besides, you don't know how to work, don't you still have me? I can help people wash and cook, as long as I work hard, I can always earn enough money for our meals..."
Su Qingyuan lifted the corner of the quilt, and there was a faint hope in her heart.
But she quickly forgot about the subject—because her stomach ached again.
This time, the pain was much stronger than before, and Su Qingyuan faintly felt that the little guy in her belly was making a fuss, which made her very restless.
At this time, what's the mess with the little things?Could it be that he wanted to stop her for Lu Li?
In fact, why does it need to do so much, how can she escape from this strict palace!
Su Qingyuan kicked the quilt aside forcefully, reached out and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead.
Danyue suddenly became nervous: "Why is your face so ugly? Where is it uncomfortable?"
"Stomach..." Su Qingyuan smiled wryly.
Danyue immediately turned pale with fright: "Could it be that she is about to give birth?"
Su Qingyuan shook her head: "No. It doesn't hurt so much now."
Danyue walked around in front of the bed for a few times, still a little worried: "But you were so angry today, and you left so hurriedly when you came out of the imperial study - no, I'll call the imperial doctor to guard you! "
Su Qingyuan reached out and grabbed her: "It's getting late now, don't mess around. Let's talk about things tomorrow morning!"
"But you..." Danyue was worried.
Su Qingyuan was about to say "it's okay", when she suddenly felt pain in her stomach again.She gritted her teeth and smiled bitterly: "I just don't believe it..."
(End of this chapter)
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